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"I apologize for the previous incident. I said too much first."

"No!" Fang Zheng couldn't care less about the embarrassment that was about to overwhelm him, "I'm sorry if I'm sorry."

Lin Lu didn't answer his words, and continued: "You said that you also have uncomfortable things, so you went to drink to vent your anger. After I calmed down, I thought about it. You can tell me any uncomfortable things you have, but I may not be able to. I can help you with everything, but I can at least tell you one thing, no matter how difficult it is, smoking and drinking like you can’t solve the problem, why do you keep thinking about venting instead of changing yourself?"

Lin Lu paused at this point, as if he had exhausted all his strength, took another deep breath, and then continued: "What kind of things can you encounter that can hit you like this, I will just guess at random that a teenager is the worst!" The general problem, let’s say you have someone you like. Generally, there are three situations where you will go to a bar? One is that the girl cheated on you, the other is that the two of you separated due to some irreversible factors, and the third is that You think you are not good enough to catch up with that girl. Regardless of the above, if it is me."

Lin Lu smiled bitterly: "I will look away from the first type, because what's the point of wearing worn-out shoes that can split legs? The second type I will do my best to remove those irreversible factors. Three kinds, if I like someone and I am not worthy of him, I will become stronger and better, even if he still refuses to accept me in the end, then I can at least be worthy to stand on the same balance with him, to him Say what I like about his qualifications."

Fang Zheng's dim eyes lit up instantly, and Lin Lu's words seemed to have hit Fang Zheng hard, and he immediately woke up.

Why should he worry about those crises that have not yet been established, instead of thinking about becoming a person who can be worthy of Lin Lu who is now shining brightly?

"Of course, this is just one of the examples." Lin Lu cleared his throat, "You may also be because of life or even study, but the reason is the same. Grandpa told me when I was young, no matter what you do, You should not see the difficulty of that matter first, and don’t hold the mentality that you must not be able to do it. The first thing you should look at is yourself. After you examine yourself with a correct attitude, if you find You don’t have the ability to do that right now, so you have to change yourself. Blindly avoiding and venting through improper channels will only harm yourself.”

While Fang Zheng was sober and moved, he couldn't help but wonder when Lin Lu's ability to teach and solve puzzles was so perfect.

As soon as he burned it, all the gray vines that wrapped around him were burned to ashes.

He is really a super good person.

"Then you wait for me," Fang Zheng said with all his courage, "wait for me."

God knows how long it took to build his heart before he could say this, Lin Lu hung up before he could relax: "What are you waiting for?"

"Wait until I get rid of all the stinking problems and try to become an excellent person," Fang Zheng said firmly, "I have made many mistakes before, this time I don't want to make mistakes again, I take back what I said before, I don't want you to be disappointed in me, and I don't want to be disappointed in myself."

Lin Lu was about to burst into tears, but the final plan of the original draft had to be released, otherwise Fang Zheng's broken problems would not recur one day.

"Do you know why I joined the student union?" Actor Lin began his sarcasm, "I'm really boring. Just to let him know."

Fang Zheng's nerves shook: "Could it be..."

"It's just for you," Lin Lu interrupted him, "I asked Jian Yan to tell you about the time you and Fang An were arrested for smoking, but I can't help you every time and clean up the mess for you. , I can't ask others for help every time, so for the sake of convenience, I have to do it myself."

Lin Lu walked out of the toilet door, and stopped at the door: "But I hope, even if I have the ability to help you clean up the mess now, you don't really make trouble for me every day, so Zheng, I'll be annoyed too, this is the last time, really the last time I hope for you, after the next disappointment, I will really withdraw."

After he finished speaking, he immediately walked out. Jian Yan was still waiting for him at the gate of class [-]. Seeing him coming out, he immediately walked over: "God, why did you go in for so long?"

Lin Lu supported the wall, heaved a sigh of relief and said, "I'm dying of thirst."

It was the first time in his life that he said so many words at once, and it was probably the only time in his life. He had been building for so long, and if he couldn't support Fang Zheng this time, he really didn't know what to do. There will be no second time for him to try to calm down and pour truth into Fang Zheng.

Will he withdraw?

Thinking of this, Lin Lu suddenly smiled inexplicably.

"Go check it first, other classes," Lin Lu said, "You need to be fast, otherwise it will all be over, it's over."

