She's like a lifesaver

When He Shushan woke up, He Si and Ye Yishu had just finished lunch and were standing by the window chatting.

Not knowing what Ye Yishu said, He Ruo suddenly leaned over and pinched her earlobe.

One raised his head, narrowed his eyes, with malicious intentions, and the other lowered his eyes, hooked his lips, full of affection.

It was a beautiful scene, but He Shushan only found it dazzling.

She is jealous, angry, hateful, and at the same time, envious.

He Shushan has known Liu Zhao for 15 years, and met the 20-year-old now from the beginning when she was 34 years old.

8 years of unrequited love and 7 years of waiting, she thought that no matter how bad her reputation was, she could get something back from Liu Zhao with so many years of emotional persistence, but the ruthless reality told her that 15 years of persistence was nothing more than It was a joy in vain, no matter how much she did, it couldn't match the woman who had already been buried in Liu Zhao's heart.

Once the video turmoil breaks out, the relationship between He Shushan and Liu Zhao will definitely be dug up by the media. No matter whether Liu Zhao has feelings for her or not, in the eyes of outsiders, he is a man who builds an infatuated male archway for himself and raises a lover at the same time Scumbag.

The resulting impact is not only his future as the vice president, but also his company, stock and everything that can make him profit from it.

It is also possible that behind the scumbag there are more unknown dirty deeds that will be uncovered.

He Shushan is the chief culprit who made things develop to this point, no matter what her original purpose was, Liu Zhao would not care, he would just abandon He Shushan mercilessly and save himself.

Frankly speaking, at this point, He Shushan no longer cares about whether she loves her or not. She alone bears the responsibility for the mistakes she made. She only hopes that Liu Zhao will not put her to death because of the influence of this media turmoil.

He Shushan was lucky, and wanted to use a bitter trick to bet that Liu Zhao would miss the old love.

She didn't hesitate to hide from Liu Zhao that she had just had an abortion, risked that she might never be a mother again in this life, took so many medicines for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis, and endured Liu Zhao's anger in the car.

But he, thinking that her blood stained his clothes, left her mercilessly in the parking lot after venting, without thinking about how so much blood came from.

At that time, He Shushan was lying on the cold ground, laughing at her own stupidity.

Knowing that Liu Zhao didn't want her to give birth to a child, it would be foolish to secretly impregnate herself.

Knowing that she was pregnant, her first reaction was to arrange the fastest surgery for herself in the name of Liu Zhao, which was stupid.

Before going into the operation, he told Sheng Yao that Liu Zhao was good, and it was stupid to say that without his relationship, he would not be scheduled for the operation so quickly.

After it has no use value, it is hopelessly stupid to try to force Liu Zhao to submit by bitter tricks.

Liu Zhao is ruthless, no one in this world can control her, let alone He Shushan.

No, maybe the woman he put in his heart has this ability.

But since she is so important, why did Liu Zhao maintain a physical relationship with him for so many years?

Heh, there is probably only one sentence to explain, emotion and sex are independent of each other.

Few people would dislike a woman who tried so hard to post it, especially since this woman could take the initiative to help him bully He Xiang—his enemy's favorite woman.

He Shushan's erratic eyes moved with the dust in the air, and her mood was unprecedentedly calm.

After 15 years, should she learn to face reality?

It is a fact that she is bad, and it is also a fact that He Ruo used the means she wanted to use to harm others.

This fact forced her to face the reality and forced her to admit that Liu Zhao didn't love her at all, never loved her for a second, the more she did, the more she looked like a sensational clown, once she lost the ability to entertain people, only endless ridiculed and mercilessly discarded.

But Liu Zhao, do you really think you can take this opportunity to get rid of me?

I spent 15 years on you, not 15 days, even if I was sentenced to hell in advance, we should go together.

Wrong revenge, the end and the beginning must be you and me.

"Are you awake?" He Xiang asked casually who didn't know what to turn around.

He Shushan closed her eyes to prevent He Bi from seeing the embarrassment in her eyes.

"Thank you." He Shushan said, her voice was dry and unpleasant.

"No need." He Bi walked over, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and threw it in He Shushan's hand, "Your parents have been calling you, but I didn't answer."

He Shushan opened her eyes, and after the embarrassment faded away, only sarcasm was left, "I thought you would take the opportunity to ridicule them and let out all the anger you have suffered in those years. After all, one is less angry than the other, isn't it?"

