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This practice room has been idle since the number of trainees eliminated in "Popping Star" increased.

Xi Sheng turned on the light.

Shen You saw that the floor of the practice room was full of music scores. He knew that Xi Sheng had always insisted on writing songs. It seemed that he came to Xi Sheng's secret base by accident.

Once inside, Xi Sheng didn't let go of Shen You's hand.

Shen You felt a little awkward: "Can you let go of your hand?"

From this tone, it can still be heard that Shen You still respects Teacher Xi Sheng in his heart.

Xi Sheng didn't let go, and even pulled him inside.

The sound of footsteps on the wooden floor made a sound in the night, which strangely matched the sound of Shen You's heartbeat at this time.

After the two stood still, Xi Sheng stretched out his other hand to Shen You.

"Give me your hand."

His eyes became confused, but he still put his palm on the bigger and thicker palm according to the words, and then Xi Sheng held his hand.

The palm feels the temperature from the opponent's palm, and also feels the strength.

Just maintain the posture where both hands are held by Xi Sheng.

Xi Sheng said, "Sit down."

It may be that the words of the other party really carry a certain magical power that people cannot refuse, and people can't help but start to obey.

Even after sitting down, Xi Sheng didn't let go, facing Shen You's increasingly confused eyes.

"This is a candid bureau," he said.

Hearing these ordinary words, Shen You seemed to be taken aback, and suddenly withdrew his hands.

It's a pity that Xi Sheng grasped his hand tightly, as if being handcuffed.

Shen You glared at Xi Sheng.

Xi Sheng showed a bewildered smile.

Shen You said fiercely: "You are a trick."

Xi Sheng: "It's necessary to deal with a slippery little trickster like you."

He repeated: "It's all said it's a confession."

After seeing the obvious depression on Shen You's face, he lowered his voice again: "If you slip away from me, wouldn't you be deceiving my feelings again?"

Shen You: "..."

Well, the thousand-layer routine of Xi Shen~

"Ask him again, what are the rules of the game?"

If you want to play, I can play with you, anyway, I am also a game master.

Xi Sheng said: "It's all fun, I think the confession game should be taken lightly."

Shen You understood, and said aggressively: "Are you afraid that you won't be able to play with me, I can respect the old man."

Xi Sheng's mood remained unchanged, and his tone was flat: "You are nineteen, I am 23, I really can't beat you."

Shen You: "Then be more sincere and less routine!"

Xi Sheng: "It's a deal."

"Let me ask you first, what happened tonight, why did you go to the director?"

this problem?Shen You's heart beat a little faster, but he answered almost immediately.

"Why did you ask first?"

"Isn't that what you said to respect the old man?"

Shen You: It turned out to be a trick...

It's not impossible to say: "Oh, isn't it filming a video of talking to my parents, and then the program team found a woman to call me."

"Is she your mother?"

"She's an actress. I thought, wouldn't this be a mess? So, I asked the director to tell him not to shoot this part."

Xi Sheng's expression was full of suspicion.

She took a deep look at Shen You: "Shen Xiaoyou, no matter how you lie, your face won't turn red."

"How come, how did you see it!"

Xi Sheng's expression was indescribable: "You really are lying, well, it's actually because your pulse speed has accelerated."

Shen You had a routine expression on his face again.

"It's really ruthless, it's still a human lie detector."

Xi Sheng shook his head: "That's why I told you to confess, now you should tell the truth."

Shen You looked directly into Xi Sheng's eyes, those dark eyeballs were like the deep night sky, and there was also light, like starlight inside, but when he looked carefully, his own reflection was inside. It turned out that I was reflected in his eyes. Images are stars.

A difficult decision was made in my heart: "Well, as you wish, in fact, it was my biological mother who called me. She wanted to see me, but I have never seen her since I was born."

At first I thought it was difficult to say it, but it was actually easier than I imagined. Every character danced between the lips and teeth, as light as kissed snowflakes.

Xi Sheng nodded, and then asked: "What is your relationship with Xu Huiru?" Regarding this point, although he knew that he must have some connection with Xu Huiru, but he is not a god, so he can figure everything out.

Shen You's eyes widened: "Isn't it time for me to ask questions? Am I the only one who confesses? It's not fair!"

Xi Sheng said lightly: "Because you lied earlier and violated the rules once, so I will ask another question."

Shen You: "..."

"Didn't you say that there are no rules of the game? You're playing tricks on me again!"

Xi Sheng: "It's not called the rules of the game, it's just the rules of the confession game."

"You are ruthless, you are cruel, you are making trouble for no reason..." the tone was faint.And play word games with him.

"If you refuse to answer the question, then ask another question."

Shen You: "..."

"She is my dad's ex-girlfriend, my mother is my dad's ex-girlfriend, oh, my dad is not my real dad."

Look, this is the real messy relationship in the noble circle in the legend, it's really nonsense.

Xi Sheng nodded lightly, and got it: "So you didn't choose Xu Huiru's song before because of this complicated relationship."

"Ah."

In fact, the feelings at that time were even more complicated, but since this period has passed, I will not recall it.

Next question.

Shen You asked Xi Sheng: "Why did you insist that I choose the song "" at that time?"

Just happened to ask about Xu Huiru, so Shen You naturally thought of this. He also practiced this song for almost a week. Except that Xu Huiru came to visit the class and they told a series of experiences that were interesting, he felt that the evaluation of this song Still on the high side.

Xi Sheng: "Oh, what a good question."

"Actually, I have never concealed it from you, but you are too slow."

"What's wrong?" You said I was slow?What am I missing?

"Actually, it's the script. At that time, Lisa asked me to add more exciting conflict points to the song selection process, such as the friction between the first and second place sparks."

