HP One More Chance.

A treasure chest, found hidden in it - all the feelings he wanted to tell her.

there is a garden

As far as the eye can see, it is actually a piece of light blue as soft as water.

"……iris."

When Alice used her own eyes to see this garden full of water-colored irises, she couldn't say more words to express her joy at the moment except surprise.

—Blue Iris, Alice.

She is very happy.

Really.

Except for her own mother, no one would do these things for her.

"I remember you said before that when you were a child in Miku's other courtyard, your mother planted this kind of flower, and their name was 'Alice'—blue iris, your name."

Severus leaned against the door frame, with a smile on his lips, watching her suddenly look like a child who got the sweetest candy in the world, walking around in this small garden, smiling after a long time It was so brilliant that his heart seemed to gradually melt away.

"Although I stayed up all night because of this, and I was beaten and scolded by my dear Miss Miku (speaking of Severus covering his chest very cooperatively), but in the end... I Or plant them all, and then they all..."

"Sev..." Alice almost ran over and threw herself into his arms, "...you still remember."

"Yeah, I still remember," he caught her firmly and held her tightly in his arms, "There was a fool who couldn't sleep at night and had nightmares, and she said, don't destroy her The iris garden, because 'Alice' grows there."

He knew that she still missed the previous home very much.

——There used to be all her mother's love for her.

Light blue, a dream swaying in the water, Babyblue.

"...Sev." She clumsily called his name over and over again, crying uncontrollably in his arms, "You look so...I like you very much."

Fool.

—Yes, big fool.

"Happy birthday, Alice."

Saying so, Severus leaned over again and kissed the weeping Miss Miku again.

The author has something to say: This is the most normal of all the side stories.

(In fact, it can be regarded as the post-marriage talk in the main article)

Again, I actually like the name Alice because it's really interesting.

☆, 18.2

When he realized that in his heart, the existence of Alice had silently surpassed Lily; when he finally opened his eyes and saw what she had done; when he finally understood that the warmth he had always wanted , It turned out to be when one of her smiles.

At that moment, he wished so much that it was himself, not Alice, who had been struggling with loneliness and death for a long time.

——Do you think this is empathy?

"If you weren't..."

"...that's enough..." she said with a trembling voice, "what on earth are you going to say..."

Really, enough is enough.

"Since you think it's enough, why don't you confess, you are her!"

Snape couldn't help shouting at her.Shilea—maybe, to be precise, in Snape's view, the "Alice" he thought of would still be the original one.

But she can still be in front of him all the time, using the method of deceiving him two years ago, delusional to deceive him again and again.

"You are really too much." He said with a wry smile.

"...You are wrong, Severus Snape..."

【"Love is like a wound. Even if it gets better, it will leave scars... The reason why I hate someone is because I care too much about that person, so much that I have to love... I think, even if that person No matter how bad a person is, no matter how good it is, the girl will still give him all the opportunities she gets, because, for a girl, there is only one chance for love, and no matter how many chances, she has... determined to choose He's alone."]

She couldn't help closing her eyes in pain, and tried her best to push away his restraint, completely ignoring the injury on her foot, but still stubbornly struggling little by little and dragging her injured body to the ground in embarrassment. leave.

For a split second, there was only one thought in her mind.

She didn't want to know what he said, she had to go.

——Anything is fine...

"I don't know anything, and I don't want to know..."

The hoarseness in her voice undoubtedly betrayed her, but she couldn't care less, she just turned her face away, desperately trying to escape.

But all the while, she still couldn't escape his control over her.

The hand, after all, was still firmly held by him:

"Can you really not care about anything?"

"So what if you don't care!?"

In desperation, she seemed to finally be unable to bear it anymore, and then yelled:

"... let me go... Snape!".

She was choking, her voice was almost a kind of pleading, "... let go..."

She didn't know that what she did was actually tantamount to forcibly breaking the boundary between them that could finally have a peaceful dialogue.Obviously, now, her every move has inevitably irritated him, trying to make him go crazy step by step.

"Then why did you come back!"

