As the scumbag who was attacked

tenth day.

I came to a small town in the northern country where it was snowing. The snow was so heavy that the whole world was covered in white.

I was thinking, how many undead will be here, and they will be frozen to death again after death, it is so pitiful.

I really don't want to admit that I am very afraid of the cold, and I don't like snow even more. It looks pure but hides countless filth.

Ji Liangyi's hands are very hot, just, hands are very hot.

No. 11 days.

The knife wound on the thigh is almost okay, but the arm still hurts.

It may be that the bullet saw that I ignored it too much, so I was dissatisfied.

It is clamoring all the time, emphasizing its sense of existence.

The medicine is almost gone.

No. 12 days.

Woke up in the middle of the night.

Ji Liangyi was watching TV, and in the middle of the night, he was the only one who was still watching TV.

And obviously the language barrier, this guy can still read it.

What a wonder.

He looked at me like a little pity.

He is very warm.

Also very peaceful.

After two months, I finally had a restful sleep.

No. 13 days.

Ji Liangyi asked for a bottle of wine from the landlord, white wine, very high purity.

He heated up the wine and prepared to roast half a lamb.

I have to say that apart from cooking, Ji Liangyi tastes okay, other grilled, fried, fried or steamed dishes are all terrible.

For the sake of my stomach, I still took over the task of roasting the lamb.

The fire is very big, and it is very comfortable to roast.

He said he doesn't drink alcohol.

If you don't drink, you still want it.

In the end, the bottle of white wine all ended up in my stomach.

The wound on the body doesn't seem to hurt much.

Kind of weird, I rarely use anesthesia in order to stay awake, but now.

And a little afraid of pain.

No. 14 days.

Borrowed a sled from the host and went out skiing.

Too far, too white.

I'm a little dizzy.

When it stopped, there was no one around.

This feeling is very bad. It always reminds me of when someone died. It was so painful and cold.

I feel a little nauseous.

So I literally threw up.

When she stood up, Ji Liangyi was already beside her at some point.

He looked at me and asked a question.

"Are you OK?"

It seems that I am really not suitable to be a killer, otherwise such an empty place can still let this person get close.

Ji Liangyi carried me back.

Actually I am very heavy.

But he didn't say a word, just told me not to sleep.

I don't want to sleep at all.

No. 15 days.

Ji Liangyi said that he had seen enough snow.

He said we can go.

In fact, he only spends two days outside looking at the snow scene, and the rest of the time is by my side. I wonder if he wants to see when I will be killed, or if he is afraid that I will die suddenly.

In fact, he really likes the kind old landlord. The old landlord will tell him a lot of jokes that he can understand and can't understand, and will give him strange local specialties.

In fact, he still seems to want to go to the glacier. He heard that the snow scene there is natural and rare. Many outsiders come to this remote town of ice and snow just to see the wonder.

Actually he.

Just pity me.

No. 16 days.

Ji Liangyi's driving skills are very good.

He stuffed a lot of snacks in the car, and a lot of candy.

Sugar, too sweet.

Is it appropriate that a big man likes sugar.

His side face is very good-looking, with a sense of aggression and sex appeal.

I asked him, is there anyone he likes?

He said that he had a first love.

I checked.

That girl died.

You see, this setting is really the protagonist.

very pitiful.

No. 17 days.

It has been several days since no one has been assassinated, and I am a little uncomfortable.

On the road, I met a rock and roll team, driving my performance car, singing all the way, wandering all the way.

The songs are good, and the people are very warm.

Share with us the wine they bought in the last city.

Ji Liangyi was embarrassed to decline, and had a few drinks.

The wine was strong, and I drank on an empty stomach.

When I stood up, it fell on top of me.

I don't know what to say, but I'm a little nervous, especially when Ji Liangyi is sleeping beside me.

My heart beats a little faster.

No. 18 days.

I still have a medicine with me.

It is said to be medicine, but it is not really medicine.

I'm wondering if I should use it.

No. 19 days.

To an unknown small town.

It seems that winter has returned to autumn.

It should be very close to the sea.

The girls dress in a hot style.

After passing a maple forest, it is as bright as haze.

Ji Liangyi was wearing a white sweater and dark slim-fit jeans. As soon as she stopped on the street, girls came over to strike up a conversation from time to time.

It's not about his face, it's about his figure.

I'm a little annoyed.

What's more annoying is that Ji Liangyi's attitude towards the girl is very good, even better than usual towards me.

So, let’s take medicine.

No. 20 days.

Favorability suddenly rose.

What made me even more unresponsive was that we almost... fell asleep, uh, although I didn't want to admit it, it was true.

I'm happy, um, I'm a little bit happy.

He found the wound on my arm.

For bleeding.

It's not that I don't want to remove that bullet.

But I am a doctor, and I know very well that after the hand is removed, it will be difficult to move this hand in the future.

