sweet heroine

I made an appointment with my lovely little sister, Tsujimura Fukatsuki, and planned to go shopping together for a fun time. I also happened to analyze the current situation with her, and see what we should do in the future...

To be honest, it's been so long since I've been back. I originally planned to see how the situation is. If Osamu Dazai is really that kind of person, I'll just... forget it.Then I found out that he was really that kind of person, but it was different from what I thought, and it made me quite entangled. Now I urgently need someone who can advise me.

So I made an appointment with Shenyue, after all, I am familiar with her in this world.

Of course, after the appointment, we still happily go shopping first, and experience the fun of rich people. Shenyue has no money, so there is no fun...

Therefore, I was embarrassed to buy a lot, so I found a restaurant and sat down. When we were resting, I felt that Tsujimura Shenyue was in a trance for some reason. I couldn't help but asked with concern, "Why? gone?"

"No." She shook her head, but comforted me and said, "It's nothing."

"By the way, Xiaoyou." Instead, she asked me immediately, "What happened, why did you come to me suddenly?"

"Ah, because..." I said with some embarrassment, "Because, I have actually gotten closer to my ex-boyfriend recently, so I don't know what to do."

"What?" Tsujimura Shenyue was silent for a while, and then couldn't help asking, "I don't know what to do?"

"Yeah." I nodded, took a deep breath, and finally told the other party about my ex-boyfriend, and said with some hesitation, "Actually, the Dazai Osamu you saw last time was the one I told you about before. The man who used to be, how can I say..."

I was a little embarrassed, "Well, he has some unspeakable hobbies."

Tsujimura Fukatsuki had an auditory hallucination expression, "What hobby?"

He likes to commit suicide, isn't that unspeakable enough?

"Well, that's right, it's different from ordinary people. I couldn't accept it." I lowered my head a little disappointed, "Because as long as I think about my boyfriend having such a hobby, I will feel that the other party doesn't care about me at all. Take it to heart." Yes, didn't you think about our future at all, a person who chooses to die alone.

"And at that time, I felt that he was very inactive and not sunny. Life is so beautiful. I can play different games every day and I can be very happy. So, in the beginning, I didn't understand and couldn't accept it." I said He brushed his hair, and continued with some hesitation, "But..."

"Wait a minute, wait a minute." Tsujimura Mizuki couldn't help but confirm, "This hobby is suicide, right? It's not a strange hobby, right?"

"Hey, how do you know?"

"No, Yuu, don't suddenly say that you have some strange hobbies!" Tsujimura Mizuki said in a low voice with an unbearable expression, "It almost made me think he had some strange unspeakable hobbies."

I asked back with some breakdown, "Wait, Shenyue, what kind of hobby do you think?"

She sighed deeply, "And then?"

"No, what kind of hobby did you think just now?"

Shenyue looked at me with a smile, "Xiaoyou, trust me, you won't want to know."

I:? ? ?

Okay, forget it, I didn’t get involved with Osamu Dazai’s hobbies, and then continued to tell her, “At that time, I actually broke up with him because I found out that apart from his hobbies and personality, they might all be the same as I was at the time. I thought the difference was huge.”

"Thank goodness you finally found out."

I looked at Tsujimura Shenyue with doubts on my face, and Shenyue was silent for a while, "It's nothing, you continue."

"Besides, his job at that time, I actually didn't quite accept it." I said helplessly, "I really can't imagine..." Because it's not easy to tell Shenyue about Dazai Osamu's actual job, so I can only He said vaguely, "He is the one who does that kind of thing."

"That kind of thing..." Tsujimura Shenyue said with a dazed expression on her face. She held back for a while and seemed to want to say something to me, but she gave up silently in the end.

"Well, but then where did he come from," I added earnestly, "then I realized that I couldn't blame him at that time, after all, he was still young at that time, only 15 years old, so he went astray. Didn't even go to school, because the black-hearted boss oppressed him like this."

"Now this boss is still oppressing other people. I have a very good friend, Mr. Zhong Yuan, who is still being oppressed by this black-hearted boss." There is also a little boy who is also being oppressed...

"Later, he met me and was finally freed. Now I occasionally support Mr. Zhongyuan and the others..." I said with some embarrassment, "It's really hard to say." .

Tsujimura Mizuki was silent for a while, and then suddenly looked at me seriously, feeling a little creepy, "Xiao Yu, why don't you tell me about your ex-boyfriend Osamu Dazai's occupation, I can bear it. "

"what……"

"Don't make it seem like he's doing something strange." Tsujimura Fukatsuki looked at me with a teary expression, "Tell me, what does he do, I can really bear it .”

"What's the matter with you, Shenyue?"

