let my world embrace you

I don't know how long it took, Qiao Jin even forgot the concept of time, Qiao Jin didn't leave Yan Xin's lips until Yan Xin's hands slightly pushed away from her.When the eyes met, Qiao Jin's eyes were full of affection and love, but he was a little flustered, and he was [-]% at a loss.

"I..." Under such an atmosphere, Qiao Jin opened his mouth first, but felt that it was wrong to say anything, so he was nervous and didn't dare to be happy.

"Let's go back." Yan Xin was unwilling and afraid of a stalemate.Instinctively want to use escape to resolve the embarrassment.

If Qiao Jin knew love better at that time, Qiao Jin would definitely not let Yan Xin run away from her like this.

But Qiao Jin was too shy and cared too much about Yan Xin's feelings, so Qiao Jin lost her own judgment, lost her way, and walked towards the exit of the playground with Yan Xin silently.No matter how joyful the sound of the music was, it couldn't break the silence between Yan Xin and Qiao Jin. An invisible wall clearly existed between them.

Qiao Jin was driving, and Yan Xin was sitting in the co-pilot with her eyes closed, pretending to be asleep.Qiao Jin frowned and took several deep breaths, just trying to hold back, not letting tears blur her eyes, otherwise she would lose sight of the road.

Yan Xin's refusal to express his attitude made Qiao Jin more uncomfortable than a direct refusal.But what should Yan Xin say?Qiao Jin didn't confess, the affirmation or denial in behavior, no matter how much speculation was made, it was just speculation.Anyway, in Qiao Jin's heart, it was already as bitter as a broken love, and for the second time, it was difficult to advance or retreat.

In fact, Yanxin is the same, behind the pretending to be calm and indifferent is a heart that has not been calm for a long time.The scene of Qiao Jin kissing herself always comes to mind, it is no longer like a dream, but a lingering reality.The astonishment in the dream still exists in reality, but Ke Yanxin finds that in reality, he still has a little attachment and likes Qiao Jin's closeness.The warmth when Qiao Jin hugged him.When Qiao Jin kissed herself, the tenderness almost made Yan Xin sink into it, unable to extricate herself.

What made Yan Xin sober was the word "like".The physical reaction of almost accepting and embracing Qiao Jin made Yan Xin realize that she liked Qiao Jin, and this kind of liking should not be, especially when she was pregnant with a child.Yan Xin not only pushed Qiao Jin away, but also rejected himself who likes Qiao Jin.Who said this kind of inner suffering would be better than Qiao Jin?

The car stopped in the parking space of the community, Qiao Jin's palms holding the steering wheel were full of sweat, and the clothes next to him were half wet with sweat.Qiao Jin turned her head to see Yan Xin opened her eyes, and said with a sigh of relief, "Mr. Yan, you're home."

"Knock, knock, knock..." Someone knocked on the car window, Qiao Jin and Yan Xin looked over together.Yan Xin lowered the car window, and Qiao Jin's brows immediately became knotted.

"Yan Xin, happy birthday!" Fu Tao stood outside the car door, looking like he had been waiting for a long time, "I bought you your favorite cheesecake, I hope your taste has not changed and you will still like it."

Yan Xin pushed the car door open, and Qiao Jin got out of the car.Fu Tao didn't take Qiao Jin seriously at all, he just looked at Yan Xin, "Why are you so haggard, do you want me to send you up?"

Fu Tao took a step closer to Yan Xin, Qiao Jin immediately walked to Yan Xin's side, looked at Fu Tao, "No need, I will send Yan Xin home..."

Fu Tao glanced at Qiao Jin and questioned, "Do you know how to take care of her?"

"At least better than some people!"

Yan Xin felt a "thump" in her heart, she didn't want to see Qiao Jin and Fu Tao have unnecessary conflicts.

"Qiao Jin, stop talking, you go home first."

Qiao Jin opened her eyes wide, and it was rare for her not to listen to her words, "I won't return, if I want to go, I will go with him!"

Fu Tao looked at Qiao Jin and sneered, "Who are you, why should I be like you?!"

"Qiao Jin!" Yan Xin emphasized her tone slightly, and looked at Qiao Jin, "You have no position or reason to stay here."

Qiao Jin looked into Yan Xin's eyes in disbelief, but saw the intolerance in Yan Xin's eyes, and saw Yan Xin's insistence on leaving by herself.Qiao Jin looked away and nodded, "Okay, I'll go, I won't hinder you!"

"You..." Yan Xin was flustered and distressed by Qiao Jin's words, "You can drive home, it's late, there may not be a subway."

"No need." Qiao Jin took the bag from the car, without looking at Yan Xin and Fu Tao, "I'm an outsider, why should I drive your car?"

After finishing speaking, Qiao Jin bowed her head, turned around and left, Yan Xin took half a step forward, tears rolled in her eyes, Yan Xin's breathing was completely messed up.

And Qiao Jin was already in tears, and couldn't see the road clearly. She just walked along the bright place, not knowing where she would go.

At the end of the walk, the crying could not be restrained. Sitting on the bench in the community, Qiao Jin burst into tears.Like a child who has been robbed of his favorite toy, he used all his strength to vent his inner grievances.

Yan Xin, who came home alone, buried herself in the sofa, sighed a long time, and tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes.

——Qiao Jin, if you are hurt by me and hurt, then quickly forget how you feel about me.

