She's like a lifesaver

The people who came to pick him up were in a hurry, Lu Tingxin helped He Si deal with it briefly and handed her over to Pei Jun.

Outside the car, Lu Tingxin was explaining the precautions to Pei Jun.

Many, Pei Jun wrote down one by one.

After the end, Lu Tingxin, who never knew what beating around the bush was, hesitated, "Can I borrow your mobile phone? We can't bring personal phones."

Pei Jun was surprised by Lu Tingxin's attitude, but he returned to normal in an instant, "I lost my mobile phone when I took Sister Xin away, is it okay?"

Lu Tingxin's calm eyes were filled with surprise, "Is there a tooth mark on the left wrist of this sister Xin you mentioned?"

"How do you know?!" Pei Jun couldn't believe it, and grabbed Lu Tingxin's arm in a gaffe, "You know Sister Xin? It's impossible! Sister Xin hasn't returned to China for more than ten years, and the chances of you going abroad are few and far between. With the mission in hand, how could I have the opportunity to meet Sister Xin?!"

Lu Tingxin lowered his head, turned his wrist, and broke free from Pei Jun's restraint.

"I don't know." The tone is evasive.

Pei Jun ignored Lu Tingxin's strangeness, and asked, "Then why do you know that Sister Xin has tooth marks on her wrist?!"

Pei Jun himself only knew this detail not long ago!

Lu Tingxin's turbulent eyes calmed down, and his voice was calm, "I heard someone mention it."

"Who?"

"do not remember."

"..."

Lu Tingxin's answer was obviously a evasion, and the impatience in his tone was faintly visible.

Pei Jun noticed that he had to give up, and continued with the question just now, "Can I give you Ah Si's mobile phone?"

Lu Tingxin hesitated for a moment, "...Yes."

"Hold on."

Pei Jun went back to the car to look for his phone.

When he came back, Lu Tingxin was standing in the distance with his back facing him, his back was not as straight as usual, and he looked lonely from a distance.

However, it is precisely because of this that the human touch in her body can be discovered inadvertently.

Pei Jun walked over, stepping harder on purpose so that Lu Tingxin could hear him.

It's not suitable to 'disturb' now, let alone 'do not disturb', so it's better to let Lu Tingxin hide those emotions that he doesn't want to be known by himself before being exposed.

When the distance between the two was less than five meters, Lu Tingxin turned around with a calm expression, "Thank you."

"You're welcome."

Pei Jun handed over the phone and walked away.

Lu Tingxin looked at the phone for a long time.

When the screen went black for the fifth time and was turned on again, I dialed a number I knew so well but didn't know if it still existed.

The number was dialed, but no empty number was indicated.

While waiting for the call to be connected, Lu Tingxin stood in the shadow of the eaves and looked at the road ahead. She had forgotten what it was like to cry and laugh, and she shared these two emotions at once.

Those who 'cry' are sourly jealous, and those who 'laugh' are helplessly regretful.

In He Xiang's mobile phone, Ye Yishu's number is still there, and the stored name is still the three words she is used to calling - Xiao Yezi. woman.

Since she is a woman who will be forgotten for the rest of her life, why keep her number?

What about Ye Yishu who made up his mind to break up?Who has been using a mobile phone number that is only one digit different from what he seems to be torturing?

Lu Tingxin clutched the phone, feeling sore in his heart, those feelings that should have been forgotten long ago rampaged in his chest, smashed to pieces and then disappeared.

Didn't she also remember things related to you clearly?

Later, she was completely forgotten, she was not special to others, and she had regrets about herself, so... just forget about being jealous, and sending the people she cares about safely is the top priority.

Lu Tingxin convinced himself like this.

"Hello." When the phone was connected, Ye Yishu's voice sounded like he was suffering from a long illness, "Ah Si, is that you?"

Lu Tingxin put the phone to his ear, trying to suppress the ups and downs in his heart, "It's me."

The air was stagnant, and the sound of thin breathing in the dead silence quickly moved away from the receiver.

Lu Tingxin hurriedly called Ye Yishu to stop, "Wait a minute!"

There was silence on the receiver.

Knowing that Ye Yishu was still there, Lu Tingxin gritted his teeth and turned around quickly, "It seems to be fine, someone will take her out of the country to the hospital in a while, please help to contact the doctor over there, my relationship will not work there."

Ye Yishu agreed, "Okay! I'll contact you right away!"

Saying that, Ye Yishu was about to hang up the phone.