Without saying a word, Snape firmly pressed her weak shoulders and pushed her down into the corner. The action was somewhat rough, and his tone was full of anger:

"What's the matter... after such a long time, do you finally want to come and get back your original things now?!"

——Obviously I won’t let it go.

That terrible fate has long since destroyed all common sense and pushed each other into eternal doom.

"Why do you have to force yourself to do something you can't do at all..."

Always.

She used to try so hard to change, but in the end she found that she was powerless; now he is trying so hard to resist on her behalf, but in the end, she gave up and surrendered in exchange.

"What is this..." He laughed at himself unwillingly, and gradually increased his pressure on her shoulder, "What do you think you can do...Stupid Alice Miku!

"But I'm not her!?"

—I am no longer her.

Alice kept struggling to get out of his shackles, shouting, "Do you see clearly, I am no longer her!"

Two years ago, two years later.

We have all changed.

——It’s nothing to say these things now.

"let me go!"

But her resistance was always so insignificant to Severus.He sneered at her, with some disdain and resentment on his expression, but more sadness:

"...You said, you're not her, then, since you're not, why do you come to me now to get back something that only belonged to Alice for another person!?"

——Are those things yours?

what about me?

"...Do you think... In the past two years, if I don't stand in front of you like I am now, I have never looked for you, and I have never known what you are doing now?"

She could be silent, but he only knew that it was impossible for him to maintain his usual calm at this moment.

Indeed, two years.

He originally thought that it would take longer to completely ignore it.

But the defense that had been there all along, from the moment he really saw her again, had collapsed in an instant.

This is not a dream, this is reality.

"Don't you think, you are too much?"

He said the last sentence more like a request, just like she begged him to let her go.

He also thought, let her, let him go.

—and left without a word, and came back without a word.

Perhaps, from the moment he decided to bring her back to life and give her a second chance at life, he already understood that it was no longer possible for them to escape their respective fates.

It is a deep fetter and bondage that cannot be shaken off.

——Keep hurting each other, but keep looking for each other.

Let's see.

"You died over and over again, why didn't you choose to..."

He hugged her shoulders and made a desperate statement. Unexpectedly, she pinched his wrist tremblingly and helplessly with her nails. Following the tingling pain he sent from her wrist, she turned around and broke away from his hold , If you want to, just slap him straight across the face.

"You are the one who goes too far!"

Tears immediately ran across her haggard face.

"The person who is too much... is you..."

--not me.

"Snape...it was you...always you..."

After leaving his support, she could only lean against the wall and slide down along the wall to kneel and sit on the ground because of her weakness.

The ice-blue eyes overflowed with despair paler than despair.

She kept staring at him, her eyes were cold and intimidating.

- Such a strange attitude.

It turned out that in two years, he and she could become like this.

Yes, everything has changed.

"...Even if we are in such a mess...to be...wasting time to torture each other... Between us, besides interests, is there anything else that can be used as a bet? Sif Les Snape..."

have nothing left.

When she said this, she felt that her appearance was too blurred to be recognizable.

While repeating his name over and over again, she knew in her heart that the end of love was the beginning of despair.

In an instant, the surrounding atmosphere seemed to drop below zero again, and there was still an untouchable silence. The bottom line between each other was so fragile and vulnerable.

No matter what it is, in fact, there will be a day when there will be too many cracks to repair.

"You really think so?" With difficulty uttering these fragmentary syllables from his throat, he questioned her with overflowing misery.

——Are you forcing yourself to pretend, or, she has already become so... ruthless.

Facing his question, she chose not to answer any more, but just closed her mouth tightly, lowered her head, and let her long hair fall to hide her expression from his sight.

So, he couldn't help scoffing at it.

"Oh, the former Ravenclaw drama queen, so it turned out to be nothing more than that."

——Because, everything between them was only about interests.

He never thought that one day, she could be so cruel to him in order to retaliate for his ruthlessness and coldness to her in the past.

That is a kind of sin, and the origin of such a sin is caused by himself who bears a greater sin.

Already, there is no redemption.

"You try to hide it from me, but unfortunately I know everything."

As long as those things are about her.

