My low EQ

Qiao Shen's studio is not far from Cheng Siyu. That night, as soon as Qiao Shen got off work, he saw Shen Yi waiting for someone downstairs. Otherwise, Cheng Siyu got into the car after a while.

The two looked very close, not as awkward as they looked between each other. Qiao Shen touched his chin. The two should be reconciled soon. It seems that Shen Yi's recent efforts have not been in vain.

He quickly took out his mobile phone to gossip with Bai An, it happened that Bai An just got off work, and invited him to dinner, he drove over to find Bai An.

Recently, Bai An has a good relationship with him, and the two of them often gossip about Shen Yi and Cheng Siyu, and often give Shen Yi advice. The three of them also have a special WeChat group, which is Qiao Shenla, called the strongest assist group.

The teacher who made the cookies was a friend of Qiao Shen. What Cheng Siyu didn't know was that Bai An and Qiao Shen were his dedicated drug testers. Every time Shen Yi made something new, Bai An and Qiao Shen had tried it. It took dozens of times before he dared to take it to him to eat. Qiao Shen's face was pale in the past few days, with a bitter and hatred expression on his face.

Qiao Shen told Bai An what he saw just now, and Qiao sighed deeply, "These two are really made for each other, and they can't be separated even if they are taken apart. After going around for a while, they are still each other."

Seeing Qiao's envious expression, Bai An asked subtly, "Why? Envious."

"No, I'm so envious. There are very few people in the circle who are as loving as they are. My longest ex kept saying that he loved me, so he ran home and got married." Believe in what love looks like.

Bai An glanced at him, smiled, and asked, "What's the longest?"

Qiao took a deep sip of the wine, with complicated eyes: "I didn't expect you to be this kind of doctor."

"What is the longest time?" Bai An asked unwillingly, Qiao Shen rolled his eyes, "The longest time! Time!"

Bai An let out a long sigh, and Qiao's scalp tingled, "The longest time we've been together, what are you thinking about?"

Bai An simply blinked, "I know it's because we've been together for a long time, so I didn't think much about it."

Qiao took a deep look at the harmless, innocent and kind Bai An opposite, and couldn't help complaining in his heart: Hey, this young man has two faces.

When the two of them parted ways at night, Bai An tilted his head and looked at Qiao Shen's back, smiling a bit wickedly, and his eyes revealed some sense of certainty.

Qiao Shen called Cheng Siyu when he got home, and complained to him about Bai An. He always felt that Bai An was a bit strange, and there seemed to be something wrong with his eyes. Cheng Siyu was still thinking about the date with Shen Yi just now. Well, I didn't pay much attention to what Qiao Shen was saying, but Qiao Shen keenly noticed something was wrong with him, "Are you distracted? What are you thinking? Are you reminiscing about the date with Shen Yi just now?"

Cheng Siyu was taken aback, "How do you know?"

"Hey, you forget your friends, I saw it when I got off work today, what's the matter with you two now? Are you getting back together soon?" Qiao Shen was putting on a sleep mask in front of the mirror, gossiping .

Cheng Siyu didn't hide it from him, and told Qiao Shen about the recent events.

When Qiao Shen heard his mother's reaction to his coming out, his envy reached its peak. You must know that when he came out, his relationship with his family was very troubled. It wasn't until his work improved in recent years that he lived a good life. Only his family has a half-accepted attitude, there are too few people like Cheng's mother.

Qiao Shen also told Cheng Siyu a lot of things he didn't know. Shen Yi didn't care about anything about him, and he wasn't discouraged if he didn't get a response. He made time to cook for him. At first, his hands were cut. .

And those little desserts for him had to be made dozens of times before they dared to take them to him. The pastry chef chased him, and he went home: I already have a lover, and I only love him in this life. The pastry chef is envious.

The two chatted a lot, and Cheng Siyu also said: "I know the efforts he has made for our relationship, so I want to try again."

Qiao smiled deeply and said, "You two are really doomed to be entangled in this lifetime."

Cheng Siyu thought with a smile, it would be nice to be entangled for a lifetime.

It's almost ten o'clock, Cheng Siyu originally wanted to hang up the phone and chat with Shen Yi, but Qiao Shen seemed to think of something suddenly, hesitantly said: "Since you two have decided to be together, I think there is something you should know."

Cheng Siyu didn't pay attention, and asked casually what's the matter?

