The Queen of the Prairie and I

bitter.It was my fault, and I apologize for that, sister, sorry. ’ Her tone was sincere.

"So, you apologized?" She was startled, her petite body stood there motionless. "Yeah, everything I've been hoping for is here?"

"Everything I wished for?" asked Donatia.

"No, it shouldn't be like this. So it's just this kind of thing? I thought it was like this, so I don't hate you anymore? I—" She covered her face and fell to her knees.

I have been unable to get things for a long time, and I even went crazy because of this.But in the end they somehow got it all?It fell into his hands so easily?Even that Li Ningsheng lost his status and was replaced by himself?

When I got it, I realized that it was different from what I had imagined.totally different.I thought I could commit suicide in such a happy atmosphere, but I felt that it was not worth it at all, because I didn't feel anything I expected.

That's right, what I expect is in the final analysis what others give, and what I want is the face of others.So how to set the price is actually someone else's final say.I think it is extremely precious, but in fact others don't take it seriously, just say it casually, can it be done?

It is obvious that Queen Dronatia has turned back into her sister, and she has not apologized for everything. In this world, no one should be able to do it. Why do you feel that it is not satisfactory at all?

"So my sister hates me?"

Donatia spoke.

hate you?Now it seems that that kind of feeling is hate or love, and it is no longer clear.But there is no doubt that I have now begun to doubt the authenticity of this feeling.

"It turns out that my sister has always hated me, I thought—

What Ronghua hates the most is actually herself.

"

Eyes wide open.

She said the worst things she should have said.

Such a feeling was not an intuitive feeling at the time, not a response of my dignity or rationality.

but instinct.

Instinctively angry, he instinctively pulled out his dagger from his bosom, and instinctively scratched across her neck.

A ray of light, when he realized it, the tactile sensation of cutting his neck on his hand became real.She looked at herself puzzled, and stretched out her hand to cover the wound on the side of her neck, but she couldn't stop the blood from flowing.

what did I do?

Feng Ronghua looked at the blood-stained dagger in her hand before realizing what had happened.

When she looked at Dronatia again, her white robe had already been dyed red, she still stared at herself puzzled, and then fell to the ground.

what did I do?what am i doing

Don't look at me like that.Her dagger fell to the ground, and such a voice sounded in her heart.

She thought of the way Fuko looked at her before she died.The same eyes.

The blood seemed to be unstoppable, but it was more of an unbelievable feeling for himself who did this kind of behavior.

Yes, at the time I thought it was a meaningful killing, a sacrifice.

So it turned out that he was lying to himself at the time.It turns out that I have been doing those things all the time to make myself believe that many things are worthwhile and many things are happy, but I lied to myself.

Because I have to lie to myself, I have been in a cycle of terrible things from the beginning. If I don’t lie to myself, I will go crazy, right?

But, thinking about it now, apologizing and committing suicide, isn't that what he said to lie to Shan Ying?Why do I believe it now?

I have told too many lies, and I can't even tell what the truth is. Is there really such a thing?What is the original intention and what is the purpose? After such things are constantly deformed, deceived, compromised and messed up, I am afraid that it is difficult for me to say clearly what I really want in my heart.

Run away.

In a state where there is no way to explain and no way to continue, this is the only way to go.

Fengronghua continued to run away on horseback, but she kept thinking about these things.She didn't even plan her escape route well.The subordinates believed that Bugude should have alerted the surrounding area, and the time for detours here to avoid the outside posts had given the other party time to report to the outside world, so they could only continue to detour and attack some relatively small post stations to replenish supplies, in order to Answer the camp of the Ronghua Army in Lianhua City.

Although Fengronghua's spirit is not stable, the subordinates still firmly believe that she will lead everyone to defeat the cuckolds who are trying to revenge after returning to the camp.

On the third day of their escape, they attacked another station, killed several guards in the station, and enjoyed supplies, boiled meat, fed horses, sharpened knives, and took arrows.

"General, since you escaped, you have been in a bad state." A subordinate said.Fengronghua just sat there and drank soup, but didn't eat meat, which made them feel very puzzled.

"I'm fine." She said calmly.

"If you don't eat well, you won't have the strength to go back to the camp."

"It's okay." She said calmly.

The appearance of Fengronghua is completely different from before, and it does not conform to any impression or even fantasy of the subordinates.At this time when the cuckolds would catch up at any time, her situation made the subordinates feel anxious.

Suddenly the horn sounded from a distance, and the subordinates put down their food one after another, and surrounded the bonfire with knives and bows to look for enemies.They saw a group of cavalry, at least in the hundreds, appear on the distant horizon.

"Have you been chased? General, let's go, some people will stay behind!" the subordinate said.

"Buguds?" Feng Ronghua didn't stand up at all, just drinking the soup in the wooden bowl, sitting by the fire and watching more and more cavalrymen on the horizon in the distance.

"Huh?" She noticed something strange, and so did her subordinates.

"General, that's Da Lu's banner!" they shouted.

The wooden bowl in Feng Ronghua's hand fell to the ground, and the broth spilled all over the floor.She stood up and looked at the cavalry that was getting closer and closer, her eyes began to shine, and her whole body seemed to be getting more and more alive.

"Yes, it's Wen Liangyu! My Wen Liangyu! She's here!"

She was ecstatic, and finally picked up the heavy bow and stood up.

"Wen Liangyu, you won't give up on me, I knew it!"

she laughed.And the female soldiers lined up in a row drew their bows one after another, preparing to launch a salvo at the incoming cavalry.