Since Regulus suddenly told him two weeks ago that someone was collecting the full moon night weeds in the Forbidden Forest, and then, the snow fox that jumped out of the cauldron that suddenly appeared in the confinement place that night... And, today, he suddenly demanded His own students who were about to be imprisoned... When all these happened around him one by one, he knew that these things would not be purely accidental.

He already knew that the school's defense would become unsafe tonight, and maybe the intrusion warning reported a few weeks ago might appear again, but he never imagined that she was just a gamble, and she was so useless, He happened to meet him and caught him.

Although he knew that it wasn't her who triggered the intrusion alarm a few weeks ago.

"But if you don't take the initiative to show up, or... never let me have the chance to see you, maybe, I won't be like I am now

So strongly... wanting to kill you right here, Alice Miku! "

——He is not reconciled.

It turns out that the so-called expectation has never been synonymous with beauty.

"If you don't spend a lot of time sneaking in here, you don't hesitate to find my student and use him to do this for her; if you don't choose to resist when you see the corpse attacking you, but just stay there and scare everything Don't do it; if it weren't for the unnaturalness that ordinary people shouldn't have shown from the first time you met me..."

Then, he can think that she is right, she is really not Alice.Even if she looks exactly the same, she is just an ordinary person, it is Xilea, it is Xilea, it cannot be Alice.

But it was she who betrayed herself.

"You think that when I found out about your existence and knew that you were hiding from me on purpose, and all this was because of a... you met in the Muggle world... don't you think I would still Let you go again?"

He couldn't do it, because he couldn't ignore the feeling that had disappeared for a long time when he saw her again.

Her life, until now, can only be his.

He never knew that he still had such a strong obsession. At this time, when he could no longer get her, he

He still wants to possess her and even tie her tightly to himself.

How could he who was so "selfish" not know what that should mean.

"You should shut up, have you said enough!" She was so excited that she almost raised her hand to slap him on the other side of the face.

"What, you think I'm talking too much? After not seeing you for so long, you finally realized that I'm really hateful?"

As if it was a kind of provocation, Severus walked closer and closer to her, the distance between him and her was only a fist, and raised her stubborn face with his hand, "Do you think...you can do it now?" How, don't forget... this is my place."

"Give me back my things, I don't want to tear myself apart with you."

Her tone of voice was full of disgust and indifference.He could see that she was still trying to be strong - just like before he killed her, so determined and determined.

The only difference is that now she no longer has the fervent love and hope in her eyes.

——She was completely different from the former her.

When she realized that she was really powerless to her destiny, really weak and powerless, she finally had to put an end to her long-standing resistance and chose to fall into deeper despair.

"yes."

Severus chuckled, with disdain and indifference, "You think so...you don't want to thank me for giving you half life...heh..."

He paused, put his hand on her only chest that was still warm, and pressed her heart, "Then it's just... just let us die together, anyway, I won't give it to you at all , let you take half a step out of this place, absolutely.

"...Then what do you want," she said through gritted teeth, "do you know that you are like a rascal...repulsive..."

"Miss Alice Miku, I don't seem to remember when I told you personally that I am a good person who can't be a rascal."

He contradicts her—predictably.

"I've been doing things that disgust you."

——It doesn’t matter if I kill you or arrest you.

What else can I do to you.

"...Anyway, you will still be caught by me, with my own hands, in the end."

He spoke so jokingly, every word that came out of his mouth seemed to have the strength to strangle people, not losing to her at all.

He doesn't care about these, he only cares about her.

"...You hate me, anyway, you have hated me for a long time."

"It's enough."

She categorically stopped him, knowing that both of them were getting out of control, so she didn't want to entangle with him any longer, even for a second, "...Give me back the things, I..."

"But the reason why you came back today is just to get Alice's necklace and to be with your Muggle fiancé justifiably! Miss Silia Bride!"

He interrupted her again and yelled at her for the first time, which was an absolute shock.

Since he didn't care about anything, of course he wouldn't care about exposing all his bets at this moment. Anyway, his emotions were already beyond his control.

"Am I wrong?!"

—Yes, he knew all about her.

But he can't have all of her.

