God [Ancient Sword]

'I'm in pain.The pain is unbearable...'

When he was struggling so hard that he wanted to destroy himself, those eyes were quietly and gently watching him.He should have been used to this pain and despair, but perhaps because she was the one who accompanied him, there was a weakness in his bones that even he could not imagine - even his endurance had dropped a lot.

He heard the voice of her talking in his ear, it was so vague that he couldn't distinguish clearly through a layer of fog, but each word was imprinted in his mind, and there were scorching marks like fire, he couldn't hear what she said but it was clear After understanding what she meant, her existence in the severe pain was as clean and fresh as the epiphyllum in the abyss of silent night.Even if you are tightly restrained by the net of pain, even if you want to yell out and kill you if you don't go away, you still can't help but breathe the same air as her, desperately looking for any information related to her.

There is no more tormenting love and hate entangled in the heart than this.He understands the love and hate of mortals, and the touch of his hands will sting like a bee sting. In those times, no matter how perfect the disguise was, he wanted to win a piece of true love from mortals, but he still couldn't get rid of it. The pride that can penetrate people's hearts in the world, but only in front of her, even self-deception is pale and powerless.

—and then both she and he began to grow up, in a kind of tacit peace.

But in this life, he didn't even have to pretend.Don't laugh, don't cry, don't frown even when bleeding, don't move when a leg is accidentally injured, people on this mountain are always secretly talking about it, saying that it's a stone sculpture, cold and unpopular.And as he grew bigger, the coldness and indifference in his bones became more and more obvious.

He once instigated robbers who fell into the grass from good people, then watched the opponent's internal strife flow into rivers indifferently, and finally even made up a few swords on the survivors.I also watched a beggar who refused to hand over gold and silver after being donated to his sister who was seriously ill at home, and was beaten to death by an older beggar. His reaction was only the corners of his lips. A light sun.

His blood seemed to be cold, and once again he would not save him, the second senior brother finally broke out and attacked him. He lightly said that he almost killed his senior brother with a sword, but when faced with the master's questioning, he only remained calm, cold Cold, then one sentence: "Am I wrong?"

The master slapped him hard.

At that time, she was standing in front of the second senior brother's bed, and had just bandaged his wound, when she looked up, she saw that man was staring at her.He was like the body of the soul crossing countless times before, he was born with a clear breeze and bright moon, brilliance and coldness, and the palm marks on his face swelled up the blood and flesh, but he didn't show any embarrassment, and he was silent and calm like a blow across the hall cold wind.

He looked at it, and then, with a smile on his lips, he turned and went out.

Once I left, I didn't return for four years.

Four years later, the eldest brother stood in front of her with a blushing face and handed her a hairpin.She was stunned for a long time, and finally said softly, okay.

When he came back, she was embroidering the wedding gown. Probably it was a rare happy event on this mountain, and everyone was very happy. The atmosphere was full of enthusiasm since the announcement of the marriage. Back to supper.

As soon as the needle fell, the candle light moved slightly, her hand trembled, and the needle tip accidentally pricked her finger.She stared at the bleeding finger for a while, feeling that it was wrong, so she wanted to suck it in her mouth, but just as she raised her hand, she was clasped tightly by a hand with a day lily pattern sleeve.

"You're back." She finally raised her head, as if she had just discovered his existence.

The five fingers clasping her wrist tightened uncontrollably, and the bones under pressure even seemed to make a creaking sound.The man bent slightly, half of his face was bathed in candlelight, and the other half was sunk in the shadows, his glass-like pupils were bottomless, but vaguely filled with pain that even the abyss could not swallow.

"This is, what you said, a thread of fate?"

The words were so dry that each word seemed to be squeezed out of the gap between the teeth, and it penetrated so much that it sent a chill all over the body.

Despair flickered in his pupils, and would burst out of the dam at any moment.

The saddest thing is that those who want to give him or her completeness don't know what true emotion is.Anyone who understands it in this world will know that there is no limit to love and hate.For him, if it is love, then if it is life after life, if you love so much that you can no longer love each other, how can you be willing to watch it cut off and wait for the next karma?

But what she thought was to obey reincarnation, not to retreat, not to go beyond.Just like in this life, what the fate book gave was the fate of the same family, so she stood still without taking a step.How could it not be like this in the countless fates in the past?

He has already understood this deeply.

So... I long for your appearance more than anyone else, and hate your existence more than anyone else.

A large drop of blood had already oozes out, and his fingertips couldn't bear it, and when it was about to slip, he lowered his head and gently held her finger in his mouth.

The faint smell of blood dissipated on his tongue, he let go of his lips, saw the blood oozing out again, and took another bite, until the blood stopped, then slowly put her hand back on his leg, and when he raised his head, She was still quiet and dazed, watching him.

When she stared at her like this, the hidden things in his eyes almost couldn't help coming out. He stroked her temples lovingly, and then stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms.

"I spent four years believing in you and convincing myself, but I still lost to fate." He whispered in her ear, "Probably I will never be reconciled to it forever. One more day, I hate it for one more life, and this life binds me for one more life, I hate it for one more life, after all, it’s just that it’s ruined, or I’m ruined.”

