my brother became a scum

It is said that every man has a restless desire/desire in his heart, longing for more sex/love objects, that is the instinct of human mating, and it is the nature of males.

But my teacher once said to me that the difference between humans and animals is that humans can control their desires, while animals cannot.

When his hand touches my lower body, when he raises his head and reveals his beautiful neck, his eyes reflect bright lights, my flesh/body clamors to invade/invade his body, and my sex/organs are not stable Pulling up my pants, I put my hand into his hair, and he rubbed against my palm like a cat, but I grabbed his hair tightly, making him let out a sharp cry of pain.

His eyes were full of tears, like a hot spring that was about to gushes out, but I didn't have any emotion of sympathy, almost indifferent, I looked at his face and said to him: "Zhang Chen can't destroy me, you think you can Did you do it?"

His expression was astonished, and he stretched out his hand to hit me, but maybe he was thinking of his sister, so he clenched his hand tightly. I let go of his hair, and he stood up abruptly, panting lightly. Get angry.

"You, what did you mean by that sentence just now?"

"It's not interesting, I don't want to do it, and I don't want to develop any relationship with you."

"Chen Heping, you don't even want me to deliver it to your door?"

"Yes, I don't want to."

He took a few quick breaths, turned his head and wiped off the physiological water from the corners of his eyes, and said, "Do you dislike me for being dirty? I have never been abused by anyone except your ex-boyfriend. You need a medical report, and I will go there tomorrow." Physical examination."

"I don't dislike you being dirty," I looked down at WeChat, and there was Zhang Chen's reply lying on the WeChat interface, which was an emoticon package, with a line of words "I will work hard" on the white and tender radish, I locked the phone, Looking up at Xiaotian, "I just don't want to have any more contact with anyone or anything related to Zhang Chen."

"If, if I have nothing to do with Zhang Chen, and I want to seduce you, will you sleep with me?"

"Why should I sleep with you," I could see him upset, but what does it matter to me, "I don't love you, why should I sleep with you, sex and love are inseparable, it's not the best Simple reason?"

His expression told me that he thought what I said was wrong and unbelievable. I didn't have the time to engage in a philosophical debate with him, nor did I need to.

"I have a question, I really want to ask you, Mr. Chen," Xiaotian said with a strange expression, as if he was crying or laughing, "Is it because of love that you and Zhang Chen went to bed?"

"I don't want to answer that question."

"If it's not because of love, what you just said is empty talk. If it's because of love," he paused, as if he was considering his words, "If it's because of love, Zhang Chen is messing around like this, why are you still talking to me? Don't you feel sick and sad when he's together?"

"This is my private matter and has nothing to do with you."

"What if I want to know the answer to this question?"

"I don't mind making you miserable, I know your weaknesses."

The aggressive aura on Xiaotian's body dissipated like a popped balloon, and he became gentle and humble again. He said, "Please don't argue with me, I was too excited just now."

"You can go back to the bedroom, I don't want to see you for the time being."

He bit his lip, turned and left.I fished out a handful of pills, popped them into my mouth, and swallowed them with water.

I don't want to recall what Chen Heping was thinking in the past, but I can clearly and clearly understand what Chen Heping is thinking now.

Zhang Chen and I are rotten flesh growing on my chest, corroding my heart bit by bit. I would rather stab a knife in my chest than let him cling to my life again.

I wanted to go back to the bedroom, but suddenly remembered that there was only one bedroom in my house. I originally planned to spread out the folding bed and ask Oda to spread the mattress and sleep in the living room.

I was a little hesitant to call Xiaotian out, but I was impatient to see his gentle but sharp face. It was just autumn and the living room was not cold at all. There was even a blanket on the sofa. Turned off the lamp and TV, nestled on the bed, and closed his eyes.

After the accidental night with Zhang Chen, Zhang Chen naturally came to see me often, sometimes at the table in the library, sometimes in the cafeteria line, sometimes walking on the ginkgo road, looking up, always seeing me His pretty face.He was wearing a long windbreaker, and he smiled innocently and sweetly. I couldn't help but raise my hand to pinch his face, and he let me pinch, like a naughty child.

We sat by the window and ate a large portion of ice cream with a girly heart. The girly heart fit Zhang Chen’s aesthetics, and the taste was also in line with Zhang Chen’s preferences. I took a few mouthfuls, then stopped the spoon and watched him take a spoonful. He scooped it up in a spoonful and stuffed it into his lips.He would circle the spoon with his tongue, and when he squinted his eyes, it just made people want to grab his hair and do something outrageous.

I paid the bill and he was packing an ice cream and I walked out with his head on my shoulder and it took a lot of effort to "drag" him out.

