She's like a lifesaver

"What's the sixth thing?" Seeing that Lu Tingxin was silent, He Xiang asked.

Lu Tingxin shook his head and avoided answering, "There are some things that you think are right, but in my case, they are outrageously wrong."

"You think too much, and you can live easily and comfortably by muddling through everything."

He Si and Lu Tingxin have been confronting tit for tat, but now they suddenly get along peacefully and even comfort others. He seems to feel awkward no matter what, so that he speaks in a strange tone, "You people are too thoughtful, and the problem can be solved in one or two words If you have to hide it, no one will be happy and interesting in the end? The most painful thing is not yourself and the person you like? Don’t think my words are ugly, you are too deeply flawed and too self-righteous.”

Lu Tingxin turned his head to look at He Lian who was disgusted, his dry lips slightly turned up, "You and her also said that?"

He Sian was confident, "Of course not, you can only beat around the bush with her, unless you have to or are confused."

"You... really feel sorry for her." Lu Tingxin commented sincerely.

The cool smile couldn't suppress the bitterness.

He Xiang hasn't gotten used to looking at Lu Tingxin, so naturally he couldn't see the change in her expression, but just followed her words and said proudly: "That's natural, I don't feel sorry for my wife, who cares about her? Anyway, I already know what she is. Virtue, now she is angry, scolded, bullied, and she knows she is wrong, and if she still has a good life, do she have to wait until the next life? Pure nonsense is not so unreliable!"

"You are more open-minded than I imagined." Lu Tingxin said slowly, his heart seemed to be cut into pieces with sharp knives.

If it wasn't for the impulsive slip of the tongue back then, she should be able to proudly say Ye Yishu's good or bad like He Xiang now, and she would also remember things related to herself clearly.

friend.

Lu Tingxin actually likes this word very much, but she seems to have been far away from it.

"Lv Tingxin." He Si suppressed his expression, lowered his voice, his probing eyes were intertwined with contradictions, "I heard what you said when you and Qi Ang were arguing."

Lu Tingxin's indifferent eyes flickered, and then she understood, "I always thought that you had such deep hostility towards me because you knew my dirty thoughts about her, so..."

"So I simply thought you were the scum who caused her to lose her aura and her brother?" He Xiang asked back.

Even though the truth had surfaced, she still couldn't understand Lu Tingxin's words at that time.

On the day Lu Tingxin and Qi Ang broke off their engagement, they had a lot of conversations with him, why didn't they hear the beginning, but heard the end.

"Qi Ang, my purpose at the beginning was to take advantage of the relationship between Ye Yishu and her parents to save myself a few years of hard work, so I approached her, curry favor with her, and make her heart close to me.

But she is too lofty, not to mention asking me, an outsider, to borrow the convenience of her parents, even she doesn't know how to use it herself. Since this road doesn't work, why should I continue to waste time on her?

But fortunately, the gay rumors helped me, and I just need to push the boat along. "

"Say that you like her brother in front of all the teachers and students in the school? That cripple who is destined to stay on the frontier for the rest of his life?

It's just a one-time relationship, I don't even remember what he looks like, how could I like him?

But the more I say I like him, the more they believe the rumors, don't they?You all envy her, but you can't compare to her. After finally having the opportunity to watch her joke, how many of you will give up?

Qi Ang, I have made trouble, and you are not very clean, but I am the only one who benefits in the end.

Ye Yishu was trampled to death, and I took the top spot and took away the only place to go north. You said, is even God helping me? "

"I was just deceiving and trampling on my feelings, and even after Ye Yishu's brother died in vain, I took what should have belonged to her with peace of mind.

I only have a future in my eyes, and I just want to change my destiny. I will grab people who can help me on this road by all means. If they are useless, I will throw them away without thinking. This is me. You have seen me in the past. What kind of life do you have, you should be able to understand why I am like this now. "

"Marry you? Oh, you still don't understand? Because your development is better than mine.

