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"Your grandpa's current situation is not very good to be honest." The doctor glanced at Grandpa Lin, and then fixed his eyes on Lin Lu. "Although the operation was performed, the recovery after the operation was not very satisfactory. He appeared again at the beginning. Symptoms such as coughing, hemoptysis, chest pain, chest tightness... He originally had cancer cells in only one lobe of the left lung, but now the entire left lung is full of cancer cells, and the right lung has also begun to become cancerous."

"Then what should I do? Doctor," Fang's father asked, "can I still have surgery? Or conservative treatment?"

"Surgery is impossible. At his age and physical condition, a second surgery is useless and impossible," said the doctor. "Now, the only thing that can be done is appropriate chemotherapy and radiotherapy combined with drug treatment. Strive to prolong the life of patients."

"Then doctor," Grandpa Lin said, with a hoarse voice, "How long is the longest time for me?"

"Your lung cancer is already in the advanced stage of deteriorating," the doctor sighed. "It will only be about a year at most. If the situation is not good, it will only be about six or seven months."

"Is there... is there no other way?" Lin Lu finally asked.

"No more," said the doctor. "This is the end of the matter, and I am also very sorry. You should go and pay the hospitalization fee first. After chemotherapy, I will ask the nurse to arrange it for you."

"That's fine," Grandpa Lin stood up while supporting the doctor's desk, "Thank you doctor."

"Grandpa," Lin Lu walked over to help him, "how could this be? Wasn't it already healed? You looked pretty good before...you kept it from me? How could you keep this from me? .”

"It's okay." Grandpa Lin patted his hand, smiled with difficulty and said, "Let's go out first, there are still people who need to see a doctor."

Fang's father called Lin Lu's father, told them about Grandpa Lin, and reprimanded them for being human, children, and old people, who don't know how to pay more attention to the elderly. , can also frown and reprimand others mercilessly with a cold face.

"Listen to my last few words," Fang's father said at the end, all he could do was sigh, "Money has to be earned, and father and son can't let it go. When can't money be earned? The reason why a child wants to support but does not want to be loved. Don’t you understand? Besides, it’s an important time for Xiaolu to go to high school right now? Can you be so determined to let him do so much homework every day and take time to take care of grandpa? Don’t talk to me about what’s there and what’s not. Before today, he must Hurry back, or I will look down on you in the future!"

Father Fang hung up the phone right after he finished speaking, and just as he turned to leave, he saw his son standing beside him.

"Where's Xiaolu?" He walked over, holding Fang Zheng's shoulders and walked forward, "Why didn't you accompany him?"

"He was with his cousin in the ward, and they were talking," Fang Zheng said, "I was embarrassed to keep it, so I came out. Dad, tell me, is this really what my cousin is like?"

"Life is like this," Dad said. "I remember your uncle said something before. It's quite mysterious but it's true. In this life, how many diseases and sufferings are doomed to everyone. There is a set amount. Those who go to the hospital every three days and have a fever and catch a cold can live to be 90 years old, while some who have never been sick twice in their lives and have always been strong and healthy, can live a life of [-] years. When you get sick, you fall down, and when you fall down, you can’t get up again.”

Dad hugged him and sat down on the chair outside his cousin's ward, and then said: "I still remember Xiaolu's grandma was like this, she was always in good health, and passed away within two months after the cerebral hemorrhage was detected. Xiaolu was only three years old at that time... It was not easy for my cousin, he raised Xiaolu by himself, but now I can't even see him getting married and having children... Sigh."

"Then what should we do?" Fang Zheng frowned, "What should Lin Lu and his cousin do?"

"This is not something your child should worry about," Father Fang stood up, "Go, go and tell Lin Lu that we are going home."

"I won't go back," Fang Zheng shook his head, "I want to stay here with Lin Lu."

"It's inconvenient for you to be here," Dad said, "His parents will be back soon, what can you do here? Make up the numbers?"

"I can help take care of my cousin," Fang Zheng said unwillingly, "I can still accompany Lin Lu, which is better than his parents who only know how to stand dryly when they come, right?"

"Aren't you going?" Dad sighed, "You must stay?"

"Yes," Fang Zheng nodded stubbornly, "Dad, you should go back first."

"That's fine," Dad patted him on the shoulder, "My son is a man now, Dad is leaving first."

"Your son has already called himself a man," Fang Zheng said, "Dad, hurry up and go."

After his father left, Fang Zheng sat down on the bench again, and didn't stand up until Lin Lu came out of the ward.

"You didn't go back?" Lin Lu was a little surprised, "I thought you were gone? Why are you sitting here all the time, and you don't think the chair is cold? It's time to wear a coat, so you just wear a shirt and thin trousers. Why don't you come in and sit? Why don't you go back."

"Because I said it," Fang Zheng said with a smile, "I will always be with you."

"I'm fine," Lin Lu blinked fiercely, "I can handle it, I'm fine."

Fang Zheng told Lin Lu that his father had already contacted Fang's father, and then he and Lin Lu sat on the bed in the hospital, talking nonsense with Grandpa Lin.