For some reason, he thought of the phrase that Adler mentioned to him a few days ago.

—a name that was mentioned only once.

But he just remembered.

He didn't care about it at first, but when he was temporarily canceled by the transaction party in Diagon Alley, and he accidentally learned that the person who was looking for the full moon night grass was a woman named "Xileia", he thought Woke up.

He didn't need to be curious, but when he realized that he had been uncontrollably subconsciously looking up about Miss Xilea who was in the Sistine, he knew that something had happened.

Very strange.

But he had to.

【"Alan Brad... Are you looking for Professor Brad? Sorry, Prof. Brad applied for leave a month ago for personal reasons, and he and his wife went back to the Sistine where they settled. "

"Ma'am? He's married?" Snape asked in feigned surprise, "...but when I had an academic discussion with him a few months ago, he still hadn't told me about it."

"It's not like that..." A staff member of the management office of Schining University—a woman who looks like a student here smiled shyly at him, "I also submitted my leave application at Professor Brad I didn't know until later, he told me that his fiancée...it seems to be Xilea, who is waiting for him to go back to the Sistine together, so I think, he probably wants to go back..."

"thanks……"

Before the other party could finish speaking, Snape turned around and left here in such a hurry. 】

……

"Have you said enough!"

Alice suddenly turned around and stared at him with eyes as cold as ice, and then slapped him hard and mercilessly on the face.

That was intolerable.

The burning sensation instantly faded from Severus' cheeks.

"I do not know you!"

When she said this, she felt a lump in her throat.

——I don't know you like this.

Why should it be like this.

[Let me go. 】

"...Didn't you always want me to go? In the past ten years, why couldn't you even tell who I am!"

【"Do you know? I'm not her, I'm Alice Miku."】

That's what.

"You only feel guilty now, you only want to tell me now, you finally found out, who am I?"

Not too late.

She spoke as if they were strangers who had nothing to do with each other, and she spoke so clearly, leaving no room for him to refute——she laughed, heart-piercingly, painfully, and self-deprecating.

Since birth, I have been told by everyone that you will die at the hands of the person you love the most.

Relatives, friends, lovers.

Every emotion, once paid sincerely, turns out to be a sharp weapon.

——In my heart, it was like a knife was tearing open my heart little by little.

"You never knew who I was...it was always...you didn't know..."

Her eyes were unbearably red, and her tears had long since ceased to flow.When each syllable was uttered from the throat and slowly formed this sentence, in addition to the sound of words, there was also the sound of despair as the heart fell to the ground.

"What qualifications do you think you have to keep me..."

The sound of heartache.

If it was all her love for him in the past, maybe this is all her hatred for him now.

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【till today】

until today

【thered thread has been saturated in high hand secret】

The red thread of fate is soaked in sighs and secrets

【It can never be tied back】

irreparable

The author has something to say: Mr. Author:

According to the rumors, Sever's big action of chasing Mr. A has officially started, but the premise is that he has to break up with Mr. A first... (<--Is this from the magic horse logic?!)

Miss Author:

Next part is cum oh cum oh cum oh cum oh cum oh... (It's dirt!)

It's really an orgasm... (Where is the promised H...)

If possible, I really want to write something more... (harmony lost)

☆, 18.3

【EversinthedayIescaped】

Since that day I turned and ran away

【time has gone by】

Seconds flow

【LoveItriedtohide,bubblesoverfrominside】

I'm trying to hide the love that's almost gushing from the bottom of my heart

【endsupheres】

ends here

"...What qualifications do you think you have to keep me?"

--you have not.

Alice held the right hand that had just hit Snape's face tightly in front of her chest with her left hand, as if she was surprised by her own actions, so she stumbled all the way back to the side, only to lose all of a sudden. Balance is about to fall to the ground again.

She was so frightened that she subconsciously closed her eyes, but everything did not go as she thought, instead it ended with falling into a warm embrace.

Every trace of pain on the body seemed to be magnified, gradually, gradually, with the warm feeling, the pain reached my heart, touching the weakest and most sensitive nerves in the deepest part of my heart.

"...but if I say...now, I finally understand..."

