She's like a lifesaver

"Give her back to me, please."

Ye Yishu's joking words made the already annoyed He Xiang even more depressed, and he twisted his body irritably and pushed the people behind him.

Ye Yishu is the little girl who made up her mind to coax her family to overthrow the jar of vinegar. The harder He Si pushes, the tighter she hugs her. Eyes, did not see the shy posture of the two.

He Si was angry and annoyed, his fair face gradually flushed red.

No choice but to compromise.

"Let go, this is a cemetery, be serious." He Xiang said awkwardly.

Ye Yishu didn't let go, and there was a bit of rascal in his words, "Unless you don't get angry."

He Si sneered, "You still know I'm angry? Then tell me why I'm angry."

"Hmm..." Ye Yishu prolonged his voice on purpose, and his ups and downs made his heart flutter.

"Go away if you don't say anything!" He Bi was really angry this time.

Ye Yishu couldn't help laughing, "Why do you get angry when everyone scolds you?"

He Siyi was confident and confident, "I scolded you to save face, and the person who can't be beaten really fucked me up, and I didn't even bother to give him my eyes."

"Okay, my fault, I'm sorry." Ye Yishu apologized without sincerity.

"What's the reason?" He Si smiled, still struggling with Ye Yishu's refusal to explain clearly.

Ye Yishu let He Si go, turned around and leaned against the tree trunk, "Ah Si, there is nothing between us."

"I believe it!" He Ruo didn't think twice.

Ye Yishu smiled, turned his head, his clear eyes sank when he saw Lu Tingxin who was kneeling and sitting motionless in front of the tombstone, "Lu Tingxin is not a bad person, even if she once wanted to be a bad person, she gave up after meeting my brother gone."

"But there's no way to make up for the wrong things she's done."

"Yeah." Ye Yishu didn't comment, "I understand, and I also know why she did that."

He Si sneered, "Bad is bad, what is the reason?"

"Ah Si, you don't understand."

"Why should I understand? Do you think what she did is not bad enough?"

Ye Yishu shook his head, hesitant to speak, as if he had endless words but didn't know where to start.

After being silent for a while, Ye Yishu spoke again, and the topic was dragged far away.

"Lv Tingxin came from the mountains. There may not be a college student there for decades, but Lu Tingxin came out and entered a prestigious school. All of this is due to her mother, a tragic woman who did her best for her."

He Ni frowned, feeling that Ye Yishu's next words would not be too easy.

Sure enough, after a brief pause, Ye Yishu spoke of a situation that he seemed to have seen before but was powerless to change.

"Lv Tingxin's mother was originally a girl from an ordinary family. She was not bad in appearance and knowledge. During the summer vacation when she was admitted to graduate school, she went to the mountains with a few classmates to teach, and she never came out after that."

"Abducted?" He Xiang was almost certain.

Ye Yishu didn't answer, but walked up to He Qiqi, patted her on the head and said, "I have something to say with your He Bi, can you wait for her in front?"

He Qiqi turned his head to look at the small house in front of him, reluctantly picked up a handful of grass and walked away.

After making sure that He Qiqi couldn't hear them, Ye Yishu confirmed He Xiang's conjecture, "Yes. Lu Tingxin's mother is highly educated. She can't do it under the current situation. She can only keep running away and being caught back again and again. , experienced a lot of inhuman torture. After having Lu Tingxin, she wanted to escape more urgently. Correspondingly, after being arrested, she was punished more severely. When Lu Tingxin was a freshman, her mother realized that the education in the mountains The current situation can't satisfy her daughter at all, she has limited ability, and she can only teach her so far, in order to prevent her daughter from following in her footsteps, she ran away again with Lu Tingxin."

"Didn't run out?" He Xiang asked subconsciously.

After asking myself, I denied it first. The answer to this question is too obvious.

"Nearly. When they were overtaken, they could already see the road, but in the end they fell short. More than ten years of suffering almost wiped out Lu Tingxin's mother's hope. At that time, she just wanted to find a way out for her daughter. Who knows , hope is clearly close at hand, but suddenly shattered in the end.

Unable to bear the gap, she jumped off the cliff in front of Lu Tingxin.

After that, Lu Tingxin took over the role of her mother.The day-to-day violence of life forced her to get out of there, and the obsession to get rid of that life was also forced to take root. "

"So, do you think the immoral things Lu Tingxin did before are all justifiable?" He Xiang sneered enthusiastically.

