God [Ancient Sword]

[Boss Evolution History *Sixth Season]

"I seem to...finally, understand...what love is...what is it..."

It's not the humbleness of silently looking up and even burying the soul deeply, it's not the cowardice of silently staring at a place far away from you for a long time but not daring to take a step closer Nor is it the cruelty of greed and longing that clings and refuses to let go while doubting the existence of emotion itself.

I hate you.For such a long time, I pretended to be a mortal and wandered in this world, understanding the origin of the seven emotions and six desires, but I couldn't feel and pour those emotions independently, because I was never a human being, so I was abandoned by others, so I couldn't get what I wanted.

Only hate is truly perceivable to me.I hate you as I hate the world.

Struggling desperately to get rid of this shackles, using all the means available, but I don't know that I have taken the wrong path from the beginning.How can you not hate?This world rejects me, hates me, drives me crazy with this pain, and the hatred hidden in my heart cannot be poured out, and then makes me know that there is such a being, who is always by my side from beginning to end, and understands all my struggles ...I can only hate you, maybe because I clearly know that you will tolerate everything about me, maybe because you are the only existence that can carry my emotions.

Loveliness and hate are originally unsolvable mysteries in this world.I never knew that when I understood the word hate, I also understood what love is.Because even the love at first sight or the sudden hatred should erupt in an instant after a long period of time. They have to come to my heart equally, as the deposits of the years, but I don't understand.

Love and hate keep flipping, it's not that love is not enough, it's just that I'm not satisfied.I can't be satisfied.

You are the cause and effect of everything, you are the one who has been with you forever, and you are the one who has witnessed the long time. When everyone forgets me, you are the only person left. You are still the one who can put all emotions on you, but you are destined not to be able to Responding to me, but I have poured too much, I can't turn back on the wrong road, this despair has made me unable to see everything clearly.

Until this moment, with my incomplete and disordered memory, with my shattered soul, on the borderline of ignorance, ignorance and thoroughness between the known and the unknown, I was suddenly enlightened, but it made me suddenly understand what I was obsessed with. What is it like.

With the human race in the world, there will be the love of men and women who will continue to multiply. But before the appearance of the human world, the immortals and gods in the Hongya realm, and the many gods derived from the law after the creation of the world, did they have no emotions?At that time, Huo Zhibi Fang met Phoenix and wanted to leave, and ended up going against the law of heaven and death. He tried everything but forgot all ignorance and stayed together for thousands of years. They didn't say a word of love to each other until death. Because there was no "love" at that time, but isn't that love?

I am in love with you.It turns out that what supports the suffering of hundreds of thousands of reincarnations is not hatred, not the hatred of the world, not the loathing of oneself, but the obstinacy to remember your name even if you are wandering and wandering, it is the fear of the world that does not exist in ancient times. Without the soul of the piano, there is no fear of that memory. If you turn into a desolate soul, you will have nothing. You don’t remember the desire to be happy even if it is as far away as the sky.

But I use this love to limit you, but I dare not say a word of love to you.Looking up at your figure so humble and cowardly, I feel that it is a kind of blasphemy to apply this word from the world to you.I dare not even tell myself it is anything.

Years go by, time flies, I have changed beyond recognition, but you have never changed.

But it turned out—I thought I never got a response, because what I wanted you never had, because what you gave was never expressed in a way I could understand.

'It's just a spirit of wine, you've swallowed it all, why bother to act like this! '

A demon and a ghost have been staying in Jiangdu for a long time, and they have slipped all over the wine street. Now the ghost lamp is full of thoughts about the fierce sword in the southern border, and somehow feels that such a stay is meaningless. After going out for enough time, seeing that his companion still looked so tepid, he was a little annoyed and said impatiently: "Is this still the East I know?" '

The bamboo demon in Tsing Yi was sitting not far from the window, originally looking at a long red tassel hanging on the window pane, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes when he heard this, his blank and empty eyes finally had some focus.

Perhaps because he understood that he was not alone here, and that there was another creature that could communicate, he did not smile as silently as before, and only said: "I am not troubled by this."

Ghost Lamp snorted coldly: 'What is that?Don't keep trying to fool the past, just make it clear! '

Dongfang slowly groped for the handle of the bamboo stick, his smile was very light, very light, but like a sip of sake, pure but mellow: "Do you understand what true freedom is?"

Even the ghost lamp was stunned for a while, not understanding how the topic could suddenly change here, and immediately became angry: "Do this again!" '

"Freedom...freedom without any constraints...you can do what you want, no one can interfere with your decisions, nothing can stop your steps...you are your own master, even, even the ubiquitous The way of heaven can't arrange your way forward for you..."

Dongfang put the bamboo stick beside the chair, just as he retracted his hand to his side, he stretched out to hold the bamboo stick tightly in his hand.His smile was still so shallow, and his voice was so calm—but Ghost Lantern had a feeling that he seemed to be talking about something extremely terrifying.

"I am not sad for the loss of life. I have witnessed too much disillusionment and more painful despair. I have even destroyed too many things with my own hands. The time for good things to stay by my side is always so short... "Dongfang paused for a moment, he was obviously laughing but felt that tears would fall in the next moment, "I'm just feeling uncomfortable, the most ridiculous thing is... I have obtained such freedom, but I never... realized it."