Warm palms were covering her back, which was the closest part to her heart.His face was contorted with pain and unknown tremors, but his voice was still as gentle as water: "Do you know why I keep wanting you to die?"

She was in his arms, shaking her head slowly.

"Do you still remember Dong Lingyuan?"

He said softly: "It turns out that you are Lian Yunsheng, and I am Fang Qiya. I think, many years ago, I already knew that what I want, only you can give me...but what you gave, It's not what I want."

"I thought about asking you to stay. I can teach you slowly. I have a long, long time to teach you...but it wants you to go, and it brought you here, but time and time again, tear you away from me."

"So, if you come again, I will kill you once."

He still wants to trek in this world, hates mortals but wants to get the true love that the heavens do not allow from mortals.Knowing that this would be hopeless in the end, he didn't want to use her who didn't understand love at all to break this fate, not to mention that she was also a part of this destiny.

While he still has a little reason... while he still remembers who he is, remembers who she is.

let her go.let's go.

The force of the palm seeped into the chest cavity from the back, entangled the heart, as if the palm was pinching the heart, it hurt so hard that I couldn't breathe.

His voice was right next to his ears: "How can this world endure such pain for you?"

"I hate this world, but you are so loved by this world, how can it have the heart to let you be destroyed by me forever?"

"And then...you never come again."

He buried his face deeply into her hair, and the aura that belonged to the living disappeared from his arms, and all the pain and despair in those pupils gradually disappeared, turning into dark and terrifying hollows.

He carried her to the bed, put the half-embroidered wedding dress on her body, stared at her for a long time, then lightly kissed her on the forehead, and left as silently as when he came.

When Chen Yan left Liantang for reincarnation again, Snow Emperor cried behind him until he lost his strength.

She said Ah Yan, don't go anymore.

Chen Yu was stunned for a long time, trying to comfort her with a smile, but for some reason, he just couldn't laugh.

Then repeat the reincarnation that has gone through countless times.Difficult to leave the mother's body, from a baby who couldn't open his eyes, he gradually grew up.Passively waiting for the opportunity to meet him, so when she was separated from her family in this world on the way back to her hometown, she thought to herself that it finally arrived.

Picked up by a young man in white with frills, looking at the breath on his body, he should be a practitioner, but his cultivation base is weaker.There are more than a dozen teenagers who are about the same age as them.Presumably, they searched from all over the world like her, and all of them have exquisite bones and talents.

After several months of collective life and investigation, four children left their ranks, and the rest were handed over to a man in white with apricots.She returned to Hengshan again.

On the top of Hengshan Mountain called Zhurong Peak, a blessed place named Qingyu Altar has been built at some time.Their trip is to pay homage to the Qingyu Altar.According to what the senior brother said, the sect is good at refining pills. Although they have become disciples of the sect, they have to start as medicine boys at the beginning, and determine the direction of practice according to their aptitude.

They were placed on the only way in front of the altar, and they had to pass through the Huixian Bridge alone to reach the altar before they were recognized.This bridge is located on top of cloud-covered peaks and towering green hills, and there will even be floating clouds at the foot of the bridge. If there is a little carelessness, it will fall to pieces.She was not confused by any illusions on the bridge, and the short time it took to pass the Huixian Bridge surprised the brothers at the mountain gate.

After entering the mountain gate, I realized how magnificent the construction of this cave is.There is an innate yin and yang formation underneath, and the primordial energy in the formation is constantly surging. Over time, two layers of basement have been formed, supported by small celestial pillars, which embodies the meaning of Taiji.The senior brother said proudly, the lower level of the sapphire altar is always day, and the upper level is always night, dividing yin and yang, transforming all things, it is extremely miraculous.However, most of the disciples lived in the lower level, and only the head of the founding school lived in the upper level with his direct disciples and elders.

Although Qingyutan is a new sect, there are quite a few people.

According to the usual practice, these young disciples have to practice for two or three years before they can meet the head and elders, and then formally become apprentices.But this time it was obviously lucky, the head needed two furnace guard disciples.Before the elixir is released, it needs to be refined for a long period of time, and it must be guarded by people, and the elixir will be notified if there is any change.There is no technical content in this job, but it is time-consuming. Because most of these young disciples are well-behaved and sensible, they sent them all together.Being chosen is also a blessing.

The palace is elegant and magnificent, and she bowed her head respectfully like everyone else, standing in the crowd.Then she saw a dark gray hem staying in her field of vision for a long time.As if some kind of fate, she raised her head, facing a pair of pupils as quiet as an abyss.

He is still the face she was familiar with in her previous life, but he is much more mature.The facial features are fully opened, and the unique elegant charm is even more difficult to hide. It is as bright as the brightness of the full moon and makes people tremble.The dark gray bottom coat and the apricot-colored outer shirt are not majestic or heavy, but they have an indescribable bearing.

He just stared at her without speaking, she looked at him for a long time, then murmured his name in a low voice: "Chu Huang."

The author has something to say: 3.15

It is so difficult to write about Penglai!But the boss's soul crossing line is: Li Chuhuang - Prince Consort in White - Mr. Dongfang - Ouyang Shaogong.

I personally think that to confirm the relationship here, it would be easier to write something when writing about Penglai.