So you have a crush on me

His brother was quiet for at least 3 minutes, and then sent a voice.

"I'm fucking Chen Shenshen, don't you mean it!! You're actually dating behind my back!!!"

Chen Shen's younger brother, Chen Jin, is now in the second year of junior high school, and it happens to be the boy's voice change period. When he was yelling with his male duck voice, Chen Shen's cerebral blood vessels were annoyed, and he wanted to make a fuss about it. The broken child was taken out and beaten.

Ji Rong, who was facing the wall and thinking about his past, was also attracted by the three words "in love", and couldn't help turning his head to take a peek at Chen Shen. Chen Shen immediately noticed it, stared at him fiercely, and said fiercely: "What are you looking at, Turn around."

Ji Rong immediately turned back and stood with his face against the wall.

He performed the fear of his wife very vividly.

Chen Shen took a deep breath, went to the balcony to call his brother.

Chen Jin immediately picked it up, and cried over there: "You have lived a long life, what a crime, how did our old Chen family face our ancestors..."

Chen Shen couldn't bear it anymore: "Shut up! Do you think you're acting in cross talk?"

Chen Jin choked for a moment, feeling aggrieved: "You're still pissing me off."

"Be normal to me, and I promise I won't bother you."

Chen Jin was ruthlessly disgusted by his brother again, weeping silently: "Youbadbad."

Chen Shen sneered: "I'll ballball you, don't show off your 42 points in English."

"You yourself scored 18 points twice in English listening in the college entrance examination, why didn't you say it!"

The two chattered a few words, Chen Jin remembered the topic just now, and wailed: "Chen Shen, you don't really have a boyfriend!"

Although he was very happy booing, he was sure there was some misunderstanding in it, after all he knew that his brother was a straight man, so how could he just bend when he said it.

Chen Shen thought for a while before replying: "Not sure yet."

"That's a possibility!"

Chen Shen hummed.

Chen Jin muttered: "But I think that Ji Rong is a bit silly."

Chen Shen didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "No, he's not usually like this."

"However, he seems to really like you. I was visiting his trumpet just now, and someone scolded you. He could scold that person for more than 200 comments, and finally the other person convinced him."

Chen Shen only read a few Weibo posts, but he felt horrible and didn't read any more. Hearing what my brother said, he was taken aback for a moment, and then slightly bent his lips: "Well...he is quite nice."

Chen Jin sensed something different, and lamented in his heart that his elder brother might really be bent: "Then when will you go home?"

"I'm going to X City for a few days, and I'll tell you guys before I come back."

Chen Jin chuckled: "Then you want to bring him back to meet his parents for the New Year?"

Chen Shen immediately yelled at him again: "Damn you! Why don't you ask your teacher to bring your test scores to your parents?"

"Chen Shenshen, can you be gentle with me for more than 3 minutes! I'm still a teenager with a sensitive heart and needs family care!"

"Please, run away from home."

Chen Jin made unreasonable troubles for a long time again, Chen Shen was patient, patient, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and hung up directly.

Back in the house, Ji Rong was still in his original state. Chen Shen saw him standing upright, fearing that he would pick on his wrong appearance, he felt a little funny, so he didn't talk to him, and packed his things by himself.

Ji Rong couldn't help it first: "Do you want me to help?"

"Need not."

Ji Rong had no choice but to oh, and continued to face the wall.

Chen Shen usually arranges things very neatly. After packing up some bedding, clothes and daily necessities to be taken home, he took a few big black bags to cover the desk and chairs, and he was done.

Ji Rong graciously helped him move his luggage to the back seat of the car. Chen Shen had no chance to carry anything, so he could only carry his computer bag.

It took them six hours to drive to X City. When they passed by a convenience store, Chen Shen went down to buy two bottles of water and a box of mint-flavored chewing gum to wake Ji Rong up.

As a result, Ji Rong seemed to be very energetic, and he didn't feel sleepy at all. Chen Shen opened the chewing gum and ate it by himself, playing a small game on his mobile phone while chewing.

Ji Rong secretly glanced at Chen Shen from time to time.

With the air conditioner turned on in the car, Chen Shen wore a black cashmere sweater with a base layer. The neckline was a little too big, revealing the faint curvature of the collarbones on both sides. The skin on his neck was particularly fair and delicate.

As for the two hands holding the mobile phone for playing, the wrists were thin, the fingers were long, and the fingernails were round and powdery. Ji Rong couldn't help but take a few more glances.

Finally his little trick was discovered.

Chen Shen said helplessly: "See if the road is okay, I have road signs on my face?"

Ji Rong let out an obedient oh.

