won't your conscience ache

Lin Pei stayed at the military headquarters as a secretary for Lin Si. To put it simply, he helped Lin Si organize mail and files, and took care of Lin Si's daily life.Since he used to work as a clerk in the Federation, the job was easy and not difficult. When he was free, he would make milk for Linsi in different ways. Now he can skillfully squeeze out a circle of flowers with milk foam. I really like the way Linsi is scared.

Lin Si has been surprised from the beginning to now habitually taking documents covered with transparent waterproof paper from Lin Pei's hands. He went to a meeting, and Lin Pei was lying on the desk beside him, playing games and waiting for him. At hand are neatly organized paper files and hot simple meals.

Once Lin Pei fell asleep and woke up to find Lin Si standing in front of him, gently rubbing his hair with his hands, seeing that he woke up, he asked in a low voice, "Stay with me all the time, are you bored? "

Lin Pei looked at him sideways for a while, then suddenly smiled, and opened his arms towards Lin Si, "Hug."

Lin Si froze immediately, and the hand touching Lin Pei's head also stopped. Finally, he stretched out his hand and gently pulled Lin Pei into his arms. After a long time, finally, he couldn't help laughing, and pressed Lin Pei's back tightly and held him in his arms.

Lin Pei was almost out of breath. All he knew was that Lin Si had a good temper and could bear it. Recently, he found that Lin Si couldn't stand his acting like a baby, especially on the bed. His tone was a little softer and he shouted brother, Lin Si could tense up all over. Well, how did he know that Lance's self-control in his whole life was used up at this time.

Lin Pei broke away from Lin Si suddenly, bent his knees and lowered himself.

When the doorbell rang, Sawyer was standing at the door with a stack of documents, with a routine look on his face. For some reason, he waited a little longer than usual, probably more than ten seconds. As soon as the door opened, he walked in. , submit the report as usual.

Lin Si was the only one in the room. He glanced at Sawyer, his expression unchanged, but his eyes seemed to be strange.

Sawyer inexplicably felt that something was wrong, and an increasingly strong intuition made him end the report earlier than usual and retreated.

As soon as the footsteps moved away, Lin Si looked down at Lin Pei who was squatting under the desk, "Going away." Then he asked him, "What are you doing hiding?"

Just now when Lin Pei knelt down, before Lin Si could react, the doorbell rang. He watched Lin Pei swipe and hid under the desk. From that action, he could see that Lin Pei had indeed done a good job in his old profession all these years. He didn't make a sound, and was quick and neat. Lin Pei seemed to be dazed as soon as he hid in. He didn't seem to understand what he was doing in hiding. He looked at Lin Si blankly until Sawyer pushed the door and came in.

At this time there were only two people left in the room, Lin Pei squatted under the table and looked at Lin Si for a while, "I... let me help you."

Lin Si stretched out his hand to pull him up, but his hand was caught. The next moment, Lin Si was stunned, and Lin Pei trembled to untie his belt. In a split second, Lin Si finally realized what Lin Pei was going to do, and he was momentarily shocked. Unable to speak, the hand holding Lin Pei's hair tightened instantly, and he pushed it but did not push it away.

To be honest, Lin Pei didn't expect the development of the situation. He always wanted to see Lin Si lose control, but he didn't expect Lin Si to lose control like this.When he was about to suffocate, he retreated a little bit to catch his breath, Lin Si kept looking at him, his dark eyes couldn't see anything, suddenly he grabbed Lin Pei's hair with his hand Pressed back, "Don't move." The voice was hoarse and deep.

When he reached the critical point, he pulled out the hand that was pulling Lin Pei's hair, and sprayed all the viscous and warm heat on Lin Pei's face. He stared at Lin Pei, and inserted his hand into his hair little by little.

To be honest, Lin Pei was a little dazed, and before he had time to think about it, Lin Si pressed his head down again, and his throat was firmly pressed against him, almost feeling a physiological suffocation.

