Hard to be a gold master

Chapter 62 Closed Relationships

Ai Xi paused when she entered the apartment building.

The familiar hidden scent wafted towards her one after another, as if she had found an attraction.

The heart was so calm that there was no wave, so he went upstairs calmly, and as expected, there was a person squatting at the door of the house.The other party jumped up excitedly after seeing her, and rushed over like a huge golden retriever finding its owner.

Ai Xi avoided, not only Tong Ruiyuan, but also Tong Ruiyuan's youthful and warm aura.This time I won't get close again, the warm breath will also burn people's hearts, she has to learn lessons, such a big person can't be cheated a second time, she can't afford to be hurt, especially this time she hasn't fully recovered, where? Have a good body and mind to be ruined?

As if she didn't see this person, Ai Xi opened the door and entered the house, and slammed the door behind her backhand.

Of course, Tong Ruiyuan squeezed in cheekily. Seeing Ai Xi changing her shoes and going to the kitchen, she took off her shoes, regardless of whether she had her own slippers, rushed over and hugged Ai Xi, so strong that she almost threw Ai Xi Bump down.Stabilizing his figure, resting his chin on Ai Xi's shoulder, Tong Ruiyuan asked in an aggrieved voice: "Xiao Xi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Ai Xi frowned, not because she was disgusted with Tong Ruiyuan's apology.She thought she hated all physical contact, even if she was walking on the street and was touched by the crowds, she would feel sick to her stomach, but now she was hugged from behind... she didn't feel it.

Not happy, not disgusted, not angry or sad, as if being blown by the cold winter wind, trembling all over, the people behind immediately let her go.

Tong Ruiyuan thought that she could fool her by acting coquettishly this time, so she moved closer to Ai Xi, face to face with the person she was thinking of, and was about to speak, but saw Ai Xi go around and enter the kitchen as if she hadn't seen her.

Wash your hands, boil water, make tea, cut fruit.

No expression, no words, no... feelings of any kind.

Ai Xi filled her stomach, put the hot water bottle aside, went into the bedroom and changed into comfortable home clothes, then nestled on the sofa in the living room and stared at the cuckoo clock on the wall in a daze.This is also what she does most often after returning to China. Being in a daze is a very relaxed state. You don’t need to think about anything, you don’t need to look at anything, just leave your home empty, and the time will pass quickly.

Shrugging his shoulders, Tong Ruiyuan drank some hot tea from Ai Xi's cup, and went to Ai Xi who was huddled in the corner of the sofa.

However, there was no response.

No matter how she acted like a baby, how she complained about her grievances, how she played tricks, Ai Xi remained motionless, and followed her straight eyes to look at the clock on the wall. What's so good about a clock?Can watch for so long.

She thought Ai Xi was having a temper tantrum, but after an hour, Ai Xi didn't blink or move, as if in a trance.Only then did Tong Ruiyuan panic.

As she had guessed at first, Ai Xi will close herself when she is in a desperate situation, maybe she will close her senses, maybe she will close her feelings. These are all self-protection measures for an introverted personality.But after that?How about getting to a safe place?They won't open it automatically, because the closed world is beautiful, so beautiful that it makes them weary of the world, and even commits suicide.

"Xiaoxi..." Tong Ruiyuan sighed with downcast eyes, his nose sore and almost crying.These are all caused by her. If I didn't know her, I wouldn't go to Los Angeles with her, and I wouldn't be sent to Lambert's base. It wouldn't be like this.She carefully went to hold Ai Xi's hand wrapped around her knee, and was shocked by the cold touch after holding it.

Is it cold?Is your heart cold too?

After sitting with him on the sofa for four and a half hours, the person next to me suddenly woke up, stood up mechanically, went to the bathroom, and then returned to the kitchen to cook.Ai Xi cooks for one person. She cooked porridge, made a cold dish, and spread out an egg pancake. After dinner, she took a shower and went to bed.

Tong Ruiyuan glanced at the cuckoo clock, eight o'clock in the evening, so early to sleep?Closed the bedroom door lightly, Tong Ruiyuan went to the kitchen to get herself something to eat, she knew that she was not a transparent person, and also knew that Xiao Xi knew her existence, but the other party just didn't care, didn't care that when she didn't exist.

Like a master and a shadow, not a patron and a lover.

It was still early, and Tong Ruiyuan was wandering around this familiar home, touching here and there, trying to find his own things.The home has long since lost its own hidden fragrance, where are my things?Xiaoxi won't throw it all away cruelly, will she?After walking around the sofa, and then against the wall, Tong Ruiyuan found something that looked like a small cabinet with a blanket on it.

Touching her chin, she sighed helplessly.

Maybe it's not that Ai Xi is reluctant to part with the old love, but that she is too lazy to go out and throw it away. She doesn't even want to say anything, and she expects Xiao Xi to go out?

Yes, when that man wanted to pull Ai Xi, Tong Ruiyuan was very angry, but she could tell from Ai Xi's attitude, it wasn't that Ai Xi didn't like her, it was that Ai Xi treated everyone like this, this "who" That includes her too.

After closing the self and feelings, it is not the person concerned who is sad, but the person who remembers the past.

Tong Ruiyuan put his hand on his chest, but was startled by the repeated screams from the bedroom.