She's like a lifesaver

Memories make He Si fall into a narrow world that only she can see through.

On the edge of life and death, He Ruo sat cross-legged among the ruins, with downcast eyebrows and dim eyes.

"Master, I remember every detail between us clearly, and any trivial matter can probably make me repeat the first half of the year." He Si said with a calm tone.

From her eyes, Pei Jun saw the candle that illuminated the memory, the faint light flickered in the hot night wind, lonely, flickering.

"I'm more careful with her than I am with myself."

"Ah Si." Besides calling He Si's name, Pei Jun didn't know what else he could do.

He Ru held the jade pendant, her hand looked extremely pale due to the overly thin joints, "Lu Tingxin, I will never forget this woman in my life!"

The sudden mention made Pei Jun unbelievable, "You mean Lu Tingxin who is the most favored among the younger generation of military doctors?!"

"Yes!" He Si suddenly raised his head, his blade-like gaze was frosty.

"You..." Pei Jun thought of something, hesitated to speak, and asked in a tactful way, "Lu Tingxin is a repeat student of the college entrance examination, and the age difference between you and you should be about 16 years old. Based on this calculation, When you were sensible, she had already been assigned to the station, how could you get involved?"

He Ru sneered, Pei Jun felt fearful in his cold eyes.

"Some people are born like ghosts from hell. Even if there is a yin and yang, she can entangle you until you can't breathe."

In the past, He Xiang always thought that his impression of Lu Tingxin started from an unexpected meeting. All his dislike for her came from the strong desire to carry ambition in her eyes. Some results she willingly accepted.

Until Lu Tingxin gave up the marriage contract with Qi Ang without hesitation, and heard their quarrel about the past, He Ruo suddenly realized that the New Year's Day performance in 2000 was the real beginning of all the plots.

He Ru took off his shoes, with the top of the shoe facing down, and a stone the size of a grain of rice fell out of it.

Pei Jun watched, vaguely understanding what He Ruo wanted to express.

He Si put on his shoes, picked up the stones that fell by his legs and put them in his palms, "Master, Lu Tingxin is just like it, her sense of existence is pitifully small, I can't even see her in my eyes, but she does exist , and it is always hidden in a place where I can't easily find it but bear the weight of my whole body.

Her existence made me endure the pain of my flesh being punctured every time I took a step forward. "

Pei Jun looked away, couldn't bear to look at the bloody eyes that seemed to be pulled by the past, "What did she do?"

"What did you do...?" He Ru whispered silently, the emotions that were still intense a moment ago were erratic at this moment, "She single-handedly contributed to the separation between Xiao Ah Bi and her favorite sister. Xiao Ah seems to have no one but her, not even a memory."

"..."

"During the years I was away, she bullied Xiao Yezi. When I came back, she bullied me. My emotional path was broken again and again because of a woman who had almost no intersection."

He Ru bent his legs, wrapped his arms around his knees, and buried his face in it to prevent Pei Jun from seeing her unwillingness and fragility, "Master, why should a woman who has done all kinds of bad things be looked up to?"

The childish question made Pei Jun speechless.

His understanding of Lu Tingxin was limited to outside rumors and reports on military news. As for the story behind her... because she was too bright, I'm afraid it had been ignored long ago.

Moving his mouth, Pei Jun asked a meaningless question, "Ah Si, are you okay?"

Shoulders shake like that, how can it be good?

He Ru shook his head, his voice was dull and depressing, "I hate Lu Tingxin, I wish I could peel her skin, drain her blood, and tear her flesh and bones inch by inch."

"Ah Si!" Pei Jun was startled. This was the first time that He Si showed such strong hatred in front of him. Her speech speed was clearly so slow that there was no malice, but Pei Jun seemed to see a sharp blade as fast as lightning slashing at her. on whose body.

"Heh." The bitter smile was as thin as a wing, falling to the ground like thunder.

He Ru grabbed his half-dried hair and curled up into a small ball, "Master, I feel uncomfortable."

Pei Jun's throat was sore, and he couldn't think of anything to comfort him.

It's just a description of the past few days, from which Pei Jun has been able to understand how he depends on and loves Ye Yishu, and he has broken contact with such a woman who has tried every means to please her before she is sensible... nothing It is really a miracle that He seems to be able to survive until now.

Pei Jun walked up to He Si and patted the top of her head, "Ah Si, you don't want to mention that Master Reunion will not force you, but please go back to your own place.

Look at you, there is a little princess in your heart who needs to be loved, but you want to make yourself an omnipotent warrior. If you are not uncomfortable, who will be uncomfortable?

Ah Si, this place is not suitable for you, it lacks love too much. "

He Si pushed Pei Jun's hand away, and smiled through his tears, "Master, you are so annoying, what do you mean that I am not uncomfortable and who is uncomfortable? It seems that I have caused it on my own, and I deserve it."

Pei Jun couldn't laugh, "Ah Si, don't interrupt, you understand what I mean."

He Si stood up, patted the dirt on his buttocks, and nodded happily, "I understand, I understand, it's a big deal, don't always make it so sad."

"Ha..." He Ruo yawned indistinctly, and waved his hands with his half-closed eyes, "Master, I'm going back to sleep. I'll tell the story another day, and my mind is in trouble right now." He Ni, I can’t remember.”

Pei Jun didn't comment, watching her nimbly jumped up the window and climbed into the house.

Pei Jun took a few steps back, bent one leg, and leaned against the wall.

Just now He Si was sitting in front of him, but he felt that He Si seemed to have returned to the place where he met Ye Yishu again.

She looked at the images deeply ingrained in her memory, and paid homage to everything she had owned at the age of 18 with a cynical attitude.

The 18-year-old youth, the 18-year-old resoluteness, the 18-year-old persistent waiting, the 18-year-old sincerity and enthusiasm, everything can't come back, and she can't go back either.

The sky was hideously black, and the night was eerily quiet.

Pei Jun was distraught, usually, behind the extreme silence must be followed by an earth-shattering storm.

"Tomorrow will not be peaceful."

Pei Jun shook his head, threw away all kinds of assumptions running wild in his mind, and jumped in from the window.

The house they lived in was not big, crowded with many people, and the stuffy air surrounded them like a steamer.

The sweat can't come out, and it gets stuck in the body and slowly accumulates into a fire, burning the sleeping nightmare.

In the corner, He Ru was lying on her side, her body curled up, clutching the jade pendant that she never left her body, repeatedly calling the name that she dared to call only in her dreams, "Little Yezi, Xiao Yezi... ..”

Dawn brings a brief coolness, followed by a fierce battle that the flesh cannot contend with.