Shen You: "..."

It hurts so much, I made a wrong payment, after all, I made a wrong payment...

"I didn't expect you to be this kind of person, and you are too good at deceiving people! You are the kind of person who is talking twice!" I was deceived at the beginning.

Facing Shen You's condemning gaze, Xi Sheng turned his head a little embarrassedly, but he still had to restore his image in Shen You's mind: "What is double-dealing, I have always been like this."

Shen You was expressionless: "Oh, I remembered the thing you chose me to join the team before. It was also Xu Ningxi who transferred the money to you and asked you to choose me to join the team."

"It also caused me to be moved by Bai!" The main reason is that Bai was moved.

A person with strong self-esteem like Shen You was frustrated.Do you think you have feelings for yourself!

I couldn't help wondering: "You helped me negotiate with the director tonight, is this also a script? But I didn't see the camera."

Xi Sheng: "That's not true. In fact, the reason why I told you that at the time was just to ask you to practice hard on the stage of ""."

"Youyou, I hope your finals can prove your hard work during this time."

During this period of time, Xi Sheng can be regarded as watching Shen You grow up step by step. From a rookie who couldn't dance, he was reborn to become an even brighter star on the stage. There is no doubt that this is a talented and talented person. A hard-working boy, he looks forward to it.

"I am looking forward."

The ordinary four words made Shen You's cheeks turn red, his heart beat faster, and he was a little at a loss.

It has been almost four months in the program "Pounding Stars". From the age of 19, when he first came in, he was still a confused young man who had just experienced a huge change in his family, and he was alone with a suitcase When I came to the program base, there was a lot of mistakes.

Step by step, it seems that there is a pair of invisible hands behind him pushing him forward. When he is confused, he is practicing, when he is sad, he is also practicing, but more often when he is happy, he is also practicing.

During this period of high pressure and hard work, it seemed that he had been transformed from the depths of his body, beyond recognition, even completely reborn.

Originally a perverted boy with a bit of anger in his eyes, he also began to welcome more people to approach him, gradually revealing his soft and lovely personality.

"of course."

"You can look forward to it."

Shen You suddenly raised his face, first winked at Xi Sheng slyly, and then showed a bright smile that was enough to make people dazzle.

Confident and flamboyant, with stars in his eyes.

"Do you still have questions?"

Xi Sheng came back to his senses and shook his head when he heard Shen You's question.

"End of questioning."

In fact, he still has questions in his mind. For example, after telling the things that bother him, does the other party feel better? But such questions are also offensive, so it should be taken care of the children's self-esteem.

"I have another question."

"You said."

"Why did you come...to contact me?"

The talk here is still at the end of the original theme song, although Shen You didn't know Xi Sheng's name among the trainees at the time, but is he the God of Xi?Why do you want to be friends with a useless little trainee like him.

He didn't believe that Xi Sheng would be rejected if he made friends with other people.

Afterwards, Xi Sheng even served as his personal trainer and gave him a lot of practice guidance.

Xi Sheng showed a mysterious and playful smile: "Do you know the mark of Cain?"

Shen You was puzzled: "I know, are you talking about the "Bible" or the explanation in the book "Demian?"

"Demian."

The book "Demian", specifically called "Demian: Wandering Youth", is one of the masterpieces of the German writer Hermann Hesse. It tells the story of the young Sinclair looking for his own development path , when he was confused, with the help of his friend Demian and a series of characters, he finally found himself.

In the Bible, Cain killed his brother because of jealousy, and God left him a mark, which means that he is sinful and will not be paid for his righteous deeds, and he is doomed to destruction. .

In the book "Demian", there is another strange comment on the mark of Cain. Cain was marked in order to arouse fear and hatred, and drive people away from a narrow pastoral life. Into the perilous expanse, it plays a role in the course of humanity.The mark of Cain should represent those who are capable and prepared for their destiny.

It's just like--

"The bird broke free from the egg." Shen You unconsciously read out the sentence in the original text.

This book said that he was also touched when he read it. During his rebellious adolescence, he was inspired to play in a band with his friends on a whim.

But at that time, my mind was still immature, and I only knew to let myself release my nature, so I played more unscrupulously in adolescence.

Looking back on it now, I feel more and more like a warning from a prophet.

[Original text: The bird breaks free from the egg, and the egg is the world.Whoever wants to be born must destroy a world.Birds fly to God.God is called Abraxas. 】

Shen You woke up from contemplation, and saw Xi Sheng was also looking at him quietly.

"But I still don't understand. What is the connection between the Cain mark you mentioned and me? Could it be that you can see it like Demian? Please, it's written in a novel."

Xi Sheng looked at him, his eyes seemed to be swirls, deep and boundless, as if talking in the eyes, but the words inside seemed to be sealed in a pitch-black jar, making it impossible to read.

"Of course not, but I saw a lost child in his eggshell, sad because he couldn't find himself."

This is the first time Shen You heard someone use the word "sad" to describe himself.

"Why?" asked softly.

"Striving clumsily on the stage to keep up with everyone's rhythm, ignoring other people's even malicious and mocking eyes, but once someone gets close, they retract into the eggshell."

Shen You lowered his head, extremely unwilling to admit that Xi Sheng was talking about himself, tears began to roll in his eyes unbelievably.

He thought of Demian again.

"Then you are Demian?"

He looked up at Xi Sheng, tears glistened in his eyes, and the galaxy was still vast, with a kind of hope that he didn't realize.

Xi Sheng smiled, looking extremely powerful. In Shen You's eyes, he has always been such a person, a person with a firm will and a strong heart.

Xi Sheng said, "A guide?"

"If you think you can find your own happiness by being close to me, then I am your Demian."