She's like a lifesaver

"Bang!" The snacks in Ye Yishu's hands fell to his feet, and the ear-piercing sound of plastic friction amplified infinitely after passing through the quiet air, like devil's minions crazily gnawing at her flesh and blood.

Ye Yishu leaned against the wall in embarrassment, his body was cold, and there was a broken voice in his throat that could not be suppressed no matter how hard he tried.

A long time ago, she read this sentence, "What is life without love? It is a long night without dawn."

It was midsummer when He Ruo left, the sun was warm, flowers were in full bloom, and cicadas and birds were singing everywhere, but she was alone, without love or affection, and went to the other side of the earth alone with a thin friendship .

None of her loneliness and pain can wait until the dawn, wandering alone in the cold and long night, unable to find an exit, and no end in sight.

He seems to hate, wish to kill her, but she...why do you still want to come back...by her side?

Ye Yishu bent down and supported her knees with her hands. The rapidly spreading coolness stimulated her body to tremble continuously. The skin on the back of her hands was crisscrossed with blue and white because of the bone-chilling cold, and she felt sick and uncomfortable in her empty stomach.

"Doctor Ye, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Ye Yishu's appearance, Xiao Lu turned pale with fright.

Ye Yishu shook his head mechanically, trying to straighten his body with both hands.

As soon as his palm left his knee, Ye Yishu suddenly lost his strength. After shaking his body a few times, he slammed into the wall at the corner.

Her shoulders hurt, and she couldn't breathe, wave after wave of coolness intertwined with increasingly clear nausea, almost drowning Ye Yishu.

She was wrong, very wrong.

She always thought that she who cheated openly was the most uncomfortable. He Ru... He Ruo was only hurt secretly. She was still young, and if she walked a little farther in the lively world of flowers, she would forget the hurt she suffered. Even if you can't forget it, you can replace it with hatred. When she comes back one day, you will have the opportunity to continue your relationship with her. No matter how bad it is, when He Ruo discovers that she has been punished for this, you can let go of the resentment and start. new life.

Ye Yishu didn't care how bad his future would be without He Si, he only hoped that He Si was safe, healthy and free.

But... why is it so much stupider than she imagined?

I was so stupid that my heart was broken and I wanted to come back.

"vomit!"

Retching occurred suddenly, Ye Yishu covered his mouth and staggered into the bathroom.

Xiao Lu was terrified, looked around and didn't know what to do, and those patients who usually saw President Ye Yishu's warm greetings stood at the door and watched coldly.

Xiaolu looked at their indifferent expressions, and heard Ye Yishu's painful retching.

"Heh." Xiaolu laughed out loud, his eyes flushed.

You see, the world seems to be chaotic and bustling, but in fact, people's hearts are cold, and one 'mistake' can obliterate all Ye Yishu's past efforts.

Before coming here for an internship, the teacher told Xiaolu that the intersection of doctors and patients is only in the hospital. After recovering from illness, who will recognize who they meet again?After dying of illness, they will be greeted by endless accusations and complaints from their family members.

Wronged?Of course I am wronged.

But when they put on that white robe and are called a doctor, they have to be worthy of their profession.

After all, they can still look forward to the multifaceted nature of the human heart.

Goodness will always break into the cold corner of the hospital inadvertently, shed sunshine there, resolve their grievances, and let them understand what career satisfaction and human warmth are.

Xiao Lu firmly believed in this, and experienced the warmth that the teacher said during the long internship period, but at this moment, she only felt disappointed.

The affiliated hospital is so big, and there are many good doctors among them, but they are as gentle as Ye Yishu, who try their best to consider the patient's economy and health, do not take back deductions, do not deliberately prescribe high-priced medicines, do not exaggerate the symptoms, and treat the patients as their first priority. First of all, there are very few doctors who abide by their duty and bottom line.

Xiaolu likes Ye Yishu very much, except for her strict adherence to medical ethics and her indifferent tone when she does not make reservations and takes the trouble to pass on her experience to the interns.

In essence, a doctor is also a job to support the family. Who has no selfishness?Who wouldn't want to be the one-of-a-kind expert that everyone is acclaimed for?

Ye Yishu naturally has it too, otherwise, she wouldn't be that troublesome director, but before that, she first regarded the doctor as a kind of responsibility and obligation, and with these two escorts, no matter when, Ye Yishu The sparse medical ethics will not be defeated by reality.

This is something Xiaolu hasn't learned yet, and wants to become a habit in the future.

The deer is in it, and knows how valuable they are, but when it comes to others, heh, just because Ye Yishu is gay, he avoids her in no hurry.

She would rather Ye Yishu not have such an intersection.

Xiaolu took a deep breath, raised his chin, straightened his back, turned and walked towards the bathroom under their gaze.

Ye Yishu's voice of retching had stopped, and the echo was still stimulating Xiao Lu's precarious rationality.

Xiaolu promises that no matter who dares to say no to Ye Yishu, she will dare to...

"Sister Xiaolu, isn't Auntie Ye coming to the hospital today?" The little girl's confused but clear voice suddenly sounded in the corridor.

Fawn was stunned, his lips pursed tightly.