I'd rather die than that.

Ji Liangyi was very angry.

This is the first time I see him angry.

Like a sleeping lion waking up, it gave me a very dangerous feeling.

But only for that second.

He holds me.

Stop talking.

He seemed sad, blaming himself.

What did i do wrong?

No. 20 a day.

I met an old guitarist on the street corner, singing old songs.

Ji Liangyi briefly communicated with the old guitarist, and that person stood up and handed him the guitar.

He sang an English song.

I've never heard of it, don't know the name.

But his voice is nice, hoarse and lazy.

People passing by all stopped, and some girls even looked at him and blushed.

But he kept looking at me.

Those eyes are as beautiful as the night sky.

Always watching me.

I.

If he really likes me, it seems fine.

No.20 two days.

I almost slept until noon, and when I woke up, I found that Ji Liangyi had been hugging me.

No wonder it's so warm.

He still doesn't want to get up, dragging me and doesn't want me to get up.

like a child.

The movement was light, carefully avoiding the arm.

I suddenly feel soft-hearted.

It's been a long time since anyone treated me so carefully.

No. 20 for three days.

It began to rain suddenly outside.

Feeling very cold.

The arm hurts.

do not want to talk.

Ji Liangyi asked me if I needed medicine.

I don't want to take medicine, once I use it, I will not be able to bear it in the future.

I was not afraid of pain before.

Maybe Ji Liangyi gave me too much sugar.

I started to feel a little afraid of suffering.

No. 20 four days.

He told every girl who came to strike up a conversation that he had a lover.

He held my hand the whole time.

He was always worried that I would be in pain, cold, hungry, or in a bad mood.

This feeling is really like a lover.

Just like the candy he stuffed into my mouth before, very sweet.

He said, let's go further south.

I said, good.

No.20 five days.

The thick coat can be taken off.

Ji Liangyi was wearing a cheap white shirt, a black sweater vest, and ripped blue and white jeans. Her body was the same as before, nothing else, oh, right.

He bought a pack of cigarettes.

When squatting on the side of the wide asphalt road and smoking, he is like a student who has failed his studies.

But very eye-catching.

He got up, crushed the cigarette end, and when he looked up at me, he smiled at me.

The sun is suddenly approaching me.

It was hot and I couldn't breathe.

Rapid heartbeat.

No.20 six days.

Listening to a girl playing the piano in a cafe.

Very familiar rhythm.

But I can't remember the name.

Ji Liangyi put a lot of sugar cubes and milk into the mocha coffee, took a sip, put it aside, and ordered a cappuccino.

I looked a little like to laugh.

I ordered a full English meal, eel rice, mango prawn salad, a rose-shaped cake, and a cup of latte.

What kind of cafe is this, why does it have everything.

Also, I am not disabled and do not need to be fed.

Ji Liangyi seemed a little disappointed.

I.

Why are you in such trouble.

Forget it, let's go.

Did the chef put sugar in the food?

No.20 for seven days.

When I got to a gas station, there was no one there.

Ji Liangyi refueled herself, and then put the money on the dusty table.

He asked me if I looked like I was wandering.

He has a bit of a bad taste when he smiles.

I suddenly wanted to hug him, not to kiss, not to make love, just to hug him.

He didn't refuse.

The sun is hot.

I would love to have a sun.

No.20 eight days.

An old woman gave us two dry biscuits.

Burnt yellow, very hard.

Hard enough to smash rocks.

Ji Liangyi found a bowl and soaked the cake in water until soft.

When it was half hard, I took it out and tasted it, and it took me a long time to grind it before I swallowed it.

He told me that I don't have to eat.

strenuous.

I wonder why he dares to eat something given by a stranger.

Why is he always kind to others.

There are so many bad people in this world.

He said.

There are more good people.

No.20 nine days.

I haven't thought about favorability for a long time.

I even forgot a little bit, when was the last favorability reminder, and how much favorability was.

I began to lust for this kind of life.

just perfect.

So good, I don't even want to let go.

So good, I can't even let go.

But I finally remembered one thing.

Also, it's the last day.

No. 30 days.

I once said a word to Ji Liangyi.

Live in the same quilt and die in the same coffin.

He said it sounded exciting.

I forgot to say, I am also very excited.

But suddenly I don't want him to die.

It feels bad to lose too much blood.

I don't have a doctor with me.

Because, I am a doctor.

I suddenly remembered what Ji Liangyi said to me that day.

Give up early, or I will regret it.

I want to tell him that I don't seem to feel any regrets.

But when I opened my mouth, only blood gushed out. They seemed to dislike me and started to flee from this body one after another.

Ji Liangyi, don't look back.

I don't want you to see me in such a mess.

Maybe at this moment, I don't know what love is.

However, a selfish person like me will never, and dare not, give this initiative to others.

So, it's game over for me.

like you.

But, the next way.

I choose to abstain.