Lin Pei thought that Lin Si might be crazy.

When the doorbell rang again, Lin Pei was still kneeling. He clearly remembered that Lin Si shot three times, and the last time it caught him by the throat and forced him to swallow. Just as he was thinking, Lin Pei grabbed his hair by surprise. Pushing it out, he bumped into the table with a bang, and he hid under the table reflexively, choking to death for a while, but the coughing sound was extremely suppressed. He still remembered that Lin Si was a shameless person.

Even if Lin Si is shameless, he still wants it.

Sawyer, who went back and forth, explained his purpose of coming under Lin Si's unblinking gaze. He took a wrong document and took a copy instead of the original.He filled up the documents and backed out. For some reason, he breathed a sigh of relief the moment he went out.

Lin Si immediately looked down at Lin Pei, who was pulling something in his throat, "Fuck!" He cursed in a low voice, his throat and face were all sticky, and he was extremely embarrassed.He comforted himself while coughing, interest, this is all interest.

As soon as Lin Si saw Lin Pei's appearance, he was completely stunned, as if he didn't want to understand what he had done, until Lin Pei grabbed his hand, he suddenly came back to his senses, stretched out his hand to help him up, rubbed him Just now he heard Lin Pei being pushed and knocked down by him, "Are you okay?" He wiped the things on Lin Pei's face in a panic, and patted his back lightly with the other hand, and he was a little panting for a while. Out of breath, "Does it hurt?"

Lin Pei wiped his face silently, glanced at him, and suddenly laughed.

Lin Si's hand suddenly trembled slightly, as if his heart skipped a beat, but he didn't dare to look at him. The next moment he felt Lin Pei hugging him, and called out "Brother" in a low voice, Lin Si Feeling that the self-control he had just dragged back was out of control in an instant, finally, he raised his hand and hugged her tightly.

On the way home, the car was fully automatic and unmanned. Lin Pei and Lin Si sat in the car. Lin Pei looked at the sky outside the car window. After an unknown amount of time, he smiled, "Exciting." After a while, he yawned again, leaning on his leg as if planning to sleep, "Call me when you get home." He closed his eyes.

Lin Si looked at him, Lin Pei's face had been cleaned, but his voice was still a little hoarse, and he could really sleep, Lin Si couldn't help but raised his hand to touch his forehead.When Lin Pei was very young, he thought he was very good-looking, with round eyes and a round face. He would grab his hand and softly call him "Brother", and would say "If you are my brother, I will protect you from now on, my father is General Lin", such a small child, no matter how hard you shake him off.Now Lin Si looked at him and felt that Lin Pei was still good-looking.

He took off his coat and put it lightly on Lin Pei's body, stroked his hair and looked at the stars outside the car window.The silver ring on his finger shimmered. In his life, he was lonely like a shadow, but at that moment, all the haze seemed to dissipate. He thought, marriage and love can indeed make people young and make boring lives burn.

Lin Pei didn't know what Lin Si was thinking. He was not a delicate person, but he felt that Lin Si was in a good mood, and his mood also improved. When Lin Si was happy, he was happy. In the past, he was afraid that he would disturb Lin Si's work, but now Without any scruples, Lin Siken let him follow, and he followed Lin Si, coming and going, he always felt like a dog looking at a fleshy bone.

Often when Lin Si went out to hold international conferences, Lin Pei would follow him in a low-key manner wearing a black peaked cap, with his hands in the black windbreaker, playing with the gun calmly. Every time Lin Si saw Lin Pei like this, There is an urge to reach out and rub his head. Lin Pei is quiet like that, a little obedient and a little fierce.

Lin Si gradually got used to Lin Pei following him. Lin Pei never took the initiative to provoke trouble, and sometimes he would not say a word when recruited. No matter where he was, he had no sense of presence, and quietly followed behind him doing his own business. Lin Si could see him from the corner of his eye without turning his head. When he looked over, Lin Pei would suddenly raise his head and smile at him.

