Fix fixed point

The lights outside the car window were flickering, the streets were empty in the middle of the night, one after another traffic lights flashed in the air, and the people around were half drunk and half awake.The aroma of wine floated in the small space, and he could hear his slightly heavy breathing from being drunk.

Everything was like the last time, it was still the white SUV, but this time Adam was the driver.Adam held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, staring at the road ahead without daring to take his eyes off for a moment.On one side, Hong Rui was closing his eyes, resting his elbows on the window and pressing the back of his head. He rubbed the back of his head, making a hissing sound occasionally.

When Tino arrived with Adam and Steve, there were already two empty wine bottles on the table.

Piero and Maxine on the right are arguing red-faced.

Maxine pointed at Piero: "I complained once in your kitchen that it was too hot, Piero, you cut the back of my chef's uniform with a kitchen knife! I wore that all night shift Leaky chef's uniform. I'm a woman and there are other men in the kitchen, I don't know how I'm going out with you after this happened!"

Piero raised his head to drink the wine in the glass without saying a word, and Hong Rui also raised the glass when he saw this. He sat quietly on Piero's left hand, like a shadow.

Piero put down his glass and sighed: "Maxine, you conspired with investors and forced me out of my own restaurant. You stabbed me in the heart, Maxine, it hurts .”

Maxine's fingers trembled, she drank the liquid in the glass in one gulp, filled the glass in front of her again, and drank it up again.She stopped talking and just looked at Piero with tears in her eyes.

Tino took the opportunity to intervene, "What are you doing in a daze, Steve, go and take Mrs. Conway away. Adam, you go to Mr. Ratucci. Don't worry, Mr. Tucci said you were a surprise, and he will definitely not care about you .”

Maxine pushed Steve away who tried to snatch the glass from her face.As soon as Adam lifted Piero up, Piero began to struggle, and he broke free from Adam's arm.Piero, who was half standing up, tilted his body and fell on Hong Rui.Hong Rui was knocked to the ground by him, and Piero completely lost his support and fell on Hong Rui.Two well-known chefs fell into a ball on the ground.Hong Rui was placed under Piero, he covered his head, and neither of them got up for a while.

"God." Ting Nuo covered his face, unable to bear to look any further.He hurried over to keep Hong Rui out of the sight of others. If a photo like Hong Rui's was posted on the social network, he would definitely peel Ting Nuo as Liberian ham after waking up.

At this time, Maxine, who seemed very drunk, seemed to be sober. She pointed the finger at Adam: "What are you doing?" After she finished speaking, she pushed Adam away and was about to reach out for La Piero. "Steve quickly stood in front of her, trying to reach out to help Piero, Steve said: "Mrs. Conway, let me do it. "

Piero lay on Hong Rui's shoulder, avoiding Steve's hand.The scene was a complete mess.

"You guys don't move." Maxine suddenly yelled, the two people who were paralyzed on the ground, and everyone standing still remained motionless.Maxine took off her high heels neatly and handed them to Steve: "Take it!"

Steve took it nonchalantly, seeing his boss stepping on the ground with bare feet.She held the hem of the skirt in one hand and went to La Piero with the other, not caring that the skirt was ripped open and exposed her thighs.Maxine looped Piero's arms around her own neck, holding Piero steady like a weighted squat.

Hong Rui was still lying on the ground.He was pressing the back of his head and curling up his body.Adam hurriedly went to help Hongrui with Ting Nuo.Hong Rui's glasses were a little crooked, but he must have been very drunk. He touched his face with his fingers for a long time, but he didn't touch the glasses.In the end, Ting Nuo helped him straighten his glasses.

"We're going back, Piero." Maxine advised Piero.

At this moment, Hong Rui reached out and grabbed Piero's wrist.

Adam and Maxine stared at Hong Rui's fingers.Hong Rui struggled to speak: "You can't..." He looked at Maxine, hesitant to speak.

Maxine looked at Hong Rui steadfastly, and suddenly smiled bitterly.Adam couldn't tell at all whether she was sober or really drunk.She looked at Piero's ring finger with a wedding ring on it and said, "Ducas, I learned a hard lesson a long time ago. I will never mess with a married man again." Hong Rui frowned, thinking sideways After thinking about it, he finally let go.

Piero catches a glimpse of Adam.He held Hong Rui's hand instead when his wrist was drooping.With a strong pull, Piero staggered and pulled Adam and Ting Nuo to the front.Piero held Hong Rui's cheek, kissed Hong Rui loudly on his lips, then waved to him and said, "I'm leaving first, Hong Rui, remember to come to the Isle of Wight to see me."

