The Secret of Misfortune and Love

A few hours later, Nangongxue was lying on the bed weakly. He looked at the back of the man weakly, and called to the uncle. He was as gentle as a lamb, "Uncle, give me some water."

The man walked over speechlessly and brought him a glass of water, watching him gradually calm down and hide under the blanket without saying a word.

"When did you touch something like this?" the man asked.

"Four months ago." Nangongxue replied with cold eyes. He remembered that night very clearly. It was a lingering nightmare. Those people bound him, beat him, and burned him with cigarette butts. Going to pray to any god, because he knew it was useless, and in reality, he couldn't find even one person to pray to, and watched them implant demons into his dilapidated body.

At that time, how good would it be if you showed up, uncle?

"I will find you a doctor and a specialist in drug rehabilitation. Are you willing to quit? If you are willing, I will help you, but you should know that the process will be painful and difficult, and you must be firm. If you are not willing, take this Check, from now on we will have nothing to do with each other, and whether you live or die is none of my business."

It's not that he hasn't quit drugs before, it's just the taste... Nangongxue smiled wryly, he tasted drugs for a day, and wanted drugs for the rest of his life.But when he looked up and saw the tall figure of the man, he felt an inexplicable determination in his heart, "I... quit!"

Being forced by a man to eat a bowl of noodles, Nangongxue still thinks this bowl of noodles is the most delicious thing in his memory even though his taste is numb after skating and everything tastes like chewing.

The man patted his head, told him to sleep well, and said that he would arrange everything, just like treating a kitten that was found home. If it is pity, then he will be the stray cat that was picked up obediently, uncle Can you stop letting me go wandering?

"Uncle, this winter in Ottawa is not cold at all." Looking at the man's puzzled eyes, Nangongxue shrank back into the bed comfortably, breathing in the scent of a man, "Because I met you, Uncle, this winter is really cold." Warm, like your eiderdown, um, yes, eiderdown."

Blinking his eyes to see the man leave, he actually had a sweet dream, unlike usual nightmares after ice skating, he really had a sweet dream, he grew wings, he was the pair on the door, he flew in Qianshan Among the magnificent rivers and mountains of Wanshui, he has been chasing the figure in front of him. The figure turned around and hugged him, smiled at him, and said to him: Don't be afraid, everything has him.

The next day Nangongxue woke up with a slight smile on her mouth, still thinking about the dream from last night. She wondered if Jiawen would laugh at her as a foolish dreamer if she told Jiawen about her current experience?

There is a set of men's pajamas on the hanger, which is coral fleece with Pikachu cartoon pattern. I didn't expect that big man to wear this kind of pajamas. It's really cute. Pull it over and put it on his body. It's a bit fat, but he's thin enough to wear it It's not ugly at all. She leans against the window in slippers and looks at the scenery outside. The sun shines through the window. This is a kind of warm temperature. Nangongxue feels like she has changed the world for so long. The sun outside, The holly trees outside, the asphalt outside and the honking of horns, everything exudes life.

He didn't hear the man's knock on the door until he pushed the door open and entered, dressed as a handsome doctor.

Han Ling introduced that the doctor's name was Xi Lan, a German with rich experience in clinical drug rehabilitation, and everything after that would depend on him.

But Nangongxue's most concerned question is, "Uncle, I'm quitting drugs, you will always be with me, right?"

After that, he took the trouble to find the opportunity to ask the man this question.

German doctors explained a lot of professional knowledge, possible situations and the attention they usually need.

For the first time, Nangong Xue carefully asked the man's name——Han Ling.

He chewed the name repeatedly in his heart, hey, the name of a man is really nice.

Zero?I also think that I can return to zero and start all over again?

At night, I had the feeling of wanting ice. I could bear it. Mr. Han was sitting on the sofa with a drawing board and drawing hand-painted. Nangongxue didn't expect that he could still draw, and he even added all kinds of beautiful words of praise to the man. "Uncle, what did you draw?"

Han Ling raised his eyes and looked at him, his face was quite friendly, "3D three-dimensional painting, draw a Spider-Man."

"Ah, you also like to watch the Superman series. I also like 3D paintings, but I can't draw." Nangongxue was very interested, and even more interested in talking more with men.

"I'll teach you later when I have time."

Is this a promise?Nangongxue's eyes lit up, Han Ling muttered something unnatural and turned his face away.

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The heart-piercing feeling is so intense that anyone who has quit drugs will understand that feeling, life is worse than death, so many addicts have tried to commit suicide.

He was so pitiful, tugging on Han Ling's arm, his eyes were full of grievance and pleading, "Uncle..."

"The body temperature began to rise, the blood pressure rose, night sweats, um, the pupils dilated!" German doctors recorded some of his symptoms through skillful examination and judgment.

"Uncle, my head hurts so much." It really hurts, my headache is splitting, and I want to hit the wall.

The German doctor quickly tied him to the bed, "Cut his nails, don't leave any."

Afraid that Nangong Xuejian could not control himself and scratched himself.

The servant had never seen such a battle before, his hands were shaking non-stop while holding the nail clippers, and Nangong Xue didn't cooperate with his fingers to scratch, so he actually cut the flesh.

