My wife is a beta
Chapter 74 Reasons for not being together
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Qianli lowered his head and glanced at Song Zhaolin's coat. He tried to stand up, but found that he was bound by his ankles and tied to an iron bed. This place is obviously a morgue. The current scene is similar to what he felt when he was half asleep and half awake. Everything matches.
In fact, when his body was judged to have lost vital signs, Qianli did not completely lose consciousness. He heard them shouting for a defibrillator, and felt that they lifted him out of the glass chamber, put on his clothes and pushed him forward. The morgue, of course, also heard the quarrel between Song Zhaolin and Bei Jingchuan and what Song Zhaolin said in his ear.
Thinking of what Song Zhaolin had just said to him, Qianli frowned slightly, and a blush appeared on his pale face.Song Zhaolin was originally a person with exuberant emotions, but he had never confessed so seriously like today... Qianli couldn't help feeling happy, and at the same time felt ashamed of his happiness.
He really doesn't want himself to become the kind of person who rejects others while happily enjoying others' kindness to him, so it's better to make it clear to Song Zhaolin.
I haven't used this body for a long time, and I feel a little tired after sitting for a while. Qianli subconsciously supported the iron bed under him, but happened to touch the black cat's body. At that moment, the little body he had been staying inside also fell down.
"Meimei..." Qianli stroked the black cat with his fingers, and felt a stiff and cold touch from his fingertips. He froze for a moment, then gently hugged the black cat, and put his hands on top of its head as usual Up and down gently.
But the black cat was completely unresponsive, it had turned into a corpse.
"Thousands of miles!"
Song Zhaolin rushed in from the door at this time, followed by Bei Jingchuan, who was surprised to see Qianli sitting there, "It's really still alive... But we checked it just now, obviously..."
"Obviously a fart! Unlock the lock on his feet!"
Song Zhaolin dragged Bei Jingchuan over forcefully, seeing his expression, he probably wanted to kick him and kick him to Qianli's side.
Bei Jingchuan still had an unbelievable expression on his face, and he untied the restraints on Qianli's body. Song Zhaolin immediately leaned forward and carefully carried Qianli down. It's true that he didn't have much strength in his body, and secondly, he was carried away by Song Zhaolin before he could push him away while holding Meimei.
Bei Jingchuan hesitated for a moment, and wanted to step forward to stop them: "This matter is not over yet..."
Song Zhaolin suddenly raised his head, and instantly attacked Bei Jingchuan with malicious pheromone: "Get out!"
"..."
"This matter is not over, we will not let it go!"
Bei Jingchuan didn't come forward again, Song Zhaolin gave him a hard look, turned around and left with Qianli in his arms.Bei Jingchuan scratched his head watching the back of them leaving, and sighed helplessly: "Troublesome, this is the troublesome person."
Song Zhaolin had been restraining himself before, no matter how angry he was, he would not release pheromones in places like the special research institute where Omega might exist, but just now he ignored them at all.There has never been any conflict between the Special Research Institute and the Mecha Team. They belong to two departments in different fields, and of course there is no intersection.But this time... Alas, this matter may escalate into a conflict between the special research institute and the mecha team.
I didn't expect Song Zhaolin to be so interested in that Beta. When the video of Song Zhaolin's public relationship with Qianli was released, Bei Jingchuan also thought about it a little bit, worried about causing public problems.But according to his own thinking, a Beta who has not yet become a "family member" is obviously not as important as his own credibility as a major general, so he decided to continue to do this thing-for Bei Jingchuan, a partner can be at any time replace.
Bei Jingchuan believed that even if he reported this matter to the unit leaders, they would let him continue to carry out the experimental plan.
A Beta, yes, a Beta, not even an Omega, Song Zhaolin wouldn't be crazy, it's impossible for a family like the Song family to allow him to marry a Beta.
After Song Zhaolin brought Qianli out of the Special Research Institute, he temporarily found a hotel to stay in. After hearing the news of Qianli's "death", he asked for leave. Now he is fine and just has time to accompany Qianli.
