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When I let Shi Xiaofeng climb the stairs alone that day, I stood in the elevator, inexplicably happy, and wanted to laugh, and I couldn't help but laughed strangely in the elevator, "Ahahaha", like A certain protagonist in a historical drama tries hard to ease the embarrassment.

Silently went up to the 29th floor, wondering where Shi Xiaofeng climbed the stairs alone.Suddenly I feel that he will be exhausted today, after all, the eldest sister stays by the swimming pool on the 30th floor all year round, and he has to climb to the [-]th floor...Suddenly remembered the stair weight loss method that was very popular on Weibo before——no Give up any chance to lose weight.

Suddenly want to laugh.

I was alone in the room that day, sitting in one of the paired chairs in front of the French windows, tilting my head and squinting my eyes to look at the gradually dimming sky outside the window, the continuous flow of traffic, and the lights just coming on.

Shi Xiaofeng should still be climbing the stairs now, but he couldn't help laughing when he thought about it.

I was really happy that day. I couldn’t sleep at night. I stared at the ceiling that I couldn’t see clearly. The muscles at the corners of my mouth were already twitching with laughter. I think my expression must be very horrifying. You can take ghost movies on camera... Let's go to Shi Xiaofeng to play tomorrow, and by the way, ask the eldest sister about his expression after climbing 30 stairs that day~ (laughs)

When I woke up the next morning, I still felt uncomfortable as before, dizzy, and my joints seemed to be disconnected. Every morning at this time, I felt that I had to die.But today seems to be different. Lying on the bed, obviously unable to fall asleep, but still closing his eyes, thinking about some things that have no logic at all.

In the confusion of thinking, while drying the clothes, he suddenly thought of Shi Xiaofeng. By the way, today I have to ask the elder sister how he died.Then I sat up from the bed with a "swish", but I still couldn't bear this torture, and suddenly fell into a coma, my eyes went dark, and then I seemed to be pushed back to the bed by the atmospheric pressure. "Boom" and smashed back...

It was even more painful after being pressed back. Even with my eyes closed in the darkness, there were still various colorful little dots of light shining.It was flickering in a mess, probably the feeling of staring at the stars... I was inexplicably dizzy by something I didn't see in front of my eyes, as if I wanted to vomit, even just lying down was a kind of torment. I thought very sincerely——I really should just die.

In the end he didn't die.

This development is almost every day.

After a while, I finally woke up a little bit, sat up carefully from the bed, and then leaned against the wall trying to stand on my heels, but it was the old routine again. The moment I stood up, my body suddenly felt extremely heavy, and I started Dizziness, then as if to be pushed back to the ground.Fortunately, I was holding on to the wall. After a while, the darkness in front of my eyes receded slightly, and it seemed to be clear. The strangely colored object was covered with a layer of colored lines like a spider web...

As expected, I'm still dead. The discomfort after waking up today always feels worse than before.

What the hell did I do yesterday to be tortured like this today...

I changed my clothes silently, and walked up to the [-]th floor carefully. I didn't dare to take the elevator. I was afraid that the feeling of overweight and weightlessness would kill me directly. But climbing the stairs is also very hard. It still feels like a spider web halo...

I always feel like this when I wake up early in the morning, and something bad will definitely happen today.

After finally climbing to the side of the swimming pool, the eldest sister is still wearing a black dress that looks like the first bad girl in Kanto in Japanese anime, knocking around on a pair of two-tooth clogs, with a needle in her hand, and her eyes closed Humming a song, it seems to be "The Warden".I couldn't bear to bother her at all.

As a result, she herself found me standing on the stairs as if she was super intuitive, sat up "swish", smiled and asked with a malicious look: "What's the matter? Did you come to me so late?"

"It's nothing, did Shi Xiaofeng come yesterday?"

"Here we come, he looks like he's dying. I heard that he's challenging the 'Stairway Weight Loss Method' recently." She suddenly smiled happily, "It's useless to talk about it, what are you doing here?"

"Nothing? Just asking where Shi Xiaofeng is now?"

"Oh, he went to the next city~ He left last night, and I'm still wondering why you didn't go with him?"

"Eh?"

"Well, yes, it's still his brother's business, and I don't know when it will be finished." She looked at me in a daze, and continued to say, "It's okay, I can go if I have nothing to do, I will sleep again a while."

......

Sitting in the lobby on the first floor, watching a bunch of younger brothers lying on the ground with Zhang Weiran to pick up money, I always felt as if I had done something so bad that it was irreparable. He stopped picking up the money winkingly, and came over to talk to me. Sure enough, as I expected, Zhang Weiran was so absorbed in picking up the money that he might not even notice that I was sitting next to him.

Chilling...

I was really desperate yesterday, obviously I already knew that Shi Xiaofeng is the boss who loves face, not the third young master of the M gang, but yesterday he asked me: "Would you like to go to the next city with me?" He asked me three times, I Actually rejected it three times so coldly...

It's really a death, obviously I was looking forward to his return so much before, but when I saw him, I couldn't help but look arrogant, why is it that I gradually don't understand my own psychology...... I really want to hit the wall, I just die...

I don't know when he will come back. It shouldn't be long. Just like I expected, he didn't go to Sichuan for more than ten years before coming back, so this time he will come back in a year or so at most. …

A year and a half is a lot...

Sitting on the sofa and playing with my feet, I remembered the flickering look on my eldest sister's head, and suddenly had an inexplicable intuition telling me that she should be lying.Maybe Shi Xiaofeng didn't leave, he was nestling in the bachelor's apartment, watching movies on WIFI, waiting for me to go back.Maybe he also told the elder sister specifically that if I come to him, tell me that he has gone home now.

luck.

Because I still had a little time for self-deception, I inexplicably regained my energy, put on my coat and ran to the street, took the subway casually, and came to the area where we lived before.Walking on the familiar street, passing by the walls that will become green in early summer, I was surprised to find that the withered vines that were originally clinging to the wall now seem to have grown small green leaves, which are sparse and look impressive. Inexplicably thinking of the female ghost with a long neck in Japanese ghost stories...

It should be all over the wall soon, and then I must be able to remember something.

When I came to the gate again, I saw peach trees like door gods on both sides. The flowers had all fallen, and the small green leaves looked very sparse.But the bush next to it didn't know what it was, and it was blooming with twisted rose-red flowers.I glanced casually at the old tree in the corner, because it doesn't get the sun often, so the flowers haven't fallen yet, but it has completely dried up, turning into an indescribable dark yellow...

He ran quickly to the apartment at the end of the corridor on the 11th floor and knocked on the door, but no one answered.

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The author Bacteria himself often acts so arrogantly to death...