She's like a lifesaver

He Xiang looks very small, with a net height of barely over 160 and pitifully thin.

She is not a big beauty who can make people crazy just by looking at her, but the sun is lovely, very attractive, and her fluffy hair also makes people have the desire to get close and touch.

In the past, He Ru's unyielding tenacity and irresistible sunshine were capitals that no one could steal, especially the simplicity and enthusiasm that never deteriorated despite the hardships of life, which made the ordinary her become a The brightest star in some people's eyes.

In recent years, He Si has no fixed place to live, traveling around with Sister Xin and Pei Jun, eating and sleeping in the open.

After staying in the tragic reality for too long, He Ruan's stubbornness and impulsiveness that belonged to a teenager were gradually worn away.

Now, every movement of her, every look in her eyes carries the calmness and indifference after going through the world.

He Ni said that the pale life taught her to be ruthless, the failed love taught her to have no desires, the tragic war taught her to have no desires, and the inadvertent touch in the war ignited her hope.

Her life is always experiencing loss repeatedly, getting up from the shadow of loss again and again to find the warmth that may belong to her next time.

He Xiang doesn't know when she will be tired, but if she can still walk one meter forward, then she will not be stingy and only walk 99 centimeters.

Her strength makes many people mistakenly think that Sunshine always favors her at certain times.

During the first two years on the road with He Si, Pei Jun also always felt that she should be born in a famous family, with a wealthy family and gentle parents, so that her life should be smooth sailing and a matter of course.

She should be a spoiled child, innocent to the point of absurdity.

After all, no high-achieving student from a prestigious school who became famous at a young age would be willing to give up their studies and their glamorous life in the future, and follow them around, until one time when they were on the verge of death and they were not sure whether they would be able to return to their motherland alive. No matter how you look at it, there is a sad little girl hidden in this smile occasionally.

That night, they witnessed with their own eyes a bustling city turned into a hell on earth full of corpses.

Amidst the endless sound of guns and guns, Pei Jun heard the end of a story—the love that was once sure became a sharp blade that stabbed He Ru, what was once warmly embraced became a nightmare that He couldn't avoid, and what was once The lover who is more than life has become the deepest wound in He Bi's heart.

She tried her best to escape from the past, but she never wanted to forget it.

She said, "Young love is already terminally ill, and there is no cure for it."

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"Ah Si, let me ask you a question. Why do you want to be a field reporter? You are not short of money, and you don't have much obsession with this profession. Is it because of Sister Xin that you follow us all the way?" Pei Jun asked.

He Si turned around, tilted his head and smiled, "Obviously, I still want to help humans remember the truth of this world."

"Really?"

"Of course it's fake." He Ruo brushed the hair sticking to his neck, "As long as my head is full of petty bourgeois thoughts, how could I have that level of consciousness."

"Why is that? Because your life was saved by a soldier, so you like this profession so much that you want to remember every moment from birth to death?"

He Xiang's smile faded, "Half right."

"Which half?"

"I love this career because the people I love used to be in this career."

Pei Jun frowned, "What do you mean? You like soldiers?"

He Xi took a step back, so that Pei Jun could not see the emotion in his eyes, "Barely counted, she graduated from the Military Medical University, and she was assigned to the branch with the No.1 grade in her graduation assignment, and then she returned to school It is quite complicated to be a general doctor in the affiliated hospital of the hospital, and I can't understand a few words."

"I see."

He Ru squatted down, fiddled with the gravel on the ground, "Master, let me tell you a secret."

"What secret?"

"She is a woman, your apprentice, I have liked a woman for 16 years."

Pei Jun stood up abruptly, "Ah Si! You!"

He Ru grabbed a handful of gravel and smashed it against the wall, full of childish anger, "Damn legs, I fell in love with a woman just a few days after I learned to walk, you must be brave enough, even if it wasn't love at that time." I really like her, but in the end, hehe, the 16 years from immaturity to maturity were all in vain, and the splash of water almost drowned me, every time I mention this, I want to go back to my mother's womb and be born again."