Qianli was sitting on the sofa, his legs were a little numb and he didn't feel much. It was fine to walk, but it seemed uncomfortable when he sat down.Maybe it's because I've been lying down for a long time, and the blood circulation is not smooth.He didn't pay attention to his legs now, Meimei's body hadn't been dealt with, and his brain was more dull than his legs.
Song Zhaolin squatted in front of Qianli with a bowl of porridge and looked up at him. After thinking for a long time, he only said one sentence: "Qianli, it's a miracle that you survived. You don't know. I just heard that something happened to you. How sad it was for me."
——Oh, it’s more than just heartache, it’s like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, it’s a bolt from the blue, he was stunned at the time, he was caught off guard by the accident that happened thousands of miles away, Song Zhaolin didn’t know what mood he should use to face this matter.
"Let's eat something first."
After Song Zhaolin finished speaking, he handed the porridge bowl to Qianli, who was stunned for a moment, but took it anyway.
"Don't worry, I feel a little uncomfortable... But I can still adjust myself." Meimei must be implicated by herself this time... Although he still doesn't know why he suddenly became Meimei, but the matter At this point, he can't help it.
Humans are always so powerless in the face of death.
Song Zhaolin blinked his eyes, his face was obviously worried - he said this, but it made people even more worried...
Song Zhaolin didn't dare to tell Qianli the real cause of Meimei's death. He was very afraid that Qianli would think that Meimei died for him. Wouldn't that make him even more sad.
Qianli glanced at Song Zhaolin, put the porridge aside, and patted the sofa beside him to signal him to sit down.
"Compared to that, I have something to tell you." Compared to the cat's matter, the human matter should be resolved first.
"what's up?"
Qianli lowered his head slightly, raised his eyes and glanced at Song Zhaolin, hesitantly: "Actually... when I was unconscious, I could hear you."
Song Zhaolin was a little confused for a while, so he said, "Huh?"
"Even in the morgue, I heard everything you said."
Song Zhaolin was taken aback for a moment, then slowly covered his face: "It's...is it..." I heard him cry like this...It's too embarrassing.
Of course, Qianli didn't think about his crying, he sighed softly: "It's been so long... There's something I think I have to tell you clearly."
Song Zhaolin didn't even realize that what Qianli said "heard" included that affectionate and messy confession.
"I said before that I want to stop pretending to be a contract with you... It's not a joke. Although it's a bit heartless to say it like this, but... I don't think the two of us are suitable."
Song Zhaolin froze there as if being poured cold water by the sudden rejection, Qianli was a little sad in his heart, he forced himself to reject Song Zhaolin at this worst time, just to end their relationship.He had reservations about Song Zhaolin, and he had reservations to a great extent. He thought that if he pretended not to know what he thought, Song Zhaolin would leave on his own, but later he figured it out. If it was for his own good, it was the best choice to refuse decisively.
"Before I pretended not to know what you thought of me... I was wrong. I was sincere when I rejected you last time. I think it's best for us not to have any more contact."
Song Zhaolin stood up angrily: "Why are you saying this again!"
"Listen to me."
Qianli raised his head expressionlessly and looked at Song Zhaolin. His lips were a little pale, and his face was also terribly white. There were only a pair of dark eyes filled with complex emotions.He is actually doing something that makes him very unhappy, but Qianli understands that in order to prevent future tragedies, he must do it now.
Qianli tapped the sofa seat with his chin: "Sit down first."
Song Zhaolin's chest heaved twice quickly, and then he sat aside angrily: "In short, if you say that you are a boring person and other reasons to reject me, I will not agree."
Qianli looked at him expressionlessly, and suddenly wanted to laugh—but he was really boring.
"Okay, then I'll tell you the real reason."
Qianli sighed: "Do you know why I picked Meimei back?"
Song Zhaolin listened to his completely irrelevant opening, some monk Zhang Er was puzzled, so he asked along the way: "Why?"
"I picked it up on a rainy day... it was small, bloody and skinny. As I walked past him, he grabbed my trousers and didn't bark. , Just look at me like that. I'm actually not used to picking things up at home, and I don't like raising animals, but... that scene reminds me of my mother and father's meeting."
