won't your conscience ache

Lin Pei hugged Lin Si from behind, Lin Si looked back at him, the piano was radiant, and the noise gradually receded, Lin Pei finally lowered his head and kissed Lin Si.

At that moment, his mind was blank, his hands stretched open the turtleneck sweater, and he wrapped his arms around the man's neck and rubbed his larynx. Lin Pei lowered his head and kissed Lin Si, thinking absentmindedly and tremblingly, what he wanted to do to Lin Si All right, as long as Lins... as long as what?Lin Pei unconsciously grasped Lin Si tightly.

The dimness covered the expression of the young general, and he let Lin Pei grab him, strangle him, and hug him little by little.

Lin Pei wanted to protect him a little, just like the oath he recited when he put on the epaulets.

"From now on, I am your glory, and I will be loyal, brave, and full of faith until death.

Wherever the light goes, I will defend your light to the death, forever. "

There is one thing that Lin Pei has never mentioned to anyone. On the day he became an official agent, he recited this oath to the Imperial Charter, and Lin Si's face emerged from the depths of his memory, lingering.

The city of God is blowing slowly by the wind, and in the early morning there are children hawking the white ocean dripping with dew.

Dirty neighborhood, quiet room.

Lin Pei sat on the bed and looked at Lin Si who was sleeping. Lin Si still smelled like him. They went to bed. Before coming, he didn't want to sleep with Lin Si, and he didn't put a condom in his pocket. He was afraid that Lin Si would feel uncomfortable. Said he was going to buy some, Lin Si said "no".

Just two words, desire burned a city.

Lin Pei picked up the clothes one by one from the ground and stacked them on the head of the bed. He sat beside Lin Si and looked down at him. Lin Si was still sleeping. "White Ocean", the familiar melody lingered in his ears, Lin Pei stretched out his hand, and gently tucked in the blanket for Lin Si who was sleeping peacefully.

On this night suitable for insomnia, Lin Pei remembered something he had done.

He once had a very serious thought. When Lin Si first joined the Ministry, it was rumored that Lin Si had slept with his boss, and the rumors were well-founded, saying that Lin Si, an outcast from the Lin family, could have been in just a few days for no reason. Will it rise to the top?There were also several extremely blurry photos of sexual abuse leaked out. There was more than one man on the screen. Lin Pei carefully flipped through the photos, and the facial outline of the young man who was bound was indeed somewhat similar to Lin Si.

Lin Pei had just obtained his senior agent certificate, so he tampered with his authority and secretly checked Lin Si.

Lin Pei really didn't have any other ideas. This kind of thing is common in the power field. He just felt that if it was true, those people would not be able to live.

Lin Pei found out an old general, quite old, who used to be the commander of a certain star field in the southern military headquarters, and Lin Si's old boss, who has retired for many years.

Lin Pei pulled out the database, made up the identity of Lin Si's subordinate, and made a phone call, saying that Lin Si asked him to condolences to the old general, but the other party's voice fell silent when he heard the word chief general.

The old general slapped the table and stood up excitedly.

The coldness in Lin Pei's eyes hadn't dissipated yet, when the old general on the other side yelled that he almost couldn't sit still, he listened in a daze to the old general on the other side with blue veins, Quarins boasted for more than four hours, and gave him a big stack Many of the photos of Lin Si when he was a young soldier in the army are group photos, and there are a few single photos here and there.

Lins in the galaxy, Lins in the ruins, Lins in the warship, Lins with a gun, injured Lins, and even Lins sitting in the ruins of the base after the war and watching TV news on the star network .

The old general told a lot about Lin Si's past, saying that Lin Si had a weird temper and offended people everywhere when he first joined the army. In one battle, a lot of people died. The Congress sent members down to offer condolences. After a random command, the seniors were still afraid to speak. Lin Si got up and slapped the epaulettes on the faces of the people. The members were blindsided on the spot. At that time, Lin Si was only a lieutenant general, without a single star on his shoulders.

A group of old generals hurriedly got up to fool them, saying that Lin Si was only a health worker, a refugee who had just joined the army two days ago, and temporarily pulled over to serve tea and water for cleaning, resigned!Resign immediately!Lin Si's temper is also the same, he is not happy to say that he is a refugee.

The old general said a lot, but Lin Pei couldn't add a word. After listening to him, he realized that the military headquarters and the army are really different, they are two worlds. No wonder a new political power can be born in such a place, and The military department can only fall apart in the tide.

Lin Pei euphemistically mentioned the matter of indecent photos, but the old general didn't understand. Lin Pei felt that his mention was too euphemistic. He pointed it out a little bit, and the old general became even more excited.