Qiao Shen thought for a while and said: "I don't know much, but Shen Yi used to be Bai An's patient."

"Bai An?" Cheng Siyu was not familiar with Bai An, and the only impression he had was that the panda was given to Shen Yi. Qiao Shen reminded, "Bai An is a psychiatrist."

Cheng Siyu was taken aback, Shen Yi is Bai An's patient, does it mean that Shen Yi has mental illness?

"I'll give you the address of Bai An's work. You can find a time to ask Bai An. This is also for the sake of your future together. Don't wait until you get together to find out what kind of illness Shen Yi has. You can't accept it. ", Cheng Siyu thanked Qiao Shen, looking at Bai An's address in a daze.

Bai An is very busy with work. Recently a manic patient came to the hospital. Yesterday afternoon, he suddenly fell ill and almost beat up the nurse. The nurse rang the bell quickly, but it was Bai An who injected him with clonazepam in time. Only then did he get relieved.

He didn't expect to see Cheng Siyu in the hospital, so he walked over and asked, "Hello, Cheng Siyu, are you here to see me?"

Cheng Siyu nodded, Bai An smiled, took him into the office, took a glass of water and handed it to him: "Is it because of Shen Yi that you came to see me?"

Cheng Siyu hummed, "Qiao Shen said, Shen Yi was once your patient."

Hearing this, Bai An naturally understood what Cheng Siyu was going to say, he said: "Actually, I wanted to talk to you a long time ago, Yu Gong is because I am Shen Yi's attending doctor, I hope you can understand many things about him.

And if you want to be better together, many things are unfamiliar to him, and he needs to explore by himself, bumping into walls until he finds the right way, which is too slow for your relationship, and you are him The only reason to want to change, I also want you to help him complete his treatment.

In private, I am Shen Yi's friend. Shen Yi doesn't like to express, but he has really done a lot of things. I hope you can know. "

Cheng Siyu's complexion was not very good, he kept squeezing his hands nervously, and said: "I also came here to understand Shen Yi better, I hope you can tell me about Shen Yi's illness."

Seeing that he was nervous, Bai An knew that he was thinking too much, so he comforted him: "Don't be nervous, Shen Yi's illness has improved a long time ago, and his life will not be in danger."

Hearing this, Cheng Siyu was relieved, and Bai An didn't hold back, and hurriedly said: "When Shen Yi first came here, he had a relatively serious emotional apathy. The physical manifestation of this disease is a lack of response to emotions, slowness, No interest in people or things, no sense of responsibility, no caring about people, and dislike dealing with people. Even with my closest family members, I can’t establish real and deeper emotional dependence with them.”

When Cheng Siyu heard this, he immediately thought that Shen Yi had no friends besides him for so many years, and the relationship with his parents was also very bad. Unexpectedly, he turned out to be in the stage of illness.

"After some of my conversations, I learned that Shen Yi lived alone when he was young, and his parents didn't care about him, and didn't put any emotion into him, which created a sense of distance between people and should be maintained for Shen Yi, and both parties are independent. Individuals, should not pay any misleading feelings.

When he was in school, because of his poor speech and incompatibility, the classmates around him isolated him. Shen Yi became more and more unwilling to communicate with people, and felt that people were very boring.

He believes that only his own world is the most comfortable and safe, and he is less and less concerned about other things, wrapping himself in a thick shell.

He didn't feel the affection of his parents and friends when he was young, which eventually led to his slow reaction to feelings, and even in the later stage, he would not be able to distinguish his feelings at first. "

Cheng Siyu listened blankly to Bai An's words, Bai An looked at the person in front of him, and smiled: "But the only special thing in his life is you, he was introduced by a friend of my friend, and that person is his Blind date, but she told me that Shen Yi's purpose of going was to find out why he couldn't accept your leaving, whether it was because of habit or because he couldn't accept that you belonged to someone else."

Hearing this, Cheng Siyu suddenly thought of a photo of Shen Yi eating with a girl that Yunfan sent him when they just broke up, so it turned out to be like this.

"Of course you and I both know the conclusion. At that time, my friend's friend introduced me wrongly. He thought I was the kind of emotional counselor who solved marital disputes and emotional disharmony, so he introduced him. It turned out that I found out by mistake. Some of his cognitive errors, after talking and observing his symptoms, he knew that many of his ideas were problematic."

