For the love of the white moonlight

But, it's been so long since this day.

Get out of the car, and there is a tall figure standing under the porch.

Dong Xiao followed Song Jingwen closer, saw that young and handsome face clearly, and recognized that it was Song Zhang.

Before he disappeared, Song Zhang was eight years old, and now he is already a handsome young man.

Dong Xiao was speechless for a moment.

Song Zhang fixedly looked at him and called out, "Brother Dong Xiao."

The 15-year-old boy is no longer used to using reduplication. If Song Zhang like this is met outside, Dong Xiao will definitely not recognize him.

Time flies like water, Dong Xiao is nearly thirty years old, he has accomplished nothing, and the road ahead is at a loss, and his most precious youth has disappeared in the place he least wants to think about.

30

Song Jingwen saw Dong Xiao's whitewashing of peace this day.

At this time, seeing Dong Xiao asking Song Zhang this and that as if nothing had happened, Song Jingwen realized that it might be his own words last night that stimulated Dong Xiao.Dong Xiao is acting, and the direct purpose may be to "worthy" of their concern.

Therefore, he did something wrong. Those words were intended to show that Dong Xiao was not alone, but he ignored Dong Xiao's unimaginable despair and loneliness these years.

Song Zhang prepared gifts for Dong Xiao, all of which are daily necessities that will be needed in the future.The most expensive of them was a smartphone. Dong Xiao held it in his hand with a dull expression. After a while, he smiled and said, "This is too expensive, thank you, I can't accept it."

Song Zhang said: "This is a must-have item. I just have one more. It's okay to put it away. You can use it first." Then he swiped open the screen and swiped his fingers. "Set a password here, or you can unlock it with your fingerprint. Which one do you choose?" ?”

Dong Xiao fixedly looked at the mobile phone, still smiling, but his eyes were dim, as if he was at a loss.

That's right, Dong Xiao disappeared for seven years, and electronic products have been updated rapidly in these years. Since it is forbidden, Duan Mochu will never let Dong Xiao touch such things as mobile phones. Everything in front of him is unfamiliar to Dong Xiao.

Song Jingwen felt frustrated in addition to self-blame. Dong Xiao was like a volcano full of magma. He didn't know how to treat it with care. Song Zhang didn't seem to have the energy to comfort people.

But even if you bite the bullet, some things still have to be done.

Dong Xiao seemed to be having nightmares last night. Even with him by his side, he didn't dare to turn off the lights all night. After sending Dong Xiao back to the room, Song Jingwen put down his luggage and didn't leave, saying, "I'll stay here tonight."

Dong Xiao hurriedly said: "Don't worry about me, I can do it myself."

To hide it, if a grown man is not genuinely afraid, he probably wouldn't even think of being a companion.

Song Jingwen said: "The wardrobe in my room has just been newly painted, and the smell is strong. I will stay with you for two nights first."

Dong Xiao nodded blankly, "Oh."

Song Jingwen turned around to tidy up her clothes, and seemed to hear Dong Xiao heaving a sigh of relief behind him. He was lying, regardless of whether Dong Xiao believed it from the bottom of his heart, as long as he accepted it.

This night, Dong Xiao seemed to go to bed earlier than him.

Now that the person is back, he has to carefully plan how to live in the future, Song Jingwen hasn't fallen asleep for a long time.It's impossible for him to stay at home every day. With Dong Xiao's current situation, it's better for him to let a few people accompany Dong Xiao in and out. Thinking of this, Song Jingwen turned over to get his cell phone. Opening his eyes, he looked at him in horror.

This won't work, Song Jing thought to herself when she heard the warm voice comforting Dong Xiao.

Dong Xiao's current mental condition is very bad, so he has to let a professional come.

In the early morning of the next day, a professional arrived. It was Song Jingwen's own aunt's cousin named Chi Xiao.

Song Zhang went to school, Song Jingwen was not in a hurry to leave home, and sat with Dong Xiao and his cousin in the garden for a while.

As far as Dong Xiao's current situation is concerned, Chi Xiao was not in a hurry to reveal his identity as a psychiatrist. The three of them drank tea around the table, and Chi Xiao sat opposite them. It got closer, and at the end, she sat beside Song Jingwen.