--He said.

In the next second, he couldn't help but lower his head and seal her cold lips in his arms, as if he wanted to take her breath away.

He didn't allow her to move, and she couldn't resist in his arms.

She wanted to push him away, but for some reason, she couldn't.

——As soon as she touched his chest, she was like a deflated balloon, and could only be at his mercy.

His kiss was so sudden, so ferociously licking and biting, but she couldn't help it, as if her body had already been controlled by him, and her brain was dead.

What was that feeling like.

"……Well………"

She tried her best to turn her face away, trying to defy her body to stop his deviant behavior.But when she wasn't paying attention, she fell directly from his arms and onto the even colder floor.

There was severe pain in her ankle, but she didn't have time to pay attention to it. She only knew that she was in such a mess now that she didn't even have any way out.

She doesn't want this.

——If she loses her last sanity, she may not be her anymore.

"don't want……"

She was lying on the ground, when her whole body was about to be occupied by pain, and she was already unable to move.

——what else can be done.

As soon as she said this last request, before she finished, she realized instantly that she had already sunk deep into the mud, and was silently indulging in such an intoxicated night.

Can't escape.

"...let me go," her voice said, "...please..."

Her tears kept sliding down the corners of her eyes and into her long hair that was scattered on the ground, just like she fell into the water in the dream that day, everything seemed to be immersed in the deep sea, her body became lighter and lighter, The heavier the heartbeat, gradually all the sensations of the body become different from their own.

She can't help it, and neither can he.

——That was the sin they chose, so they must bear the same punishment.

Looking at her lying on the ground trembling in pain - he actually knew that she was seriously injured, and it was just a lie to say that she was fine.There was a little redness on the ankle, which was very unsightly - he knew in his heart that it was because she had been fighting against him just now, and the wound on her foot opened again.

At that moment, he felt that maybe he was really wrong.

【"But if I had known that she loved me so much, maybe, on that day...that terrible day, I could have used my own obsession with her to stand in front of her bravely and block death for her , let her survive."

No matter who let us know this, after all, he is still such a cowardly person for love.

"Hileia, the past is in the past."]

……

for a long time.

"sorry."

As if waking up, Severus, who had been restless just now, suddenly calmed down, quietly, stretched out his hand in front of her to support himself from the ground, and gradually stepped back.

She was actually scared.

Even if the strength has always been just a fake.

——He was indeed wrong, Ravenclaw's comedy queen is not in vain.

If, from the beginning, she wasn't so stubborn, not so brave, maybe...he would never torture her until he was exhausted, and he had to stop until both sides were scarred.

She refused to stay, but he wanted her to stay.

However, she still told him over and over again: No.

She doesn't need any change of heart and pity from him. At this moment, she has long since given up on these things that have already passed away.For her, all these remnants of nostalgia from the past are just air, stubborn and cold.

So, when he suddenly stopped doing anything and said that completely different "sorry" instead, the atmosphere suddenly cooled down, and any desperate arguments and quarrels disappeared in an instant, as if he had never lost control of his emotions in front of her. .

He maintained such an extremely close distance, but suddenly he didn't dare to take a step closer. It was no longer like the domineering kiss just now, just as if he was looking at something that he regarded as a treasure in his hand, quietly.

And Alice was looking at him silently with tears in her eyes.

each other, still silent.

--what have you found.

I never realized that no matter how cleverly I calculated in this life, I still lost to the stupidity and naivety of the other party.

He is like this, why is she not.

"...I'm sorry...Alice,"

He suddenly said this with a trace of guilt that was not easily wiped away, and from a distance, he reached out and held her weak hand that had been trembling with cold, palms overlapping.

But this time, unexpectedly, she finally stopped shrinking back.

He suddenly felt that if it had been like this all the time, it might not be so bad.

Like, a long, long time ago, when they were students that year, on that Christmas night in their dreams, they could actually quarrel over the issue of mistletoe all night, from the Hogwarts castle to the school outside the school. forbidden forest.

But in the end, he still kissed her before the first snow fell on Christmas that year.

That was the step he took towards her, and even though she took many, many steps back, he kept trying to catch up with him, because that was the distance he owed her.