This explosive speech shocked Song Zhaolin: "Your mother and father?"
He was investigating this matter, thinking that the matter of Qianli's mother would not be easy, and he was careful to keep it from him, but he suddenly mentioned it today... Why did he have a bad feeling?
"My mother told me these things. She had a little problem with her memory. She was wandering on the street and met my father. My father picked her up. My mother didn't remember her name. She only vaguely felt that I seem to be called 'Suzuko', that's what my father called me."
Qianli said this calmly, as if talking about other people's affairs.But when he said the word "Lingzi", Song Zhaolin suddenly remembered the sensational cross-century self-immolation incident.
"After they got along for a while, they got married. Mother loves father very much. It should be said that father is everything to her. From the perspective of adults, this is probably the plot of fledglings."
The baby bird plot sounds cute, but it is actually quite scary. When a person's love for another person reaches the level of paranoia, it is easy for some horrible things to happen.
"But then my father married someone else, and my mother couldn't bear the blow, and she had some mental problems. She kept checking her father's whereabouts, and when she learned that he had become the mayor's son-in-law, she went to the mayor's house to look for him. Of course, She was kicked out as a lunatic. Her mother was a helpless person, and she had no strength to fight against the mayor. Eve took me to climb the world clock and set myself on fire."
As Qianli spoke, the speed of his speech became a little slow, and the pain that he had deliberately buried in his memory was revealed little by little.But he still decided to tell Song Zhaolin about these things, telling him why he couldn't accept him.
I still remember that it snowed during the Chinese New Year that year. The snowflakes were very small, not fluffy at all, and not good-looking, but the snow fell very densely, and a layer fell on the ground after a while.He thought his mother was going to take him to buy fireworks, and he tried hard to keep up with her footsteps, but he didn't expect... his mother finally took him to the world clock.The fireworks that day were particularly beautiful, blooming not far from them. Mother poured a whole bucket of kerosene on the world clock, then lit the lighter and threw it under her feet.
Qianli was still a child at that time, seeing his mother howling in pain because of the fire, and seeing the fire snake pounced towards him, he was almost frightened silly. He couldn't understand why his usually gentle mother would treat him like this.Of course, he later figured it out, the mother who had lost her love didn't intend to have him as a "crystal of love". In the mother's world, after all, there was only the father alone.
Qianli hated such strong emotions, so after he was rescued from the fire by his master, he suffered more from the pain of being almost killed by his mother than from the pain of losing his mother.
Why can an adult be so irresponsible, why can a mother treat her child like this, why do they think they can decide their child's life or death at will?
Master kept saying that mother didn't want to stay in this world alone, it was too lonely, so she wanted to take him along, but Qianli never agreed with this sentence.
He can live well by himself.
The master was a friend of his father and later met his mother.He liked his mother, but he never said that after his mother died, he adopted Qianli and never married.
Master also told Qianli some things, his statement was fair to both father and mother, only about the pheromone... he hated it deeply.
Master will miss his mother, but Qianli is very indifferent to her death.But after that incident, Qianli understood a truth - Alpha and Beta must not fall in love.
"My mother thought that my father married the mayor's daughter for the sake of becoming a dragon and a phoenix, but it wasn't true. The mayor's daughter is an Omega. She fell in love with her father. She used pheromones to seduce him. If he doesn't marry her, Our whole family will be in trouble."
After Qianli finished all this calmly, he stared at Song Zhaolin: "This is my original intention of being a supervisor, and it is also the root of why I hate pheromones. I know that I am not a superman, and no one can save me. I just hope that there will be fewer people like this in the world." Irresponsible couples. So I will only be a supervisor in my life."
"Qianli..." Song Zhaolin stretched out his hand and gently held Qianli's fingers, his fingertips were as cold as ice.
Qianli sat there quietly, and said seriously: "So, let's just be ordinary friends. If you don't want to, don't meet again."
——He didn't want to become a second mother, and he didn't want Song Zhaolin, whom he loved, to become that... whom he hated.