In the afternoon, Song Jingwen had to go out, not to mention the things at hand, after cleaning up Duan Mochu, there was still a lot of aftermath work waiting for him.

Dong Xiao kept sending him to the gate of the yard.

A few hours later, he got a call from his cousin.

Chi Xiao said: "He is not in a good condition and has symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder."

Song Jingwen briefly recounted what he said to Dong Xiao in the ward on the first night.

Chi Xiao sighed: "He is very fragile now, so be extra careful when talking to him. You should have taken me with you back then. Fortunately, it's not too late now, it's the best time for psychological intervention."

"In fact, he is afraid of strangers, including the nannies, security guards, and me. After you go out in the afternoon, he looks very disturbed. He is extremely dependent on you, very guarded and even resistant to other people, and can't communicate deeply. , Without his own cooperation, treatment is very difficult, let's take our time."

Dong Xiao was very dependent on him, Song Jingwen kept this in mind, not to mention, after years of not seeing each other, it was so easy to get it back, and he himself was unwilling to always leave Dong Xiao at home, so during this period of time, Song Jingwen tried his best to compress his working hours and try his best to He stayed with Dong Xiao more.

It has been a long time since he had the leisure to take a walk after dinner. It is not good for Dong Xiao to stay out of the hospital all day long. Whenever he is free, after dinner, Song Jingwen will take Dong Xiaoyan for half an hour on the tree-lined road outside the villa, taking care of Dong Xiao on weekdays. Several of Xiao's security guards followed behind them. Dong Xiao only trusted Song Jingwen, so his trust in others could only be established by Song Jingwen's guidance.

Even at noon, as long as he could find time, Song Jingwen would simply go home for dinner. Although Dong Xiao was recuperating at home, he was not idle. He and the nanny did all the grocery shopping and cooking by himself.

Although Dong Xiao's mental state is still not good, with such a person at home, accompanied by him every morning and evening, Song Jingwen felt a sense of stability that he had never felt before.

At the dinner table, Song Jingwen looked at the boiled prawns served by the nanny, and immediately washed her hands and peeled off the shells. Dong Xiao likes to eat this.

The shrimp meat in the snow-white porcelain bowl was piled up into a hill, and Song Jingwen pushed it in front of Dong Xiao. Dong Xiao said, "You can eat, I can do it myself."

Song Jingwen waved her hand, "I'm not hungry."

This little thing is nothing.

The world owes Dong Xiao everything, and he can't wait to find out thousands of times to compensate Dong Xiao.He wants Dong Xiao to have wind and wind, and rain to get rain. He wants Dong Xiao to get a lot of love.

Not only to make Dong Xiao happy, but also to make himself happy.

It's just that the beautiful illusion that is deliberately maintained will always be punctured one day.

These days, Song Jingwen is busy inside and out, although she is willing, her energy is limited.One afternoon a month later, on the way home, he felt drowsy as usual. This time, Dong Xiao still had nightmares, and he didn't dare to sleep too deeply every night.

Song Jingwen lowered the back of the seat and told the driver, "Wake me up when you get home."

The driver said yes.

Song Jingwen closed his eyes, and soon fell into darkness. After an unknown period of time, he woke up, the car was parked in the yard, the twilight outside the window, and Dong Xiao was sitting beside him.

Song Jingwen woke up instantly.

Dong Xiao looked astringent, "You've been too tired recently."

To be blunt, it was all my fault.

Song Jingwen rubbed the center of her eyebrows, and retorted decisively, "Not recently, I have always had the habit of catching up on sleep in the car."

He suddenly wanted to get angry, where is the driver?His previous orders don't count? !

In fact, the driver is also in a dilemma. How Song Jingwen's people treat Dong Xiao depends entirely on Song Jingwen's own attitude towards Dong Xiao. Everyone knows that the boss is nervous about Dong Xiao and values ​​him like never before. If Song Jingwen himself wakes him up when he gets home, then if Dong Xiao says no?

Song Jingwen was about to have a fit, but later she realized that it wasn't that the driver didn't take his words seriously.The car drove to the road outside the compound, just in time to bump into Dong Xiao who was coming home from the bank business office.

Dong Xiao was sent home, but Song Jingwen didn't wake up.

