let my world embrace you

"Bang, bang, bang..."

From knocking on the door to knocking on the door early in the morning, Han Hui's mood has changed from doubt to anxiety, "Qiao Jin? Qiao Jin? Are you in the room? Can you hear me?"

On the first day of formal training, Han Hui couldn't figure out what happened when he couldn't see Qiao Jin's people for a long time.Qiao Jin's phone was always turned off again, and Han Hui, worried, was planning to go to the front desk of the hotel and open the door with the spare room card.But at this moment, Qiao Jin finally showed up in the room, showing that he was still a living creature.

It's just that Han Hui not only didn't feel relieved, but after seeing Qiao Jin's overall state, he became even more worried. It is not an exaggeration to use the four words "terrible" to describe it.Although Qiao Jin wasn't unkempt, the low air pressure surrounding Qiao Jin made Han Hui feel something unusual.

"Qiao Jin, what's the matter with you? Did something happen last night?"

"Hmm..." Qiao Jin drooped his head weakly, "I seem to have lost my phone..."

"Did you meet a thief? Are you okay?" Han Hui looked back and forth at Qiao Jin, "Yesterday you were suddenly out of the room. Where did you go alone?"

Qiao Jin leaned against the door, closed her eyes and refused to explain, "Han Hui, I'm so tired, can you stop asking me questions? I just want to sleep more..."

Although Qiao Jin wore black-rimmed glasses, but the signs of dark circles and redness were obvious, Han Hui sighed silently, and said, "Then I will ask for leave for you, and you should have a good rest. I'll call. My number, I'll write to you."

"Okay, thank you."

Sunlight came in through the gaps in the curtains, Yan Xin dimly opened his eyes, calmed down, saw Fu Tao walking by the bed, and remembered that he was in Xiamen.

"Wake up? Breakfast is buttered toast with warm milk, do you want to get up now?"

Yan Xin hugged the quilt and shook her head, "I don't want to, I'm so tired..."

Fu Tao sat down by the bed, raised his hand and stroked Yan Xin's hair, "You say you're tired now? You're ten months pregnant and you still insist on working, so what should you do?"

"Perry told me that pregnancy also requires adaptation, to adapt to the baby's growth rhythm, it is unavoidable to feel hard in the early stage of adaptation, but as long as you find a balance with your baby, this experience is wonderful and unique." Yan Xin looked at Fu Tao and said with a smile, "I think I can, what about you?"

"I..." Fu Tao smiled and avoided Yan Xin's eyes, "I'm really not ready yet, Yan Xin, you also know that my original plan was to start my own business at the end of the year, once I get busy, I can't promise I will not neglect you and your child. After the baby is born, companionship and education are also very important. Neither of us can be absent, but do you really have the energy? Do you want to give up the position of regional president, or let me Give up your own business?"

Yan Xin frowned, sat up halfway, and said puzzledly, "How can it be so serious? There are many entrepreneurs who are busier than us, can't they also take care of family and career? Don't have such a big psychological burden , it’s not that we don’t have a corresponding financial foundation, it’s always a happy thing to be a father!”

Under Yan Xin's gaze, Fu Tao nodded a little uncomfortably, and eased his expression slightly, "You are right, get up and have breakfast first, otherwise it will be cold."

Yan Xin watched Fu Tao walk out of the room with a trace of displeasure and uneasiness in her heart.A man who is about to become a father is actually more worried than happy, which makes Yan Xin unable to understand, and makes Yan Xin even more at a loss.

"Perry, am I thinking too much?"

"Of course not!" Perry, who was meeting with the wine supplier, walked out of the coffee shop with his mobile phone, "Yanxin, what reason are you looking for from yourself? You have already put down everything and flew to Xiamen just to tell Fu Tao the good news. Then spend a celebratory vocation together, what's wrong with that?"

"But...he's really not mentally prepared." Yan Xin felt as if he had been poked in the soft rib by Perry, and he didn't have enough confidence to say what he said.

Perry sighed nonchalantly, "Honey, this is the worst excuse in the world. Ask yourself, if you believed Fu Tao, would you still call me? He is simply cowardly, and you still Find a reason for him, he is not as stupid as you!"

Yan Xin leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows, smiled, "Perry, you are still the same as before, always so inconsolable."

"You called me, and you didn't ask for comfort." Perry relaxed his tone, "Speaking of which, any man would be under pressure to marry a wife as good as you. You have to guide Fu Tao, not follow her Hold on to him, spoil him, he wants to drill a hole in the ground, and you dig a hole for him? That's wrong, you should drag him out, and you can't let him escape. Otherwise, what will you and your child do if he escapes?"

Looking at the sea water rushing up to the beach and receding in the distance, Yan Xin stroked her forehead, "Perhaps, I shouldn't let myself fall into the situation of getting pregnant out of wedlock."

Hearing this sentence, Perry froze for a moment in surprise, but stopped talking.Perry, who is the most straight-hearted, also laughed, "It is said that women will become sensitive after pregnancy. It seems not bad at all. Yan Xin, don't think so much, I want you to guide Fu Tao, not to let you be influenced by Fu Tao. Two Let’s relax along the beach, look forward to the future, and have a direction when we chat.”