"...Forgive me, I can't let you go again...I can't."

That's what he said from the bottom of his heart.

He felt that when she heard him say that, her hand vibrated visibly.

But maybe it was because she didn't have the strength to resist anymore, or maybe she didn't want to resist any more, in short, she didn't do anything except for those little tricks.

"..."

What was held in his palm was warmth, but in her heart, the love that had been warm before had already cooled down, and everything seemed so inappropriate.

"...Severus."

If it wasn't for her unavoidable circumstances, maybe she didn't want to be with him to this extent.

--who knows.

It is not clear.

However, both she and he knew in their hearts that such a day was inevitable after all, because their fates had long been entangled with each other, and even death would not eliminate the destined fetters between them.

She's not stupid, she knows what he did to her.

Two years ago, she was supposed to die instead of Lily and save Harry at Potter's house. She was surprised to find that after waking up, all her senses didn't disappear as expected, but she still stubbornly stayed in the potter's house. In the body, and everything is no different from a normal living person.

At that time, he was the one who stayed by her bedside all night waiting for her to wake up.

Beside him is the diary he wrote in the Miku family's other courtyard, and a book of Miku family's ancient magic written in ancient rune that has been kept in his cellar bookcase.

She remembered very well that he was the same as now, holding her hand, and a warm breath continuously penetrated into her blood through the palm of his hand and spread to every part of her body.

It was as if the body no longer belonged to me alone.

Except for his appearance, it seems that everything is new.

At that moment, she suddenly understood what was going on.

……

【I'll take all the blame this time.】

"...The debt between you and Alice Miku...has already been paid off..."

——Why don't you let go.

She was sobbing, and said every word with difficulty, even though she couldn't make a sentence, she couldn't cry, and the tears that had finally stopped slipped down again.

She always thought that even if there was only one time, he would still let her go free at the last moment of parting.

Even if the price of that freedom is death.

He had nothing to do with her.

"...Everything can't go back to the past, Sev..."

But the next second, as soon as the words fell, she didn't expect that he would suddenly exert force on his hand and pull her from the ground into his arms.

"...Snape..."

"Feel sorry."

Pressing against her equally cold and wet cheek, he spoke in a soft tone that he seldom spoke in front of her.

Her body was actually very light, even lighter than when he last saw her two years ago, it felt as if her body didn't exist, and he even felt that what he was hugging at this moment was just a barely materialized soul.

"I don't know how to do it... But, if everything is irreversible as you said, then..."

—at least for now.

In his ears are his words, so direct and true:

"I can't let you go, let you face all the pain and loneliness alone again..."

——Even if you will eventually leave my world.

He bent down and kissed her forehead with heartache, "I'm sorry, Alice...I can't bear to..."

"Do not……"

She shook her head weakly in his arms, and the tears welled up in her eyes, falling on his shoulder drop by drop, scalding his heart:

"You don't know... living in this world, for me... is no different from dying... You don't know, I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to see us...to be together again... ..."

--undoubtedly.

"...even if you shouldn't love me, but I can only love you, but I have no choice but to obey...the only thing I can do is, by myself, choose to leave you... "

——That is, the Alice in your heart, the original me.

In order to end the fate of only tragedy between us and continue the cycle of reincarnation.

"I'm not her anymore, I'm just Shilia Brad."

For the last time, as if she had spent all her courage and determination in this life, she pushed him away.

The necklace broke for some reason, and when Alice left his arms and struggled to stand up, it slammed to the ground.The blue gem and the ground made a crisp sound, but it was almost a heartbroken cry.

——If it was something that should not belong to her, even if it was just a second of affection, she would not take it away.

"If you can still live with your memories, then please forget about her."

I am sorry.

Sorry.

"……goodbye."

This time, she didn't leave him any chance to keep him—yes, she completely gave up all the chances to be kept.She took back her black cloak in a state of embarrassment, and dragged her scarred body limply, letting the other party just look shocked

He looked at himself in amazement, and rushed out of the half-closed door without looking back.

The wind that passed by when she walked closed the door when she left