So, the car stopped in the yard, and Dong Xiao said to the driver: "Let him sleep for a while, and I will wake him up when the meal is ready."

31

That night, Dong Xiao stayed up all night.

Thinking carefully about everything after he came back, Song Jingwen put him first in everything, even Song Zhang. Song Zhang was originally in a boarding school, and just to take care of him, he specially greeted the school for a while.

The two father and son treated him with all sincerity, but the shameful thing is that he has been putting on a show.However, if he didn't hide it, he was nervous all day long, and he seemed to be even more sorry for others. Dong Xiao's heart was in a mess and his headache was about to split.

He lay on the bed without even daring to turn over. He knew how tired Song Jingwen was, and he knew that the tiredness was because of him.How much he hesitated, how much hatred he felt in his heart, all night, countless faces dangled in his mind, Duan Mochu's, Qiu Anping's, Duan Mochu's subordinates, and even Bai Yan's, mocking, ferocious faces , indifferently, Dong Xiao squeezed the bed sheet tightly with his fingers before holding back his screams.

The sky outside the window was fishy white, and the sun was rising.

When Song Jing got up, Dong Xiao also pretended to wake up leisurely.

Song Jingwen looked at him for a long time, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Dong Xiao acted confused, "No, I don't look good?"

After sending Song Jingwen out, Dong Xiao finally made up his mind when an indescribable sense of fear rose.He was timid and timid all day long, and he didn't even dare to go out. He was not a normal person at all.Sooner or later, he will have to face the world alone, face all the horrors of the past alone, maybe, once he breaks through the limit of fear by himself, then everything will be fine. Strong medicine.

Song Jingwen sent someone to take care of his safety, not to monitor him, and he didn't take him so closely.

So, after cleaning up the dining room, Dong Xiao avoided the nanny and quietly walked out the back door of the kitchen, walked around the garden, pushed open the side door and strode out.

Behind the yard is the West Mountain, and the surrounding environment is very quiet, but the more Dong Xiao walks, the more afraid he becomes. The verdant green in front of him looks more and more like the forest where he was killed. The man who kidnapped him seems to be dead in the next second. Jump out from behind a tree.

Dong Xiao's legs were weak, but he walked faster and faster, just take this step. He repeatedly convinced himself that the murderer had been detained, Duan Mochu himself was dead, and no one would do anything to him.

But he walked more and more in a trance, looking up, the towering trees seemed to be spinning in front of his eyes.

He was dripping with cold sweat and his head was dizzy. Dong Xiao suddenly realized that he had made a huge mistake. Those who were captured could escape from prison, but he had never seen Duan Mochu's body.

dead?Is it dead?

There was a sudden rustling sound from the bushes not far away, Dong Xiao's legs went limp, and he fell to the ground suddenly.His knee hurt, but he couldn't care less, crawling with the remaining strength, he hastily shrunk himself in the dense cypress.

He seemed to hear someone's footsteps, Dong Xiao shivered and covered his ears.

They were coming, he knew, they were coming.

They'll drag him back to hell again.

Dong Xiao seemed to be able to hear Duan Mochu's sinister smile. His hair stood on end, his back was chilled. He had to escape, but where could he escape...

The footsteps came closer again, Dong Xiao bit his lips, but he still heard his own whimpering, his skull tightened little by little, the pain was piercing, his vision became more and more blurred, and finally, only A heavy darkness remained.

After some time, he woke up.

Not far away, it seemed like someone called his name.

Dong Xiao curled up tighter, it's over, everything is over, here they are, there are many of them.

The sudden light hurt his eyes, and a man stood in front of him, turned his head and shouted, "Here he is—"

Dong Xiao picked up a dead branch and waved at the man with his last strength, "Don't come here! Don't come here! Go away!—"

Amid the cries, the dead branches were pulled away.

Two strong arms hugged him, "Dong Xiao, it's me, don't be afraid."

Dong Xiao cried even more wantonly, and Song Jing heard it.

32

After this collapse, Dong Xiao's pent-up emotions seemed to have vented out more than half.Everyone around had seen his most embarrassing appearance, and there was no need to hide it anymore, Dong Xiao himself was relieved.

Chi Xiao would come to him on a regular basis to give him psychological counseling, and only then did Dong Xiao know that he needed to take medicine for his illness.