The little girl's voice was approaching, "Is Aunt Ye sick? My mother is very worried about her. Mom can get out of bed and eat a lot more than before. I want to tell Aunt Ye the good news. She must be very happy to know." Happy."

Xiao Lu twitched the corner of his mouth, forced a smile and turned around, "Doctor Ye is here, I'll see your mother later."

The little girl was excited, "Really?!"

"real."

The little girl held her grandmother in one hand and her father in the other, and happily tugged at their arms, "Dad, can I give the chocolate you bought for me to Auntie Ye?"

The young father patted his daughter's head and teased, "If you don't give it to mom and dad, why would you give it to Auntie Ye? Huh?"

The little girl was shy, "Auntie Ye also gave me delicious food, and she worked so hard every day to help us take care of our mother, so we naturally have to help Auntie Ye's parents take good care of her."

Dad was relieved for his daughter's sensibleness, and when grandma heard her granddaughter's words, her cloudy eyes brightened up.

"Doctor Xiaolu, is Dr. Ye okay?" Grandma was worried and blamed herself, "I read yesterday's news, hey, it's been hard for Dr. Ye these years, we patients' family members don't know anything and always cause trouble for her."

Xiaolu stared blankly at the family of three, and the dampness that had been suppressed in his eyes resurfaced again.

They are different from others.

"It's okay, Doctor Ye is fine, she is going to see you." Xiaolu cried and laughed, "Wait a minute, I'll call Doctor Ye!"

After the words fell, Xiaolu sniffed and left quickly.

Seeing this, the little girl let go of her grandmother and father and followed.

She couldn't wait to give the sweet chocolate to that pretty auntie.

In the bathroom, Ye Yishu was about to leave after rinsing his mouth, when he turned around and saw the panting deer and the little girl.

Ye Yishu retreated subconsciously, trying to find a place to hide.

A child's world is too clean, she dare not approach it.

The little girl couldn't understand Ye Yishu's scruples, and excitedly squeezed in beside the deer.

"Aunt Ye, you're finally here. Hey, I'll give you some chocolate. This is what Dad brought back from the plane after a long flight." The little girl spread out her hand, and the palm was a crumpled piece of chocolate.

Ye Yi subconsciously stretched out the hand that was hanging by his side, and retracted it as if getting an electric shock just as he touched the chocolate.

The little girl's body temperature remained on the chocolate, it was too warm.

The little girl took Ye Yishu's hand, wanting to express her inner joy, but when she met Ye Yishu, her smiling face crumpled up, "Aunt Ye, your hands are so cold."

Ye Yi lowered her head, her nose sore.

"Aunt Ye, come with me!" The little girl thought for a while, and while pulling Ye Yishu, who was too tall for her, to leave, she said seriously: "Grandma's hands are so hot, let her warm you up, You will get sick like this! Mom will be sad when you are sick, and father will also be sad when mother is sad, and I will be sad too, and Auntie Ye’s family will definitely be even more sad!"

sad.... sad...

The two words of heart-warming reappeared in Ye Yishu's ears repeatedly, each time like the scorching sun after the cold winter, slowly melting the winter snow and urging the earth to rejuvenate quickly.

Ye Yishu finally squatted down uncontrollably, wrapped his arms around himself and wept wantonly.

The little girl stood aside helplessly, with tears in her eyes, "Aunt Ye, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

"Daddy! Come here!" The little girl shouted standing in the corridor.

Dad who was waiting at the corner heard the voice and hurriedly helped grandma over.

When they saw Ye Yishu, both of them were taken aback, their hearts ached.

Their wives/daughters suffered repeated illnesses, and they came and went here no less than five times, and they had known Ye Yishu for four years. No matter how hard they had been in the past, they never saw Ye Yishu break down like this.

This time, her heart should be broken.

Grandma let go of her son's hand, staggered to Ye Yishu, bent down and patted the top of her head, "Good boy, don't cry."

Six words, straight to poke the leaves to soothe the softest place in the bottom of my heart.

Ye Yishu hugged herself even tighter, she was obviously sad, but her crying gradually stopped.

The little girl stood in front of her father, with her head thrown back, her red eyes full of worry and doubt.

The father squeezed the little fist his daughter stuffed into his palm, pointed to Ye Yishu not far away with his chin, and said silently, "Take it to Aunt Ye to eat."

The little girl seemed to understand but not understand.

Dad's big hand wrapped her little fist and shook it, "Auntie Ye won't cry after eating, go and coax her, just like coaxing my younger sister."

The little girl's eyes lit up.

She pulled out the fist held by her father, peeled off the wrapping paper, and carefully walked to Ye Yishu holding the chocolate.

Grandma rubbed Ye Yishu's hand on top of her head, "Come, have a taste of life."

Ye Yishu raised his head, his eyes were red and swollen.

In front of her, the little girl smiled like a flower, "Aunt Ye, follow me, ah..."

Ye Yishu stared blankly at her and didn't respond.

The little girl waited stubbornly.

After a while, Ye Yishu slowly opened his mouth driven by instinct.

The chocolate ball was stuffed into the mouth, sweet with a touch of bitterness.

Tears are streaming, Ye Yishu is smiling.

She walked through the boundless rain, and finally saw the boundless sunny sky.