Qianli lowered his head and glanced at Song Zhaolin's coat. He tried to stand up, but found that he was bound by his ankles and tied to an iron bed. This place is obviously a morgue. The current scene is similar to what he felt when he was half asleep and half awake. Everything matches.
In fact, when his body was judged to have lost vital signs, Qianli did not completely lose consciousness. He heard them shouting for a defibrillator, and felt that they lifted him out of the glass chamber, put on his clothes and pushed him forward. The morgue, of course, also heard the quarrel between Song Zhaolin and Bei Jingchuan and what Song Zhaolin said in his ear.
Thinking of what Song Zhaolin had just said to him, Qianli frowned slightly, and a blush appeared on his pale face.Song Zhaolin was originally a person with exuberant emotions, but he had never confessed so seriously like today... Qianli couldn't help feeling happy, and at the same time felt ashamed of his happiness.
He really doesn't want himself to become the kind of person who rejects others while happily enjoying others' kindness to him, so it's better to make it clear to Song Zhaolin.
I haven't used this body for a long time, and I feel a little tired after sitting for a while. Qianli subconsciously supported the iron bed under him, but happened to touch the black cat's body. At that moment, the little body he had been staying inside also fell down.
"Meimei..." Qianli stroked the black cat with his fingers, and felt a stiff and cold touch from his fingertips. He froze for a moment, then gently hugged the black cat, and put his hands on top of its head as usual Up and down gently.
But the black cat was completely unresponsive, it had turned into a corpse.
"Thousands of miles!"
Song Zhaolin rushed in from the door at this time, followed by Bei Jingchuan, who was surprised to see Qianli sitting there, "It's really still alive... But we checked it just now, obviously..."
"Obviously a fart! Unlock the lock on his feet!"
Song Zhaolin dragged Bei Jingchuan over forcefully, seeing his expression, he probably wanted to kick him and kick him to Qianli's side.
Bei Jingchuan still had an unbelievable expression on his face, and he untied the restraints on Qianli's body. Song Zhaolin immediately leaned forward and carefully carried Qianli down. It's true that he didn't have much strength in his body, and secondly, he was carried away by Song Zhaolin before he could push him away while holding Meimei.
Bei Jingchuan hesitated for a moment, and wanted to step forward to stop them: "This matter is not over yet..."
Song Zhaolin suddenly raised his head, and instantly attacked Bei Jingchuan with malicious pheromone: "Get out!"
"..."
"This matter is not over, we will not let it go!"
Bei Jingchuan didn't come forward again, Song Zhaolin gave him a hard look, turned around and left with Qianli in his arms.Bei Jingchuan scratched his head watching the back of them leaving, and sighed helplessly: "Troublesome, this is the troublesome person."
Song Zhaolin had been restraining himself before, no matter how angry he was, he would not release pheromones in places like the special research institute where Omega might exist, but just now he ignored them at all.There has never been any conflict between the Special Research Institute and the Mecha Team. They belong to two departments in different fields, and of course there is no intersection.But this time... Alas, this matter may escalate into a conflict between the special research institute and the mecha team.
I didn't expect Song Zhaolin to be so interested in that Beta. When the video of Song Zhaolin's public relationship with Qianli was released, Bei Jingchuan also thought about it a little bit, worried about causing public problems.But according to his own thinking, a Beta who has not yet become a "family member" is obviously not as important as his own credibility as a major general, so he decided to continue to do this thing-for Bei Jingchuan, a partner can be at any time replace.
Bei Jingchuan believed that even if he reported this matter to the unit leaders, they would let him continue to carry out the experimental plan.
A Beta, yes, a Beta, not even an Omega, Song Zhaolin wouldn't be crazy, it's impossible for a family like the Song family to allow him to marry a Beta.
After Song Zhaolin brought Qianli out of the Special Research Institute, he temporarily found a hotel to stay in. After hearing the news of Qianli's "death", he asked for leave. Now he is fine and just has time to accompany Qianli.