"Okay, listen to Perry, you're right!"

Hearing the joke in Yan Xin's words, Perry continued to joke with Yan Xin. Perry can understand Yan Xin's confusion and anxiety, but he is afraid to hear Yan Xin's uncertainty and lack of confidence in grasping happiness.Because unmarried pregnancy is not a problem at all in today's society, unless you encounter a heartless person.Therefore, if Fu Tao is not the one who can give Yan Xin a sense of security, then he will definitely hurt Yan Xin. It was because of this thought that Perry hesitated to speak.

Lying on his back on the hotel bed, his head was so low that it almost touched the floor, all the blood was flowing to his brain, Qiao Jin watched the waves outside the window beating again and again, and quietly let himself go, trying to think about things clear.

In fact, things are quite simple. Yanxin just has a partner at the right age who is suitable to spend her life with her. They both have successful careers and stable lives. They only need a home and everything is perfect.Qiao Jin just joined the best company at the best time, with strength and reputation. In time, Qiao Jin will be able to gain a place in DK with her own strength.There is no conflict between these beautiful two, as long as Qiao Jin does not fall in love with Yan Xin, all problems will not exist.

However, something flowed into the hair from the corner of the eye, Qiao Jin blinked and smiled wryly.As far as I am now in this ghostly state, I am just so sad that I am about to break my heart, and I have never regretted it, so what's the point if I don't?Do it again, a hundred times, a thousand times, and Qiao Jin will still feel his heart pounding at the moment when he first saw Yan Xin in the library, and there is no medicine to save it.

Before you have tried loving someone, you have to learn to let go of someone. This realm is too high and too fast, Qiao Jin can't do it.Don't ask Qiao Jin to bless Yan Xin, even when she sees Yan Xin again, Qiao Jin doesn't know what to say, so it's better to leave.A hopeless unrequited love and secret love, no matter how cowardly, and no one in the know will say that Qiao Jin escapes, it is really a great thing to clean the ears.

Taking a deep breath, Qiao Jin got up from the bed, opened the window, stood in front of the window, and let the sea breeze blow him awake.The turbulent waves that I have alone can only be calmed down by myself.

After the sound of bathing water, the door slammed, and Qiao Jin left the room.

The training course of the sub store was arranged tightly and orderly, but Han Hui was a little restless because he didn't hear from Qiao Jin all day.In the morning, Han Hui asked the teacher in charge of training at the headquarters for leave for Qiao Jin, and Han Hui clearly felt the teacher's dissatisfaction.There are still people who want to ask for leave without knowing what to do in the training class that others want to attend. Naturally, it is not a good face.Besides, the leaders of the headquarters are already more airy, and ordinary reasons can't impress them.In the training on the second day, Qiao Jin had to perform well no matter what to save his impression.

After packing dinner and returning, Han Hui rang Qiao Jin's room bell once, twice... the same situation happened again, making Han Hui not sure whether there was someone or no one in the room.This time, Han Hui directly asked the front desk to open the door with the spare room card. It was empty, and Qiao Jin didn't know where to go.

It was getting late again, Han Hui frowned, and ran to the hotel reception to inquire.But too many people came in and out of the hotel in one day, Han Hui didn't ask any news about Qiao Jin's impression, so he could only remain anxious.

"I didn't tell anyone where I went, since when did Qiao Jin become such a willful person?" Holding the phone, Han Hui didn't know who to call, and Han Hui was really depressed at the moment!

Qiao Jin, on the other hand, just went to relax.For dinner, I ate a few skewers of barbecue on the street, listened to the sound of the guitar on the street, occasionally laughed a few times, occasionally shed two lines of tears, walked and stopped, I don't know what to say, this is the first experience in Qiao Jin's life.

Han Hui, who was waiting in the hotel store, looked up many times, and finally saw Qiao Jin's figure approaching slowly.Han Hui walked down the steps in twos and twos, and the moment he stood in front of Qiao Jin, Qiao Jin was taken aback.

"Han Hui, what are you doing here?"

"Why? You left the hotel without saying a word. It's dark now. Who knows if something will happen to you!"

Really anxious, and seeing Qiao Jin's indifferent appearance, Han Hui unknowingly became angry.

But Qiao Jin felt baffled, "You think too much. In a peaceful age, how could there be so much right and wrong?"

Han Hui stopped Qiao Jin, who was about to enter the hotel and returned to the room, calmed down, and asked, "Qiao Jin, what's wrong with you? Do you know that something has been wrong with you since this morning?"

"I know, so I want to be quiet."

"Can't you talk to me?"

Qiao Jin looked up at Han Hui, and shook her head apologetically, "I'm sorry, Han Hui, this is my personal matter, I don't want to talk about it."

"but……"

Before Han Hui could finish speaking, Qiao Jin had already walked into the hotel with his head down.Under the night sky in Xiamen, another person sighed quietly.

The author has something to say: Dear friends, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!