[Alice Academy] A senior from afar

——Si has no interest in other people's affairs.

We've been together for a while, even if I'm always called slow by others, I can't help but guess like this.

For example, I told him how about the new teacher or student, although he would listen to me patiently and did not show any impatience.But maybe it's just a kind of intuition, which can barely be called a woman's sixth sense. I just think that Si is actually trying to perfuse me, and he doesn't like this kind of topic.

It's strange to say that I, who has been slow to react and have a long reflex arc, can always be unexpectedly sensitive when facing Si, who is particularly good at hiding my emotions.

Because of this intuition, I don't think I can tell him everything like before, and I can't always let him accommodate me, right?

——Obviously, when I had this thought, I didn't realize that my behavior was actually accommodating him.

Later, I began to learn to avoid chatting with him about other people's topics, and talked more with him about what I learned in class or the novels I read recently. Sure enough, I felt that he had obvious interests in these.

Probably because they are two souls residing in the same body, he can feel my emotional fluctuations, and so can I.Also, because he really seldom has huge emotional swings, every time I feel a little bit different in him, I get carried away with excitement.

I'm a dull person, so when my friends started to think I was weird and drifted away from me, I didn't know it.

When I found out, there was an invisible distance between me and them, and the relationship between us could no longer be made up.

However, after I realized this fact belatedly, I was immediately relieved.

Often an incidental attribute of dullness is optimism.

At that time, I even felt that being so far away from the crowd, I could talk to Si with peace of mind, and I didn’t have to be in an embarrassing scene when someone came to strike up a conversation on the way. I didn’t have to face other people’s strange eyes, and I didn’t have to care about other people’s prejudices. It's easy, and it's fun.

——Since the priest is indifferent to other people's affairs, why should I get close to my so-called "friends" to create a topic about them between me and the priest?

Similarly, because I am a dull person, I didn't notice the inexplicable feelings that were crazily growing in my heart, so that my feelings for him developed to the point where it was out of control.

Also because of the dull additional attribute, when I discovered that feeling, I was immediately relieved. Of course, these are all things to say later.

After staying away from the crowd, I talked to him almost every minute and every second except for sleeping.

Because Si is really a studious child, he is very interested in everything the school teaches, I even wonder if the school teachers will cry with joy when they meet him as a good student.

However, I was the only one who could talk to him, so my little vanity was satisfied, and I was willing to pay the price-to be a teacher who taught him how to learn.

I need to give him all the content taught in class, so I have to listen to every word of the teacher carefully during class, take notes, and teach him when I get home from school.

Because of this, when his knowledge reserve was gradually expanded, my academic performance also rose in a straight line, and I even occasionally took the first and second place in the class by chance.

But when I was complacent, and even had the tendency to go straight to the arrogant road of no return, the brilliance of another soul in my body suddenly compared me.

As a soul without body sovereignty, the priest's cleverness makes another soul with body sovereignty I can't wait to hit the wall to be reborn and rebuilt.

Obviously I taught him the knowledge, the content should be the same, and my language is definitely not as short and concise as the teacher's.However, during the exam, I asked him questions that I didn't know in a desperate mood, and he could give me the most accurate answer in the shortest time.

For me, a young student who came out of blue, I secretly held my fragile glass heart to feel inferior, but at the same time I was extremely proud, as if my student was admitted to the University of Tokyo.

Facts have proved that every teacher's emotions are complex.

However, I still have some pity - if he is not another soul in my body, but as a separate individual, even if he looks ordinary, he will definitely be very popular, especially those little girls.

I was like a little girl in love, eating strange jealousy, and for a while, I had the idea of ​​dragging out the soul in my body to take a good look at his appearance.

Just as I kept struggling, time passed by little by little.

In the blink of an eye, it has been six years, and I have spent No. 13 birthdays in the United States.

Yes, I came to America, my father's hometown.

And probably never come back to live in Japan again.

Parents make decisions quickly, and we move quickly.

At that time, I was only 12 years old, and I was in the fifth grade. As a half-Japanese born in Japan, my English can be said to be bad and I can't describe the mystery.Especially spoken language. I have spoken Japanese for 12 years without tongue roll. When I encounter English, I am the first or second. I suspect that the local Americans will struggle for a while when they hear me speak English, but they will not struggle in the end. That's why.

Although I seldom communicated with others when I was in Japan, and it probably won’t change much when I go to the United States, but maybe it’s because of my self-esteem. I always feel that as a half-American, I should still learn English well.