The old general thought that Lin Pei was talking about Lin Si's relationship history, so he impromptuly said something to Lin Pei.

Lin Sisheng is good-looking. Many female doctors and nurses in the army blush when they see him. People in the army don't care about it, but the love between men and women cannot be restrained. When Lin Si was a lieutenant general, he received many love letters. I even received blood letters. The old general said that the little girls in the army really don’t know what to think. They gave people love letters written in blood. When they opened it and dripped blood sticky, they insisted that it was true love. reveal.It is estimated that Lin Si has left a shadow. After all these years in the army, such a vigorous and handsome young man has never made any news, which makes people anxious.

After the old general hung up the phone, Lin Pei silently altered his login record and never boarded it again.

It was a long time later that Lin Pei realized why the old general was so honest at the beginning. From the moment he said the word chief general, the old general knew that he was Lin Si's younger brother. There was nothing wrong with his pretending, but he I don't know, this old general who has lived in the south for a long time has seen his picture and heard his voice.

After Lin Si entered the military headquarters, he went to the south to visit the old general. During this period, he made a phone call with someone. On the other end of the phone, a young man called Lin Si "general" in a weird way. The old general never forgot, and asked Lin Si Looking at the photos, even though Lin Pei changed his voice, he still couldn't stop the old general who was used to listening to war news from hearing well.

Lin Pei thought about these things casually, and couldn't get out of the memory all at once. He circled the sleeping Lin Si, "White Ocean" was still circulating in the room, and the noise of the city of God continued roaring outside. Countless men and women Traveling through the city of desire, stepping on drums and dancing, this is a better and better era, it has many shortcomings, but what is commendable is that it is going to a good place, like an ignorant child singing in the galaxy vagabond.

All this is inexplicably exciting.Looking forward to tomorrow, looking forward to the future that will eventually come as scheduled, everything will be fine.

Lin Pei lowered his head and kissed Lin Si's forehead.

He has to admit one thing, he may be in love with Lin Si, liking someone will make people cowardly, reckless and unreasonable, and it will also make a person strong, brave and omnipotent. It's a strange feeling, but it's not too bad.

Contradiction itself is unparalleled beauty.

After everything was back on track, Lin Si turned into a busy owl again. Lin Pei went back to Lin's house. Lin Xuesheng disdained his status as a senior agent very much. He asked Lin Pei to be the commander. This is called inheriting his father's career.

Lin Pei said honestly, "I'm not this material."

Madam Lin read the novel and casually echoed, "Indeed."

Lin Xuesheng was so enraged by the unmotivated mother and son that he almost had a heart attack. He asked Lin Pei, "Are you going to take the exam?"

Lin Pei: "..."

Lin Pei finally understood, dare to say that Lin Xuesheng didn't object to him going to the secret service team at the beginning, but he was sure that he would give up halfway. Lin Xuesheng had always been focused on getting himself tested as a commander, and the secret agent had never caught his eye.

Lin Pei didn't want to take the test, but Lin Xuesheng beat him.

He has graduated from school for so many years, but Lin Xuesheng hit him, Lin Pei was stunned, he just wanted to say that you don't think I won't fight back, but Lin Xuesheng slapped him, he was directly stunned by the slap, turned around and yelled With a loud voice, "Mom!"

Mrs. Lin, who is passionate about women's rights, hugged her cat and looked at him in surprise, and the virtual screen was scared off.

Lin Pei was chased by Lin Xuesheng and ran all over the room.

In the end, Lin Pei went to test the commander.

That night, Lin Xuesheng introduced some people to him. Lin Pei went to see him with his slap prints that hadn't subsided. There was a huge crowd of people. Professor, with his own daughter, Lin Xuesheng said "My Ah Pei" to the girl. Lin Pei was terrified. Seeing that the banquet was gradually turning into a blind date, he made a decisive decision and slipped away.

Lin Pei slipped so fast that he didn't notice that there was a refined man sitting in an inconspicuous corner in the room, looking a little at a loss, but he still sat there and refused to leave.

It was Ji Bai, a young engineer who resigned from his post as a university professor and just joined the council. He finally met Lin Xuesheng after many days through the relationship of his old friend at Imperial College.

To the outside world, this is Lins' nominal father.

Lin Xuesheng realized that Lin Pei had slipped away halfway through his meal, and was scolding him for being worthless in his heart, when he looked up, he saw a young man walking towards him.

"Hello, Old General Lin."

Lin Xuesheng glanced at him.

Ji Bai revealed his identity as a council member, expressing that he wanted to meet Lin Si, and hoped that Lin Xuesheng would recommend him. As soon as he finished speaking, everyone fell silent, and the scene suddenly became awkward.The professor who brought Ji Bai over changed his face even more.

