SunShine

"Where did he go?"

Xinyi faintly felt uneasy.

Ever since GIN left in the morning, he felt something was wrong, but he couldn't tell.

After thinking for a long time, he remembered that GIN should have gone to find Vermouth with them, but he didn't show up in the end, so he felt that something was wrong, but he didn't think much about it at the time, thinking that he went to find Andre .

But now that Andre appeared in front of him, he felt that things seemed to be beyond his expectations.

So the tone became a little unfriendly, almost questioning.

"You said you believed him."

Amuro put his hands on his shoulders, trying to calm his momentary irritability.

Hearing this, Shinichi tried his best to calm down his inner anxiety and anger, making himself look less irritable, but there was no way to hide the sadness in his eyes.

"He... went to the base laboratory, didn't he?"

I went alone.

definitely is.

Shinichi could imagine how determined the man's eyes were when he made this decision, he suddenly wanted to look at those golden eyes again, and wanted to firmly engrave those beautiful eyes in his mind.

"You guessed it."

"You don't even have to think about it."

Shinichi closed his eyes weakly, and sat back down, covering his face with his hands, no one could see his expression at the moment.But it can be seen from his slightly trembling shoulders that he should be very sad at the moment.

Only he knew how much he was struggling in his heart. He suddenly felt very cold, and that kind of coldness almost completely submerged him from head to toe.He was trembling, he was sad, and the emotions that almost collapsed filled him overwhelmingly.

"Kudou..."

Andre looked at Shinichi like this and didn't know what to do.

Boss!You said why you were so irresponsible all of a sudden, you said how will you end up when you come back?Let's play big...

"Leave him alone for a while."

Amuro didn't want to bother Shinichi, although he didn't know Shinichi very well, but one day he knew very well that this boy would not fall down easily until it was confirmed that something happened to GIN.

Amuro took away Andre who still wanted to say something, leaving Xinyi alone to face the quiet room until a soft cat meow sounded.

As if he had been touched by something, his body trembled slightly, and he raised his face that had been buried in his palm, and looked at Yin who walked gently to his feet.

"Little Silver..."

He stretched out his hand to gently hug its small body, put it in his arms, and gently stroked the soft cat fur on its body.

"Sorry, I forgot about you."

Seeing it looking at him with a face of confusion, Xinyi's emotions that he had been trying to control suddenly collapsed, he hugged it vigorously, buried his face in its neck, and cried in a low, suppressed way The sound came out slowly, but it didn't last long.

Shinichi left the room to prepare dinner for Xiaoyin, then ate dinner as if nothing had happened, watched TV programs, and finally went to take a quiet bath and go to bed.

This regular and lifeless lifestyle continued until one day Vermouth brought Amuro Toru to find him, and other emotions appeared on his face.

"Coolguy, I have something to tell you, you..."

Vermouth looked at Shinichi's pale, almost bloodless face and hesitated to speak. At this moment, she didn't want to tell him the truth at all, and always felt that he would completely collapse after knowing.

"Let me tell." Amuro patted Vermouth on the shoulder.

"what's up?"

Seeing their arrival, Shinichi's anxiety expanded infinitely, and he was even more afraid than when he knew that GIN had gone to the base laboratory.

"GIN... when he went to blow up the base laboratory, he didn't evacuate the laboratory in time, and now... his whereabouts are unknown." Amuro couldn't bear to say this, "I don't know what happened to him in the laboratory However, he seems to have encountered RUM, and he finally sent the message through the emergency contact method."

As he spoke, Amuro handed over the video recording the last shot of GIN to Shinichi.

"His last words are for you, and I think it would be better for you to read them for yourself."

Then he and Vermouth left, and when they left, Vermouth turned his head to look at the quiet boy who had been silent all the time with a worried expression on his face, his eyes were full of distress, but she couldn't do anything for him.

A new video was connected to the TV, and he sat quietly on the sofa with Xiaoyin in his arms, curled up in the corner of the sofa in an uneasy posture.

He watched a familiar face suddenly appear on the screen, looked at the pair of golden eyes that were full of wildness but were gentle when looking at him, opened his mouth to say something, but trembling lips made no sound not out.

"Xinyi, I'm sorry." However, that person apologized very rarely when he opened his mouth, "Sorry for lying to you, and I did something dangerous without telling you. Although I feel regretful, I don't regret it."

is it?

"Xinyi, do you remember what your belief is?"

His faith?

In the beginning, it was the father.Later, it was Sherlock Holmes.And then...it seemed, it was you.But, you don't know.

"You know, my religion?"

your faith?

Probably the country, the nation, and the responsibility.He knows it, but even though he knows it, he doesn't want these beliefs to become your death talisman.

"I'm sorry, I promised you that I will definitely come back. But now... it seems a bit difficult, what should I do?"

Looking at the desperate wry smile on the corner of that person's mouth, Shinichi smiled softly, with a soft smile in his eyes, but it clearly carried deep sadness.

"I was bound to die, but luckily your safety talisman saved my life." As he spoke, he took out the metal pendant from his chest with a bullet deeply embedded in it, "although I was still injured. , but fortunately it was just a little burnt, nothing happened."

Nothing, why didn't you come back?

"But even so, something happened in the laboratory. The exit here was accidentally blown up by me. Do you think I am a bit stupid? Such low-level mistakes can also be made."

Yes, what a low-level mistake.

Presumably you didn't do it yourself, it was RUM who wanted your life, he would rather destroy the lab than kill you here.

"I want to see you."

Those golden eyes looked at him so earnestly and with nostalgia, Shinichi couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently stroked along that image in the void, but couldn't grasp anything.

"I want to see you too, idiot."

In the end, the hand still hangs down weakly, looking at the face on the screen that rarely shows soft lines, the tears that Xinyi suppressed for a long time finally couldn't help falling down, and then the crying became louder little by little, In the end, it turned into a broken emotion, crying like an abandoned and lost child, and couldn't stop no matter what.

The sound of the video affected by the explosion was still ringing in my ears, and finally turned into a buzzing noise, and even the picture disappeared.

Sorrow is like the cry of a prison bird, which has completely engulfed Shinichi in the abyss of despair.