He leaned on me, wrapped his hands around my arms, and said softly to me, "Don't leave tonight, okay?"

I didn't want to say it bad, but he raised his head and kissed my side face, my face turned red suddenly, and my whole brain was about to explode.

"Don't go, okay?"

We stumbled, but it was very clear, and crashed into the hotel room. He took off his clothes and then tore mine. I was pressed on the bed by him, and said in embarrassment: "Don't worry."

But he bit my chin and said fiercely: "It's hard for me to succeed again, how can I not be in a hurry."

We eagerly kissed each other, the remaining reason was wiped out and turned into cannon fodder under desire/desire, I grabbed his shoulders and pressed him down, biting his lips fiercely, he wrapped his arms around my waist, strangled Tightly, I let go of his lips, but he said, "I want you."

I licked the blood on his lips, opened his trembling thighs, and squeezed in little by little: "As you wish."

We searched for each other's bodies tirelessly, briefly awake in desire/desire, and then fell into frantic obsession. In the frantic sprint, he straightened up his upper body slumpedly, and the cool liquid shot/into my chest On the lower abdomen, his face was covered with physiological water, but his mouth refused to admit defeat, shouting: "Come again."

I kissed the corners of his eyes, his tear stains, and kissed his lips. My right hand fumbled and grabbed his left hand and interlocked the fingers, leading him into a more insane world.

We were so close that he could only see me and I could only see him - and in that split second, I thought I loved him.

But the next day, when I woke up from my sleep, there was no one beside me, I picked up my phone, and there was a cold message on it——

"Brother Ping, I'm in a hurry to leave first. If I have time later, can we make another appointment?"

I chewed this sentence and tried to understand what he meant. I ignored the message and just got out of bed to look for clothes to wear——I found a shopping bag for clothes on a chair. I changed into clothes and wore them. After taking off the shoes, he sent a message to Zhang Chen.

"The clothes are very suitable, and the money will be returned to you later."

"No, it's for you." He replied the message almost instantly.

"Brothers have to settle accounts clearly, you listen to me, and I'll give you the money later."

After a long time, Zhang Chen replied with one word "OK".

I opened my eyes, and the memory just now turned out to be a dream. I glanced at my phone, and the reminder time was four o'clock in the morning.

I closed my eyes again, but I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I sat up from the sofa with some difficulty, and moved my body to wash.

While I was washing in the bathroom, the door of the bedroom opened from the inside, and Oda entered the bathroom, holding my arm on one side so that I didn't have to work so hard.

I leaned against him, brushed my teeth with difficulty, and washed my face. Oda took out the towel, dried my cheeks and hands, and helped me go out.

He wanted to help me to the bedroom, but I stood still and said, "Take me to the living room."

"...Last night, I went too far. I didn't consider your body. I fell asleep in a daze afterward. I just woke up and realized that I just let you sleep on the sofa all night."

"It's okay, I didn't call you either, after a while you install the folding bed, you can live there in the future."

"You mean to let me be your nurse in the future?"

"I'm not in good health, and I spent money, why should I fire you?"

My words were very cold, but Oda seemed very happy and thanked me repeatedly.

Not long after I got back on the sofa, he quickly tidied up the room, assembled the bed, and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

I ate a rich and delicious breakfast, and Oda worked tirelessly to support me in my rehabilitation. My blood clot was not particularly serious this time, but after all, I lay down for a long time, and it took time for my body to recover. I did rehabilitation for almost two hours, and just sat back on the sofa when the phone on the coffee table rang.

Xiaotian opened the phone and stuck it to my ear. I heard Zhang Chen's voice, and he said, "Chen Heping, you can pay attention to the news these two days."

"Anything fun?"

"I'm going to reveal about my younger brother."

"Aren't you afraid that your deceased mother will be sad?"

"I'm afraid, but she has already left, and I'm afraid I don't know what will happen next. In my opinion, the joy of the living is more important."

"Stay safe and take care of yourself."

"I heard a bit of sincerity in this sentence." Zhang Chen smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm really worried. When I go back to find you, you and Xiaotian have already rolled together."

I wanted him not to worry, I would not touch anyone related to him, but when the words came to my lips, it turned into: "Then you come back early, don't give me this chance."

Zhang Chen burst out laughing, he laughed for a long time on the other side of the phone, said "I love you" softly, and hung up the phone quickly.

I turned my head and glanced at Xiaotian, he also hung up the phone and put the phone on the coffee table in front of me.

"Mr. Chen, I don't know why, but you don't seem to like Zhang Chen very much."

"Is it?"

"You just chatted with him, but your eyes have been calm, without any joy."

"Ah."