Maxine stopped talking nonsense, she supported Piero, and carried Piero away with ease as if she had done it countless times.Steve hurriedly followed behind with the pair of high heels.

The yellow light suddenly turned red, and Adam stepped on the brakes abruptly before finally stopping in front of the white line.

Hong Rui groaned in pain because of the sudden brake, and frowned even tighter.He didn't curse or look at Adam, he was huddled, enduring the drunken dizziness and the pain of falling on the back of his head alone.

Adam secretly scolded himself for his carelessness, and determined to drive the car more smoothly next time.Taking advantage of the red light, his eyes lingered between Hong Rui's pursed lips, frowning eyebrows, and fingers deep in his hair.Suddenly Adam wanted to reach out and touch Hong Rui's scalp with his fingertips to see where he was bruised and whether the swelling was severe.If it wasn't in the car, Adam even wanted to rub him, just like when he was injured when he was a child, his adoptive father would always hold him in his arms, rubbing the wound, and whispering to him that he would be fine soon. It hurts.

He hoped that would make Hong Rui feel a little better.

But he didn't dare, reason told him it was inappropriate, maybe Piero could do it, but he couldn't.

He looked at Hong Rui, hoping that Hong Rui could realize that Hong Rui was not alone at the moment, and he didn't need to endure such discomfort alone.As long as Hong Rui indicated, as long as he said something, if there was anything that could make him feel more comfortable, Adam would do it for him.

Adam waited, but Hong Rui didn't say anything, as if Adam didn't exist.

Maybe he just doesn't make demands on Adam, like people don't show themselves vulnerable to strangers.If the person here was Piero, what would Hong Rui say?How would Piero answer?

Adam knew that in Italy, close family and friends would kiss each other on the lips to say goodbye.So the kiss didn't really mean anything.But that kiss reminded Adam of Hong Rui's reaction at the event tonight.When Adam heard Piero's evaluation, Adam looked at Hong Rui ecstatically. Adam thought that Hong Rui would give him a smile of appreciation, but found that Hong Rui was not looking at him at all.

His inflated joy was like a balloon popped with a snap of a needle.

Adam stood on the stage, he could see clearly: Hong Rui and Piero were talking at a very close distance, they almost hugged each other and whispered face to face.Although they separated later, they drank their glasses of wine side by side and shared that quiet moment, and no one could penetrate them.They also don't care about anything that happens at the venue.

In front of Piero, Hong Rui no longer cares about Adam.

Adam had never felt so disappointed before, and the disappointment was even worse than Hong Rui didn't like the soup he made, because then at least the other party would say something to him instead of ignoring him like now.Adam stood on the high platform and was watched by everyone, but he couldn't concentrate on listening to other people's comments on him-that was once extremely important feedback to him.It seemed that someone asked him a question, but Adam couldn't remember what he answered himself, and his attention repeatedly drifted back to the corner where Hong Rui was sitting.Rather than standing there, he hoped that he could go to Hong Rui's side and listen to what Hong Rui and Piero were talking about.

Sometimes, Adam would have the illusion that among all the people, he was the one favored by Hong Rui.He likes that Hong Rui looks at him with encouraging eyes, which makes him feel that he has learned something and is full of pride.

But today he discovered that Hong Rui had another relationship with other people.Hongrui also has friends, and they discuss things that only they know.Hong Rui asked Piero to lean against his shoulder and whisper to him.Adam never thought that a person like Hong Rui would put away his vigor and sit quietly drinking with his friends.

That made him see a new possibility.

Adam couldn't help thinking, could he be Hong Rui's friend?

Will Hong Rui allow him to hold his shoulders like Piero?

Maybe he's not good enough now, but maybe one day he'll be a seasoned chef.At that time, he was no longer Hong Rui's apprentice, maybe Adam could greet Hong Rui with a kiss on the cheek.

Adam wiped his face with his hand, feeling irritable and restless, how many years would he have to wait?He will never be able to catch up with Hongrui's knowledge.What qualifications does he have to be his friend?What kind of person will Hongrui choose as his friend?

The red light had already turned green, and then turned red again, but he still stood there looking at Hong Rui's face in a daze.Fortunately, it was late at night and there were no cars on the street.When Adam saw the green light turn yellow, he simply pressed the handbrake and stopped the car in place.Adam glanced at Hong Rui, and the headache symptoms seemed to have disappeared.Hong Rui was sinking deep into the back of the seat, still resting with his brows slightly closed and his eyes closed, but his breathing was no longer heavy.

Being able to hear the other person's breathing made Adam feel guilty about stealing intimacy that didn't belong to him.Adam took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to pierce the silence: "Dr. Dukas, you, how do you feel? We are almost there, please bear with me a little longer."