Ye Yishu shook his head, "I can't forgive you, at least for the fact that she deliberately took away the note I left, causing you to be injured, and then forced to return to my uncle's house, I will never forgive you."

"What about other things?"

"Others?" Ye Yishu turned around, with a gentle breeze in his quiet eyes, "Nothing else. Ah Si, as I said, she only did this one wrong thing, and this is not to excuse her."

"Really?" He Ru looked away, and said perfunctorily, "Then you will treat my ears as really deaf, and my eyes are almost blind."

She has seen Lu Tingxin and Qi Ang together with her own eyes, and heard her admitting to cheating Ye Yishu during the quarrel, and even insulting her for the sake of getting a place in the north. If those are all fake, then she may really be deaf and blind , Lived for so many years in vain.

"Don't talk nonsense!" Ye Yishu rarely emphasized his tone.

He Ruo didn't say a word, shrugged indifferently, bent his legs, and sat on the side of the road.

Ye Yishu stepped forward and stood behind He Si, gently rubbing the hair on top of her head with his palm, "Ah Si, Lu Tingxin put his heart into the condolence trip to the frontier and regarded it as an important turning point in his life, but In order to bring her brother out of the snowy mountains, Lu Tingxin gave up all her efforts, and was even demerited for almost screwing up the show because the host didn't show up."

He Si couldn't believe it, "How is it possible? Lu Tingxin's ambition is too high, she would never do that?"

"Believe it or not, she did." Ye Yishu lowered his head, his voice muffled, "The condolences are over, and Lu Tingxin woke up on the day we were about to leave, but she hasn't recovered yet, so she can't go back with us. My brother will accompany you." She came to see us off, and before getting into the car, my brother gave me and Lu Tingxin a bullet, which was a proof that his life was once brilliant.

My brother gave them to Lu Tingxin and me.

In front of Lu Tingxin, the elder brother said, "Yi Shu, I suddenly want to live a good life, not just to guard the territory of the motherland, I want to live for myself." "

Ye Yishu withdrew his hand and sat next to He Si, his straight back was incompatible with his casual personality sitting on the floor, "Ah Si, brother said he likes Lu Tingxin."

"I like..." He Xiang couldn't figure it out, "Is it because Lu Tingxin saved him?"

"Not at all. Ah Si, you have experienced life and death, you should be able to understand that in the situation where you don't know if you can see the sun tomorrow, if someone doesn't give up on you, they will guard you every step of the way, encourage you, and even How rare it is to take you out of a difficult situation without regard for your own safety, especially when death comes slowly but surely.

Waiting for death is often the most tormenting. "

He Ru bent down, put his arms around his knees, and put his chin lightly on them, "Do you want to tell me that a friend in need is a friend? Why do I feel that it is just a momentary emotion, not necessarily a true feeling."

"There must be feelings of suffering, but it's not just that. During the dozens of hours when they lost contact, there were many secrets between them that outsiders would never know. Lu Tingxin said that it was the most precious gift her brother left her, She doesn't want to tell anyone, she just wants to hide them and tell her to her brother when she meets again in the next life, so that he will fall in love with her at first sight."

"In this case, why did she provoke you and frame you? Why did she make a marriage contract with Qi Ang after many years?" He Si asked stubbornly.

Ye Yishu looked at the road ahead, his eyes were empty, "This is a long story, but I can tell you clearly that my matter has nothing to do with her."

"Since you are so sure, tell me a reason, otherwise, I will never forgive her in my life."

Ye Yishu turned his head and looked into the distance.

Lu Tingxin, who was originally kneeling in front of the tombstone, was now leaning against the tombstone, smiling simply and enthusiastically.

"The rumors about me were spread by Qi Ang. Lu Tingxin, like me, is a victim of that incident."

"What?!" He seemed shocked, "How could it be him? He has nothing to do with you!"

"He has." Ye Yishu narrowed his eyes, and the hostility on his body was clearly discernible, "He likes Lu Tingxin, since he was a child."

"If you like it, go after it! Why do you want to pour dirty water on you?!"

"Because he knows that he is not as good as my brother, and that no matter how hard he tries, he will never be able to win back Lu Tingxin, who has never been with him. After Lu Tingxin and his brother are together, our whole family is very happy. My brother is physically disabled, and he plans to Staying in that kind of place for a lifetime, no woman with a bright future would be willing to give up a comfortable life to live there with him, so we tried every means to treat her well for my brother."