I don't know if my father's scolding worked. Lin Lu's parents came back very quickly this time, and when it was dark, they entered the ward hurriedly.

Lin Lu and Fang Zheng went back to get the washing things in the afternoon. When Lin Lu's parents arrived, Lin Lu was laying out the dinner made by Fang's mother on the bed cabinet, and Fang Zheng was still talking with his grandfather.

Later, everything was the same as before. Lin Lu's parents thanked him and sent him back home on the grounds that they would not bother him. Lin Lu stayed with the night in the ward as usual. During the three days of vacation, Fang Zheng was not well. He kept running to the hospital, and went to see Lin Lu one day, to send some fruit or something.

During class on Monday, Lin Lu was in a bad mood. Fang Zheng saw his eyelids drop several times from the corner of his eye. But Lin Lu was really strong in self-discipline. As soon as he showed signs of falling asleep, He shook his head, and then pulled himself together to listen to the class.

Did he not sleep at night?Fang Zheng thought to himself, is the pressure and fear in his heart too great?

It is not easy for him to ask Lin Lu, and if he asks Lin Lu, he will only say that he is fine. Lin Lu seems to have cast himself a hard armor to support himself to persevere, except when he said in the hospital that day, "I am so scared." "Besides, he no longer showed his soft and frightened side to him all at once.

It can be said that Lin Lu grew up, he became more and more able to handle things and became stronger and stronger. There was nothing strange about it, but Fang Zheng just felt uncomfortable and felt distressed.

As usual, Lin Lu's grades in this midterm exam were the first in the fourth class. Fang Zheng was dragged down by English and mathematics. In comparison, there is still a big gap.

Lin Lu was very happy after knowing the results, and said that Fang Zheng also did well in the exam this time, and if he worked harder in mathematics and English, he would definitely be in the top three in the exam, and it would not be a problem to surpass him.

But as soon as he finished boasting, he yawned and fell down on the table. This is a self-study class, and there is no teacher. Fang Zheng touched his back and said, "Just lie down for a while when you are sleepy. You must sleep well when you are in class. You are the pride of your cousin, but you are also his grandson. If you can’t sleep at night, go get water and make a glass of milk before going to bed. Your parents are here, so I can’t accompany you. You have to take care of yourself.”

"En." Lin Lu was really sleepy, subconsciously snorted twice and then closed his eyes.

No matter how tired and sleepy Lin Lu is, he still has to do the work of checking classes. After Fang Zheng saw that his eyes were blue for three or four days, and he looked lazy during the class checks, he couldn't help but arrange for him to check the classes for him. this live.

"Just help you check a class," Fang Zheng took his notebook and said, "It's not a big deal, have you been unable to sleep these few nights? Do you want your mother to accompany you in the hospital and come home?" sleep?"

"No," Lin Lu yawned again. He shook his head and said, "I want to be with grandpa...if I don't, I will be afraid. I can’t even see him, I’m afraid he’ll just leave without a sound.”

Fang Zheng felt a pain in his heart: "When you were sleeping at night, you kept paying attention to your cousin. Whenever he moved a little, you would wake up in fright, right?"

Lin Lu pressed his forehead: "Yes."

"Don't do this again," Fang Zheng said, "How uncomfortable is it for you to know how grandpa is? I don't feel very comfortable watching it. I will check it for you in the past two days. You should sleep well tonight. Don't stare at me, it's useless to stare at me. If I see you like this again tomorrow, I'll go to the hospital and tell my cousin that you don't sleep well every night and sleep like a dog during the day. Carry you home and sleep."

Lin Lu: "..."

With Fang Zheng's strong threat, Lin Lu had no choice but to hand over the work of checking the class to Fang Zheng.

When Jian Yan came to the class to look for Lin Lu in the sixth class, she saw Fang Zheng coming out with a notebook, and she asked, "Where is Lin Lu?"

"He hasn't been in good spirits for the past two days," Fang Zheng said, "I'll check his classes for him. Doesn't this violate the rules of your student union?"

"Help me investigate for two days to violate the rules of the student union," Jian Yan said, "It's just my male god, is he okay? It's not a big deal, is it?"

The corner of Fang Zheng's mouth twitched: "What is your name Lin Lu? Are you a god?"

"Yeah," Jian Yan looked at him suspiciously, "What's wrong? Can't you?"

Okay, it's better than calling a boyfriend.

"Let's go," Fang Zheng changed the subject, "Start checking from which class."

"The sixth floor," Jian Yan said, "I was unlucky at the time, and I was randomly assigned to check the sixth floor, but fortunately, I have a male god to accompany me."

Fang Zheng smiled slightly: "Really?"

The author has something to say:

In real life, I personally do not agree with that point of view that Fang’s father said in the article. God does not give everyone an equal amount of pain. Some people suffer in a day, and some people suffer in a lifetime. one tenth.

We are born human and there is no equality.

Personal opinion, thank you for your support!