He was still accompanied by people every day, sometimes it was Song Jingwen himself, sometimes it was Song Zhang, and later on, he became acquainted with Chi Xiao, and Chi Xiao had more time than the Song family father and son. The two go out to play every day, and Chi Xiao is like a guide, taking him to all the famous scenic spots in the city.

Dong Xiao originally thought that he was causing trouble to others, but after thinking about it, Chi Xiao was treating his illness, and he had to cooperate with the treatment, so the entanglement would no longer be an entanglement.

It was early summer again, Dong Xiao's fourth month back home.

Enough playing, stop, he began to plan for his future.

Before falling asleep that night, he asked Song Jingwen: "Do you think it's too late for me to change my career?"

When he first came back, he told everyone that he planned to go back to school and continue his unfinished acting class.But looking back now, he was irrational at that time. This statement only cared about expressing himself as normal, and it was not thought through at all.

Song Jingwen closed the book and asked, "What do you want to change your career?"

Dong Xiao said: "Seven years ago, I felt that I was not a talented actor, which meant that I could understand the characters, but my expressions and body were not enough to convey my understanding to the audience, and I was not sensitive enough to the camera. But I still I like the film industry, and I want to start over and study directing.”

Song Jingwen asked: "Have you communicated with professionals?"

Dong Xiao replied truthfully: "I told Bai Yan that he thinks it's feasible."

Song Jingwen said: "If you are really interested in the director, then act decisively, it is never too late to start."

Dong Xiao nodded, even if Song Jingwen only gave him spiritual support, he would be happy.However, looking back at the reality, it is really horrible. At the age of 30, everything has to start from scratch.

Mobility is the key.

On Saturday, Dong Xiao went to the bookstore, accompanied by Song Zhang.

Two months ago, Song Zhang went back to school for boarding, and these days I don’t see him very often. The two stepped on the steps of the Book City together. Song Zhang asked, “Are you still afraid?”

Dong Xiao said: "Occasionally, there will be a little bit."

But after all, it was much better than before.

This is the benefit of being open and honest, and Song Zhang began to give him a boost.

"You don't have to be afraid. Uncle Zhang and the others have been with my dad for many years. They are all professional security guards, and no one can take you away from under their noses. You have a locator on you now. Even if you get lost, you have to have a professional reaction." Only by using investigative methods can we avoid them."

Dong Xiao smiled and said, "Don't worry, I understand."

He has heard this kind of words many times, but it is not redundant for Song Zhang to emphasize it again. In the past few months, everyone around him has repeatedly stated to him that his assumptions about the crisis do not exist, and he is very safe. It's like brainwashing.

It is undeniable that brainwashing still works. Over time, Dong Xiao couldn't believe it. A few months ago, he was so frightened that he fainted after taking a few steps outside.

After coming out of the Book City, they stopped by to pick up a cake. It was Song Zhang's birthday.

Go home and wait for Song Jingwen to eat together.

Dong Xiao was sitting with Song Zhang in the living room when the doorbell rang suddenly. The nanny glanced at the gate and said to Song Zhang, "It's your aunt."

Song Zhang got up and said to Dong Xiao, "I'll come as soon as I go."

After 2 minutes, Song Zhang returned by himself, um, my aunt was rejected by him decisively.

It seems too simple and rude?

However, Dong Xiao has seen Aunt Song Zhang's arrogance with his own eyes, and he has not forgotten it until now. These years, this mighty Miss Xu is likely to give Song Zhang the lead again, so he did not interfere with Song Zhang's decision.

After a while, Song Jing heard back.

The first thing Song Jingwen said after taking off his coat was to ask Song Zhang, "Your aunt came to celebrate your birthday with a gift, and you didn't let her in?"

Song Zhang's tone was light, "It's not necessary." The young man's back was straight and he was confident.

Song Jingwen did not continue to delve into it, but instead asked: "What are you eating today?"

Dong Xiao hurriedly moved the topic further, "There is everything, you go wash your hands, we will have dinner right away."

The atmosphere at dinner was not bad.

After dinner, we chatted for a while, and went upstairs to our rooms.

But when passing by the door of the study, Song Jingwen suddenly stopped and called Song Zhang: "Come in, let's chat."

Dong Xiao: "..." Okay, that matter is not over yet.

