Grapevine on grapefruit tree

When Jiang Heng knocked on the door of Shu Wen's dormitory with a ten-inch cake, he was still a little happy in his heart.This was a surprise he had planned for a long time. If he could make Shu Wen happy, he would take this opportunity to apologize to Shu Wen, use his sincerity to win Shu Wen's forgiveness, and rebuild the relationship.

Therefore, when he knocked on the door of the dormitory very happily, what was greeted was the sleepy eyes of the dormitory chief Song: "Jiang Heng, Shu Wen is not here."

The door closed with a bang, and Jiang Heng was left standing outside the cold door, the smile on his face was blown by the wind as if he was about to freeze.

He walked downstairs numbly and sat by the flower bed downstairs, his mind was in a mess.

Originally, he was very happy these days. On Shu Wen's birthday, he always invited him to dinner. Determined to take this opportunity to explain clearly to Shu Wen.So I waited until one o'clock at noon, did not receive a text message from Shu Wen, ate a piece of bread indiscriminately, and bought Shu Wen's favorite mango cake, but in the end I still didn't get Shu Wen's invitation at night.Afraid that he would treat guests to dinner at night, he deliberately waited until ten o'clock before carrying the cake to find Shu Wen, but Shu Wen was not there.

At eleven o'clock, the auntie of the dormitory was about to close the door of the dormitory, but Shu Wen hadn't come back yet.Jiang Heng sat by the flower bed blankly, not saying a word.The dormitory auntie saw that there seemed to be a figure in the flower bed, and she shone the flashlight on him: "What are you doing sitting here, young man? The lights in the dormitory will be turned off soon, so hurry back and rest."

Jiang Heng was taken aback for a moment, took out his phone and checked, it was eleven eleven.

When Jiang Heng got up, the lights had already been turned off, except for the lights in the corridor that were still on, and it was pitch black everywhere.I said sorry to the dormitory aunt, walked slowly back to the door of Shu Wen's dormitory, and put the cake in my hand at the door of the dormitory.

Jiang Heng suffered from insomnia, lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, closing his eyes, his mind was in a mess, sometimes Shu Wen Jiang Xun, sometimes Qiao Min Ye Jingshu, the sound of his roommate grinding his teeth was particularly harsh, Jiang Heng took out his earphones to listen to the song Come on, it's all pure music that can make people calm down, but when I listen to it, I get more and more irritable. Why are they all Shu Wen's favorite songs! !

I finally fell asleep, and woke up inexplicably before six o'clock.Fortunately, there was no class on Sunday, so Jiang Heng turned his head and fell into a deep sleep.When I woke up again, it was already ten o'clock in the morning. Jiang Heng took out his mobile phone from under the pillow. There were two missed messages, both of which were from Ye Jingshu. He replied to the text message and asked Ye Jingshu to go to the cafeteria for dinner at eleven o'clock. Jiang Heng changed it. Clothes climbed out of bed and was brushing his teeth when his roommate opened the door carrying breakfast.

"Jiang Heng, are you up?"

Jiang Heng was about to pour hot water from the boiling water bottle to wash his face, but on second thought, let's wash his face with cold water to refresh himself.

It was raining outside, and my roommate went to the balcony, opened the umbrella and hung it to dry on the balcony. Seeing Jiang Heng washing his face with cold water, he kindly reminded: "Is there no hot water? I still have some in the water bottle. Do you want to use it?"

Jiang Heng said: "No need, I need to wake up."

The roommate said: "It's time to wake up, you talked in your sleep all night last night."

Jiang Heng was speechless: "Talking in a dream? What did I say?"

"I said a lot in a vague way, but I didn't hear it clearly. It seemed that I called a name, and it was Wenwen." The roommate teased: "By the way, who is Wenwen? I remember the flower of the Department of Mathematics, shouldn't it be called Jing?" Is it quiet?"

Jiang Heng was slightly startled, and muttered softly: "Are you calling Wenwen?"

"what?"

"It's nothing."

"Ah, what happened to your eyes?" Ye Jingshu saw Jiang Heng, and the first thing she said was to ask about his eyes.

"I didn't sleep well last night." Jiang Heng took her hand guiltily and walked towards the long queue in the cafeteria, "What are your plans for this afternoon?"

"I have a few final papers to write recently, so I plan to go to the library to find information."

Jiang Heng nodded: "Okay, I'll accompany you."

Ye Jingshu couldn't help worrying: "Are you... all right?"

Jiang Heng insisted: "I'm fine."

Jiang Heng's spirit was really bad. After lunch, he became more active, and before he walked from the cafeteria to the library, he became listless again.

Ye Jingshu couldn't stand it anymore, and slowly stopped. She stood at the door of the library for a while, but Jiang Heng didn't rush her until she said, "Jiang Heng, go back and rest."

Jiang Heng no longer evaded: "Okay, I'll go back and make up for sleep."

Ye Jingshu looked at his back as he went away, and couldn't help feeling a little absent-minded.

"Jiang Heng!" She called him suddenly, "I hope you think about it, in your heart, what you really want to pursue..."

Jiang Heng froze, and responded softly: "Yes."