Not long after he settled down, he couldn't help squinting at Chen Shen again.

It happened that Chen Shen was blowing bubbles, his red lips were slightly pouted, and his cheeks were puffed up, Ji Rong's heart trembled, his hands were not steady, and the car tilted.

Chen Shen blew the bubble with a snap: "Ji Rongrong, can you concentrate on driving, if you are tired, I will drive."

Ji Rong immediately calmed down and said seriously, "I'm not tired."

Chen Shen looked at him suspiciously, then left him alone, turned off the mobile game, and checked Weibo.

The information on his Weibo was still coming in constantly, so he turned off the notification for the time being. After swiping the homepage for a while, he suddenly remembered Ji Rong's trumpet, and hesitated for a while, risking being scolded again. Risk, go shopping around.

The latest weibo has [-] replies.

Chen Shen turned the page down.

Ji Rong posts very frequently. The account has only been registered for one year, and there are already more than 600 Weibo posts. It fits the id "Shu Shen Shen's special account", and each Weibo post is related to Chen Shen.

With a thought, Chen Shen jumped directly to the first Weibo.

The displayed time is November one year ago.

Chen Shen vaguely remembered that the autumn season was moved up that year, and the finals were in October.

The time when JM officially announced Jo's retirement was at the end of October.

In other words, within a few days of his retirement, Ji Rong got this trumpet?

Chen Shen involuntarily glanced at Ji Rong.

Ji Rong never told him when did he start to like him, Chen Shen always thought it was after their reunion.

But now, it seems wrong again.

In the first few Weibo posts, Ji Rong said very few simple words, just like talking to himself.

"I really want to see him again, even if I don't speak, it would be nice if I could just look at him from a distance."

"Want to know where he is now, I don't even know where he went to university."

"Is he never coming back?"

"Those who scold him are definitely not his real fans. People who really like him, no matter what others say about him, will have no doubts about his character. He is not someone else, he is Chen Shen. I will always believe in him .”

……

Chen Shen looked at it, but he didn't realize it, his eyes were already a little blurry.

The bottom few Weibo comment areas were also full of howling ghosts and wolves.

Fans expressed that they were blinded by crying.

"He is not someone else, he is Chen Shen. We all love him, the best Shen Shen in the world QAQ"

"It reminds me of a year ago when I saw the whole network being black Shenshen led by the navy. I couldn't scold the navy. I hid in the quilt and cried all night. Although I can't imagine Rong Rong crying, but Rong Rong It must be more uncomfortable than our little fans T^T”

"Although the rescue will never return to the game, and now he is cutting corners to become an entertainment anchor, but he will always be the God of Jo in the hearts of our kpl fans. No matter how dark the navy is, it cannot be denied that he used to be a kpl arena legend and belief [Bixin]”

"I knew Brother Rong must have liked Shen Shen a long time ago, no kidding, I sincerely hope that the two of them can QAQ together"

"I really hope that Shen Shen can see this too. If you don't hate Brother Rong, let's have a good chat with Brother Rong, okay, let's cry T^T"

……

Chen Shen slightly turned his head away and looked out of the car window. The expressway was built among the mountains that spread for several miles, and what he saw was a blue sky and green forest.

He waited slowly for the moisture in his eyes to evaporate.

Ji Rong was driving intently, not noticing his strangeness. Halfway, he took a sip of water from the bottle, and suddenly found that there was a little mint fragrance.

Slightly taken aback, he lowered his head and saw that there was another bottle of water in the middle of the seat, half-drinked, and that was his.

In other words, what he is taking now is the water that Chen Shen drank.

be careful...

drank...

And peppermint...

Ji Rong couldn't help pinching the water bottle a little harder, only to feel that the faint mint fragrance in his mouth was too seductive. His mouth was a little dry and he couldn't help but took two more sips.

Then he pretended to be calm and wanted to secretly hide Chen Shen's water bottle.

At this moment, Chen Shen suddenly called him: "Ji Rong."

Ji Rong was startled, and quickly put the water bottle back to its original place with a guilty conscience.

He forced himself to be calm: "What's wrong?"

Chen Shen turned his head to look at him, his face was not as usual with a bright smile that made people feel good, but serious and focused.It may be that the light refracted by the glass fell on his eyes, making his eyes extremely bright.

Ji Rong silently said in his heart, "I'm driving, I'm driving, I'm driving, I'm driving carefully, I'm driving carefully, I'm driving carefully, I'm driving cautiously, I'm cautiously in the car, so I didn't stare at him for too long, and after taking a look, I turned my head to look at the road again.

He thought that Chen Shen wanted to chat with him to pass the time, but Chen Shen said softly without warning, "Do you want to know why I retired?"