However, in fact, the real reason is that Si's classmate's language talent is inhuman.

I was already perplexed that he could speak Japanese.Unexpectedly, when I arrived in the United States, I told him that I would practice English in the future and he would switch to the English mode when speaking, so that he could prepare for it. As a result, this guy spoke a series of gorgeous English.At that time, I suppressed the desire to pounce on the ground and questioned him, but the guy's voice was full of innocence and said that he didn't know what was going on.

To sum up, my self-esteem, which has always been pitifully small, worked, and I could not be humiliated. Before I officially transferred to an elementary school in the United States, I began to learn English behind closed doors.

I locked myself up for three full days and three nights, only coming out for a while to eat, take a shower and go to the bathroom.

The later result is that English has a long history and is profound and profound, but I can still grasp the basic language, the listening comprehension is passable, and the spoken English can barely be pulled out.

There are at least tens of thousands of commonly used words in English, and the English dictionary is at least 5cm thick. I just memorized the words with the first letters A to D.

The fifth grade elementary school students have limited memory and limited physical strength. I am quite satisfied with my results.

Even more satisfying though, my weight dropped!

As a 12-year-old loli, I really haven't reached the time to pay attention to my weight, but I really have to pay attention, because I am a person who drinks water and becomes fat.In particular, the school uniform I wore in Japan exposed my arms and legs, which made me hate my weight.

Now that I've lost weight, am I still complacent?

When I have all kinds of joy, joy, and excitement, I seem to forget a certain one that I have thrown aside for three days and three nights.

When I was studying behind closed doors, I naturally couldn't talk to Si, otherwise my efficiency would be reduced to clouds, so I simply didn't talk to him, and he only talked perfunctorily. As soon as I spoke, I got awkward and locked myself in a small black room on the second or third day, suspected to be in circles.

So naturally, I got carried away with the joy of the weight loss and forgot about him, and he continued to fight.

As a 12-year-old loli, I desperately want to comfort a wife whose age is unknown and who is currently having a fight.

"Si~" I tried to call him in a coquettish tone.

No one answered me.

It seemed that I was quite angry, and I was a little pleased with his behavior, so I continued to call him in a coquettish tone.

"Si-chan~ Si-chan, come out soon~"

"Si~ If you don't come out again, people will cry~"

Because I knew that Si was most afraid of crying, I threatened him like this, thinking that he should come out now.

But still no sound.

Suddenly, there seemed to be a void in my heart, and anxiety and fear surrounded me.

I shook my head and waved away those bad guesses, and there was inevitably some haste in my tone, "Si! Come out soon, don't play any more!"

No, no.I soothe myself.

Tears still couldn't help swirling in my eyes, I tried not to let them stay, and continued to call.

"Sacrifice..."

The voice calling him in my heart couldn't help trembling, and it was crying, softly, but with a pleading, as if I was going to despair if I couldn't hear the answer.

Then, I heard his voice again...

"Um……"

Tears finally couldn't help falling down, big teardrops ran across my cheeks, I still couldn't help crying out loud, in fact, I haven't shed tears since talking to Si, but this time I suddenly felt like losing him, helpless And fragile.

While weeping, I continued to call his name in my heart.

"Si! Si!..."

In the ear, his comforting voice came...

"I am here."

"...It was agreed that you...you will always be by my side."

"Um……"

Tired of crying, I fell on the bed and covered my eyes with my arms. I suddenly thought, I was perfunctory for three days and three nights when he didn't talk to him. He was in darkness in my body. Could he be as helpless as me? , so he will be angry?

So, how did he get through the time when I hysterically scolded him and told him never to talk to me again before I was 7 years old?

In that darkness, I couldn't see, hear, or speak.

Just imagining it makes my eyes sour and my heart throbbing.

All of this can only be turned into "I'm sorry..." and disappeared in mid-air.

I don't ask for forgiveness, and what I owe him will probably never be repaid in my life.

However, he said with a smile, "Forgive you, Mr. Yu~"

Teacher You was the one who forced him to bark at the beginning. In order to make him obey, I specifically threatened her that if he didn’t bark, I wouldn’t teach him. Sure enough, once I threatened him, he gave in and barked reluctantly.But then I didn't care about these anymore, and I didn't force him to bark anymore. Now hearing this long-lost address, I narrowed my eyes and laughed out loud...

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