A quarter of an hour later, Song Zhang came out, and Dong Xiao was drinking water in the living room on the stairwell landing.

Dong Xiao asked Song Zhang with his eyes, how is it?

Song Zhang whispered, "It's okay."

No wonder.

Going back to the room at night, Dong Xiao learned that Aunt Song Zhang turned around and announced the evil to Song Zhangwai today. What Song Jingwen meant was to ask Song Zhang to go to his grandfather's house to apologize tomorrow.

Apologize?

Dong Xiao turned his head around, blinked his eyes, and asked: "Song Zhang has such a temper that he will never take the initiative to make things difficult for anyone. Why on earth does he not let Miss Xu in?"

yeah, why?Song Jingwen should also know what kind of person Aunt Song Zhang is. Song Zhang must have suffered a disadvantage from Ms. Xu for being so decisive. Is it really appropriate to let the child apologize alone?Dong Xiao's question actually made Song Jingwen think clearly.

Song Jingwen stared at him for a moment, not intentionally: "Are you questioning my decision?"

Dong Xiao fell silent.

Well, you are his father.

But Song Jingwen sat down on the sofa by the window, patted the seat beside her, "Come on, let's reason."

Dong Xiao complied neatly.

Song Jingwen looked at him sideways, and said in a calm manner: "A few days ago, Aunt Song Zhang did say some bad things to him. But the point is not what his aunt did, but that Song Zhang has grown up and should Learn how adults handle things. Do I really ask him to apologize? If you want to promote it, you must suppress it first, understand?"

Dong Xiao: "..." Got it.

Apologizing is not the purpose at all, the so-called wanting to promote first restrains, after speaking politely, it is time to insinuate and say that Miss Xu is wrong, this is a hidden needle.

Song Jingwen said again: "Song Zhang is not a child anymore, so he can't always shrink behind me. In the future, whoever makes him wronged, he has to come forward to beat him. Right now, no one will let him suffer in big things, so let him experience it with small things. Bar."

Dong Xiao has nothing to say, Song Jingwen is more thoughtful than him, Song Zhang is still the child who needed protection many years ago in his heart.

Song Jingwen's eyes were deep, and her eyes were locked on his eyes all the time, showing a playful smile, "You have started to protect him again."

Dong Xiao was startled, what?

Also, in the past few months, he has always been a role taken care of by others, and he rarely has the feeling of taking care of others.

This may be a good change, and Dong Xiao should be happy.

But being watched by Song Jingwen for a moment, his cheeks suddenly became hot, his heart beat faster, and he felt a little uncomfortable.

Dong Xiao scratched his hair, "Yes..."

Then nodded and pulled out a smile: "It should."

In July of this year, Song Jingwen went on a business trip for one month.This was the longest time Song Jingwen had been away from home since Dong Xiao came back.

In March, Song Jingwen also went on a business trip for a week, caring about Dong Xiao's mental state, so he simply took him with him, but this time he didn't ask Dong Xiao if he wanted to go with him.

Perhaps he was still worried that he would not be able to fall asleep because of his nightmares. After Song Jingwen went out, no matter how late she slept, she would make video calls with Dong Xiao and talk about trivial things.

Those seven years were still a shadow in Dong Xiao's heart. Dong Xiao still had nightmares, but when he woke up, he was no longer as creepy as before.

His own situation is getting better and better, and Dong Xiao himself can perceive it most directly.

In August, Song Jingwen came back and looked at him for a while, "You look good?"

Dong Xiao replied very proudly: "Of course."

This night, Song Jingwen didn't go to his room like before, but said good night to him at the door...

So, late at night, Dong Xiao was restless again and couldn't fall asleep.

It wasn't because he was afraid of anything. In fact, he didn't realize that he was afraid at all. He tossed and turned, and there was no shadow of the old demon in his mind.It's just that Song Jingwen began to sleep with him in a separate room after returning home this time, as if to straighten out the mess.

So what are he and Mr. Song?Dong Xiao was suddenly in a trance.

To say it didn't mean that, Song Jingwen was kind to him, regardless of the cost and meticulous.

If there is that meaning, they have been lying on the same bed for more than 100 days, and they are more pure than chatting under the quilt.Moreover, it seems that since three months ago, Song Jingwen began to let go slowly, and stopped spending all his free time around him.