Ji Rong was taken aback, and said nervously, "I can listen to what you want to say."

Chen Shen saw that his hands holding the steering wheel were clenched tightly, and his face loosened, showing a smile: "Why are you nervous, I'm afraid I can't think about it. It's been so long, and if you say you still can't think about it, it's too difficult for yourself .But, I still kind of mind it, so I never mentioned it to anyone.”

He paused, then continued: "But if the object is you, I seem to be able to chat with you calmly."

Ji Rong said softly: "You tell me, I won't interrupt."

Chen Shen hummed, turned his eyes to the road ahead, and said unhurriedly: "I have liked playing games since junior high school, and I also like competitions. Being a professional player is one of my dreams, so when I have the opportunity If I really want to enter the professional arena, even if my family objects and I have to suspend my studies, I will go."

"I was very happy in JM for two years. My teammates are very good people. Maybe it's because I'm the youngest. I just passed the time when I joined the team. My original plan was that if JM won three championships, I would retire with peace of mind. , went back to school to concentrate on studying. Just when he was sprinting for the second championship, half a month before the autumn semi-finals, the investors of the Love Star Union approached JM."

Chen Shen tilted his head and recalled: "They paid 300 million yuan to buy the qualification for the finals. The Love Star Union has just been established, so it must be a dark horse route. They want to make it to the finals in the first year to make a gimmick. The investors behind them also It’s true that they have a lot of background and money, and they spent a lot of money on them, seeing how popular Ai Xing is now, and taking on countless commercial activities, I’m afraid the 300 million has already been earned back.”

"At the beginning, our coach Qian Wenshu sternly refused. But JM's management didn't know what other benefits were promised, and agreed. Then Coach Qian was fired because he disagreed with life and death, and the management hired another coach. "

"I was the only one who didn't know, and because Coach Qian was fired for no reason and replaced with an inexperienced and incompetent coach, I went to the management to argue. It wasn't until before the game that I was notified that I would not play. That important game In the semifinals, the substitute ADC will play."

"That's when I realized that my teammates, managers, and coaches were all bought. After all, if we win a championship, we can only get 150 million as a whole, and there are many that cannot be obtained by our players. What's more , the final opponent is you, we may not win."

"I stayed in the backstage until I heard the commentator in front of me announce that the Love Star Union had won the qualification for the finals. I then left. The next day, I applied for an early retirement. I planned to use all my bonuses in the two years of KPL to pay off the liquidated damages. The management persuaded me that I could continue to win championships in the future. I didn’t know whether to cry or laugh. I was very stubborn and determined to leave. The management was probably afraid that I would tell the truth to the outside world, or, Do you really think I'm pitiful? So the liquidated damages were cancelled."

Chen Shen shrugged: "Actually, they don't do this, and I won't tell them about it. First, since I'm gone, it doesn't matter at all. They care about my affairs anyway. Second, after all, JM It made me live the happiest two years, and I met a group of brothers who I thought were the strongest. I still remember this old relationship, but they don’t remember it.”

After finishing speaking, Chen Shen drank dry mouth.

Ji Rong came out of the state of listening quietly, and the steering wheel was tightly gripped.

People in their circle knew Chen Shen well, and they all knew that he was temporarily absent at that time and then retired immediately, there must be an inside story. iNG coach Xu Chenghao also vaguely mentioned something, hinting that it has something to do with Ai Xing, but he didn't say it clearly.

Now that I think about it, Aixing probably planned to buy the championship from iNG later, but was rejected by iNG.

Only then did Ji Rong know the truth of the matter, and his heart ached. If he wasn't driving, he really wanted to reach out and hug Chen Shen.

At that time, Chen Shen was still a big boy, he was heartless and carefree every day, as if there would never be a little cloud over his head.

Ji Rong didn't know how painful it must be for him to bear the disillusionment of his dreams, the criticism from the outside world, and the betrayal of his best brother.

His heart was surging.

He suddenly resented his cowardice, why couldn't he go to Chen Shen earlier, why didn't he dare to tell him what he wanted?If he had taken this step bravely before, at least Chen Shen would not be alone when he encountered those things.

"Shen Shen." His voice was a little hoarse: "I'm sorry."

Chen Shen was taken aback, and said with a smile, "What are you talking about, I'm sorry."

Ji Rong said softly: "As long as you don't bother me, I won't leave you alone in the future."

Chen Shen was slightly distracted.

In fact, after such a long time, he is no longer as fragile as he was then.

But if there is someone around him who will always be with him and be with him, it seems to be pretty good.

He slightly bent his eyes and smiled: "Yeah."