critical value

Finally, I carried the fish tank back home with difficulty, opened the door with the key I just got back, and saw Shi Xiaofeng sitting by the bed with a very sad look, wearing a loose sportswear, looking wrinkled and soft Yes, it should be used as pajamas...

I put the fish tank on the cabinet, and sure enough, I found a layer of dust accumulated everywhere. Shi Xiaofeng probably spread the bed on the dusty palm mat... What should I do at this time, Ma Ma should teach I have passed me, but now I only have the memory of being decadent for a year, a good youth and not even going to school!

Anyway, let’s not think about this for now... run away for as long as you can, it’s better to live than to die, anyway, the bedding is Shi Xiaofeng’s, I probably won’t need it for the rest of my life~ So let him alone~ I sat silently Beside the bed, side by side with Shi Xiaofeng, looking at the scenery outside the window through the gap of the tightly drawn curtains, I really can't see clearly......

So this person just didn't wake up and was still in a daze, wasting his youth.Although he is already in his 20s, he should be the age when Chinese youths are playing hard and wasting all their hard work in the past few years, but he should not waste his time, 20 is still very young... Really, how can I, a high school student who doesn't go to school, have the ambition to inspire others...

But I also wanted him to be active and chat with me, otherwise it would be too boring, so I said, "Hey, Arnie K."

He turned around, but still didn't say: "Hey, epilepsy." Instead, he felt more indifferent than before. He just glanced at me indifferently, and he couldn't feel any emotion from it, the only thing he had was indifference... He should still not wake up.

"Long time no see~"

"Oh."

We still didn't talk after that, really didn't say a word, he probably felt too bored, he leaned back, lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt and continued to sleep.Today's dusk does not have that weird red color, the color of the sky is getting lighter and lighter, it seems to be the gray black of dawn, but this is the prelude to deepening, and there is still a little difference from dawn.

I didn't open the curtains, and I didn't turn on the lights. I sat in the dusty space and didn't know what to do. Finally, I took advantage of the last light before dark to wash the rag, and then wiped everything in the dark. , Actually, I want to open the closet, and then use a vacuum cleaner to clean the palm mat, but seeing Shi Xiaofeng sleeping so soundly, it shouldn't be good to suddenly use a vacuum cleaner next to someone's ear...

Then he sat down again, nestled in the corner, watching the light shining on Shi Xiaofeng's face through the gap in the curtain, watching its color gradually become dim, less bright, and finally disappear.It shouldn't have been a few minutes before the searchlights of the nearby building turned on again on time. It was still the same blue color as it was a few months ago, and it was still shining on Shi Xiaofeng's face through the gap. For some reason, looking at his face This bright and dark face always seems to be very nostalgic.

The first time we met in this apartment, the day he cut seppuku, the light of the searchlight was still shining like this... and every day after that, maybe the two of them went somewhere for a run together and came home late , maybe I was woken up by him in the middle of the night alone, or when I woke up...Of course, I will never forget, the days before the Chinese New Year, the day when he was drunk by the BOSS, I pulled him back the time he said he liked me...

Finally, we are back to the place that belongs to the two of us, everything is still as usual, but I always feel that something is different......

atmosphere?

I don't understand myself either.

Heideng found the rice cooker blindly, because I had already cleaned it up when I left, and I was very careful that it would not stick to the dust everywhere. I opened a bag of old rice that I hadn't eaten a few months ago, and I was going to cook some porridge , but he didn't want to wake up Shi Xiaofeng, so he decided not to cook.When he is almost healed, wake up Shi Xiaofeng and say to him, "You should at least eat something before going to bed."

I always feel like a relative of a patient, taking care of a seriously ill patient who has given up treatment...

At first I thought that Shi Xiaofeng would scold me when he woke up because he got angry, but he didn't. He just ate some porridge in silence, then lay down and fell asleep again.I touched his forehead when he seemed to be in a deep sleep, it was full of sweat, but he didn't have a fever, that's great, it looks like he can live for a few more days...

I just said don't give up on treatment...

It seems that I have entered the play.

When I got up again the next morning, I was surprised to find that it wasn't early in the morning this time, and I was awakened by Shi Xiaofeng's unconscious big black paw.Shi Xiaofeng is sitting next to me. I don’t know where I bought a large-sized cosplay yukata, and I’m doing it in the sitting position of Shinsuke Takasugi, showing a pair of big thick feet, and I’m still eating in my mouth. something.

Looking at his avant-garde snake spirit, I can immediately understand that he has returned to normal now, and he is still the "ah ha ha ha" silly black and stupid Shi Xiaofeng from before.I lay on the bed with my eyes open and thought about dying, while I endured the discomfort of "low air pressure" as usual, and then I sat up slowly.

Shi Xiaofeng finally sensed that I was awake, turned around and smiled at me, but instead of smiling at him, I glared at him as if I didn't know whether to say Tsundere or hated him, and immediately understood that this look didn't seem right. Well, then I lowered my head and heard his laughter...

Afterwards, we lived like that winter, the two of us nestled together in that 20-square-meter small apartment, and it was extremely crowded, or when the two of us had nothing to do, we ran out to hang out and eat oden, and he would come to grab me but it was like that autumn, when the two of them nestled together and watched movies. There was no TV in this small apartment, and Shi Xiaofeng probably didn’t expect that he would live here often when he was doing the renovations. Naturally, these things are used to kill time. No need to add...

I don't know why, but Shi Xiaofeng suddenly felt a little pitiful...

who cares?Because he didn’t predict things like a god when he bought home appliances back then, it made it very difficult for the two of us to watch a movie now. His mobile phone screen is relatively large, and the two of us watched together as if we had a good relationship. Sometimes I lay on him, and sometimes I leaned on him. I guess Shi Xiaofeng felt miserable at that time...

Sure enough, it’s still more like autumn, because in autumn, I just want to watch movies with you, but the location has changed. It used to be in the small world of the eldest sister, but now it’s in the 20 square meter apartment that belongs to the two of us... ..

The author has something to say:

A room that has been unoccupied for several months should be gray, after all, I have never been to a room that has been unoccupied for several months......

PS: The author feels that the relationship between the two of them has been written like "what will happen if my good brother has a big brain"