"En." Hong Rui didn't open his eyes, but his response was much faster than before, as if he was gradually waking up from the alcohol poisoning.

Adam nodded, released the handbrake, and continued to drive forward.That wasn't what Adam wanted to say, but he didn't have the courage to say it again.It was only when Adam was about to speak that he realized that even though he had so many questions, he was not qualified to ask Hong Rui to answer them.They are purely superior-subordinate relationships.It doesn't even count as this, he is only temporarily working under Hong Rui.

Adam pinched the steering wheel and bit his lower lip.There is a villain in his heart who said: "Ting Nuo told Hong Rui to drink like this, and tomorrow he will not remember what happened today. Please, this is your last chance. It is not illegal to just ask. If he doesn't want to say it, he can say nothing." Say." "But do you really want to know the answer?" He heard another self retort: ​​"If you don't know the answer, you will never be disappointed."

"And it's suspected of taking advantage of others. If he remembers tomorrow morning, how will he think of himself inquiring about his private affairs? As long as he is here, you should feel very satisfied."

Adam was fighting with himself all the way, and this battlefield continued until he held Hong Rui's palm and opened the door with Hong Rui's fingerprints.There was bright moonlight outside the window, Adam did not turn on the light, he wrapped one of Hong Rui's arms around his neck, held Hong Rui's ribs with one hand, and helped Hong Rui to the bed in the master bedroom.Adam didn't even have time to look at Hong Rui's home.

Hong Rui let Adam put him on the edge of the bed without moving, and took off his glasses and put them on the bedside table.

Hong Rui was lowering his eyes, half awake.His eyes are a blue-purple pool in the night, and his eyelashes are the shadows of trees cast by the moonlight on the water.He stared straight ahead with his eyes open, but they were empty—he couldn't see Adam.

This suddenly reminded Adam of the eye on Hongrui's phone. Whose eye is that?

Ting Nuo originally wanted to find someone to pick up Hong Rui, so he took out Hong Rui's mobile phone from the inner pocket of Hong Rui's dress.Ting Nuo squeezed Hong Rui's thumb and unlocked the phone screen.Both Tino and Adam saw the drawing board on the screen: it was a rough draft with mainly white and brown lines, which looked like an eye.Ting Nuo turned a blind eye and exited the interface. He dialed a number, but there was no answer. Ting Nuo had no choice but to ask Adam to help send Hong Rui back first.

And why did Hong Rui draw an eye?Adam went through all the eyes in his mind, but couldn't find any resemblance.It didn't look like Piero's eyes either, Piero's eyeballs were brown close to black.Sylvia's eyes were brown, but Adam didn't see any resemblance.

Why did Hong Rui draw an eye?Adam knows that Hong Rui is not married, but maybe Hong Rui has a secret girlfriend?The more Adam thought about it, the more likely it seemed.What kind of person would Ting Nuo use Hong Rui's private phone instead of Ting Nuo's own phone?That person must not be an employee in the restaurant, so Ting Nuo did not have his contact information.Adam regretted that he didn't pay attention to the other party's name in the phone book.

Could it be that at this moment, what Hong Rui wants to see most is his girlfriend, not Adam?

Adam squatted in front of Hong Rui, staring into these eyes without any scruples, suddenly felt a little sad, even after doing so much, he still couldn't see him.And Adam's mind was full of questions, which became unimportant at all under the realization that he couldn't see himself at all.

Adam sighed disheartenedly. He knelt on the ground on one knee and began to untie Hong Rui's shoelace.He slightly raised Hong Rui's foot, and heard a muffled sound.Adam was startled by the sound, but saw that Hong Rui had already fallen back into the quilt.

Adam took off his leather shoes and placed them neatly beside the bed.Adam hesitated for a while, he supported Hong Rui's foot and stepped on his knee, and touched the other's ankle with his fingers.He rolled off the black socks little by little, and the white soles of his feet came out of the packaging like pearls glowing in the night.The skin on the feet has not seen the sun all year round, it is white and blue, and there are a few very light blue blood vessels on the back of the feet, which looks extremely fragile.Adam held the soles of his feet, not daring to exert any strength.But Adam wanted to feel it hard again, because the skin was warm and greasy, with a trace of moisture sticking Adam's fingers to it like glue.

Adam's fingers run across the arch of his foot like they're brushing a freshly sliced ​​piece of goat cheese, and he freezes in place.Adam stood up, found the bathroom, and quickly washed his hands with warm water in the dark to wash away the silky touch left on his fingers.He turned back to the bed calmly, and saw Hong Rui lying on his back with his eyes closed, his feet hanging in the air.Adam didn't know if he was still awake, he called the other person's name softly: "Dr. Dukas..."

