This benefactor is not too cold

After Chen Mo left the company, instead of going home, he bought a bunch of flowers and went to a cemetery in the suburbs.

The woman in the photo of the tombstone is elegant and dignified, she is still the one Chen Mo saw on TV when she was young, actress Zhao Yuan.In the Hong Kong Film Awards, Zhao Yuan won the best actress for five times and ranked first among actresses.In the Taiwan Film Golden Horse Awards, Zhao Yuan won the best actress for four times and the best supporting actress for one time, ranking first among actresses.He has won awards in ten international film festivals and served as a judge in five international film festivals, ranking first among Chinese-speaking actors.In the world's three major film festivals, Zhao Yuan is the first Asian Cannes actress and the first Asian actor to win two acting awards.As a result, he became the first Chinese-speaking actor to win a top international award for his local work, and also the first Chinese-speaking actor to win a top international award for starring in a Western film.

When it comes to Zhao Yuan, people's evaluations are nothing more than various praises, and finally regret for her unlucky beauty.

When she arrived in Venice at the age of 27, Marco Muller, the chairman of the film festival, went to the pier to greet her personally, and even knelt down to Zhao Yuan under the eyes of everyone: "Welcome the empress!"

It can be said that Zhao Yuan once won almost the whole world.

However, no matter whether you are in a high position or have a lot of money, in the vortex called love, no one can survive, and neither can the actress.

Emotion, the black hand behind the scenes, always deliberately makes serious people lose.

It is often said that "actors are ruthless", and everyone thinks that Zhao Yuan's relationship is just a quarrel between beauty and power, but she takes it seriously, risking her own future and giving birth to Chen Mo recklessly.

She probably really wanted to marry that man at the time.

This person is Chen Mo's mother, more precisely, Chen Mo is her illegitimate son, who is not known to the outside world and not recognized by his biological father.

After Chen Mo was sensible, he knew that the man didn't love her, because if a man loves you, why would he not want to hug your two children?

Maybe love makes people blind, such an obvious truth, as smart as Zhao Yuan, but she can't understand it.

So in the perfunctory procrastination of the man, another ten years were wasted, and in the end, only his empathy and a complete breakup came.

Even if he was sent abroad when he was young, even if he could only see her through the TV screen, even when he was abused by the nanny alone, Chen Mo never resented her.Chen Mo comforted herself that she belonged to the screen, she was born on the screen and she should live on the screen forever, she just has important things to do.

But when Zhao Yuan was abandoned by a man and became depressed and ignored everything, Chen Mo began to hate her.

Especially after she chose to drink sleeping pills to kill herself, this hatred reached the extreme, because Chen Mo couldn't use any reason to deceive himself anymore. He has never been expected by anyone, but came to this world as an accessory.

Zhao Yuan's experience made him unable to believe in the so-called feelings. He didn't want to explore what the bottomless eyes in Chang Si's eyes were looking at him, and he didn't want to guess how long he could last. Chen Mo originally wanted to stay out of the matter, but when After the city defense was broken, can he really keep his heart?

Chen Mo left the bouquet and stayed here for the whole afternoon, looking at the tombstone, not knowing what he was thinking, or maybe not thinking about anything, and only got up and left after the sunset.

There are willow shoots on the moon, thousands of houses are brightly lit, the streets are full of traffic, and the crowds are constantly flowing, as if everyone has a place to go, as if everyone is rushing home.

There may be wives waiting for their husbands, or parents waiting for their children.

Chen Mo walked numbly along with the crowd, and a sentence emerged in his mind: "The excitement belongs to others and has nothing to do with me."

When I walked to the door and looked at the repaired door lock, I realized that I forgot to ask the property owner for the key.

Standing in front of the door was a little tired for no reason, and the door was opened from the inside in a trance.

Immediately, warmth rushed out from the opened door and surrounded him.

Chang Si stood in front of the door as if nothing had happened.

Chen Mo looked at Chang Si, and Chang Si also looked at him.

One is outside the door as the night is getting darker, and the other is in the brightly lit house.

Chang Si's eyes seemed to be full of starlight, and even his voice was gentle: "Come in and eat."

People who have been wandering in the cold winter for a long time, come to a house by chance, you think you don’t need it, but when the owner of the house opens the door and welcomes you with enthusiasm, just standing in front of the door, You can feel the roar of the fireplace in the house, and you will also want to try it.

Perhaps no one can really refuse the trap that uses warmth as the bait.

As if bewitched, Chen Mo nodded obediently.

The surprise in Chang Si's eyes was fleeting, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

Chen Mo changed his shoes and entered the door, and when he came out after washing his hands, Chang Si had already finished his meal. There were three dishes and one soup on the table: rare tofu, steamed sea bass, fried fungus with vegetables, and loofah vermicelli soup.

Simple home cooking, but under Chang Si's hands, it has a different taste.

Although they live together, the time is not long, and every time they go home, they are busy with their own business, so the two of them do not spend much time alone in the true sense, and the opportunities to be calm and alone are even rarer, and occasionally there are so few. The times also broke up unhappy.

Chang Si lowered his head to pick up the food, and the scene of eating with Pei Shangqing appeared in front of his eyes.

Yao didn't need food at all, but Pei Shangqing was keen to eat at the same table with him, and after Chang Si bluntly expressed that he was not used to eating, he cooked the dishes himself.

Although he is the young master of a rich family, he has excellent cooking skills, and he has changed his ways to cater to his appetite. Over time, he got used to it and got used to it.

Getting used to this kind of thing often goes deep into the bone marrow, so much so that I often think about Pei Shangqing's cooking, and that's how I know it.

Pei Shangqing once told Bai Zhi that he had spoiled his folded ears, but Chang Si had already been tempted. Otherwise, why would he follow Pei Shangqing's wishes, and why would he engrave every word and deed of Pei Shangqing into his heart? into the depths of memory.

Love is sometimes wonderful, like a dandelion seed blowing in the wind, it is not eye-catching when it lands on the wilderness at first, it may just be touched slightly.

It is not until the ground breaks out after a rain or blown by a wind that the white pompoms all over the mountains will be noticed. Oh, it turns out that this place has already been rooted.

Humans and demons have different life spans, and he struggled a lot, but in the end he chose to obey his heart, that's all, Pei Shang will look for the rest of his life.

Thinking this way, I was relieved, fortunately I could still see him, fortunately I could still touch him, it was better than just a false dream in the middle of the night.

So even though Chen Mo spoke coldly to him many times, even if every word was harsh, Chang Si was not really discouraged.

After taking a few mouthfuls of rice casually, Chen Mo glanced at Chang Si: "I don't know how to cook."

Chang Si: "Yes."

Chen Mo: "I used to eat takeaway, but I stopped eating when I came back late."

Chang Si: "Yes."

After a pause, he put down his chopsticks and looked at Chen Mo: "Is there anything you want to say?"

Being aware of his intentions, Chen Mo looked away uncomfortably. The person who said "let's do it" with a face of indifference in the morning didn't want to look at Chang Si with a simple expression of concern: "You, do you No injuries, fell last night."

In my impression, this was the first time Chen Mo directly expressed his concern for him.

Chang Si was overjoyed, and actually stuttered when answering: "No, it's fine."

Chen Mo responded.

The two of them had their own thoughts, and there was no other communication after the whole meal except for the first few words.

It seems that it is still the previous mode of getting along, but it is indeed different.

Some changes are brewing and evolving quietly, and they will become more and more intense until they are endless.