The sky hates it, the sky abandons it, the sky perishes it, and the sky does not take pity on the prince Changqin.

Before everything started, everything was already doomed somewhere.Chaos Lotus Seed was burdened with the original sin of chaos and ignorance at the beginning of the creation of this world, but the deity it transforms into spirits has inherited the merits of opening the sky, so Heaven respects her and wants to destroy her.So before the fate came, it was doomed that the fifty-stringed qin would eventually be destroyed, and the soul of the qin would go into reincarnation to be subjected to many trials, which would wipe out the soul power, dissipate the soul, and disappear into the world.But Fuxi is the way of heaven, but the way of heaven is not Fuxi.With that chaotic god, even if he does nothing, a lotus seed, Fuxi's destiny that can be derived has already shown a flaw.

Long Yuan took his soul and killed him. He should have died, but he retained his consciousness by virtue of the soul-crossing technique.He was tossed and turned in the world, unable to find a direction and no way back, and suffered all kinds of pain and suffering, but he was spared the reincarnation to wash away his memory life after life.

Heaven wants a lotus seed to enter this world, and heaven wants his death to be the same as the death of this lotus seed, but when he is alone in the world, he is really independent of all the most free, presumptuous and least scruples in this world.His cursed fate, perhaps, was a chance at the beginning—but he ruined this good game of chess!With his humble cowardice and his stupid conceit, he fulfilled the order of the heavenly official to criticize him as a widow in the world!

In the fourty-nine days of Tianyan, there is a flash of life.This is the way of heaven.Haha, this is the way of heaven.The four-nine siege is the way of heaven, and its vitality is also the way of heaven. The sky wants him to die, and it is not neglected, but the glimmer of life already existed before the net was opened!According to the rules of the world, he has never made a wrong step, never surpassed half a point, and he has played so far for such a way of heaven!

How not to hate?

... In the end, I hated everything wrongly, except myself.

Dongfang really wanted to cry, but in the end he closed his eyes and slowly faded the water in them.

"What is love?" he said softly, with a smile that was so quiet that it seemed to melt, which almost made the ghosts shudder. "I won't tell you, I won't show it to you, but I forgive you for everything you have done , I tolerate all the mistakes you make, I watch you with all my eyes, leave all the room for you to reverse, and wait for you to turn back, which may never be possible..."

Bi Fang is different from Yao Li.Bi Fang only knows that she wants to stay with her phoenix, but why should she stay together? If she has to work so hard to tell why, she must not be able to say it. She just likes it, and she likes it. She just wants to do it, so she can't tell. Do it, my phoenix, the first time I saw you, I wanted to be with you, so because you fought with Zulong, because you changed your life against the sky, you were backlashed, because you lost your godhead and destroyed the law, you were smashed to pieces The soul flies away, and for me, it is all sweet and sweet.

It was only during the long time when the dust settled and the world was gloomy that Phoenix gradually understood what kind of story it was all about.Hate the way of heaven that dominates everything, hate herself for being trapped in such a situation, hate her fate that cannot be reversed, and in the end she still smiles and embraces nothingness.I am with you, and I will hug you until the end, what else is there to worry about.

He always thought that heaven doesn't understand love in the world, and God doesn't understand love in the world, leaving only those who understand love in the world to hurt themselves alone.Love was born in the world, with all the shackles and definitions that love represents, but in the years before the world, what was this thing called?But who said that what Bi Fang gave was not love?

'I don't have such a thing, I don't know what it looks like. 'Ghost Lantern was silent for a long time, and said slowly.

As a sword cultivator, he has never even cherished his own sword. Being able to cultivate to the rank of Earth Immortal is nothing more than a result of his outstanding talent, but it is not because of his temperament that he ended up like that in the end.The ghost lamp was entangled, but when it came to something it didn't understand at all, it felt a little guilty even scolding: "You are so sad because of this thing?" '

Dongfang smiled after a long silence.

As usual, he was quiet and calm, even a little unfathomable, and smiled... The ghost lamp silently drifted away for a certain distance.

It wasn't until now that he suddenly understood how indulgent he had been in the years he had experienced.Naive enough to want beautiful things to be beautiful for a long time, attribute everything lost to God’s punishment, stupid and conceited to go deeper and deeper on the wrong road according to his own wishes... During that long time , how many messes did she have to clean up, how many backhands did she have to arrange, so that this room could bump into one for him at a certain moment after a long time?

In this world, there is only such an existence, one look at her, and all wills can be instantly disintegrated.

"I just feel disappointed...Thoughts that I haven't been able to answer for thousands of years, I suddenly understand." I have retraced my footsteps, there is a person who left me many things, I have to go find them one by one..."

Who can say that this is not love?

Even, she doesn't understand.

The author has something to say: 10.2

This is probably the last episode.

Before the last life, the boss finally grasped the bargaining chip to turn defeat into victory.The way of heaven is a kind of rule, even if it contradicts itself, it has a way of making the rules work, why don't you use the rules to compete with yourself to the death.

The next chapter, Shaogong~ will be really sweet!I send four!It's really sweet when you think about it!

><Recently, the ancient sword has a good feeling. I guess it is because the end is just around the corner. Although Shaogong I has a lot of space, there are only a few lines in the outline. ~ But I have to be busy to update Ou Shinan, I agreed to update today, but the ancient sword has a whole chapter, and I still don’t feel it... I’m stuck