It's as if, for the past few months, they've shared the same bed, it's just a matter of emergency.

An Sheng didn't sleep at night, and naturally his complexion was not very good the next day.

Fortunately, Song Jingwen went out early and didn't have a chance to see him, but in the morning, Chi Xiao came to talk to Dong Xiao, and only glanced at him before asking, "Are you insomnia again?"

Dong Xiao shook his head, "Not to mention, it's just that I slept too late."

Chi Xiao was alert, "What's wrong? Do you have new worries? Don't lie to me, I am your psychiatrist. You must always know your mental state."

Dong Xiao wanted to help his forehead, no matter what, there was always someone who couldn't avoid his exploration.

Fortunately, there was something to rely on, Dong Xiao immediately said: "Sister Chi Xiao, you are my psychiatrist, you can't betray the patient's privacy."

Chi Xiao answered decisively: "Of course."

So Dong Xiao told all his thoughts, and did not forget to emphasize again: "Sister Chi Xiao, remember your professional ethics."

Chi Xiao seemed to be laughing, "Is it too late for me to switch roles to Song Jingwen's cousin?"

Dong Xiao shook his head, "It's too late."

Chi Xiao thought for a moment, and then put on the posture of a professional, "This is a good change for you. In the past few months, you regarded him as a life-saving straw and relied on him out of survival needs, but now, you finally I can calm down and think about higher-level needs.”

This day is Qixi Festival. In the afternoon, Chi Xiao had an afternoon tea party with his bad friends, and Dong Xiao also went there.Chi Xiao's bad friends are also Dong Xiao's friends now, a group of older unmarried youths.When Chi Xiao invited him to the party at first, Dong Xiao was a bit wretched, but Chi Xiao said he had to have friends, and Song Jingwen's social circle, everyone had a fake face, which didn't suit him at all.

Another scruple of Dong Xiao is that Chi Xiao is considered an elite, so his friends are also elites. He himself has achieved nothing, so he is inevitably ashamed.But after one meeting, Dong Xiao calmed down. Chi Xiao’s friends are pretty good. They heard that he was delayed for a few years because of an accident, and they all comforted him calmly. Life is inevitably bumpy, and the road ahead is still long and slow take your time.I heard that he planned to continue his studies, and there were people who offered him professional help, but no one looked down at him with pity.

The party in the afternoon was quite pleasant, but Dong Xiao left quite early, and there were guests at home in the evening, Bai Yan and Pei Zhi wanted to visit him.

When he went out from the coffee shop, Song Jingwen's car had already parked at the door.

Dong Xiao opened the door and stuffed himself into the car, "Why did you come here by yourself?"

Song Jingwen looked at him for a moment, then turned his eyes away, lowered his eyes and said: "I have time to go home early, and I will pick you up on the way."

Dong Xiao said: "Today's Qixi Festival, how about taking Song Zhang home for dinner?"

Song Jingwen seemed to be taken aback, and then said: "Children love to have fun, and they should have their own program at school."

Then he pursed his lips and remained silent.

On the way home, Dong Xiao felt that Song Jingwen seemed to talk very little today.

When dusk fell, the young couple Bai Yan arrived.Seeing Bai Yan again, Dong Xiaocai confirmed that his knots in his heart were gone.

After dinner, Dong Xiao stayed in the dining room to pack up, Song Jingwen was talking to Pei Zhi in the living room, Bai Yan automatically avoided and walked to his side.

The two chatted for a while, and Bai Yan suddenly asked: "I've always had a question. In the past, you said you had a sweetheart who stood on a high place, Mr. Song?"

Dong Xiao was taken aback, what day is it today, one or two, including himself, are all thinking about it.

Facing Bai Yan, he didn't intend to hide anything, and nodded, "Yes."

Bai Yan asked again: "You still like it now?"

Like it more than before.

Bai Yan said oh, and then there was no more.

Dong Xiao is happy, he is so frank, why can't Bai Yan say something empty to cheer him up?Bai Yingdi is really rigorous and down-to-earth.

But Bai Yan asked again: "What is your trouble?"

This is the key point. Dong Xiao can perceive Song Jingwen's intentional or unintentional intimacy, but cannot confirm it.