Hong Rui responded.Adam breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately, he didn't really fall asleep.He said, "I need to take your dress off, or it will be wrinkled tomorrow. Can you sit up?"

Hong Rui hummed and remained motionless.Adam sighed.He bent down, supported Hong Rui's neck with one hand, and picked Hong Rui up from the bed.Adam half-kneeled on the ground, letting Hong Rui lean his head on his shoulder so that he could take off Hong Rui's coat conveniently.

Hong Rui's forehead rubbed against Adam's shoulder, adjusted a more comfortable angle and rested it on Adam's neck, and stopped moving.The breath blowing on his neck one after another made Adam's heart feel sweet, and the weight on his shoulders showed that Adam was the only one he could rely on at the moment.Adam smiles.He felt gentle in his heart, and suddenly realized that his previous doubts and frustrations were all insignificant.

Hong Rui is an extraordinary person - he has always felt so, but in such darkness, supporting Hong Rui made Adam feel that he was beginning to be a little bit extraordinary.He is satisfied.He has only one wish right now, that is, he hopes that Hong Rui can get the rest he deserves and sleep peacefully until dawn.

Adam slowed down, and he guided Hong Rui's arm, trying to peel off the dress from him lightly and carefully.

Thank God, Hong Rui was not wearing a vest.Adam supported Hong Rui's head and guided him to fall backward on the bed.Hong Rui was very obedient. He closed his eyes and lay there with his head tilted to the right, as if he was asleep.Things are going well ahead, and Adam is gradually relieved.He bent down and knelt on the bed and boldly reached out to Hong Rui's bow tie.

The bedroom was dimly lit, and Adam could only touch the bow tie with his hands to determine its location.His fingers occasionally brushed the other's clean-shaven chin, and he could even feel the breath coming out of Hong Rui's lips, which was hot as if on fire.It is still winter, and the room is not that warm. Adam still has a burst of sweat on his forehead because of the heat of Hong Rui's breath blowing on his fingers.

The bow tie was also undone quite smoothly.Adam didn't dare to take off his boss's shirt, but he felt that it was acceptable to unbutton the top two buttons to make Hong Rui sleep more comfortably.As Adam touched the buttons, he told himself repeatedly that this was normal.But his fingers were shaking all the time, and he still couldn't undo the first button after undoing it several times.He didn't even remember if he was so nervous when he unbuttoned the girl's clothes for the first time.

Adam glanced at Hong Rui, who still had his eyes closed with a peaceful expression.Adam took a deep breath and tried again. Finally, the first button was undone successfully. He saw the fragile Adam's apple moving up and down with his breath.

He undid the second button and saw the collarbone, and the deep pool between the collarbone and the neck.Almost without thinking, his fingers touched the third button.A hand suddenly closed Adam's hand, stopping Adam's next move.

Adam was startled suddenly, and looked up to see that Hong Rui had opened his eyes and was looking at him without blinking.Those eyes were bottomless, with almost black pupils.

"What are you doing?" Hong Rui's voice was very steady, his expression returned to his usual indifference, and he seemed to be fully awake.But his palm was hot, still covering the back of Adam's hand.

"Du, Dr. Dukas, I think you might want to unbutton some buttons before you rest." Adam hurriedly withdrew his hand and explained quickly.He was glad he didn't bite his tongue.

Hong Rui snorted and suddenly laughed.Low, hoarse laughter sounded in the darkness, ambiguous and provocative.He clasped the back of Adam's head with one hand and pressed it down. Adam didn't expect him to exert force suddenly and hit Hong Rui by surprise.

Hong Rui turned over and pressed Adam on the bed, turning their previous positions.

After spinning around for a while, Adam froze in place.Hong Rui rested his elbow on top of him, and his other hand was unbuttoning his shirt.Adam watched as more and more buttons came undone, revealing the lean chest underneath.Hong Rui laughed again: "I thought you sent me home because you wanted this?"

Before Adam could process the meaning of the words, he saw Hong Rui's head sinking.Hong Rui's breathing was hot and short, with a strong aroma of wine.But this time, it wasn't just breath touching his skin.A pair of hot lips kissed his right ear and sucked his earlobe in. The temperature of his tongue made Adam tremble all over.Adam's face turned red in an instant, and he tried his best to push Hong Rui, but he touched the other's hot chest.Adam immediately withdrew his hand again.

"Dr. Dukas...I'm Adam, you made a mistake, I'm not your girlfriend." Adam covered Hong Rui's lips with his hands instead, and said in embarrassment.This is not sober, this is far from sober.

