won't your conscience ache

Lin Pei sat by the bed and looked at Lin Si who had taken antipyretics and fell asleep. Lin Si's mental state was not very good, and he fell into a deep sleep after lying on the bed for a while, and his face was still lifeless.

Lin Pei stared at his face for a while, reached out and slowly took Lin Si's hand, lowered his head, and held Lin Si's hand to his forehead.

Lin Si's hands were cold and slender, and looked particularly slender, as if they could be broken with a little force. Holding a gun for many years made his hands covered with thick calluses, and they were a bit rough when rubbed.Lin Pei caressed lightly, looking at Lin Si's face, he couldn't tell what it was like.

He was going to leave, but before leaving the door, he suddenly looked back at Lin Si who had been dragged into bed by him by a strange coincidence. He opened his eyes wide, as if caught off guard, and then pulled out a blunt smile to ease the embarrassment.

So he didn't leave, and moved away to get some food for Lin Si.

Lin Si fell asleep, and Lin Pei sat on the bed and looked at his face, recalling it for a long time. Regardless of what happened to the two of them when they were young, he remembered the day Lin Si came back from the border. The scene of the first reunion at the Lin family.

The young general stood in the hall wearing a pure black fine velvet military uniform, with his back straight and expressionless, surrounded by a circle of respectful but different minded Lin family members and heavily armed imperial soldiers. It's weird to the extreme.For some reason, he saw Lin Si coming back for the first time, and before he recognized who he was, he didn't like him very much. He walked down the stairs, walking very loudly.

Sure enough, everyone looked up at him, even Lin Si looked up at him, and the moment their eyes met, time seemed to freeze, and he froze slightly.

He recognized it, and he knew Lins must have recognized him too.

At that time, he already knew the past grievances between this so-called elder brother and his family, just like the Lin family, he was not sure whether this person came back this time for revenge or for other reasons, and it was a lie to say that he was not afraid.Today is not as good as before, the other party is no longer the down-and-out young man who lived in the small attic of the Lin family and was slaughtered by others. He is now a general, and if he really wants to take revenge, he is also afraid of death.The two looked at each other for two or three seconds. The sweat on his back had already soaked into the school uniform, and he smiled at Lin Si with a feeling that "the one who should come can't be avoided".

I don't know why his smile seemed to be inexplicably mixed with a little provocation, which caused Lin Xuesheng's face to change suddenly, and he shouted at him suddenly: "Don't go back to the room! You are useless!"

He glanced at Lin Si and saw that Lin Si had no sign of being offended and getting angry. He took two steps back and was about to go back to the room, but when he turned around the stairs, he heard a strange voice behind him. young voice.

"Lin Pei." Lin Si called his name in a low voice.

Lin Xuesheng's face suddenly changed.

Hearing the man calling him, his steps froze for a moment, his hands shook slightly, but there was nothing unusual on his face, he looked back calmly.

The young general stood there for a long time without making a sound. Finally, the young general said, "Long time no see, Ah Pei."

His heart skipped a beat. After a long time, he tried his best to maintain his composure, and greeted casually, "Long time no see, brother."

Lin Si's eyes seemed to change suddenly, haze and light intertwined, and everything was silent.

Thinking of his own reaction now, Lin Pei couldn't help but also wanted to laugh. He knew how to be afraid at that time, and it was very natural to shout "big brother". In the eyes of others, he was seeking a relationship with Lin Si. He learned by himself without a teacher, and later he was praised by all the uncles of the Lin family.

Lin Pei thought of the praise from the Lin family, and laughed for a moment. He was really afraid of Lin Si at that time. Although he hated Lin Si, he hid it in his heart and never reached such a presumptuous level. Juejian has changed a lot, and he doesn't remember when he changed his position.

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Lin Si's face, the familiar face, the familiar edges and corners, sometimes he would have an illusion that he and Lin Si are really blood relatives, there is me in you, and you in me.

Lin Pei laughed at himself, how come?

This man was never related to him in the slightest.He looked at Lin Si who was sleeping peacefully and peacefully, and suddenly wanted to torment him, violate him, and wake him up, but he also wanted to just watch Lin Si who was sleeping peacefully and keep watching.

After a while, he raised his hand carefully to rub Lins' cheek, and walked down his neck. He unbuttoned Lins' shirt little by little, and then put his hand into Lins's lapel. Lins Still in a deep sleep, he didn't dare to move too much, and moved down his collarbone, but his eyes gradually dimmed.

He looked at Lin Si who was very docile after falling asleep, lifted the quilt and lay beside him, reached out and gently pulled him over to embrace him in his arms.

In the dark, he stared at the hickey on Lin Si's collarbone for a while, and finally lowered his head and bit his mouth lightly. The bite was very light, but his teeth touched lightly. His hands trembled, and he hugged the sleeping Lin Si a little bit tighter.

Lin Pei didn't know what he was doing either. It didn't look like desire. He didn't want to enter Lin Si's body. He just wanted to hug him and touch him. Many feelings in his heart had been suppressed for too long. The impulse to break the embankment, his hands trembled slightly, and finally he embraced Lin Si and bowed his head and kissed Lin Si gently. The moment his cold lips touched, Lin Pei felt a warm current from the bottom of his heart, and burst out. The torrent of water rushed into his blood in an instant, making the blood in his whole body boil.

He was suppressing and restraining, but at that moment, he finally couldn't restrain himself.

He felt he needed a dose of calm.