Lin Xuesheng didn't speak for a long time after listening, Ji Bai wanted to say something again, Lin Xuesheng's few words were perfunctory, saying that Ji Bai should go back and wait for the news, so I won't talk about it today.

After the banquet was over, everyone left, and Ji Bai sat alone in his original position, he lowered his head and took a sip of his wine.

The members of the House of Commons can fully meet the senior generals of the military through formal procedures, but the Congress has been smoggy these years, and the entire House of Commons has been almost excluded to the edge of power. The era of democracy has passed, some people say.After finishing his drink, Ji Bai finally got up and walked out.

This Lin Pei slipped away and was strolling leisurely in the street with his pockets in his pocket.

Lin Pei didn't believe that Lin Xuesheng didn't know about his relationship with Lin Si. It was not easy for him to be his own father. He didn't have the guts to go to Lin Si's face, and he refused to point it out in front of him because of face. Pei thought about it and laughed.

In fact, Lin Xuesheng can give birth to a son. Now that technology is so advanced, why can't infertility be cured?

Lin Pei didn't dare to mention this to Lin Xuesheng, he was afraid that Lin Xuesheng would die of anger.After he was born, Lin Xuesheng worked as an officer in a military factory for a period of time, and was exposed to some radiation. Lin Xuesheng thought that no one knew about his disease, and Mrs. Lin, who didn't know that she was actively preparing for pregnancy, would mention it to everyone.

Lin Pei didn't think about it anymore, when the phone rang, Lin Pei thought it was Lin Si, but when he saw it, he found He He.

"came back?"

"Just arrived at the imperial capital, check at the checkpoint." He He was obviously in a good mood at the other end, "Are you okay? Come and pick me up! By the way, bring that little orc!"

Lin Pei really admired He He. After so long, He He was still thinking about Gries. Lin Pei was almost moved by him, so he agreed casually. After picking up the phone, He He suddenly fell silent and listened quietly.

"Third Uncle, it's me, Lin Pei."

A young man's gentle voice sounded from the opposite side, "Apei? Hey, when did you come back?"

The two exchanged pleasantries for a while.

Lin Pei said: "By the way, uncle, He He asked me to ask you if Gries, who I asked you to take care of two years ago, is there. He said he wanted to see him."

"Gles, he went to the hospital. He got a doctor's certificate and became a surgeon. You ask He He to go to the hospital to find him, and I'll send you the address."

"Okay, thank you third uncle."

The person on the opposite side was obviously very busy. He said that we would meet later, and that he wanted to send something to Lin Pei. After a while, he hurriedly hung up the phone and went to the meeting. Lin Pei cut off a communication and asked He He, "Listen to the address clearly. gone?"

He He didn't speak for a long time, and said in disbelief: "Surgeon? Can an orc be a surgeon?"

"You can be an agent, do you care if someone becomes a doctor?" Lin Pei didn't take it seriously, and smiled, "Okay, don't think about it, come back early, I'll hang up first."

He He was thoughtful, Lin Pei cut off the communication, and he walked out along the street alone.

The streets are still bustling.

The news is scrolling on the big screen. The female announcer uses a standard imperial accent to announce the new welfare policy issued by the military. On the opposite side of the big screen is a candy paradise that is still open late at night. Colorful candies are placed in glass bottles , the clerk was walking around in the store wearing a long skirt, the sky blue skirt rippling layer after layer, the light and shadow effect was extremely dreamy, suddenly a large group of little girls buying candy rushed towards a clerk, shouting "Ah! Ya, Aya!"

Aya is the main character in a popular children's animation recently. She is a little female commander wearing a neat military uniform and stepping on leather boots. She used to be a princess.

When the war raged at home, the princess took off her long dress and bravely embarked on a long journey with her friends. She traveled through the shadow empire, defeated the vicious zombie army, and led her people to find a safe place to live.

This children's anime has been all over the empire recently.

Lin Pei looked at the clerk who was dressed as the protagonist Aya. He walked into the store by accident, bought two small jars of crystal candy, and when he went out, he heard a little girl behind him calling "Aya" , and clips of anime are playing on the screen next to it.

The little female commander in blue holds a sword and runs in the flames. The background is a blazing sky, "Follow me!"

Lin Pei felt that the image of this little girl was a bit like a fictional mythical character, Dan Ke.

Sure enough, the picture changed, and he saw the little female commander holding a sword standing on top of the ruined forest, the blue thunderstorm, and the burning grassland.

"An old woman named Izegil told me her story. She told how the young became old, how the brave became cowardly, and how the free became slaves. Come with me!"

So everyone said, "Come with me!"

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