You are just a springboard on the road of my life, and I can kick it away after I use it up.

emotion?If it really existed, it was only the years when Ye Yishu and I seemed real or fake. What are you?

Qi Ang, my heart has never been with you. "

"..."

No matter who heard these words, anyone who didn't know would think that Lu Tingxin was ungrateful, took advantage of Ye Yishu, and ended up cruelly adding insult to injury.

He Ruo naturally believed it without hesitation, and has been believing it to this day.

I never thought that the hidden secrets in this are completely opposite to the facts.

"Lu Tingxin, it was Qi Ang who spread the rumors, but why did I hear you admit that you led this matter? Also, you obviously like Ye Yishu's brother, and you have no relationship with her at all. Why do you want to Admit that you just want to take advantage of her feelings? And say you like her?" He Sian was puzzled.

If Lu Tingxin hadn't admitted it so clearly at the time, why would she have thought about distinguishing the truth from the fake, but she was too firm, and she said it without any regrets...

Lu Tingxin was silent.

The much-talked-about intersection between her and Qi Ang makes me feel nauseous whenever I think about it.

He seems to be able to feel the ups and downs of Lu Tingxin's emotions, and she doesn't want to do something to expose people's scars, but she always has doubts in her heart and she will never be able to truly forgive.

"Little Ye Zi said that you were with Qi Ang because of her brother?" He Ruo asked tentatively, "You said that to make Qi Ang feel that you really have no feelings at all? He is sincere to you, but you treat him as a Stepping stone, it hurts, especially when he knows that you, who will not be tempted by anyone, give the only little affection to a woman, which is absolutely fatal to a man's dignity. Lu Tingxin, you are very deceitful .”

He Ru spoke in a very soft voice, and there was a dead silence in the ward after he finished speaking.

Lu Tingxin lay motionless, his empty eyes lingering in the slightly hot air after seeing everything through.

The silence was stalemate for too long, just when He Ruo thought that Lu Tingxin would definitely not answer her, Lu Tingxin said, "Yes, don't you think these words can arouse his anger more than a fluffy breakup? I just I don’t want to see him feel better, not even a second.”

Lu Tingxin's voice floated out lightly, and landed heavily, causing a storm in He Wei's restless heart.

"Why do you say that you are so worthless? Compared with scum, you still have a lot of merit." He Ru suppressed the strange feeling in his throat, and said in a relaxed tone, "Besides, although you are not as good as I recruited People like it, but it's not the kind that is so bad that it can't be seen, and it can be saved by working hard, don't give up on yourself in the future, say something good about yourself, and someone will believe it."

He Bi's awkward relief made Lu Tingxin laugh dumbly, "He Bi, let's keep the previous state. I'm not used to your current situation."

Kindness was treated as a donkey's liver and lungs, He Ru immediately turned cold, "The dog bit Lu Dongbin."

Lu Tingxin just smiled and said nothing.

It's not that she doesn't know good people, but she doesn't want to win sympathy with those things that should be done.

The conversation ended, and the ward was eerily quiet.

He Ruixun fumbled in his pocket, well, the phone was thrown into the car again, there was nothing to hide his embarrassment.

In the past six years, the mobile phone was basically a decoration for He Sian. After a long time, he lost the habit of carrying a mobile phone. Now when he comes back, He Sian still keeps the original state. The mobile phone either forgets to charge or disappears from time to time.

This is a problem, and I will change it when I go back today.

Lu Tingxin could feel He Bi's tangled mood, and took the initiative to step down the steps for her, "He Bi, I have nothing else to do, you can go get busy first."

He Si snorted and turned his head, his chin raised to the sky, "You think I'm happy to stare at you here? I did it to please Xiao Yezi, okay? Don't be ignorant of you."

Lu Tingxin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she was purely kind, how could she become ignorant of good and evil once interpreted by He Xiang?She, as expected, still can't understand the world of children, Ye Yishu... knew how to get along with He Xiang since she was a child.