"Knock knock..." Jiang Chen stood at the door of Qiao Jin's room, "Qiao Jin, wake up!"

"Buzz buzz..." Perry called, "Yan Xin, haven't you woken up yet?"

12.25 Christmas, the day after all that happened.Yan Xin has her sisters party, Qiao Jin and Jiang Chen, Han Hui, and Xie Xiaotang have a hot pot dinner.

"Qiao Jin, were you hungover last night? Why are you looking so sluggish?" Xie Xiaotang has never seen Qiao Jin so depressed.

Knowing that Han Hui and Jiang Chen were also looking at him, Qiao Jin took a sip of water and said in a hoarse voice, "Cold, are you afraid of contagion? Do you want me to eat the hot pot?"

"Of course." Jiang Chen handed the menu to Qiao Jin and said with a smile, "You are responsible for paying the bill!"

Qiao Jin checked with a pencil, "With these two boys around, is it right for me to pay the bill?"

"You two girls just eat it." Han Hui's boyfriend Li MAX, "If you have a cold, eat less spicy food, and eat more onions, ginger, and garlic to get rid of the cold."

Jiang Chen glanced at Qiao Jin and found that Qiao Jin was still calm, so he went to chat with Han Hui to smooth things over.Xie Xiaotang didn't care about Qiao Jin, and hurriedly got involved in the topic of Jiang Chen and Han Hui, Qiao Jin felt at ease.

Several children were playing together, Perry, who was free, walked to Yan Xin with hot tea, "What's wrong with you, listless, did you not rest well last night?"

"Well... a little tired."

"Looks like you had a lot of fun on your birthday yesterday!"

Yan Xin lowered her head and sighed lightly, "There is happiness and there is also sadness, how should I say it?"

Perry put down his teacup and sat down beside Yan Xin, "What's wrong? Could it be that... Fu Tao went looking for you again?"

"He did find him, but it wasn't Fu Tao who really hurt me." Yan Xin looked at Perry with helpless and soft eyes, "It was Qiao Jin, can you imagine?"

Perry was stunned for a moment, suppressing the speculation in his heart, and asked, "Qiao Jin? Why did she mess with you?"

Yan Xin paused, really didn't know where to start, "Yesterday, Qiao Jin kissed me..."

"She..." Perry was startled, his eyes widened, and he asked in a low voice, "Who gave her the courage?"

Yan Xin frowned, and asked in confusion, "Perry, you don't wonder why Qiao Jin did this, but why did you dare to do it first?"

"I……"

In the tight fit, Yan Xin caught the key point, "Do you know why Qiao Jin did this? It's because Qiao Jin treats me... Did you know in advance?"

Yan Xin's gaze was firm, and it was too late for Perry to say something else to smooth things over, "Yan Xin, Qiao Jin likes you, I'm just guessing."

"Why?" Yan Xin was even more puzzled, "You don't have much contact with Qiao Jin, is it just because of what we said in the hospital last time? Did you hint at me at that time? How could you say that Qiao Jin is full of heart Have you never said anything about your affection? How do you think she likes me?"

Speaking of this, Perry knew he couldn't hide anything, calmed down, and said, "Yan Xin, do you still remember when you said you had a feeling that Qiao Jin was always guarding you?"

Yan Xin didn't answer, but just looked at Perry, waiting for what Perry would tell the truth.

"If you want to talk about guarding, Qiao Jin has been guarding you for a long time." As expected, Perry's words hit Yan Xin's heart hard.

"Fu Tao cheated, and the first person who found out was Qiao Jin. She felt that from her standpoint, it was inappropriate to warn Fu Tao, or tell you, no matter what, so even though she only met once, she still came to me. She Let me use the most appropriate way to avoid harming you as much as possible."

"No wonder..." Yan Xin murmured, "No wonder she doesn't ask me much about Fu Tao, no wonder she doesn't let me get emotional when I see Fu Tao, no wonder she treats Fu Tao like an enemy."

When Yan Xin is happy, Qiao Jin is by her side; when Yan Xin is sad, Qiao Jin is also by her side; when Yan Xin is in danger, Qiao Jin will appear; when Yan Xin is in trouble, Qiao Jin can adjust the atmosphere with just a few words.

After thinking about it, I realized that meeting such a person was by chance, so how could it be just by chance.

"Qiao Jin is so stupid, how could it be possible for me and her?"

"She is stupid, she is stupid and has no purpose from the beginning", Perry said bluntly, "What else can Qiao Jin hope for when you are pregnant and engaged? Even if she likes you, she can only put The secret love in my heart. If you have a happy marriage and a happy family, you will never know Qiao Jin's thoughts for the rest of your life. No matter how delicate her thoughts are, no matter how much she hides them, she still can't match her concern for you. She can't help but love her so deeply place."

Yan Xin closed her eyes and shook her head, "Perry, stop talking..."

Perry patted Yan Xin on the shoulder, "I'm not supporting or bringing you together, Yan Xin, I just hope you think clearly, you know Qiao Jin's heart, but do you understand your own heart?"

"I just know that I can't be so selfish. I, I can't ruin her life."

Sighing inaudibly, Perry hugged Yan Xin, "If you say she is stupid, why aren't you a stupid woman yourself? A stupid woman who dare not accept even if you know that you like each other."

The author has something to say: May [-], I did it.

It’s a bit sentimental to write, and I put myself into it