Why didn't he disdain to fight a war of words with a woman who just came back from the gate of hell, turned her head and said to Ye Yishu behind her, "Let's go?"

Ye Yishu, "Yes."

"Wait a minute!" He Shushan was emotional, struggling to get up.

He Si looked on coldly, "If you don't want to die, just settle down."

He Shushan got up half of her body and fell back.

In just a few seconds, the clothes on He Shushan's back were already wet with cold sweat, and the pain like a knife in her abdomen was attacking rapidly one after another.

"Beep...beep..." In the quiet space, the vibrating sound of Ye Yishu's cell phone in his pocket was very clear.

Ye Yishu took out his mobile phone, and when he saw the caller ID clearly, Xiumei frowned almost imperceptibly.

The speed is very fast, but it is still caught by He Xiang accurately.

"Who?" He Xiang asked.

Ye Yishu didn't hide anything, "My mother."

"Then go and answer the phone, I'll wait for you at the nurse's station."

"it is good."

Ye Yishu answered the phone and walked out of the ward, followed by He Xiang.

When he reached the door, He Shushan said again, "He Bi, wait a minute."

He Bi didn't turn around, but asked back with his back to He Shushan, "What else?"

He Shushan hesitated, the sound she called He Bi just now was purely instinctive.

He Ruo was impatient to wait for her to find a reason, and after waiting for a few seconds for no response, he decisively opened the door.

He Shushan gritted her teeth and yelled, "I'm sorry!" She lacked confidence, her voice was empty, and there was no trace of the momentum of the past.

The movement of He Ruo going out stopped.

After a while, He Sicai turned around as if in slow motion, with a particularly mocking tone, "He Shushan, do you really think I'm stupid?"

He Shushan was embarrassed, "He Xiang, I just want to apologize to you."

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The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.

He Si has never believed that people who have been bad for half their lives will become better because of one help. If this is the case, the world will be peaceful long ago.

He Shushan knew He Xiang hated her very well, and she didn't think about changing it. She just wanted to find someone to talk to.

The first time, and the last time.

There are many people around He Shushan, but none of them are sincere to her. She knows that those people are either for her people or for her parents' money, but she still keeps in touch with them.

There is no other reason, but I don't want my life to become empty.

These years, Liu Zhao is almost everything to He Shushan. When he needs He Shushan by his side, she lives a false but fulfilling life. When he needs He Shushan to get away, she lives a real but empty life.

Afraid that one day she would be tortured to death by a distorted life, He Shushan spent more than ten years making friends with all kinds of wine and meat to fill the emptiness.

After a long time, she finally lived up to everyone's expectations and became a wimp raised by the upstarts. She depended on her father for her father, and her mother for her mother. Without them, it would be difficult for her to survive even basicly.

Before Liu Zhao appeared, she was just vain and bad.

Liu Zhao appears, and she hardly looks like a person.

Who does this result depend on?

It's up to everyone.

Fortunately, though, she'll end them soon.

soon.

He Shushan turned her head and looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, her voice was weak and feeble, "Why, we all deserve what we deserve."

He Shi was indifferent, "You said this sentence."

"Really?" He Shushan laughed softly, her chapped lips were split due to excessive movement, blood seeped out from inside and gathered into blood beads, in stark contrast to her pale face.

"I bullied you for so many years, and even caused you to break up with Ye Yishu. Do you really hate me?"

He Sian is not a kind person, and cannot learn to be compassionate and repay grievances with virtue. Even if He Shushan will die in front of her in the next moment, she will still tell the truth, "Hate, I wish I could cut you into pieces."

"Then I have become like this, shouldn't it be enough for you to relieve your anger?" He Shushan asked with a smile, her flat tone was somewhat similar to that of an old friend chatting.

He Ruo was stimulated by He Shushan's calm question, and stared at her for a moment, grinning his eyes and gnashing his teeth, "He Shushan, why do you have the nerve to ask such a question? Do you know that in order to be with Ye Yishu, What the hell am I carrying?!"

He Shushan's smile froze on her face, as if she didn't expect that her casual rhetorical question would make He Sidong so furious.

"What's wrong with you?" He Shushan asked timidly.

He Xiang's eyes were too terrifying, colder and bloodthirsty than the most ferocious creature she had ever seen.

