My low EQ

Before dawn, Shen Yi was sitting by the window, remembering the self-defeating text message he sent to the doctor that night when he had nowhere to go. The doctor didn't reply him immediately, but just asked him to visit him the next day.

The doctor's name was Bai An, a doctor who had just graduated. Most people would be quite surprised to see such a young doctor, and some people would even wonder how such a young boy with little experience could be able to adjust his relationship problems.

But Shen Yi was indifferent to strangers, even when the two chatted for the first time, Shen Yi only said a few words, but Bai An gave him a good feeling.

Later, I would come here occasionally, and a person named Cheng Siyu would always be mentioned in the conversation between the two of them.

But it's strange, Shen Yi doesn't even know what Cheng Siyu likes to eat and drink, Bai An can't figure out whether this man cares about Cheng Siyu, but later found that Shen Yi's concept of parents is very vague, so he treats Cheng Siyu like this Pay attention, Bai An probably understands something.

Shen Yi's face and figure are considered first-class, not to mention he is a researcher of a famous research institute. The front desk of Bai'an Psychological Hospital struck up a conversation several times, but he didn't even get a look from Shen Yi. ignore it.

There was even a child sitting next to Shen Yi crying that day, and Shen Yi was still sitting on a chair watching a foreign report, which didn't affect him at all. Bai An observed it for a few days and frowned when he saw this scene.

Bai An also knew a lot about Shen Yi, including when Shen Yi's parents were seldom at home when he was a child, they shut him up at home and let him study after he became sensible. Those boring equations accompanied him throughout his childhood, until he was in primary school because of his Loneliness and silence are good for studying. Many children don't like this kind of person, especially in middle and high school, so he has no friends.

Similarly, he has no concept of parents. Bai An feels that Shen Yi regards his mother more as a subordinate at work, while his father tends to be a stranger.

After Cheng Siyu rejected Shen Yi that night, Shen Yi sent a text message asking whether people like him should not be forgiven. Bai An called Shen Yi over and said directly without going around in circles: "After my observations during this period of time, I have preliminarily judged that you Emotional apathy, physiological, manifested as lack of response to emotions, slowness, lack of interest in people or things, no sense of responsibility, inability to care about people, and dislike dealing with people. Even with your closest family members, you can’t get along with them Build a real, deeper emotional dependency. And your situation is a little serious."

Shen Yi just nodded when he heard this, and Bai An continued: "You are used to living alone, and it is difficult to accept people who break into your life, and you will become defensive. You dare not love someone, and you are not willing to love someone. Love, you can’t feel the joys, sorrows and joys of others, such as you and your parents. This disease is not impossible to cure, but it depends on whether you are willing to treat it. It is not easy to let others into your heart Things, you have a lot to overcome."

Shen Yi raised his head, his face was gloomy and scary, as if all his strength had been taken out of him, he waved his hand in disappointment and said: "People like me really don't deserve to be with him." After walking, he left.

Before Bai An had time to say, he kept everything in his heart. He was so angry that he didn't know what to do. Shen Yi never answered the call.

In fact, Bai An didn't say a word that day. Shen Yi's life should be lonely and lonely, but the only accident was that Cheng Siyu, with love and persistence that Shen Yi couldn't imagine, embraced the one who stood outside the crowd and looked at the world with cold eyes. people.

Love makes this stone have a heart, giving birth to some emotions and desires.

Bai An himself couldn't believe that there would be someone who could really stand someone like Shen Yi. When people give, they subconsciously hope to get something in return, hoping to get the same love.

And Shen Yi didn't care about Cheng Siyu, he even put Cheng Siyu in the most special place in his heart, although what he showed was at most some subtle differences, not only Cheng Siyu didn't notice it, but Shen Yi himself probably didn't notice it either. , Cheng Siyu would give everything to everyone if he wanted to love, and Shen Yi would give Cheng Siyu a point. Although he was different from others, it was not fair to Cheng Siyu.

No one wants to wait forever. Cheng Siyu is a person who loves to the extreme, but he will leave without hesitation when his love is exhausted.

Since that day, Bai An has never contacted Shen Yi again, Bai An sighed, originally wanted to put away Shen Yi's treatment records, but hesitated and didn't put it away.

After that day, Shen Yi seemed to be the one who isolated others thousands of miles away, and went to the United States with several other academicians.

He advised himself that he didn't even have the talent to love, so why should he cherish and love Cheng Siyu, he had to let go, and he couldn't delay Cheng Siyu's happiness, a cold-blooded animal like him was not worthy of Cheng Siyu.

