SunShine

In the morning, as soon as Xinyi woke up, he felt a terrible pain in his head. He was about to raise his hand to rub his head, but he found that his body could not move, and was pressed firmly by someone, so he quickly raised his head to take a look.

It doesn't matter if you don't look at it, when you look at it... your eyes are red immediately.

Although those deep eyes were tightly closed, they were so familiar that Shinichi thought he was dreaming.

As soon as Xinyi moved, GIN woke up. He slowly opened his eyes and saw the red-eyed boy in his arms looking at him in disbelief. Helpless, even more uncomfortable.

"woke up?"

The deep voice still makes people feel itchy ears, and the breath close to the ears is warm, which finally gave Shinichi a sense of substance.

He didn't answer, but just buried his head in the long-lost embrace, hugged him tightly, and said nothing.

GIN didn't force him either, just patted his back rhythmically with his arms around him, as if to comfort a helpless and frightened child, fearing that he would be sad.

There was a wet feeling in his chest, GIN didn't say anything, just hugged him more tightly, comforting him silently, until someone was tired from crying and fell asleep again.

Looking at the boy in his arms whose eyes were red from crying, with tears on his face and frowning, GIN had a bit of bitterness on his face.

Sorry, there is always no way to give you a sense of security.

Gently kissing those red and swollen eyes, GIN's movements looked unexpectedly very cautious, with distressed meaning.

Accompanying Shinichi to sleep until noon, GIN looked at the time, it was really late, and if he slept again, he might have to eat dinner before he had to carefully pull his arm out from under the other's neck.

He shook his paralyzed arm, and the tingling and numbness stimulated his nerves, making him laugh out loud.

I always feel that my arms will go numb every time I give someone a pillow. Will my nerves atrophy when I get old?

It was funny thinking about it, and he shook his head to get this strange idea out of his mind.

I went downstairs to prepare lunch, and as soon as I brought it into the room, I saw a child sitting on the bed with blank eyes and a blank face, staring at an unknown corner of the room in a daze.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he suddenly raised his head and looked at him.

Seeing the other party's sapphire-like eyes looking at him nervously, GIN knew that his heart was full of anxiety, and that even if he left for a while, he would feel fear.

"never mind."

Putting down the dinner plate, he walked quickly to the bed, gently hugged Shinichi's body into his arms, and softly comforted him.

The warm body temperature seeping through the light pajamas gave Xinyi a feeling of rejuvenation, and the uneasiness in his heart dissipated a little.

"Isn't it a dream?"

Hearing this, GIN patted his head lightly and smiled lightly: "No."

"I thought... I was dreaming again."

"Always dream about me?" GIN's voice became softer than ever before.

"Well, I always dream...Recently, I often dream of you going on missions. They told me...you died...I'm so sad...I don't believe it. But, they all told me that you died It's gone." Shinichi's voice was flat, as if he was talking about a common thing, "How could you die? Aren't you very powerful. You won't die, right?"

Listening to Shinichi's mumbling words, GIN couldn't help frowning.

"……Will not."

He seemed to understand in an instant what they meant when they said that Xinyi's condition was not very good.

He was escaping the fact of his own death, isolating himself from reality, turning dreams into reality, and treating reality as a dream.

Such a situation is indeed not good.

"Let's eat first."

Away from this situation, GIN brought over the lunch on the table and put it on the bedside table. Seeing that Shinichi was still looking at him unblinkingly and didn't intend to move, he didn't force it, but just took it by himself. A bowl, and feed the porridge in the bowl into Xinyi's mouth one bite at a time.

Watching him eat mouthfuls quietly and obediently, GIN's heart was not as calm as his face. Apart from being distressed, he still felt distressed, and more of it was self-blame.

It's his own fault to become like this, he really shouldn't leave him alone.

After feeding the porridge, just as he was about to pack up the tableware and leave the room, Xinyi grabbed the hem of his clothes.Looking back at him, Shinichi looked at himself anxiously and nervously, as if to say 'don't leave me behind'.

This makes GIN, who has always been indifferent, unable to let him alone like this, he can only hold his hand and let him follow him firmly. In the end, it seems that there is an extra little tail behind him. Wherever he goes, Shinichi will follow wherever he goes.

When he was washing the dishes, Shinichi put his arms around his waist from behind and pressed his face against his back, as if in this way he could absorb the warmth from his body and feel his presence.

"New One."

After all the trivial things were done, GIN carried Shinichi to the sofa, let him sit on his lap, and nestled in his arms.

"Ok?"

"I am back."

"Ah."

"I am back."

"Ah."

"it is true."

"Ah."

"Actually, I almost didn't wake up." GIN knows that Shinichi actually understands what is real and what is a dream, but he doesn't know what to do. "Fortunately, the medical team at ICPO is not bad, and I didn't die directly in the hospital. on the operating table."

Shinichi listened quietly without speaking, but his trembling lips betrayed his emotions at this moment.

"I did that on purpose in the base laboratory. Only by doing that will everyone think I'm dead, and I can change my identity and continue to track RUM. In the end, I chased to France..."

Before he could finish speaking, Shinichi lifted his head from his embrace, and stared at him fiercely with red eyes.

"What... what's wrong?" Shinichi stared at him fiercely, and GIN's heart trembled suddenly for no reason.

"asshole!"

As he said that, regardless of whether the other party would resist or not, Xinyi grabbed the pillow at hand and threw it directly at someone's head. Fortunately, it was just a pillow and had no lethality at all.

However, the strength of Xin's attack still did not decrease, and the blows were very ruthless.

"Asshole! If I hadn't forced Andre and the others to tell the truth, would you have been planning to let me think you were dead! Huh?! Have you ever thought about how sad and sad I would be! I really There was a moment when I almost wanted to die! If I didn’t refuse to believe that you were dead, do you think I would still appear in front of you so completely now! You bastard bastard! Look at me so sad Are you happy! Huh? Are you happy to see me cry! Bastard!"

Xinyi swears and swears only two words, and he is well-educated, so he can't say more outrageous and powerful swearing words. He can only repeat the same word over and over again.

On the contrary, GIN heard something from Xinyi's words, and felt that this kid was setting him up.

He raised his hand and grabbed his wrist, raised his body to press him and turned over, easily and firmly pressed him under him, looking at the other person's cheeks flushed with anger, and his pair of angry eyes. sapphire eyes. GIN finally couldn't help laughing, his smile was very happy, it was a feeling of relief.This is the first time that Shinichi sees such a hearty smile from him, the kind of smile that seems to have suddenly possessed the whole world, deeply rushed into the depths of his eyes.

"You're fine, it's fine."

Saying that, he bent down and hugged Shinichi vigorously, the smile in the corner of his eyes could not be shaken off.