The group of bureaucrats in the military department stared at Lin Si, and the public opinion was raging. Everything emerged and disappeared, but he still raised his arms and hugged Lin Si tightly, with no intention of letting go, "Lin Si." He called Lin Si's name, but there was no sound in his throat. He finally pressed Lin Si into his arms and closed his eyes.

It was dark in the room.

After he fell asleep, Lin Si, who had woken up a long time ago, finally opened his eyes and looked down at Lin Pei who was sleeping in his arms. He raised his hand and gently rubbed Lin Pei's head, his eyes swept away the so-called Weak and tired, he returned to his usual coolness. His hands gently rubbed against Lin Pei's neck, as if rubbing against a restless animal. Finally, he smiled very lightly, and hugged Lin Pei tightly.He could smell Lin Pei's body, it was clear and clean.

a month later.

Lin Pei pushed open the door of the study room at home. Lin Xuesheng was sitting on the sofa reading a book, pressing her finger on the screen, and paused.

"I want to join the army." Lin Pei walked in and said straight to the point. He sat down on the armrest of the sofa and patted Lin Xuesheng's shoulder. "I went to the military academy for six years, so I'm qualified to join the army? Did you Isn't that the plan to send me to the military academy?"

Lin Xuesheng raised her eyes and glanced at him, "At the beginning, your uncle and I drove you to go, but if you didn't go, now you are willing to go?"

Lin Pei laughed dryly, "I'm not sensible!"

Lin Xuesheng tapped lightly on the hand of the reader, "Are you serious?"

"of course it's true."

Lin Xuesheng finally corrected his expression, looked at Lin Pei for a while, and after confirming that he was not joking, he suddenly sneered, "Have you thought it through?"

"Think clearly." Lin Pei nodded.It was when he got up on Lin Si early this morning that he suddenly had this idea. I have to say that his mood towards Lin Si really changed a lot. He suddenly wanted to join the army.

"The army is no better than the outside. You are used to being wild. If you continue to make trouble like the outside, the instructor is no better than me and your mother. If you say you are going to beat you to death, you will really beat you to death. Have you figured it out?"

"I think you usually beat me to death?" Lin Pei smiled, "It's not like I haven't been beaten before."

Lin Xuesheng found that Lin Pei really held a grudge, and he said, "Okay, you go! Don't say you are the son of the Lin family, and ask the instructor to let you go, I can't afford to lose this man." Although his tone of voice was calm, his hands trembled slightly, revealing some of his emotions.

Lin Pei saw it, and didn't say much. He nodded, "Okay, I won't say that I'm your son if you beat me to death." He stretched out his hand to embrace Lin Xuesheng's shoulder, stared at the corners of his eyes with fine lines, and said in a low voice : "Dad, you can't think of something good, what if I give you face in the army?"

Lin Xuesheng turned to look at Lin Pei, raised his eyebrows, "Really?" He sneered disdainfully.

"Yes."

Lin Xuesheng stared at Lin Pei, and suddenly asked: "Lin Pei, did you commit something and go to hide in the army? Did you kill someone? Or did you rob again? What's wrong with you?"

The corner of Lin Pei's mouth twitched, "You are my dear father, you hope I will order well."

Lin Xuesheng looked at Lin Pei suspiciously, "Aren't you avoiding Lin Si?"

Lin Pei paused when he heard the sound, and then burst out laughing, "What's the matter, why should I hide from him? I'm not afraid of him."

"Really?" Lin Xuesheng asked back, and joked, "Aren't you afraid of him? It's like a mouse seeing a cat after two days." He looked at Lin Pei who raised his eyebrows and said nothing, "If you really want to join the army, then go Well, go home and beg you to go, you don’t want to go, you don’t want to give you shame, this trip is for you to go, I don’t care whether you live or die anyway, don’t expect me to arrange for you.”

Lin Pei nodded, "Okay, let's do it." He narrowed his eyes and looked out the window, and suddenly lowered his voice, "By the way, Dad, I have something to tell you."

"Say."

"Didn't I take in an orc last time? I introduced him to work in my uncle's scientific research institute, and my uncle has already agreed. Do you have any objection?"

Lin Xuesheng glanced at Lin Pei, "What do you mean?"

Lin Pei put away his foolish look, "I asked my uncle to arrange a job for him."

"Do you really regard that orc as a human? No matter how human he is, he still has animal genes in his bones." Lin Xuesheng laughed.Human beings are treacherous, human beings are the most exclusive creatures, this is the law of the stars, people who are not of my race must have different hearts, and orcs will never become humans.

"Don't worry about it. I just want to give him a place to live. I can't take him to Linsi's house. If you are unhappy at home, you can shoot him. What can I do?" Lin Pei frowned. Eyebrow, "That's it, okay? Uncle takes care of what he eats and drinks, so you can't see him."

Lin Xuesheng thought for a while, "You can do whatever you want, but don't teach me that you are hanging out with him." Fingers swipe the screen to turn a page of the book, Lin Xuesheng said indifferently: "If you hang out with a beast, don't blame me I warn you, you might as well be dead."

Lin Pei looked at Lin Xuesheng and felt that it was really impossible to communicate. He didn't know what to say, so he said casually: "Let's do it!" He didn't want to argue with Lin Xuesheng, so it was fine. After some relationship, she was obviously more polite and turned a blind eye. This was Lin Xuesheng's bottom line.

In Lin Xuesheng's life, he paid little attention to fame and fortune. He just wanted face. Whoever wanted to tear his face, he shot him without saying a word, and his own son was no exception.

Lin Pei nodded, and accepted it as soon as it was good.