Qianli was sitting on the sofa, his legs were a little numb and he didn't feel much. It was fine to walk, but it seemed uncomfortable when he sat down.Maybe it's because I've been lying down for a long time, and the blood circulation is not smooth.He didn't pay attention to his legs now, Meimei's body hadn't been dealt with, and his brain was more dull than his legs.
Song Zhaolin squatted in front of Qianli with a bowl of porridge and looked up at him. After thinking for a long time, he only said one sentence: "Qianli, it's a miracle that you survived. You don't know. I just heard that something happened to you. How sad it was for me."
——Oh, it’s more than just heartache, it’s like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, it’s a bolt from the blue, he was stunned at the time, he was caught off guard by the accident that happened thousands of miles away, Song Zhaolin didn’t know what mood he should use to face this matter.
"Let's eat something first."
After Song Zhaolin finished speaking, he handed the porridge bowl to Qianli, who was stunned for a moment, but took it anyway.
"Don't worry, I feel a little uncomfortable... But I can still adjust myself." Meimei must be implicated by herself this time... Although he still doesn't know why he suddenly became Meimei, but the matter At this point, he can't help it.
Humans are always so powerless in the face of death.
Song Zhaolin blinked his eyes, his face was obviously worried - he said this, but it made people even more worried...
Song Zhaolin didn't dare to tell Qianli the real cause of Meimei's death. He was very afraid that Qianli would think that Meimei died for him. Wouldn't that make him even more sad.
Qianli glanced at Song Zhaolin, put the porridge aside, and patted the sofa beside him to signal him to sit down.
"Compared to that, I have something to tell you." Compared to the cat's matter, the human matter should be resolved first.
"what's up?"
Qianli lowered his head slightly, raised his eyes and glanced at Song Zhaolin, hesitantly: "Actually... when I was unconscious, I could hear you."
Song Zhaolin was a little confused for a while, so he said, "Huh?"
"Even in the morgue, I heard everything you said."
Song Zhaolin was taken aback for a moment, then slowly covered his face: "It's...is it..." I heard him cry like this...It's too embarrassing.
Of course, Qianli didn't think about his crying, he sighed softly: "It's been so long... There's something I think I have to tell you clearly."
Song Zhaolin didn't even realize that what Qianli said "heard" included that affectionate and messy confession.
"I said before that I want to stop pretending to be a contract with you... It's not a joke. Although it's a bit heartless to say it like this, but... I don't think the two of us are suitable."
Song Zhaolin froze there as if being poured cold water by the sudden rejection, Qianli was a little sad in his heart, he forced himself to reject Song Zhaolin at this worst time, just to end their relationship.He had reservations about Song Zhaolin, and he had reservations to a great extent. He thought that if he pretended not to know what he thought, Song Zhaolin would leave on his own, but later he figured it out. If it was for his own good, it was the best choice to refuse decisively.
"Before I pretended not to know what you thought of me... I was wrong. I was sincere when I rejected you last time. I think it's best for us not to have any more contact."
Song Zhaolin stood up angrily: "Why are you saying this again!"
"Listen to me."
Qianli raised his head expressionlessly and looked at Song Zhaolin. His lips were a little pale, and his face was also terribly white. There were only a pair of dark eyes filled with complex emotions.He is actually doing something that makes him very unhappy, but Qianli understands that in order to prevent future tragedies, he must do it now.
Qianli tapped the sofa seat with his chin: "Sit down first."
Song Zhaolin's chest heaved twice quickly, and then he sat aside angrily: "In short, if you say that you are a boring person and other reasons to reject me, I will not agree."
Qianli looked at him expressionlessly, and suddenly wanted to laugh—but he was really boring.
"Okay, then I'll tell you the real reason."
Qianli sighed: "Do you know why I picked Meimei back?"
Song Zhaolin listened to his completely irrelevant opening, some monk Zhang Er was puzzled, so he asked along the way: "Why?"
"I picked it up on a rainy day... it was small, bloody and skinny. As I walked past him, he grabbed my trousers and didn't bark. , Just look at me like that. I'm actually not used to picking things up at home, and I don't like raising animals, but... that scene reminds me of my mother and father's meeting."
