The Queen of the Prairie and I

Records of Famous Officials of the Hongning Dynasty · Li Xing Biography: The Duke got a daughter in his later years, and he praised the peace and prosperity now and the daughter is a sign of Jichang, so he took the sound of Ning Sheng and called him Li Ningsheng.

I saw the captain of the vanguard officer whose ears and nose had been cut off by the An people. Sitting at her feet, I saw her body trembling.I know that's why I'm shaking.The Queen of the Prairie was not intimidated by the female warriors of the An tribe, but completely enraged.I don't know which An tribe fighter is leading the fight, but she must have completely misjudged Dronatia's character.

"It's An people again." Her tone was steady, and she couldn't hear the anger at all.But it was enough to make all the generals and ministers in the tent bow their heads in silence.Maybe this is the temperament of the monarch?But I, who was sitting next to her, was not as scared as those people below.

"You're so frightened that you're so embarrassing and throw their dismount to me?" Zhuonatia said calmly to the team leader.Maybe you can know that when she speaks calmly, she is angry. "Pull it out and deal with it by military law to improve morale." Donatia calmly ordered the squad leader to be executed.He turned a deaf ear to his begging for mercy like killing a pig.

"It looks like we're going to chop off enough Baishan people's heads at once to serve as military flags for our officers and soldiers." Zhuonatia was already angry, and she seemed to be eager for a tragic victory to suppress the opponent's arrogance.

"General Hummer, lead [-] elite soldiers to drive straight along the Baishan territory, and fight when encountering the enemy. One soldier should kill three enemies before retreating.",

"Order!"

A general as tall as a bear knelt on one knee.He is the general I saw before who ate a roast leg of lamb in five steps.

"The twelve company battalions spread out their wings of cranes, and when the enemy pursues the intruders, they will immediately encircle them without leaving any prisoners. The king considers himself the vanguard to lead the two middle battalions, and the ten chiefs will lead their own troops as the battalion. The leaders of each department will prepare after returning to the camp. Soldiers and horses, immediately form an array, there must be no mistakes!"

Different from the depressed but forbearable appearance after a big fight with Sugi Sakura a few days ago, Dronatia is very good at commanding troops, her sentences are like thunder, and she is not angry and arrogant on the throne, which makes me understand Why did they all brag about "Queen Dronatia's god-like strategy" when they first met the cuckold cavalry.

To say that we are down, these few days, Jonatia and I are like sisters and sisters.Shan Ying never spoke to Dronatia again, and she neither saluted nor greeted her several times in the camp.And Fuko has been acting as the maid who takes care of my life and clothes, but she doesn't say a word to me, even avoids making eye contact, and doesn't follow me after finishing work like before.Can't wait to get away from me quickly, out of sight and out of mind.

Although it said that it brought me and Donatia closer, I actually didn't want to talk to her too much.Every night I would dream of how my eldest sister was covered in blood protecting me again and again from the cuckold cavalry, and An Xiche was struggling after being scratched and blinded.I haven't known those An people for a long time, but the eldest sister has always been kind to me and saved my life several times. An Xiche also opened her heart to me.

At least they didn't deserve that miserable payoff.

I didn't dare to ask Zhuonatia about Li Yisheng, but at least I knew that I was just a substitute for her.

Every night in the monarch's tent, there are always two quilts on the bed.She seemed to deliberately keep the same distance as the final bottom line from me.

So anxious to monopolize, but dare not over-contaminate.The power of life and death in the palm of your hand, but you won't glare at me.

"Why are you getting more and more indifferent?"

Her voice came from behind, in their respective cups, and she asked me across the barrier.

"I'm good at dealing with fucking idiots," I said bluntly. "But I can't deal with idiots who don't even know what they want."

"Speak." Her voice was so low that I could barely hear it.

"You want to hear my rejection?"

Finally thought of that reason, why she was so contradictory to me.

"If you want to refuse, just refuse directly," she replied after waiting for a long time.

I don't know why I feel ridiculous or even sad.After experiencing so many things in just a few days, did she treat me to this extent? She was just a substitute, a person who rejected the woman I had never met.

I used to be so weak, but now I want to speak like a knife.

Although I don't know how that person hurt Zhuonatia, let Shanying and Fuko get along with her, but he refused to change the imprint left by the woman, those two names.But it's hard to turn a broken mirror back, and it's hard to get over a flood. Finding someone with a similar face as a comfort is really not what a grassland female monarch holding a white eagle flag should do.

The life of a slave is like an endless sea of ​​blood and mud. I can't be like a lotus that can emerge from the mud without being stained, and can become only dark spots, full of ups and downs.

Suddenly, she was just a passer-by, but she made me regain my human body and mind.I also imagined that I could walk in armor, even if I fell into the battlefield and died, I would still be a free dead man.But that's just a dream after all.

I finally love myself a little bit, and now you're turning it into a walking dead.Beside the chair called the throne, in the yurt called the big tent, I play someone who is not myself.

"I don't know who Li Yisheng is, but I am Li Ningsheng."

She got up suddenly, and she could tell that she was staring at me even though her back was turned.But I was relieved, and finally said the words I had been waiting for for a long time.Whether to die or not is no longer a question that should be considered.It is better to die as Li Ningsheng than to pretend to be Li Yisheng.I finally understand that if you can live as a human being through death, it doesn't matter whether you die on the battlefield or not.The farce of joking around the world for several days should finally have a happy ending.

"If you kill me, I will always be Li Ningsheng."

Not a little beauty, not a little plum, not a slave girl who can't dance, not even Li Yisheng.The name that has been hidden for ten years can finally be worthy of her words.

"I call you Sheng'er, you asked me to call you."

Dronatia's voice was still so calm.Heart like water?bristle?

"I've always known that you're not her, and I didn't care if you were at first."

I have no words, because I already knew it without you saying it.

"But it's not fair to you, I get it, you...just pretend I've just met you from now on, don't do that again."

...

A few calm words, but deafening.It was as if the entire state of mind that had been trapped in the eternal night was awakened by the dawn.

"I can't add killing, beating and scolding to you, just like I can't change Shanying Fuko's name. I'm really tired, and I can only breathe for a while by your side, please don't do this."

Has she ever done this to anyone else?

Even Sugi Sakura?

Why does she want to show me her vulnerable side unreservedly?

Maybe not.Or far from it.

If you show your face to others for a long time, you will be exhausted.After being a monarch on the cusp for a long time, he can't help but want to be a carefree younger sister, even if only for a short while.

She still hasn't waited for my reply.I just got up and hugged her.

Silence is the loudest voice.At that moment, I felt the real feeling of ten years.It's not like the shock of finding that little girl no longer facing the lake water after being taken away for a long time.Maybe the Sheng'er who haunted her mother is indeed gone, but now, the Sheng'er who found warmth for others finally appeared.

We all think too easily of each other.

We've all just met.

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General Hummer's [-] elite soldiers only lasted for a while before the ambush was wiped out, leaving only General Hummer who was as tall as a giant rock.

He used the nine-foot long knife to attack the female An nationality warrior again and again, each time he was dodged, and every time there was an extra wound on his body.In the end, as if she was tired of playing, the An female warrior turned around and dodged Hummer's long knife and pierced him through the throat.

A tiger general fell into the wilderness.

The "big sister" wiped the sword again with the lapel of her shirt, watching her subordinates tear the white eagle flag brought by General Hummer to pieces.She smiled with confidence, because taking the head of the White Eagle Queen one step further, she had already guessed the tactics the enemy army should use.