Something flashed through He Ruan's mind, and he blurted out doubts, "You taught her from a pass line to a top student just because you are grateful that she likes your brother?! Pharmacology! Auntie is an expert in pharmacology, and she opened the back door to Lu Tingxin because of this?! "

"Yes." Ye Yishu's eyes filled with guilt, "We were too kind to her, and she worked too hard, so that she walked too fast. Before Qi Ang wanted to become the kind of person she expected, she had to have had that opportunity.

On the one hand, there is a man that Qi Ang can never compare to, and on the other, there is a woman that he can never catch up with, Qi Ang clearly knows that it is absolutely impossible for him to get Lu Tingxin's love, but who can be willing?

They are also people who come from the mountains, so why did Lu Tingxin look down on him when he was excellent, and when he was working hard, Lu Tingxin found a shortcut easily?

Ah Si, it only takes a moment for a person to turn bad. "

He Si thought that he was trembling with anger, "I'm sick!"

Ye Yishu was much calmer than her, "We didn't know these things until many years later."

After many years, Ye Yishu suddenly recalled that he still felt that he could not understand people's hearts, "Qi Ang and Lu Tingxin's family background is even more unimaginable than those mountain village children on TV. To get out of that place with scarce educational resources, The effort they put in can be imagined.

It is normal to have strange feelings after growing up together for a long time, especially since the Military Medical University is a place full of talents, no matter how confident Qi Ang is, he will still feel incompatible with the world in front of him at certain times. Therefore, even without that level of liking, Lu Tingxin's existence was still very important to him at that time.

After all, compared with those people, they are the closest, and he can't lose them. "

"It's his business not to lose? Why rely on you?!"

"Because Lu Tingxin will never like him, because he is unwilling to give up at this point, because I am too good to Lu Tingxin, his rumors will be believed by others, and because he is not willing to hurt Lu Tingxin because he likes him, we can only put all the blame on him. Point it at me."

"This scum!" He Si was angry.

"Okay! Even if what you said is true, the fact that Lu Tingxin hurt me will never be changed!" He Si seemed to be the next best thing, unwilling to forgive Lu Tingxin from the bottom of his heart.

Ye Yishu didn't refute, but continued following He Si's words: "Lu Tingxin just threw away the note I left just to make me break my promise and make you angry. She stayed with me all night, delaying me. When I went home, I had no chance to take out my meal card to the murderer. Ah Si, Qi Ang is the one who took my meal card and put you in danger."

He seemed to be beaten to death and didn't believe it, "There is no special relationship between you, why did she hold you back...she is playing with you!"

As soon as this idea came up, He Ruo's attitude towards Lu Tingxin became fierce again, "Look! Lu Tingxin has been a bad person from beginning to end!"

"So, I repeat again and again, in this matter, I will never forgive her. Even if your accident was just her inadvertent mistake, it was indeed caused by her indirectly. Besides, her mind was too unclean at that time. "Ye Yishu said.

He Ruo was suddenly wronged, feeling that he was hurt and forced to go home was meaningless, "Then why were you so nice to her just now?"

"...Because after my brother died, only we depended on each other."

"..."

"Ah Si, sit up and let me lean on you." Ye Yishu's deep voice made her look extra tired.

He Si immediately sat up straight, patted his shoulder and said, "Come on!"

Ye Yishu leaned over with a smile.

The wind blows the hair and hits He Ru's face, which is itchy and very fragrant.

"My parents never believed the rumors about homosexuality, but they didn't help me talk to Lu Tingxin explicitly. I can understand their feelings. One is a daughter, and the other is a confirmed daughter-in-law. Who is it that suddenly spread such ridiculous rumors? Neither is acceptable, and I don't blame them for being silent.

The fundamental reason why I have not been in contact with them in the past few years is that after my reputation cannot be saved, they begged Lu Tingxin to take my place and allocated the best place.

The so-called being able to protect one is actually very hurtful, and sending me to the branch without hesitation is even more hurtful. "

"Little Ye Zi..." He Bi felt distressed, "I thought they wanted to protect you and keep you away from right and wrong, so they sent you to Zhibian."

"Indeed, but before that they prioritized their son's happiness."

"They, they may feel sorry for your brother working too hard in that kind of place alone." He Xiang assumed without confidence.