Really want to pursue it?Jiang Heng's mind was a little confused, he took a hot bath in a daze, changed into pajamas, and lay on the bed, but his mood could not be calm all the time.

There are too many facts that have happened recently.

First, he heard some rumors that Shu Wen was gay, and he beat up those people who spoke nonsense behind their backs, and then he was pressed by Shu Wen on the grass to confess his confession. He couldn't accept it, so he turned against Shu Wen. This was his heart.

Jiang Heng turned over and fell asleep in a daze.

When he woke up, it was already dark, and the dormitory was pitch-black. The voice control in the corridor would light up from time to time. Jiang Heng stretched out his hand to touch the phone under the pillow, feeling something was wrong.

He is hard.

In fact, this is nothing, just a normal physiological reaction of teenagers. He comforts himself in this way, pretending that he does not remember the dreams he has had.

He quickly stretched his hands into the bed, and began to fiddle with his body.Under the control of desire, people really become casual. At the beginning, they were a little ashamed, but gradually they just felt happy and happy. He wanted to vent out the recent unhappiness, and the range of manipulation became larger and larger. Speak comfortably.

The back of a person flashed through his mind quickly. That person was wearing a black T-shirt and blue jeans. He was tall and thin, and looked very refined. It was Shu Wen!

Then he shot himself.

Jiang Heng looked at the sticky white liquid on his hands in shock, and was taken aback for a moment before picking up the tissue beside the pillow to wipe his hands clean.

The paper towel was thrown from the bed into the trash can at the door like a shot. Jiang Heng sighed with emotion for the innocent children and grandchildren who were killed by him. He lay down for a while, changed his clothes and got up.

Of course Shu Wen didn't know that he had easily entered other people's dreams, and even became the object of sexual excitement.This afternoon, he and Shu Xin came to Jinli, wandered around for an afternoon, and finally walked to a postcard shop.

Shu Wen walked in curiously, and was surprised that there were many people sitting in this small room that didn't look luxurious, and there were many people on the bar by the window who were writing postcards with their heads buried in their heads and knocking on souvenir medals carefully.

"Write one?" Shu Xin asked him, "The longest retention period here is two years, and you can keep it until two years later before sending it out. Write something to yourself two years later, I won't read it. "

Shu Wen nodded, picked out two hand-painted postcards, stood in front of the postcard shelf and thought for a long time, then picked out a night view of Chengdu, and found a seat to write postcards on.

One is written to Yan Liang: Today is windy, I am in Jinli, Chengdu.Are you OK?

It is her favorite word to write to the simple one. It has just been changed to QQ signature: If it is like the end of the moon, it will be bright and clean, and I will not give up the ice and snow.

Holding the beautiful night scene postcard, Shu Wen didn't know what to write after much deliberation, and finally drew up his pen slowly: Seeing each other is like not seeing each other, how can love seem ruthless.The pen was written in a hurry, and it was written to Jiang Heng.

"These two are mailed today, and this one will be mailed in two years."

After paying the money, Shu Wen ignored Shu Xin's nagging voice, and bought some souvenirs at the so-called souvenir shop where the scenic spots are deceptive.

The panda doll was given to Jian Jian, and the panda nesting doll was given to Yan Liang. Passing by a jewelry store, he saw a bracelet with a wooden body and a silver-plated carved silver sleeve. It looked extremely delicate, so he bought it for Jian Jian.

"Don't you want to bring one to Jiang Heng?" Shu Xin reminded him.

"No." Shu Wen shook his head, ignoring Shu Xin's long sigh behind him.

Shu Wen had a heart-to-heart conversation with Shu Xin before going back to school. After all, she is her own sister and the person who is most likely to understand her.

"Actually, I have known about you for a long time. It was probably in high school. Once you asked me if Scorpio and Gemini are compatible. I said Gemini is fickle and Scorpio is the most unmatched two constellations." Shu Xin smiled , "You liked him since you were a child, and you also like him when you grow up. It's very normal."

It turned out that she knew everything, Shu Wen felt a little embarrassed: "You know everything..."

Shu Xin said: "It's just you and him now..."

Shu Wen was startled, and said, "He is heterosexual."

He has no reason to force a heterosexual to like himself as the same sex. Jiang Heng has taken care of him since he was a child and treated him as his closest friend. How can he drag the person who trusts him the most into the water?If he can't do it, then he might as well just break it off like this. After a long time, people will always forget, unpleasant experiences, and fruitless pursuits will always fade away with time.

And the pain is short-lived, just like now, he avoids that person intentionally or unintentionally, they will slowly get used to life without each other, and then run in opposite directions, going further and further apart.

This is the best ending.

Shu Xin thought for a while, and said: "If you really like men, I hope you can be together more, and I will be relieved to hand you over to him. But you are right, he is heterosexual, and we are also You can't force him to accept you because of your own selfish desires... Shu Wen, no matter what, my sister supports you."

elder sister.Shu Wen thought, this word is really beautiful.

Thank you, sister.

Shu Wen leaned his head against the glass window of the train, seeing the fast-moving vegetation in front of him, Shu Wen closed his eyes, feeling drowsy.