Lu Tingxin wanted to hear this voice so much that she wanted to go crazy, but she was even more afraid of saying too many mistakes and causing too much hatred. No matter how much she was reluctant to give up, she could only end with a reminder that she didn't dare to mix emotions, "Don't do things impulsively, the hospital is full of people. Miscellaneous, it will be very troublesome if someone finds out that you and He Xiang are involved."

I don't know if Ye Yishu heard it, but as soon as Lu Tingxin finished speaking, a 'beep beep' sound came from the receiver.

Lu Tingxin turned off the phone and held it tightly in his hand, staring at a sky with precarious eyes in a daze.

There are a lot of things in her mind, and when she wants to grasp something, it immediately turns into an illusory dream, which disappears as soon as she touches it.

"Doctor Lu, if we don't leave, we will miss the time." The driver urged.

Lu Tingxin quickly restrained his emotions, and walked back in just a few dozen steps, with the same expression on his face as usual, "Come back as soon as the situation is stable, don't let people find out."

Driver, "Understood! Let's go!"

"Be careful."

As the car drove away, Lu Tingxin stood still and looked at the direction where the dust was billowing, motionless.

It wasn't until the night fell and they were about to set off to carry out their mission that Lu Tingxin entered the house under the reminder of his companions.

This trip is full of dangers, Lu Tingxin does not want to be safe and sound, but only hopes to be worthy of the two identities of a doctor and a soldier.

Lu Tingxin exchanged a lot of things for this. For this reason, she committed irreparable mistakes more than once, and she deserved not to be forgiven.

However, God is actually creating opportunities for her to make up for her mistakes, right?Lu Tingxin thought luckily.

If not, how could she, who was supposed to stay in the country, be temporarily sent here, how could she accidentally see the Weibo post by He Si when she passed the checkpoint before departure, how could she leave the team privately and run out to find her, how could she encounter How could that child see the press card hanging on his chest.

If these premises are not established, how could she save He Si's life at a critical moment.

This is the woman Ye Yishu is willing to suffer all kinds of grievances for.

Maybe, there is God's will in the dark.

He seems to live too real, too heroic, she shouldn't die here, shouldn't be buried by the corpse, and she shouldn't be sad because of her.

"Why, I've already told you what I know, what will you do next? Stop here, or find the truth and start over?"

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It has been a month since she left the battlefield, and He Xiang's situation repeated from time to time. The doctor worried that something might go wrong and kept her in the hospital for observation.

He Si lays down in a daze every day, seldom wakes up, and most of them are entangled in dreams and cannot come out.

Pei Junqian looked helpless.

On the 35th day, He Ru suddenly woke up without any symptoms, as if she was sent back to reality after the nightmare, and returned to the previous her who was not afraid of all difficulties.

Pei Jun didn't dare to ask why, so he stayed with her in the hospital for another three days.

On the morning of the fourth day, He Ru took the initiative to speak.

"Master, in order to find the jade pendant, I left Sister Xin alone."

When talking, He Si sat on the window sill of the ward, with his legs hanging out of the window, and the smile on his face was comparable to the scorching sun in the sky.

Standing aside, Pei Jun was so nervous that his palms were sweating, "Ah Si, come down first, if you have anything to say here."

After a while after speaking, Pei Jun realized that He Bi couldn't hear, and hurried to the bedside table to get a pen and paper to write——Ah Si, come down!

He Sian didn't listen or look, put his hands on the window sill, swayed his legs, and looked down at the road downstairs where people were coming and going.

Why is the hospital's business always so good?

"Hey." He Ru suddenly smiled, and at the same time leaned forward, his right hand slid across the air, as if he was grabbing something.

"Ah Si!" Pei Jun was frightened, immediately dropped the pen and paper, and forcibly carried her off the window.

In front of the window, Pei Jun tightened his grip on He Si's waist from behind, fearing that she would be stupid.

He Ru propped his hands on the window sill, bowed his head, and his body was bent.

Slowly, Pei Jun heard the sound of tears.

"Master, in order to find a jade pendant, I left Sister Xin alone." He Si repeated stubbornly.

Pei Jun moved his mouth and said a word of comfort.

He Bi couldn't hear, and continued to talk about the secret hidden in her heart.

"After we broke up, I was afraid of staying in one place for a long time. I quickly traveled all over the country. If there was no place in China, I went abroad. I have been to developed countries and indigenous tribes. This is the longest."

"Because there is Sister Xin here, she has a relationship that surpasses time and life and death, I am very envious."

"I met Sister Xin in the late winter of my first year as an exchange student, in a gay bar."

"Sister Xin stayed with me for a week, saved me when I almost had sex with someone after taking drugs, and then beat me."