This explosive speech shocked Song Zhaolin: "Your mother and father?"
He was investigating this matter, thinking that the matter of Qianli's mother would not be easy, and he was careful to keep it from him, but he suddenly mentioned it today... Why did he have a bad feeling?
"My mother told me these things. She had a little problem with her memory. She was wandering on the street and met my father. My father picked her up. My mother didn't remember her name. She only vaguely felt that I seem to be called 'Suzuko', that's what my father called me."
Qianli said this calmly, as if talking about other people's affairs.But when he said the word "Lingzi", Song Zhaolin suddenly remembered the sensational cross-century self-immolation incident.
"After they got along for a while, they got married. Mother loves father very much. It should be said that father is everything to her. From the perspective of adults, this is probably the plot of fledglings."
The baby bird plot sounds cute, but it is actually quite scary. When a person's love for another person reaches the level of paranoia, it is easy for some horrible things to happen.
"But then my father married someone else, and my mother couldn't bear the blow, and she had some mental problems. She kept checking her father's whereabouts, and when she learned that he had become the mayor's son-in-law, she went to the mayor's house to look for him. Of course, She was kicked out as a lunatic. Her mother was a helpless person, and she had no strength to fight against the mayor. Eve took me to climb the world clock and set myself on fire."
As Qianli spoke, the speed of his speech became a little slow, and the pain that he had deliberately buried in his memory was revealed little by little.But he still decided to tell Song Zhaolin about these things, telling him why he couldn't accept him.
I still remember that it snowed during the Chinese New Year that year. The snowflakes were very small, not fluffy at all, and not good-looking, but the snow fell very densely, and a layer fell on the ground after a while.He thought his mother was going to take him to buy fireworks, and he tried hard to keep up with her footsteps, but he didn't expect... his mother finally took him to the world clock.The fireworks that day were particularly beautiful, blooming not far from them. Mother poured a whole bucket of kerosene on the world clock, then lit the lighter and threw it under her feet.
Qianli was still a child at that time, seeing his mother howling in pain because of the fire, and seeing the fire snake pounced towards him, he was almost frightened silly. He couldn't understand why his usually gentle mother would treat him like this.Of course, he later figured it out, the mother who had lost her love didn't intend to have him as a "crystal of love". In the mother's world, after all, there was only the father alone.
Qianli hated such strong emotions, so after he was rescued from the fire by his master, he suffered more from the pain of being almost killed by his mother than from the pain of losing his mother.
Why can an adult be so irresponsible, why can a mother treat her child like this, why do they think they can decide their child's life or death at will?
Master kept saying that mother didn't want to stay in this world alone, it was too lonely, so she wanted to take him along, but Qianli never agreed with this sentence.
He can live well by himself.
The master was a friend of his father and later met his mother.He liked his mother, but he never said that after his mother died, he adopted Qianli and never married.
Master also told Qianli some things, his statement was fair to both father and mother, only about the pheromone... he hated it deeply.
Master will miss his mother, but Qianli is very indifferent to her death.But after that incident, Qianli understood a truth - Alpha and Beta must not fall in love.
"My mother thought that my father married the mayor's daughter for the sake of becoming a dragon and a phoenix, but it wasn't true. The mayor's daughter is an Omega. She fell in love with her father. She used pheromones to seduce him. If he doesn't marry her, Our whole family will be in trouble."
After Qianli finished all this calmly, he stared at Song Zhaolin: "This is my original intention of being a supervisor, and it is also the root of why I hate pheromones. I know that I am not a superman, and no one can save me. I just hope that there will be fewer people like this in the world." Irresponsible couples. So I will only be a supervisor in my life."
"Qianli..." Song Zhaolin stretched out his hand and gently held Qianli's fingers, his fingertips were as cold as ice.
Qianli sat there quietly, and said seriously: "So, let's just be ordinary friends. If you don't want to, don't meet again."
——He didn't want to become a second mother, and he didn't want Song Zhaolin, whom he loved, to become that... whom he hated.
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