There is a special connection between them, which makes Lin Si feel peaceful in his heart. Lin Pei has been an agent all his life, and loyalty and obedience are his beliefs. He put himself in his hands, with all his loyalty and trust , as long ago.

Some people are sincere and make people feel ashamed. They live in the world and walk in the light forever. If you ask him to take out his heart, he will take out his heart. It is really clean and clean .

Lin Pei does clerical work, one of which is to check the office mailbox.

At noon that day, when Lin Pei checked the mailbox of the general's office, he saw a letter.During the period when Lin Pei was in charge of the mailbox, he was used to checking all the weird things in the mailbox. For example, an old lady wrote to the general's office every day, saying that her house was being monitored by federal spies, which involved national security. , Lin Pei took the imperial police six times, and almost began to wonder if his eight years in the Federation were for nothing. In the end, the old lady told the truth that she was a little bored after retirement and wanted to talk to someone.

Another example is that a mother said that her son’s birthday wish was to have a signed photo of Lin Si. Finally, after the mother persisted in writing a letter for five weeks, Lin Pei took Lin Si’s photo to the Rings was approached in the next office, "Can you sign me?"

In short, the mailbox in the general's office has everything, especially the public opinion column.

But the letter Lin Pei saw today was a little different.

This letter came from the royal family, and it was written by a princess. Lin Pei stared at the letter and read it over and over again all morning, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that the wording was ambiguous.The imperial family is a huge family that once created the interstellar era. Although it has long lost its real power, its status is not bad. The royal family has developed to this day. There are seven or eight hundred members in total, not counting dukes with different surnames. This princess belongs to the core circle of the royal family. A more famous one.

Lin Pei still couldn't remember clearly about the past, so he checked in a strange way, and found that the princess seemed to have a marriage contract with Lin Si.

Lin Pei stared at Lin Si with strange eyes.

In the evening, when the two returned home, Lin Pei saw that Lin Si ate little, so he went to bring some sweets after dinner. Lin Pei only now figured out that Lin Si looked at a person who had no desires, but actually loved sweets It's strange to say that a big man loves sweets, but it's nothing strange. Taste is a very personal thing. He likes to eat it. Lin Pei learned to make a few simple ones in private, not to mention, he made them It's actually edible!

Lin Si was sitting on the sofa watching the news. A hand with rolled up sleeves reached out and stuffed milk cake into his mouth.He looked up at Lin Pei.

Lin Pei looked at him for a long time, decided to go straight to the point, and asked him, "You and Su Liya were engaged before?"

"Who?" Lin Si frowned.

"The princess of the royal family, the queen's eldest granddaughter."

Lin Si suddenly noticed something strange in Lin Pei's eyes, paused for a moment, and said, "It's just a one-sided relationship, there's nothing like that."

"She wrote you a letter today, her aunt got married, and invited you and several generals to the wedding." Lin Pei looked at him for a while, "I think she seems to know you very well, and I checked, back then There is such a thing as a marriage contract."

"It's a misunderstanding. I explained it to you back then." Lin Si said again: "Don't think too much about it."

Lin Pei looked at him for a while, then smiled, "Are you going to the wedding?"

Linston stopped, and looked at Lin Pei tentatively. He felt guilty if he didn't say anything. If he said it, he confirmed what Lin Pei said. Lin Pei was really messed up in some aspects. He paused for a moment. , Said: "I have a meeting."

"I haven't said a date yet."

Lin Si was dumb for a while, and finally couldn't hold back a chuckle, "I forgot."

Lin Pei leaned over to press him down, bowed his head and kissed him, and couldn't help but also smiled, "I see that she is interested in you?"

"I don't know." Lin Si looked at Lin Pei, but he didn't stop him from reaching into his clothes.