Bai An mentioned this and laughed: "I have seen too many patients, and many people are unwilling to go out of their own world. They enjoy that state of their own, and they don't feel lonely. Contacting and communicating with others is the only way. A very tiring thing.

But Shen Yi is different. Ever since he knew that he has a mental illness, and that indifference and neglect of you are wrong behaviors in love, and that most normal people think very differently from him, he has been eager to think about it. Want to change, want to make up for my mistakes, want to be with you.

Maybe in the eyes of us normal people, it is very simple and normal to communicate with others and learn to fall in love, but in fact it is really difficult for them to take this step, just like a long-term vegetarian People, because their partner likes to eat meat, he forces himself to eat meat.

And let Shen Yi take this step, the reason for wanting to change is you, because you gave him the affection of a friend, sincere and passionate love, maybe you didn’t realize that he was very special to you at the beginning, but then slowly found out, Then he also wanted to learn how to love you hard, so he accepted my suggestion and came here for treatment.

I asked him to gradually express his concern for you. He didn't understand anything at the beginning, he just sent you "eat it", and when he found that you didn't reply him anyway, he came to ask me what to do.

Later I suggested that he read some books about love, you can go to his house to have a look, he now has a bookshelf dedicated to love books, about one or two hundred books, I was shocked, there are professional books, and I don’t know who recommended novels to him. I remember that he often went to some love expert’s classes, and he has done a lot of things. I won’t mention them one by one. You can find out by yourself.

At the beginning, he was afraid that you would not be able to wait, so he imitated a lot of things, and then he got to know you thoroughly. I remember that he also had a small notebook, which was a research diary dedicated to you. Do you feel that he silly.

I told you so much, I just hope you can think clearly, Shen Yi's illness has not been completely cured yet, and there may be many problems in the future.

But he is also making changes, working hard to get closer to you, and learning to love you. You are his only concern in this life, and also his salvation. In fact, all your sacrifices are rewarded.

As far as I know, you haven't really reconciled. You can think about this issue carefully before making a choice. "

Cheng Siyu glanced at Bai An, and suddenly laughed, "I know what you're worried about, but I only have one feeling now, Shen Yi is really born to belong to me alone, a natural couple."

He only now understands what he means to Shen Yi. He is not a scumbag who troubles him everywhere, nor is he an ex who he doesn't care about. He is the only light in Shen Yi's life. This person will really spend his life loving him .

Although Shen Yi's illness has not been completely cured, Shen Yi is working hard to learn to love him, not afraid of any difficulties. He used to always feel that Shen Yi did not love him enough, but now he knows that Shen Yi will hold his sincerity and stumble all the way across the mountains I came to him just to say to him: I love you.

Bai An's first reaction when he heard this was surprise, he didn't expect Cheng Siyu to think so, this person is really a born optimist.

He continued: "I once asked Shen Yi if he wanted to tell you about his illness. He said that I don't understand you, and he didn't want you to soften your heart and forgive him because of this. Shen Yi has done many things wrong, but he is also doing many things. To make up for his mistakes, I just want you to know that although Shen Yi never said it, he really did a lot for you."

Cheng Siyu nodded, "I know."

He walked that road and knew how difficult it was. He couldn't say whether he paid more or Shen Yi gave more, but no matter what, they were all for loving each other.

Starting from the absolute self, grinding away one's bad temper, thinking and paying for the other party, doing what one does not want to do, learning to be patient, learning to love, from enjoying loneliness to loving each other more than themselves, they have grown from an isolated Individual, becomes a family.

Seeing that Cheng Siyu had no intention of disliking Shen Yi at all, Bai An thought about it and said with a smile, "Then I have another treatment that I hope you can cooperate with. Are you interested?"

Bai An handed the folder to Cheng Siyu, Cheng Siyu looked at the contents inside, checked it again in disbelief, coughed in embarrassment, and said, "Does intimate contact count as treatment?"

"Of course." Bai An popularized a lot of medical knowledge. Anyway, this matter is very important and will affect their future family harmony. Cheng Siyu nodded confusedly.

When Cheng Siyu came home, he called Shen Yi and said that he wanted to visit his house recently, and Shen Yi of course agreed.

When he thought of what Bai An said to him today, he felt sorry for Shen Yi, and when he was about to hang up the phone, he suddenly said: "I will treat you even better in the future, including your parents' portion."

Shen Yi was puzzled and said, "You want to be my father?"

"Get out!" Suddenly, there is no more distress!