Seven years ago, when he was at the right time, he confessed his love, but Song Jingwen did not respond.

Now, he is not as good as before. Although he has been working hard to repair himself, the brokenness still exists. He seems to have no confidence to make Song Jingwen tempted.

He wasn't sure if Song Jingwen's kindness to him was out of pity.

If this is the case, Song Jingwen has paid so much for him, he should pay back, instead of taking the opportunity to rely on Song Jingwen.

On the night of the Qixi Festival, Pei Zhi seemed to have other arrangements, and he dragged Bai Yan to leave after a while. On such a day, no one stayed.

After Dong Xiao finished packing, he saw Song Jingwen standing by the window on the phone, so he went back to his room to take a shower.

Pushing open the door, Dong Xiao was stunned.On the coffee table in front of the sofa was a large bouquet of red roses.

He entered the room and closed the door with his backhand, but he couldn't close it.

Looking back, Song Jingwen was standing behind him, pressing the heavy solid wood door leaf with one hand.

Dong Xiao glanced at the flowers in the room, "This is?..."

Song Jingwen said: "Today is the holiday, there must be something to show."

Dong Xiao: "..."

Song Jingwen said again: "Let's talk."

33

They entered the room together, Song Jingwen still sat down on the sofa, and then said to him: "Sit down too, don't be nervous."

Dong Xiao wanted to laugh: "I'm not nervous."

Finally sat down beside Song Jingwen.

But the conversation that followed made him laugh.

Song Jingwen's face was serious, she looked into his eyes, and told the whole story slowly.

Song Jingwen said: "After you started to cooperate with the treatment, Chi Xiao had a long talk with me. She said that you are very fragile, and I shouldn't let you be too dependent on me."

"She said it was taking advantage of others, and she was right. At that time, you were in a very bad state of mind, and you regarded me as your only trustworthy object. If I continued to indulge, and indulged into a habit, it is very likely that you I will never lose my spiritual crutch for the rest of my life.”

Song Jingwen had a clear face and deep eyes, "But is this really okay? Is it really fair to you? You tried everything to get yourself back to freedom, and I will put another shackle on you."

Dong Xiao's heart was in a turmoil. He finally understood why Song Jingwen gradually let go of him.

"I can't do this, I have to wait for you. I have to set you free first, wait for you to stand up, and then talk about other things."

"I have to wait for you to be calm enough to make your own choice. This is my responsibility to you."

"Today, Chi Xiao said that you are in good spirits," Song Jingwen's dark eyes were quite emotional.

After saying this, he took out a folded letter from his upper shirt pocket and handed it to Dong Xiao, "Then, I want to ask, does what was said back then still count? Does the agreement at the end of September that year still count?"

Dong Xiao unfolded the letter paper, it was the first letter to Song Jingwen.In the center of the densely packed Chinese characters, there is a circle drawn with a red pen, and the sentence circled is that the spring breeze is not as good as you.

He didn't know what to say, this is his Mr. Song, maybe, in a place where he can't see, like him, spent seven gloomy and hopeless years.Consider everything he neglected for him, from beginning to end, no matter what happens, never treat him lightly.

He could only stretch out his arms, hug Song Jingwen tightly, and nodded desperately, "It counts, it always counts."

season finale

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, two years have passed.

Dong Xiao was a sophomore in the directing department, and the third season of the hit sitcom "House A 501" started filming. Bai Yan called him and said that it was too late on paper, and invited him to join the team as the director. As an assistant, you can gain an in-depth understanding of the shooting process from the director's perspective.

This is not unreasonable. Dong Xiao packed his bags and went to S City to stay for a month after asking for leave.

The play is owned by Bai Yan's own company, and the actor himself is the art director. Dong Xiao admires Bai Yan from the bottom of his heart. With a group of upright little transparent people, he talks about his work and never compromises with those bullshit rules in the circle. He insists on supporting a grass-roots team up.If it were him, it might not be possible.

Bai Yan was stern and selfless, so Dong Xiao should be competent as a director's assistant. For a whole month, day and night turned upside down, Dong Xiao was very busy, but his heart was very fulfilled. It was worthwhile for him to be busy.

The whole crew worked fast, and the play was finished one day ahead of schedule.