"It's over," Jian Yan shook her notebook and said, "I looked at the toilet and went to check it quickly, otherwise we would really have nothing to do when you come out, and the seniors and sisters of the student union will secretly It can poke our spines to pieces, and it’s so irresponsible for the first time to check, or something, I have friends from the student union, and if anything else is bad, she is the only one who picks thorns.”

"...Thank you." Lin Lu could only say.

"It's okay," Jian Yan said, "Hurry up and go back to the classroom, class is already in session."

Lin Lu looked back at the toilet, Fang Zheng still didn't come out, is he fucking crying in there?

"Are you leaving?" Jian Yan urged again.

"En." Lin Lu looked away, and went downstairs with Jian Yan.

Of course Fang Zheng didn't cry, he was very moved, but he felt that this kind of decision to start over, when starting a new life, it is better not to start with tears, although it is not possible to face it with a smile, but at least it should be calm face it.

He first turned on the faucet and washed his face, then took out all the cigarettes in his pocket, tore them up and threw them into the trash can, then washed the tobacco off his hands, and finally went out of the toilet.

Fang Zheng went back to the classroom, and as soon as he sat down, he took out a blank notebook from his schoolbag and wrote down on the first page—the various policies of catching up with Lin Lu. ——The first item is to quit smoking and drinking.

After he finished writing, he put the notebook in his schoolbag, and said to Fang An, "I won't drink after school today?"

Fang An was a little surprised: "What did Lin Lu tell you inside? You just came out and behaved well."

"I really want to be a good person," Fang Zheng sighed, "Don't go there either. If you want to find Zhao Xuan, you will be able to find it if you have a chance. Lin Lu is right, drinking and venting is useless."

"Ah... okay," Fang Yu's reaction also surprised Fang Zheng, "Anyway, I never thought that I would just pass through the three years of high school like this. It's useless for Zhao Xuan to hide, no matter how he hides, I will find him."

"After that... work hard together?" Fang Zheng looked at him.

"It's enough to understand this kind of thing in your heart," Fang An sighed, "It's too much to say it."

Fang Zheng smiled: "Occasionally Er Er is fine."

Fang Zheng still didn't go home with Lin Lu after school that day, he still needed to calm down for a while, and sort out a correct mentality to face Lin Lu.

Lin Lu knew Fang Zheng's urinating nature, and had expected that he would not go home with him. Although Fang Zheng was still worried about what would happen to Fang Zheng in the future, he was still much more at ease than before, probably because Fang Zheng finally In short, he no longer feels lonely and stuffy when he rides home alone.

He rode home happily all the way.Then, during the meal, for some unknown reason, he deliberately said to his grandfather: "Grandpa, Fang Zheng and I will go to school together tomorrow."

After Fang Zheng returned home, he took out all the homework that he hadn't done much in the past few days, and finished it one by one in front of the book. If he really couldn't understand it, he put it aside. Mom was already off work, and as soon as she entered the door, she yelled upstairs: "You came back so early today!"

"I will always come back so early in the future!" Fang Zheng replied loudly.

He sorted out all his pocket money, put it in the black wallet that he had never used, and went downstairs with it.

Mom was wearing an apron in the kitchen and was preparing to cook. Fang Zheng walked over and tied her up, then put the wallet in her hand into her hand, and said frankly: "Mom, I have been coming back so late these days. , I went upstairs to take a shower as soon as I came back. After taking a shower, I washed my clothes immediately. It was because I drank after school. Now I decided to change it. I put the wallet here. I will use the money to report to me during the winter vacation. Cram school."

My mother took his wallet and put it in her pocket. She said with relief: "Your mother, I already knew. I just have a bad nose, and it's not that I'm not good at brain. The reason why I didn't tell you , I’m just waiting for you to realize it by yourself one day, you’re quite stubborn, you’re unreasonable when you’re crazy, if you don’t want to hear it, it’s no use what your mother says.”

"But you have to know, your mother and I will always be here. If you want to change and get better, I will always support you unconditionally. In addition, you don't want the money yourself. I will really use the winter vacation to teach you tutoring." It's too late, don't beg me for money to buy candy when the time comes!"

Fang Zheng laughed helplessly: "Mom, I'm not a brat anymore!"

That night, Fang Zheng, who thought he would have to toss and turn for a long time thinking about many things, unexpectedly fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.

At dawn, he was woken up by the alarm clock. As usual, Fang Zheng turned off the alarm clock and planned to continue sleeping, but when he suddenly thought of something, he lifted the quilt and sat up immediately.

After getting up and washing up, I took the notebook again and wrote on it—the second item, get up early and run in the morning.

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