"Sister Xin's beating hurts. The handprints on my face haven't gone down for a whole week. The teacher thought I had encountered school violence and investigated for a long time."

"Heh." He Xiang sneered.

Pei Jun let go, but couldn't hold it anymore, and squatted down.

"The teacher doesn't even know that the smart and well-behaved Chinese student in her eyes is actually pretending. She, at night, dresses up to be vulgar and vulgar, and hangs out with all kinds of ghosts and monsters, drinking, taking drugs, racing cars, and doing all kinds of bad things. .”

"Oh, by the way, they knew that I would take pictures, and asked me to use the pictures to pay for the drinks."

"Master, do you know what photo they asked me to take?"

"The photos of their sex, there are two people, there are three people, and most of the time, the whole private room is there."

"They never talk about their relationship, they just go to whoever they think can make them happy, and they will change to another one when it's over."

"I don't participate, I just watch from the sidelines, without any shame."

"I don't look like their favorite type, but I look good when I smile, and I'm still a foreigner, how could they not want to try something new, so ah, on the day they were ready, I was forced to drink double portion of medicine."

"They took me to the alley outside the bar."

"Let me think about how many people there were at that time, 8? 10? Or 11? I can't remember, but there are quite a lot anyway. If I played with everyone once, I guess I would die right there."

"Sister Xin showed up that night. In fact, I knew it from the first time she followed me. I just don't want to talk about it."

"In this world, everyone has a purpose for appearing, and I'm waiting for her to come to the door by herself."

"Sister Xin knows Chinese Kungfu, Chinesekongfu, hahaha, the super powerful one, knocked people away in a few hits, and then, without saying a word, she hit me, and then, she refunded me. I rented a house near the school, and moved all my things to her."

"My brother-in-law was still alive at that time, and they treated me very well."

"Sister Xin never asked me about my past, but I always feel that she knows everything."

"She taught me a lot, besides growing up and forgetting, I only learned the same thing as before."

"Sister Xin said she won't force me, as long as I live well, I don't have to talk about anything else."

"I thought I could always stay by Sister Xin's side, watch her baby be born, and help her raise her up, but why does God never let good people go?"

"Brother-in-law died, sister Xin stayed on the battlefield in order to uphold their ideals and never came back, I finally found a place to rely on and it was gone."

"Sister Xin said that as long as you have hope, even if you are in the center of the whirlpool, you can find peace in the storm."

"I have had many, many hopes, and each time I was full of confidence, and each time it was in vain."

"Master, I got a lot of things, and everything was taken away before it was hot. Do you think it's because I'm too bad that God punished me like this?"

"But why do I remember that someone said I was good? If I was good, why would I leave Sister Xin alone for a jade pendant that should have been thrown away long ago?"

"Master, I'm actually a bad guy, right, I must be..."

The plain statement gradually turned into He Ruan's soliloquy, no one can enter her world.

Standing behind He Si, Pei Jun watched her weak shoulders rise and fall.

It was only a few dozen words just now, but Pei Jun seemed to have seen the whole process of He Xiang from naive to mature, from mature to degenerate, from degenerate to mediocre, and then lost the mediocrity and started exile.

He Si always said that her story was unremarkable, but now it seems that she is the one who has been treated badly by life.

"Ah Si." Pei Ju patted He Si on the shoulder, and handed the written paper to her—you didn't leave Sister Xin alone, she was not in the hospital.

He Bi looked back in disbelief, "Master, what are you talking about? Sister Xin, why is Sister Xin not in the hospital?"

Pei Jun clenched his fists, not knowing how to speak.

Not to mention, why does the wound in my heart because of self-blame never heal, say, it is worthwhile to replace the old wound with a new wound?

Before waiting for an answer, He Ru stood up and grabbed Pei Jun's arm and begged him, "Master, tell me! Why isn't Sister Xin in the hospital?! Then is she still alive?!"

Pei Jun closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He really tried his best.

Pei Jun picked up the paper and wrote vigorously.

He Ru stood beside him nervously, and his excitement stopped abruptly when he saw the words quickly connected into sentences on the paper.

[Sister Xin is dead, she died right after talking to you, I said she is still alive because I want her and Qiqi to become your responsibility, so that you don't easily put yourself in danger. 】

"Oh." He Xiang replied to this answer.

She laughed, sadder than crying.

"Master, sister Xin is not in the hospital, so the body should still be there?"

[The temperature is high, so it cannot be left for a long time. We were cremated the second day we arrived here. 】

"Where are the ashes?"

[Here, waiting for you to take it home. 】

"Oh."

【...】

"Master, I want to go home."

【it is good. 】