Bai Yan originally asked him to stay one more night, but he thought it was the weekend and Song Zhang would go home, so Dong Xiao pushed back. Song Jingwen is also on a business trip this month, and the children haven't seen them for a long time.

Coincidentally, on the way to the airport, he received a call from Song Jingwen. Song Jingwen told him that the schedule was shortened, and he could go home today and was ready to board the plane.

I haven't seen him for a whole month, and Dong Xiao is undoubtedly happy to be able to sleep with Mr. Song in his arms tonight.Song Zhang will be happy when they go home, Dong Xiao said to Song Jingwen: "Don't tell Song Zhang yet, let's surprise him by showing up suddenly."

Song Jingwen's plane was delayed, and Dong Xiao arrived first.

They wanted to surprise Song Zhang, but unexpectedly, Song Zhang gave them a surprise instead.

When Dong Xiao entered the room, he saw a girl in a school uniform and skirt sitting in the living room.

He froze, who is this?

The girl looked sixteen or seventeen years old, with long hair like a waterfall, black eyes, like a doll, pure and lovely, but he had never seen it before.

The nanny quickly explained, "This is Song Zhang's classmate."

Dong Xiao: "..."

Song Zhang took his classmates home for the first time, brought a girl?

Soon, Song Zhang came down from upstairs, saw him, his eyes were slightly startled, and soon he exchanged greetings with him as usual, and then introduced to him, "This is my classmate, Qin Xiaoyi."

Song Zhang told the girl again: "This is brother Dong Xiao."

The girl got up and nodded to Dong Xiao, "Brother Dong Xiao."

Dong Xiao could only smile.

Song Zhang said to him: "You rest first, I'll take her upstairs to study homework." Then he picked up the girl's schoolbag without any explanation, "Let's go."

Dong Xiao: "..."

Is it really just helping classmates with homework?

Only then did he realize that Song Zhang was already so tall. A 17-year-old boy, 1.8 meters tall, wearing a school uniform, a white shirt and gray trousers, his body was as tall as a pine, and he really looked like a school bully.The classmate Xiaoyi next to him is really a little bird.

Dong Xiao stood where he was, as if he forgot to say something.

Looking at Song Zhang's back, yes, your dad is coming back today!

In fact, Song Jingwen himself will be fine if he encounters a surprise. Mr. Song has never been rude to children.

So, an hour later, Mr. Song's tall figure appeared at the door. Dong Xiao rushed up and grabbed the man's arm. He was so excited that he couldn't describe it. He was full of gossip.

Song Jingwen put down her luggage, smiled slightly, and pinched his cheek, "What's wrong? You're so excited, your eyeballs are almost falling to the ground."

Dong Xiao shook Song Jingwen's arm, not knowing where to start.Song Jingwen looked around for a week, "Song Zhang hasn't returned yet?" Then she lowered her head and stole a kiss on his face.

When Song Zhang was mentioned, Song Zhang appeared, of course, followed by a bright and beautiful girl.

Song Jingwen's gaze also froze, and suddenly became calm.

It was already meal time, Song Zhang sent the girl downstairs and introduced him briefly as before.Song Jingwen was very polite to the girl: "It's getting late, are you going to eat here?"

After all, she was still a high school student, and it was too late to go home on weekends. The girl declined the invitation. Later, Song Zhang sent the girl out and arranged for a driver to take her off.

When the two children went out, Song Jingwen held Dong Xiao's hand and sighed, "This is really the first time."

Dong Xiao said: "Yes, the first encounter is actually not a bad thing, we have to handle it carefully."

Song Jingwen hugged his waist, buried her head on the side of his neck, took a deep breath, as if smelling his scent, "Don't worry, I understand."

There was no one else in the living room at this time, Dong Xiao kissed Song Jingwen on the chin, glanced at the sofa, and happened to see a mobile phone with a cartoon pendant on it.It should belong to classmate Xiao Yi. He slightly pushed Song Jingwen away, "The child didn't bring a phone, so I'll send her out. You go wash your hands and get ready to eat."

Dong Xiao chased out the door with his mobile phone, and Song Zhang just sent the girl to the car.

After Dong Xiao got closer, he heard Song Zhang teaching his sister: "Go back and study hard, I don't ask you to be the best, but don't you