He Ru clasped his hands tightly, trembling all over, and the waves in his bottomless pupils were turbulent.

When the gloomy atmosphere was pushed to the extreme, He Ruo suddenly laughed, with madness in his gray eyes, "Oh, what right do I have to blame you? I like her voluntarily, voluntarily."

Such a huge gap made He Shushan at a loss.

The He Xiang in front of her is far more terrifying than the He Xiang who wanted her to die several times.

He Si staggered, behind him was an open door.

The door was pushed and slowly closed with inertia.

He Xiang's body couldn't find support from the closing door, followed it back several steps before finding support before almost falling.

Standing firm, He Ru raised his head, and pressed the back of his head against the door panel.

The ceiling twisted before He Li's eyes.

Dizziness and powerlessness enveloped her, and unknown abuse and accusations hit her heart like a heavy hammer.

In a vague way, He Ruo saw her parents who had died tragically. They said to her: "How did several generations of scholars in the He family teach you to be such a homosexual?! You are not worthy to be a descendant of the He family! Get out of the He family!"

These words seem to have been heard for many years.

From the time she realized that her feelings for Ye Yishu were no longer as pure as when she was a child, until now.

The most struggling time was when I first decided to like Ye Yishu, later, I got used to it, and later, I forgot.

Life was too sweet when she was with Ye Yishu, why couldn't she think about it, and life was too bitter when she was separated, she didn't have the energy to think about it.

Now, with the right time, right place, and harmonious people, she finally remembered again.

To be honest, those words seemed to be fabricated by imagination, but it is undeniable that if her parents were still alive, she would not be able to escape a scolding on the premise of severing the relationship.

"He Shushan." He Ruo suddenly said, "Do you still remember the only time I was called a parent because of it?"

He Shushan was mentioned suddenly, and she was stunned for a while before responding mechanically, "The teacher asked you to write a letter to your parents in the Chinese quiz on Thanksgiving Day on the first day of junior high school, and you handed in a blank paper."

"No, I didn't hand in a blank paper, I wrote a letter."

"Then why did the teacher call you a parent? What did you write?"

"sorry."

"...?"

"You, your family, including Xiao Yezi, you all think that I don't remember things before I was 4 years old. Sometimes, I wish I could forget them completely, but I still remember them clearly, especially the day they died. "

He Shushan was shocked, "You never said that!"

"Why didn't I say it? I didn't just say it for a full 8 years." He Xiang sneered, "As early as the year I was 10 years old when I worshiped my ancestors, I remembered what happened when I was a child, from the relics you threw to my parents. There There's a videotape, and countless photos and what my parents expected of me, and I can't even think about it."

"I, I didn't hear, I don't know." He Shushan spoke incoherently.

"Of course you can't hear it, because I only dare to say it at night, every night I hide alone in the 'haunted house' you arranged for me, do you want to know what I said?

Still sorry.

I say sorry every day, I'm sorry I didn't call Lao He Dad before he died, I'm sorry I didn't keep what they left me, I'm sorry I don't want to listen to them to be a good person, but every day I wake up, I still have to be a good person .

It's not because of my mother's confession before she died, but because the sister you snatched from me abruptly wants me to be well.

At that time, she was my everything. Without her, why would this person have been driven crazy by your family and the things she remembered. "

He Ru looked away from the ceiling and looked at He Shushan who was still in shock, her turbulent eyes made her shudder.

"He Shushan, how did you get so determined to snatch me away from her? Huh?

You all know that I have no parents, no grandfather, and no memory, and I am left with her alone. Why do you still want to take me away from her because of your own selfish interests?Since you have brought me back, why do you want me to live a life where neither humans nor ghosts exist?

My parents never treated you badly when they were alive, how can you bear it? "

He Shushan, who was trembling all over, dared not speak.

They originally made up their minds to let He Si stay with Ye Yishu's parents, but after being pointed out by the villagers, they never thought of letting He Si go back. It was not until someone in the family was injured that her father had no choice but to take He Si back. .

Since they took He Xiang back with resentment, how could they give her a good life?

He Si's father has never been a loving father.

As for her, she's just bad, and it's just that bad people don't need a reason to bully good people.

"Heh." He Xiang laughed again, not as crazy as before, but desolate, "Do you know what my parents expect from me?"

He Shushan opened her mouth with trembling lips, only a silent, "What?"

