Tibetan love

That day, I got ready early and went to his bedroom ahead of schedule.He finished reading and said, "You came so fast."

I smiled indifferently, "Anyway, I have nothing to do in the dormitory, so I came here early." But the fact is that I postponed Chen Cheng's birthday party, which made him talk about it from morning until I went out.

I thought it was just me and him, but Fatty Wang also went, along with his roommate.But what shocked me the most was when we walked out of the dormitory building, Zhu Yujie waved to someone, and then walked towards a girl waiting in the dormitory building.

When Zhu Yujie led her over, I felt my whole body trembling. I knew it was nonsense, but I still asked, "Do you know each other?"

This girl is my classmate.My heart skipped a beat when I heard the word girlfriend. I don't know how I held back so I didn't lose my composure. I actually went to dinner with them.Seeing them together, I suddenly felt like a fool, he didn't belong to me, and I still had fantasies.I thought I was naive, but seeing the way he was helping her with food and the expression of whispering to her, I still felt a little uncomfortable, so I calmly told them that something happened suddenly, and then left.

Walking aimlessly on the street, I suddenly remembered Chen Cheng's birthday party today, quickly took out my phone, and asked him cheekily, "Where are you?"

"Impression City, I told you to come or not..." Chen Cheng kept muttering on the phone, saying that he was going to break up the relationship, that he had no loyalty, and so on, but I suddenly felt very heartwarming. But really want to cry.

I still went to Chen Cheng's side. There were a lot of people in their box, and there were a lot of empty wine bottles, and many of them were already drunk.

Seeing me coming, Chen Cheng still looked joking, "Come here! Come, let me introduce you, this is Jiayi, Xu Jiayi, my buddies." Others who were still awake greeted me, and many people booed again, To punish me for drinking.

I don't know why, although there are many people I don't know here, but I feel very relaxed.I drank a lot with them and was sober.But Chen Cheng was drunk and kept catching and hugging everyone.

Back in the dormitory at night, I checked my phone, but there was no news.Yes, Xu Jiayi, what are you expecting?Xu Jiayi, you dare not tell him, but you want him to be like you, it's not fair to him.Think about it, if he hadn't been so angry and stalked up at the beginning, Zhu Yujie would never have known that there was such a person as me.But he has a girlfriend, he can't be with you, he is a normal person, he can be accepted by this world, he is going to get married and have children, and my feelings can never be expressed openly.

Give up, there is a voice that has been persuading me to give up.I also know that only by burying this feeling deep in my heart forever can I have him forever. Once my feelings for him are exposed, it will be a kind of harm to him.In the past, there was always a trace of expectation deep in my heart, hoping that one day he would notice my feelings for him and be willing to accept me.However, all these illusions have been shattered today.That girl turned out to be his girlfriend, and he had a girlfriend.

I sat on the chair below and thought about it for a long time. I glanced casually and saw the scorpion I bought for Zhu Yujie.The scorpion stayed quietly in the box, its tail raised.I have always been afraid of reptiles since I was a child, and I keep a respectful distance from scorpions.When he found out that I bought a scorpion to raise, Chen Cheng directly asked me if I was out of my mind, and asked me if the scorpion was poisonous.I told him that the rainforest scorpion was not poisonous, and picked up the scorpion like the boss did when he grabbed the scorpion's tail, which scared Chen Cheng away.

The rustling voice brought me back to my thoughts.I haven't fed it for a long time, mainly because the mealworms are so disgusting, they are still alive and wriggling.But a few days ago, I always smelled an unpleasant smell. Later, I found out that it was the rancid smell from the mealworms placed under the table, so I threw it away.I will give him some water now, and his vitality is also tenacious, and he has been living well.I really wanted to throw it away too, but after hesitating for a long time, I still couldn't bear to throw it away.

I didn't want to think about it anymore, I just washed up and went to bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

I never dreamed that I would argue with him, but that day was so unexpected.It was Wang Ziteng's birthday that day, and unexpectedly he invited me too.Because my friendship with him is really mediocre, at most it can only be regarded as an acquaintance.There was only one time when he said that he had no money to play outside, so he asked me to borrow 500 yuan.Had I known what to expect, I don't think I would have gone that day anyway.

Zhu Yujie also went there that day, and of course he brought his girlfriend with him.His girlfriend also brought her friends over.I don't know who started it, and asked me if I have a girlfriend.I said no, then glanced at Zhu Yujie quietly, he was talking to his girlfriend for some reason.Then his girlfriend, who was my classmate, suddenly said, "That's just right, Zhang Yue doesn't have a boyfriend either!"I also clearly saw the girl smiling shyly. For some reason, I suddenly felt that this was a "premeditated".I don't know this girl, but does this girl know me?Because during this period, I have seen her look at me more than once from time to time.

"Jia Yi, don't you think you are quite compatible, just give it a try." Zhu Yujie said to me with a smile, this is not the first time I saw him smile at me, but I don't know why this time the smile made me feel good uncomfortable.I drank a glass of wine to try to calm myself down, but Peng Qian said again: "Jia Yi, don't be shy. You are a boy, so please take the initiative to exchange contact information with Zhang Yue!" After finishing speaking , she even winked at the girl.

"No need!" I vaguely remember that my attitude was a bit cold at that time, and my tone seemed a bit heavy, and the originally pleasant and relaxed atmosphere seemed to be quiet all of a sudden.I seem to remember that it was Fatty Wang who said, "Oh, my brother drank too much wine, my brother is a little embarrassed, everyone, please stop talking about this, you should sing..."

"I'm not kidding." I interrupted Wang Ziteng, "I just don't need it, I don't need someone who has nothing to do with me to introduce me, don't meddle in my own business!" I shouldn't have said those words at that time, I should have just After listening to Wang Ziteng's words, just sit there quietly.It's a pity that sometimes you lose your mind and you will always be overwhelmed by some feelings.

I only heard Peng Xi say embarrassingly: "Jia Yi, we have nothing else to say, you..."

"Boom!" I threw away the cup in my hand, and slammed it on the ground, "What does it mean to be boring! Do I need it! I, Xu Jiayi, don't need it!" Then, I pointed at Peng Qian, whose face had turned blue. , "Peng Qian, I'm not that close to you, so I don't need you to meddle in my business! There are so many beauties in the outer court, I didn't even fall in love with you, how could I fall in love with her!"

At that time, I was so angry that I was irrational, and what I said did not go through my brain.As a boy, I shouldn't say such harsh words to a girl, and I shouldn't embarrass her so much.Maybe I was a little angry at her at the time.I saw that Peng Qian's face turned green and white, and the girl named Zhang Yue ran out of the KTV crying.

"Xu Jiayi, are you sick! If you don't want it, then don't, what a nerve!" This was the first time I saw him get angry.

I wish I had apologized at the time, but I didn't.I also shouted recklessly, "I'm just sick! Zhu Yujie, I sincerely regard you as a friend and a brother! Then let me ask you, what do you think of me, Xu Jiayi! In your eyes, I What is Xu Jiayi!" I don't know how much willpower it took to swallow the latter sentence, I only like you, but I only remember that my chest was congested afterwards.

I remember we almost got into a fight, but I don't remember how it ended.It's just that after that incident, Zhu Yujie and I have no contact, but Wang Ziteng often comes to me to play ball and exercise, of course, I always look for Zhu Yujie when he is not around.