Ye Yishu did not refute, "Yes, I can understand."

"Then why do you still blame them?"

"Rather than blaming them, it's better to blame me." Ye Yishu moved his head, leaning more firmly on He Si's shoulders, "Brother was the first to know the news that Lu Tingxin replaced me and went north. I couldn’t hold on to the next blow, so I ran back regardless, and then had an accident on the way, what I have always cared about is that my parents’ instinctive approach made me the murderer who killed my brother.”

"Little Ye Zi!" He Ru grabbed Ye Yishu's hand, trying to use words to ease the guilt in her heart, "It wasn't you, it was an accident, it was Lu, no, it was an accident, it was an accident!"

"Well, it was an accident." Ye Yishu tried to smile.

"Since Lu Tingxin wasn't the one who started it, why didn't she stand up and clarify for you in time?" If she had said so, maybe Ye Yishu's situation would be much better, and her brother wouldn't die.

Ye Yishu closed his eyes, and said in a sour voice, "Lv Tingxin won't come back."

"..."

"Lv Tingxin took the ring she bought with a scholarship to find her brother. She said that she would definitely bring him out of that cold place, but Ah Si, the road collapsed, and it rained for days. Lu Tingxin could only Walking halfway, going forward, I can't see my brother, and when I come back, something has happened to me, and the decision to let her go north has been made, and no one can change it.

She went to explain to the leader, and took out the ring in front of all the teachers and students in the school to say that she has someone she likes, but homosexuality, let alone in that era, even now, no one dares to give them a little indulgence. "

"After brother's death, Lu Tingxin lost everything, and I, who blamed myself, were the same. We came together because of the same person, supported each other, and relied on each other. Ah Si, in those years, our team was more important to each other than relatives. Much more important."

He Ru felt sour in his heart, and the words he said were even more sour, "Liar! When I came back to look for you, she was already Qi Ang's fiancee. I have never seen you call! Kiss me!"

"Yes, this is the end of the story."

"?"

"A long time makes love, she fell in love with me during that period of helplessness, and I rejected her, this is the ending between us. At that time, I never thought about who I would fall in love with, let alone Probably the woman who almost became my sister-in-law."

He Ru is stiff all over, she can understand this feeling too well, just like she likes Ye Yishu without hesitation...

They have all suffered for a long time, and they all have someone who is always with them. They can fall in love with Ye Yishu just by relying on their memories, not to mention Lu Tingxin who gets along with her day and night.

Lu Tingxin must have suffered a lot at that time.

"Bah, bah, bah!" He Ru shook his head indiscriminately, not letting himself sympathize with the woman who coveted Ye Yishu.

Ye Yishu didn't have the energy to worry about such a mood, so he said to himself, "After Lu Tingxin told the truth, we all knew that it was wrong, and we chose the most direct way to apologize - let each other return to the initial strange state, this is Why did Lu Tingxin and I no longer meet when you appeared, and as for Qi Ang's fiancée..."

"That was Lu Tingxin's revenge after she knew what he had done. She didn't want Qi Ang to die, but only wanted him to live in peace. Therefore, she gave Qi Ang everything she wanted and took him to heaven, and then on the commanding heights Tell the truth and drag him down severely.

When a woman became ruthless, she would sacrifice everything, including the fiancée status she promised would only be left to her brother. "

He Ru's eyes were straight, and some explanations were sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

"Ah Si, Lu Tingxin's life is very difficult, harder than mine."

For the person she likes, Lu Tingxin turned into Qi Ang's fiancée, dragged him to accompany her in pain, and Ye Yishu returned to a life alone, walking alone in a world without light, and then, in a sunny day... On a brilliant day, she meets a girl who can be with her for the rest of her life, and walks back to the right track with her, while Lu Tingxin...is still struggling in a life with no hope and no future in sight.

He Ru turned his head and looked into the distance, his vision gradually changed from blurred to clear.

When Lu Tingxin's kiss fell on the tombstone, He Ru pointed to the bright sunlight above his head and smiled frankly, "Little Yezi, go and tell her, if you have nothing to do, look at the sky more, no matter it is day or night, it has light." .”

Ye Yishu opened his eyes and sat up, not sure what he heard.

He didn't repeat it, but continued: "Also, if she apologizes to me next time, I will consider accepting it."

"..."

"and also......"

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"Little Yezi, thank you for your love." Let me always live alone in your heart.