Because he was going to send Hong Rui home, Adam only had time to take off his chef uniform and put on a coat over his T-shirt.The air in the car was too hot, so he unzipped his coat again.Hong Rui's fingers penetrated into the hem of Adam's T-shirt without hindrance, like a ball of dancing fire rolling on his waist, moving all the way up.

Adam was embarrassed and embarrassing, he didn't care about Hongrui's head, and quickly reached out to push Hongrui's shoulder, and after a push, he remained motionless.He didn't dare to use too much strength.They were not far from the edge of the bed, and Adam was afraid of throwing Hongrui to the ground and hurting himself again.

Adam pushed again and said, "Dr. Dukas, you got the wrong person..." But it didn't help at all, except to annoy Hong Rui.Hong Rui grabbed Adam's wrists and put them on top of Adam's head.Hong Rui buried himself in Adam's neck and said vaguely, "Call me Hong Rui."

When Adam heard this, he suddenly stopped moving.He looked at the ceiling and repeated in a daze: "Hong Rui?" He repeated the name over and over again, savoring the air as the name blew over his teeth, and he wasn't quite sure how to pronounce the sound at first , said carefully.But after reading it a few times, I became more confident.

Adam called out loudly once, lowered his voice again, and practiced quietly.He sighed, giving up all resistance.In this situation, Adam has to spend a lot of effort to break away from Hong Rui.During this process, he might hit Hong Rui with his elbow, and the back of Hong Rui's poor head might be hit hard again—and Adam didn't want to take this risk.It doesn't matter if he is touched by a drunk, Hong Rui will soon find out that he is a man, and then Hong Rui will naturally stop.

Seeing that he no longer struggled, Hong Rui kissed Adam's neck with satisfaction, and moved up to his chin.Although Adam decided to follow him, this kind of oolong case of mistaking himself for someone else was still embarrassing and embarrassing.He tried his best to ignore Hong Rui's movements, but the hot air blowing on his neck was like a saw cutting back and forth, challenging Adam's patience.Hong Rui still smelled like cinnamon apple pie, but the filling was drenched in alcohol.

Hong Rui hissed, and finally pulled his face away from Adam's neck.He rubbed his own lips with downcast eyes.Adam said with relief: "Hong Rui, you made a mistake."

Hong Rui nodded noncommittally.His eyes couldn't see clearly, so he stroked Adam's side face with his fingers back and forth, and brushed Adam's newly grown stubble with his nails.Adam usually uses an electric razor in the morning, and at this time in the evening, there will be some short stubble sticking out of the skin. Obviously, the new hairs hurt Hong Rui from shaving.Hong Rui's fingers lingered on the side of Adam's face.In the end, Hong Rui withdrew his hand and said simply: "I don't like men with stubble, you can go."

what?

After speaking, Hong Rui let go of Adam's wrist.He rolled off of Adam, crawled onto the side of the bed away from Adam, and lay down with his back to Adam.

The whole thing can only be described as inexplicable from the beginning to the end.Adam stared at the ceiling, before he had time to be happy for his freedom and the end of his patience, he fell into shock, Hong Rui, what did he say just now?

He said he didn't like men with stubble.Adam thought of this sentence over and over several times.He dismantled the words and reassembled them in different order.Does Hong Rui mean that he doesn't like men, or does he like men, but he just doesn't like men with stubble?

Adam didn't care about it, he got up on the ground with hands and feet, leaned into Hong Rui's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Hong Rui, do you like men?"

"En." Hong Rui buried his head in his arms, but he still saw him nodding.

Adam seemed to be struck by lightning, but he quickly took the opportunity to ask the second question: "Do you know who I am?"

"...Adam?"

"You want to sleep with me?"

Hong Rui said vaguely: "Thought about..."

The third question rushed out: "Then you...do you like me?"

Now Adam can really feel Hong Rui's body temperature, he is lying there, really here, breathing.Whether it is consciousness or body, it is always there, and Adam has never been mistaken for someone else.Adam held his breath and stared at Hong Rui's face until a long time later, when he almost thought that Hong Rui had fallen asleep and would not answer, Hong Rui responded with a hum.

"why?"

Hong Rui didn't answer any more, his breath was heavy and even, and he had obviously fallen asleep.Adam sat on the bed blankly, as if 1 firecrackers had been lit in his mind, and he had been blown up so that there was not even a single thoughtful tissue left.

PS: Well, I finally tore the paper. ^_^

What I'm not sure about in this chapter is whether Maxine and Piero will take up too much proportion.Because the relationship between these two people is a lesson learned by Adam and Hongrui, so I don't think it's okay not to write.