He restrained himself not to think about Cheng Siyu, not to send messages to disturb Cheng Siyu, he did a lot of experiments every day just to prevent Cheng Siyu from appearing in his mind, he seemed to have done it, but every night before going to bed was the little things Cheng Siyu had with him over the years, he I can't help but miss Cheng Siyu.

When he was on the stage, he really missed Cheng Siyu's adoring eyes. In the past, every year when the institute would present some awards, Cheng Siyu would ask for leave to see him and looked at him with love. He couldn't understand it at that time, but he knew He likes Cheng Siyu looking at him like this.

But this time, when he won the most important award in the past few years, there was no Cheng Siyu in the audience, so for the first time, he couldn't control his brain, and expressed his heart, thanking the most important Mr. Cheng in his life.

After he finished speaking, he was a little annoyed, but when he stepped off the stage, he thought that if he thought about Cheng Siyu occasionally today, he would definitely not do this again tomorrow.

Cheng Siyu was recently participating in a jewelry design competition. He felt that all his skill points might be added to the creation, but his mind was a little messed up during this time, and he didn’t have time to deal with work. Shen Yi is already an academician, and he has won awards and soft hands. His little reputation is not enough.

The next day, his colleagues in the studio asked him if he wanted to participate in this competition. Cheng Siyu hesitated for a long time, and after several days of persuasion from his good friend Liu Xin, he finally took that step and signed up.

According to insider gossip in the industry, the designers participating in this competition this time are top-notch at home and abroad. Cheng Siyu got stuck in the middle of drawing a picture that day, and was very irritable, so he simply took a nap on his stomach.

As a result, half asleep and half awake, he remembered that once he wanted to grow a flower on a whim, but excitedly went to buy seeds to show off to Shen Yi, saying that he wanted to raise a potted flower for Shen Yi, but Shen Yi glanced at him and said nothing.

Cheng Siyu didn't take it seriously at first, he was just talking for fun, but when Shen Yi saw it, he really became serious. The potted flower he raised didn't bloom after a long time. Cheng Siyu was so anxious that Shen Yi could harvest it every day. Now that the potted flower is growing, it has been a pot of soil every day for half a month, so he doesn't care. Who knows that a year later, Cheng Siyu gave this pot of beautiful flowers to Shen Yi, and Shen Yi didn't seem to care about it. I dare to believe it, but it was much more rare for him to say that day: "You will succeed in anything you put this persistence on."

But it was useless for him to put this persistence on their love, but after waking up that day, Cheng Siyu's mood calmed down a lot, and the drawing manuscript suddenly became inspired. The nearly three-month competition finally ended, Cheng Siyu did not expect I won the third place, so I can't make my friends in the studio happy.

At the awards ceremony, Cheng Siyu met the No.1 person——Qiao Shen. This person is now a well-known cutting-edge designer in the world. He has his own brand in China. It is said that he is the apprentice that many industry masters are eager to get. However, Cheng Siyu thinks that the most noticeable thing about this person is his arrogant appearance and light blue hair. It is a matter of course for this person to get the award, but he is not annoying, after all, strength is the only one who is strong capital.

Cheng Siyu has accumulated some fame in this competition. Qiao Shen won the prize and left. Cheng Siyu stayed behind to chat with others, but when he went out, he suddenly saw a blue-haired Qiao Shen standing in front of Shen Yi's car, smiling. Asked about his contact information, Shen Yi frowned and refused, but Qiao Shen directly stuffed his business card into Shen Yi's shirt pocket, tapped his business card with his fingers and said, "Contact me anytime."

Shen Yi ignored him, threw the business card back, and walked towards Cheng Siyu. After organizing for a long time, he only said a few words, "Congratulations... congratulations on your award."

Cheng Siyu was a little proud, but Qiao Shen snorted and looked at Cheng Siyu with unkind eyes.

Shen Yi didn't even bother to give him a look, and when he heard this, he said seriously to Cheng Siyu: "There was a strange person just now, who seemed to be doing some propaganda, and stuffed things into me, for no reason." After speaking, he continued: "I really like your design, can I treat you to a meal?"

Cheng Siyu didn't want to agree at first, but seeing Qiao Shen's face turned pale with such arrogance, he hadn't seen Shen Yi who was so eloquent, so he couldn't help but smiled, and agreed: "Okay."

The author has something to say: Congratulations to Qiao Shenxi for mentioning the title of the person who was hated by Lao Shen for the first time!

Qiao Shen:? ?Can you hit someone directly?

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