"Find a man you like, give birth to a lovely child, and live an ordinary, peaceful life.

This is to keep me alive. My mother, who took the initiative to run out and was stabbed dozens of times by the murderer, wrote it on the back of my [-]-year-old photo. Even before she died, my mother still told me to find someone I like. But me, I'm in love with a woman.

Even if I love her for granted, it can't erase the fact that I betrayed my parents' last wish. "

"It's been 8 years since I fell in love with her. In the whole 8 years, I haven't been to the cemetery once. Even if I did, I just stood far away and dared not walk in front of my parents.

This is my confession to them, no one knows.

Think about it carefully, I am actually a very good actor. I have lived with you for 14 years, and you can't tell it at all. I have been with her for two years, and she doesn't know anything.

That's good, if she doesn't know, she will always think that there is no dark side in my character, and she won't know how much I am disgusted behind the scenes, even if she knows... she can't push it away. "

He Xiang's voice suddenly became low, and the voice of asking the gnats was close to talking to himself, "Little Ye Zi, it was you who ran out suddenly and said to try when I tried my best to give up, but you were the one who asked me to give it a try. I am waiting for the little leaf who can love me wholeheartedly. You are so good to me that you can’t obey your parents’ last wish. If you are wrong, we are all wrong. Even if you know it, you can’t be the same as six years ago It hurts me to say something that is good for me."

He Shushan looked at Shen He seemed to have completely lost the ability to speak.

In vain, she has been jealous for so many years that He Ruo can grow rapidly even in adversity, and jealous that she has come to the present with her own strength and achieved fame. It turns out that there are so many unknown bitterness and bitterness behind her.

"Why, I'm sorry." He Shushan could only think of this sentence.

He Ru's thoughts returned, and only the remaining wind and rain remained in his calm eyes, "He Shushan, I don't accept your apology. I will never accept your apology in my life."

"I......"

"You will never understand what it is like to love her without hesitation when I know everything, let alone how painful it is to chase her, beg her, and lie to her every day when I know it is wrong. You don't know, she I don’t know, you don’t know, you only know that He Ruo will always stand in the sun, not admitting defeat, not afraid of losing, but you don’t know that once it’s dark, she can’t even see the stars, so you will never understand Why did I jump off a building when she broke up with me.

He Shushan, when I was standing on the roof, I really thought about jumping off.

She is my only hope, without her, what is the meaning of my life?

But in the end, I still didn't do that.

I am afraid that I will never see her again after I die, I am afraid that she will be judged again because of my death, and I am even more afraid that she will be sad if she regrets it. "

He Si stood up straight, walked to He Shushan's bed step by step at a very slow speed, looked into her eyes and said, "He Shushan, do you think she is important?"

Because she was too surprised, He Shushan could only instinctively say, "It's important."

"Then why did you tell Liu Zhao about us and force us to break up?"

"me......"

"When I was young, you saw how she treated me well. When I grew up, you saw how she loved me. You knew everything, but you still chose to break us up for a man who would never take a fancy to you.

He Shushan, you are so bad, where did you find the courage to think that you have the qualifications to say sorry? "

He Shushan was speechless.

No matter what she did, she couldn't make up for it.

"But don't worry, as long as you keep yourself safe in the future, I won't do anything to you."

"Why, you!" He Shushan showed joy, "You really don't know how?"

He Si smiled, "No, after all, you are my cousin, a woman who likes men but is destined not to have children."

He Shushan, who was still surprised a moment ago, fell into the abyss in an instant.

There are countless hands around, each trying to drag her into hell.

Can't have a baby?

This is the real retribution, well, that's great.

That way she can feel at ease.

He Shushan sat up with all her strength, a faint smile was visible on her pale face.

"He Shushan, are you crazy?" He Xiang frowned.

What woman would react like that to hearing she couldn't have children?

He Shushan nodded, "He Bi, I'm crazy."

"There is no cure!"

He seemed to leave without hesitation.

This time, He Shushan didn't stop her anymore, but picked up the mobile phone that He Ruo had left beside her and dialed her father's number.

"Dad, you are clearly alive but you don't teach me what is good or bad. You made me make one wrong step, one step at a time, and now I'm deeply trapped, and I can't turn back."

"Now God is finally willing to teach me. I am willing to learn, and I will learn very well."

"Don't worry, my today is your tomorrow, no one can escape retribution."

"No one can!"