Mr. Han lost his temper again, and pushed the servant aside, "Go away, I'll come."

Carefully, carefully, he held Nangongxue's thin hand, and when he accidentally scratched it, there was a hideous bloodstain on the back of his hand, but he still whispered softly, as if coaxing a child, "Be good, come on!" , cut your nails, well, good boy, go to sleep, everything will be fine tomorrow."

Nangongxue looked at him, her eyes regained a sliver of clarity, and her emotions gradually calmed down. The temperature of the other party's fingertips came from her fingers, and there were those gentle voices. He carefully cut his nails, picking off the slightest bit of dirt inside. The nails were neatly trimmed and smoothed. Nangongxue calmed down and looked at him carefully, and gradually fell asleep. The German doctor even happily said that the sedative did not come in handy this time. very good.

In the following days, I don't know what the German doctor said to Han Ling, but the other party was on guard against his suicide, and eliminated all hidden dangers that might threaten his life, and even specially decorated a room, The walls and floors are covered with thick sponge, which can bounce up when you jump on it. It is probably similar to hitting tofu when hitting the wall.

"Uncle."

The man was quite crazy about calling himself this name, but he just didn't change his words, and gradually the man reluctantly accepted it, but he always gave himself an angry look, "Why?"

"I want to go back to where I live. My friends don't know I'm here yet. I'm afraid they'll worry." He wanted to go back and see Jiawen. He should be very happy that he decided to quit drugs.

"Hmph, I've sent someone over to tell you that, when you think about it, your friends are probably so anxious to call the police."

Nangongxue stuck out her tongue embarrassingly. Most of the time when she was addicted, he was tied up and thrown in the sponge room, but this was his favorite moment, because once he recovered, he found Han Ling hugging him. Touching his head all over, it feels comfortable... More addictive than ice.

So after Nangongxue became addicted, he pretended to be extremely crazy and uncomfortable, and tricked the man into sympathizing with him and hugging him. Although it was a bit low-key, even if it was sympathy, he still yearned for it.

He asked Han Ling to let him take a bath. After the addiction passed, the man agreed to help him wash. Although he looked unhappy, it still made Nangong Xue's heart blossom.

When the man went to get the bath towel, Nangongxue buried herself in the bottom of the water, developing every pore in her body comfortably, thinking that when she quit her addiction, she could learn to paint with the man. He especially wants to learn 3D painting now, like When you meet someone, you will find that you even fall in love with each other's hobbies.

When the man came back, he found him sinking at the bottom of the water, but he thought he was going to commit suicide, so he strode over and lifted him up, cursing, "Fuck you."

Nangongxue smiled at him charmingly, so he was so afraid of his own death?As soon as he thought about it, he climbed wetly on the other person, like an octopus, looking at the man's alluring red lips, he couldn't restrain it, and just kissed him in line with the desire that was about to move in his body.

"Uncle, please, please, give me an injection, okay? Only once, please, give me ice, I want to skate, I'm going to die of pain, uncle." Before Han Ling got angry, he put on She begged with a pitiful expression.

"No way!" The man hated that iron could not be made into steel, and sternly refused.

"I don't want you to help me anymore. If you let me go, you don't care whether I live or die." Nangong Xue Sapo cheated.

"Hmph, it's too late to talk about this now!" The man lifted him into the bathtub and washed him to wash his hair.

"I'm uncomfortable." Nangongxue blinked her big eyes.

"I know, bear with it. It's been five days. Although your addiction is not long, it is quite serious. Xi Lan said that it will take 20 days. It's just that the most important thing about this thing is heart addiction. If you leave Here and then back to that circle, I’m afraid you have to go on this road of no return, you must find a hobby that makes you forget the interest brought to you by ice, think about it, before skating, what do you like to do?” Han Ling patiently enlightened him, kneading his scalp gently with his fingers to soothe his scalp.

"I like it..." Nangongxue narrowed his eyes in enjoyment as if thinking, and after a long time his eyes lit up. "I like to do - slap!"

The man's face turned black into Bao Zheng, "You are only 17 years old, never think about it in the future, don't even think about mentioning s/e/x before the age of 20!"

Nangong Xue's face wrinkled into a bitter gourd, "I don't know what I like!"

"Think about it, such as painting? Singing? Or playing the piano? And dancing?" The man patiently enlightened.

"I can't draw, I can't sing or dance, I stopped studying when I was 14, and I was raped/fucked/fucked by someone when I was 15, and then I did this. It seems that I don't know anything except sex." Although I have already decided in my heart that I want to learn 3D painting, but I will play tricks on my lips.

Then do you want to go back to study? If you want to study, I will arrange it for you. In short, no contact with ice and sex is allowed. "The distressed look on the man's face made Nangong Xue feel like a spring breeze.

"It's too far away, uncle, can you hug me to sleep, I'm afraid, only with you by my side, can I be distracted from thinking about the feeling of ice, it's really painful, please, uncle, stay with me Me, don't leave me alone."

"it is good!"

Nangong Xue never thought that the man would agree.

Looking at the tall and straight figure of the man.

Ottawa really doesn't seem to be that cold this winter!