Lin Pei unbuttoned his two buttons, grabbed the collar, looked around from top to bottom, and said with certainty: "She likes you. You are good-looking." He bowed his head and kissed him, "You are really good-looking." Lin Pei Pei's voice suddenly became hoarse.

"Really?" Lin Si had no idea about appearance. Hearing this sentence, he felt a little happy in his heart. Lin Pei is a duplicity person. He said he looks good, but he said he liked it.He kissed Lin Pei, reached out to pinch his head, and stroked his hair, a bit like coaxing some restless animal.People who have lost their memory will feel uneasy because of the unknown and uncertainty. Lin Pei has been an insecure child since he was a child.

Seeing Lin Pei put his hand into his shirt, he thought that Lin Pei was going to have sex with him, but Lin Pei didn't do anything else, the two sat in the living room, Lin Pei brought the dessert over, and watched Lin Si eat for a while , he said: "Have I not done well enough all the time? What do you like about me?"

Lin Si looked at him, and said after a long time, "You are fine everywhere."

"where?"

Lin Si thought for a while, "Sincere, kind, brave, sympathetic, loyal, and just."

The corner of Lin Pei's mouth twitched, "What's all this?"

Lin Si smiled, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Lin Pei's head, "I liked you very much when you were very young, and I have always regretted that we are not brothers with you."

Lin Pei said: "You really want to mess with Lun?"

Lin Si just smiled, looked at him and didn't say much.

Lin Pei has always known clearly that his feelings for Lin Si are definitely not brotherly feelings. No matter what it is, it cannot be feelings for his elder brother. He couldn't describe it clearly until he saw Lin Pei. They are brothers. Family affection and love are really different things. At that moment, he realized that what Lin Si gave him was too precious.

After a while, Lin Pei couldn't help turning his head to look at Lin Si who was quietly eating his dessert, and suddenly said loudly: "I like you."

Lins choked on the dessert.

Lin Pei laughed out loud looking at him, and looked out of the window with his chin propped up, "The first time I saw you in the Federation before the memory came back, do you remember? At a bar in Apollo, I just watched I was stunned when I saw you. At that time, I thought, this man is so beautiful. You are walking in the snow, and I am watching you from behind. " Lin Pei paused, "If you are so rich, why don't you look happy at all, and you don't like to talk, and walk in the alley by yourself with your head down, without any movement, just like a cat."

Lin Pei continued on his own, "I liked you very much at that time. I don't know why, but I just like you."

Lin Si had already put down the dessert, and turned his head to look at Lin Pei's face. Lin Pei's eyes were rare when he said these things. He knew that Lin Pei was not a gentle person. When he was young, he was so irritable that he wanted to kill every day. Later, Gradually learned to pretend, but he was still arrogant in his bones, he could do anything when he touched his bottom line, it was the first time he saw that Lin Pei was so gentle, not pretending, but really gentle, like the first love The young man talked about his thoughts shyly and softly.

Lin Si suddenly felt a bit sore in his heart. Lin Pei was really painful. Some people opened their hearts and their hearts were empty, while others' hearts were full of stars. When they opened their hearts, the stars jumped out one by one.

He listened to Lin Pei's babbling, and occasionally laughed. Finally, in the middle of the night, Lin Pei gently pushed him, "It's getting late, you still have a meeting tomorrow, let's go back to the room and sleep together."

Lins nodded.

When the two were lying on the bed, Lin Si stretched out his hand to tuck him in the quilt, and when Lin Pei fell asleep leaning against him, he carefully took her into his arms, and the lights in the room dimmed.

The house was quiet.

"By the way, are you going to the wedding or not?"

Lin Pei sat up from the bed with a brush, and Lin Si woke up from his sleep in an instant. He didn't react, "What?"

"A wedding, a royal wedding."

Linston paused for a while, looking at Lin Pei's gleaming eyes in the dark, he didn't know what to say for a moment.

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