"You describe your ex-boyfriend as...do you understand that kind of man?" Shenyue looked at me with a broken face, "15 years old, went astray, never went to school, met a beautiful sister Support me, I finally got out of the sea of ​​suffering. You integrate your words, do you understand?"

"His boss seems to be doing that kind of thing, do you understand?"

I felt embarrassed all of a sudden, carefully, it really is...

Understood, the man of joy, Mori Ogai.

Everyone is a woman, why not, so I quickly explained, "Actually, he used to be a member of the Mafia."

"Then he changed jobs, and now he goes to work in another company. Although the salary is low and it's not very safe, someone told me it was for me, so I still feel a little..."

I couldn't help but blush a little, feeling that what I said was a bit too much, "I'm quite happy."

Tsujimura Shenyue let out a long sigh of relief, as if he finally felt that he was alive, and then he looked at me seriously, "So, Yuu, what are you planning?"

"Yeah." I nodded, and then said to her seriously, "Before I came today, Dazai asked me if I wanted to go to the Ferris wheel with him again. I think he wants to pick me up."

Shenyue was strangely silent for a while, and I continued my efforts, feeling even more embarrassed, "Actually, I want to fuck him too..."

"Is that so……"

Her voice seemed to come from far away, "Don't you know everything? Why are you still like this?"

"Then he is really good-looking." I said confidently, and couldn't help but say sweetly, "Although he likes to commit suicide, he has always been protecting me."

"It's the kind you know, he really protects me." I looked at Shenyue seriously, "I can feel that he wants to protect me, and I'm quite happy, besides, he changed jobs because of me , what's wrong with that?"

"But... this man lied to you from the beginning."

"Huh?" I froze for a while.

Shenyue smiled and said, "I always feel that the other party looks like the kind of man who loves to lie to little girls."

"Yeah." I nodded, and said with some disappointment, "Actually, I also know this. He really liked to hook up after I left, but I also wanted to open it later."

"Everyone is an adult, isn't this normal?" I paused, and said coldly, "Besides, it doesn't matter. If he puts on me a hat in the future, I'll just give him another one." Want to be fair? I didn't settle accounts with you in the past. If I dare to come to one in the future, I will set one up for you.

"No, Xiaoyou, don't think too much about it."

"Hey, there's nothing I can do." I sighed, and then couldn't help but whisper, "After all, if everything has to be counted, there's nothing I can do. I still... want to fuck him!"

Shenyue looked at my expression as a sympathy, it was a bit pitiful, "But Xiaoyou, hey, what do you do about his suicide? Although the problem of work has been solved, what about suicide?"

"Yeah." I nodded and agreed with her very much, "Indeed, this..."

"Should Xiaoyou think about it again?" Shenyue's smile showed a trace of fatigue, "After all, I always have a feeling that if Xiaoyou is really with the other party again, he will be locked up."

"No way... isn't everyone in free love?"

Shenyue was silent for a while, and muttered, "Some people are not."

"Anyway." She took my hand sincerely, and then said to me, "Xiaoyou, you should think about it again, there are many good men in this world, there is no need to hang him here in Dazai On a tree, right!?"

"But, in fact, I didn't..."

"There are obviously a lot of things." Shenyue looked at me, "Look at this man Dazai Osamu, there are still many shortcomings, such as suicide, and being poor, does he like to do housework? I guess not, this man Apart from your face, what attracts you?"

"Hmm..." I thought for a while, "But but, because he is Dazai."

"And he also has many advantages. For example, he is very interesting to talk, and you won't be bored with him for a day. He is good-looking and smart. I don't need him to do housework. We have hired Akutagawa and the others to do it now. They all attract me!"

"Wait, who will do your housework!?"

"Akutagawa and Atsushi Nakajima." I explained to her with a smile, "Dazai said they are our new double blacks."

Shenyue choked up, "...you really know how to use people's strengths."

"After all, I paid for it."

Shenyue looked at me with nothing to say, and asked softly after a long time, "Xiaoyou, you really like him so much."

I couldn't help covering my face, "Then, there is no way."

"I like him very much. As soon as I saw him, I felt..." I covered my face and whispered, "I really want to kiss him and hug him. Do you understand, Shenyue, that kind of love that spreads from the bottom of my heart."

"Xiaoyou..." Shenyue was silent for a while, and finally said, "Actually, I just wanted to say, are you really not considering changing someone?"

"Hey?"

Shenyue closed her eyes, with a broken expression, "Actually, I think you can experience love a few more times, and you will feel that everyone is like this!"

"what?"

"Look more, it's really not good, I will introduce my boss to you..."

Shenyue finally said to me, "He is humorous and funny, and he is also a civil servant! He has a good brain and is a reliable and good man!"