Pei Jun was immersed in surprise and couldn't get out, "Why do you like women?! Then you and Sister Xin, you also have this kind of relationship?!"

The corner of He Si's mouth twitched, "Master, don't let your imagination run wild, okay? Sister Xin and I are pure friendship."

Pei Jun had lingering fears, "No matter how hard you have been these few years, you have followed her and helped her take care of the children. I thought you..."

"Think I'm getting together? Hahaha, Master, you're thinking too much. I'm begging for nothing to follow Sister Xin as a reporter in the field. I'm just doing it to remember the truth. I'm talking about selfishness. I want to experience life and death. Master, at the beginning, I just wanted to find an honest reason to die, because no matter how difficult it was, I couldn’t bear to kill the life she saved.”

"How like!" Anger suddenly burst out, "You are insulting our profession!"

He Ru plucked the broken hair that had been blown dry by the wind, and smiled, "Fortunately, Sister Xin told me what is right and wrong. Don't worry, I have already started to cherish my life. Now, it's a habit, I like it." , is also a responsibility, although these are not as great as your ideals, nor as profound as your stories, but at least they are really put in my heart, and I will not insult this profession."

Pei Jun breathed a sigh of relief, then hesitated, "You guys, are you not with that person?"

In the ending that He Ru told Pei Jun, she promised not to have any contact with that person.

"Yeah, it's been six years since we broke up. To be precise, I was dumped, but it's my own fault. From the very beginning, people have no interest in a shameless brat like me. Playing for two years is considered as the best of humanity."

"You hate her very much?"

"Pfft!" He Ru smiled and bent over, "Master, why hate when you don't love him anymore? I'm so tired, I just want to forget."

"But you haven't forgotten it until now." Pei Jun's eyes rested on the jade pendant exposed by He Si because of bending over, "Since the first time I saw you, this jade pendant has been by your side, Miss Xin Said it was Ah Si's lifeblood, I want to ask her, is her lifeblood the person who gave her this jade pendant?"

He Si straightened up, his smile was brighter than the brightest star Pei Jun had ever seen.

"binggo!" He Ru snapped his fingers, "Before I came back, I saw her at the airport. She was very beautiful. People probably forgot that there is someone like me in the world. As for me, the elders don't have brains. I still can't forget about others, so I should say that this person should not be too active, nor too cheap, in the end, it will be all the one who suffers."

"Don't talk about yourself like that. It's not about who is right and who is wrong when it comes to relationships. Sometimes fate dominates everything."

"Maybe, anyway, I am in pain. If I can go back alive this time, I will move the studio to the south, take good pictures, earn money, and one day I will be too lonely to adopt a child for fun. Life will be very fast , there is no need to torture yourself to death for a woman."

"You don't want to find her?"

"I used to think about it, but now I think about it even more. The more I think about it, the more I can't go." He Bi threw away the gravel in his hand and pressed his chest, "Here, I can see that she has a better life than me."

"I can't bear her having a bad life." Pei Jun finished what she didn't want to say for He Si, "Ah Si, you are very persistent and cruel. You are afraid that when you meet again, you will lose control of yourself and forcefully break her current situation." peaceful life."

He Xi spread his hands indifferently, "If you know it, don't say anything to me and go back to find her, reunite after a broken mirror, and fart has more presence than this."

Pei Jun looked away from He Si and dropped to the ground, "Would you mind telling me the story before the ending?"

He Ru froze as he fiddled with the gravel, "Compared to what you have seen and heard, our story is not only plain, but also a bit long."

"It's okay, there is no gunfire tonight, tomorrow should be a quiet day, I have plenty of time to finish listening to your story."

He Ru held the jade pendant, and slowly opened the dust-covered door of memory.

"The person I like is Ye Yishu. Once, I thought she was the best woman in the world. Later, she became the woman I am most afraid of remembering in my life."