"Then can I sleep for a while?" Lu Tingxin asked.

In the past few months, Lu Tingxin has hardly had a good night's sleep. When she opened and closed her eyes, she could only hear the sound of guns and screams.

Knowing that the footsteps of death could not be stopped by her own strength, but after so many years, she still couldn't see it lightly, couldn't see it away.

On the day of returning home, the only young apprentice who dared to joke with Lu Tingxin died in her arms.

She said, "Master, I'm back.

You are right, the sky of the motherland is bluer and more peaceful than there.

Master, I want to sleep here peacefully, don't call me...

Master... you have to smile more in the future, the sky will be sunny when you laugh..."

After graduating from school, this little apprentice has been following Lu Tingxin. No matter how strict she is, the little apprentice always looks happy, as if people's sorrows and troubles are not to be feared by her.

As long as the sky is still bright, she still has the energy to greet the next dawn with a smile.

Lu Tingxin thought that she could protect this little apprentice well, and wait until the day when she had achieved something in her studies and took over from her dying self to guard the territory of the motherland. She thought that the current self could protect anyone.

However, the real war told her that death only depends on whether you can accept it, how to accept it, and it will not give you any chance to bargain.

......

Lu Tingxin's question was very abrupt.

Why is it not her who, she sleeps when she wants to sleep, wakes up when she wants to, why ask outsiders for opinions?

After reacting for a long time, He Xiang gave an 'hmm' inexplicably.

At this time, Lu Tingxin had already fallen into a deep sleep on the hospital bed.

She was still restless in her sleep.

"We can definitely go back.

The master will not lie to you, just open your eyes and take a look.

Xiaoli, the master will take you home. "

"Brother, isn't it right to handle conflicts between classmates? Then teach me how to do it.

Brother, I still can't forget the past, you talk to me, and I won't think about those things when I hear your voice.

Brother, will you marry me when I graduate?

Brother, I don’t go to good places, I don’t go anywhere, I just go to the place you want to protect and stay with you all the time.

Brother, I came back alive again..."

What about you?

The small ward was full of Lu Tingxin's dreams, each sentence was more real and calmer.

But it was obvious that an outsider was so painful that he couldn't breathe just listening to it.

Unable to bear the oppressive atmosphere in the ward, He Ruo pulled away Lu Tingxin's hand tightly clutching the quilt, smoothed it, and left the ward.

As dinner approached, there were gradually people walking in the corridor, He Ru stood by the bed and smelled the scent of food in the air, his heart was blocked and he panicked.

What future is there for a woman who makes it a habit to dream of the past?

sugar cube...

[Since she gave me the first time, she can only be mine for the rest of her life, no matter what bullshit it is. 】

[The more cowardly you are emotionally, the less you can get good results. I'm not a kind person. I always have to grab the ones I like in order to feel at ease. 】

[Even if she is married, if I really like her, I can divorce her. 】

Fang Tang seems to be able to recall clearly what Fang Tang said, but with just a few words, it seems that Fang Tang can feel the strength of Fang Tang.

For what she wants, she should try her best, even by hook or by crook.

But why did she meet Lu Tingxin, a woman who made up her mind not to move forward because of her paranoia?

"Vice President Liu, this way please."

Behind him came a flattering and flattering voice, "This is the patient who you personally instructed to waive the surgery fee, and he can get out of bed now."

He Si always disdained flattery and kept his distance from such people, but now he just sneered and prepared to leave.

In hospitals, the most real thing is human feelings, and the most hypocritical thing is also human feelings. He seems to have seen too much, and has long been tired of distinguishing the true from the false.

"Crack."

The subtle and slow sound of the door lock opening was almost inaudible due to the 'exciting' thank you scene in the corridor, but the calm and indifferent voice of the man was extremely harsh.

"What do you look like?"

He Ruo stopped pushing the door and turned his head.

Not far away, Liu Zhao, surrounded by stars, was smiling at her.