*********************

That night, Wen Liangyu came to the foot of Huya Mountain and stationed a military camp in a hidden depression.Although she was very worried about Li Weiyi's situation, the Ronghua army began to sweep, and she had to avoid the opponent's superior force.

"Zonatia refuses to help us, but Bugude will help the Ronghua Army."

Facing the messenger who was sent to Dronatia and returned empty-handed without any message, her subordinate said.

"Zonatia brought our envoy back. It's a joke, but he didn't say it clearly." Wen Liangyu said.She took off her heavy armor and wore an ordinary robe, only her exposed hands and face were covered with white cloth, only her eyes and mouth were exposed, and she sat on a rock.For the subordinates, this appearance is more terrifying than the iron mask.

"General Wen, there is another piece of news that I heard from the Bugud Camp."

"what?"

"General Li, General Li Weiyi, died in the battle at Zhihutaimen." The envoy said with his head down. "General Li attacked the Ronghua army who besieged Zhihutaimen, and Feng Ronghua personally attacked and killed him. His head was cut off and hung on the tower for three days."

The envoy finished speaking, but there was no answer or response, so he continued to bow his head.

Until he heard the sound of something dripping to the ground.

Looking up the voice, he saw Wen Liangyu who was sitting on the rock clenched his fists.The white cloth wrapped around his hand was also soaked in blood because of the crunching of the punching fist.Blood fell from her fists to the ground.

"Li Weiyi... is dead?"

Her voice trembled, her eyes widened.

"Second brother... is dead?"

My voice is shaking.

The soldier knelt on the ground and said nothing, but I felt that a big piece of my heart was missing.

As soon as I finished comforting Tia who lost her sister, I was told that I lost my brother.At this moment, I knew how naive my comfort was, and it couldn't fill the sudden emptiness at all.The messenger went out, and we were the only two left in the yurt.

"I want to get it back, no matter what."

For the first time, without any worries, he directly expressed his hostility and aggressiveness.

"I will never forgive Fengronghua again, there will be no chance."

"Sheng'er." Tia patted my shoulder, "Calm down."

"Tia, are you trying to persuade me?"

"No, I'll help you if you want."

"How?" I asked, "The kind of lunatic who is happy to die, will you follow my method?"

"I will," she said, "I'm sure I will."

"No, I can't." I stood up, and I knew she was talking about a scenario I had talked about before, but it was just a scenario for me, too dangerous. "This kind of thing is dangerous for Tiya."

"When Sheng'er went to the Shanying Military Camp, didn't she say that she would compensate me for that risky act?" She said, "That's what I mean by compensation, this time it's my turn to take the risk."

"Ketia is the queen, how can she take risks."

"People always have to be willful once."

Having said that, she threw herself into it all.

Do people always have to be willful once?Waiting for her to wake up by the bed, thinking about what she said.I was angry with her, and angry with myself.Why would I take the risk of doing this, why would I allow this absurdity to happen.

Not worth it, not worth it.

Even if it's for my second brother, I'm beginning to feel that it's not worth it now.After losing an important person, betting on another important person to get revenge is what a person should do.Isn't this something that a lunatic like Fengronghua can do?

If I can tell these so-called plans, the so-called ideas of revenge, to my second brother's body.I'm afraid he will jump up and refute me directly.

She coughed, and the hand that was held by me also squeezed me tightly.

"Tia?!"

I was surprised that she had opened her eyes.

I picked up a bowl of mare's milk and fed it to her. After she took a few sips, she took a few gulps.After bleeding so much, she should be very thirsty.

"What... what?" She asked weakly after looking at the surroundings.

"You were cut by the velvet flower and lost consciousness. It should be very bad, but the military doctor said that Tia tore off the clothes and wrapped them around your neck. You saved yourself. I sucked out the bruise last night and applied medicinal herbs. Just Wait until you wake up."

"I didn't sleep for three days, did I?"

"You only slept for a day and a half." I smiled.

Unknowingly, his vision became blurred, his throat was sore, and he quickly wiped his eyes with his sleeve.

"I'm sorry," I said, almost blurting out.

"You don't need to apologize... I didn't expect her to be so angry all of a sudden..."

"No, sorry." I continued. , held her hand tightly. "I'm sorry to hurt you again."

********************

On the wasteland, all the female soldiers had died.Although there were 100 people, they all died in battle against Lu Jun and the Guijier clan army that was several times larger than their own.

On Wen Liangyu's side, there were actually less than ten people left.Most were killed by bows and arrows.

The wilderness of the land under the setting sun was illuminated into crimson red, and the barren land was watered with blood.

And Wen Liangyu, holding Li Weiyi's willow-leaf saber, fought Fengronghua.Everyone got out of the way and watched the duel between the two generals.

Fengronghua's face was full of happiness, she walked on the ground, and appeared in front of Wen Liangyu in an instant, but the two cold lights were blocked by Wen Liangyu's saber, sending out crisp sounds and sparks.

Sparks burst out, illuminating the darkening earth.

Feng Ronghua held two sabers and slashed horizontally, Wen Liangyu stood up and blocked with the saber.The weapons roared, the sound was piercing, and the sound was melodious.

Fengronghua's double knives were blocked only a few minutes away from Wen Liangyu's neck covered in white cloth. The two of them had veins stretched out, their starry eyes wide open, and the sparks and dust seemed to be frozen in midair.Wen's hand holding the knife was already covered with blood.

Unreserved moves.

stab.

hack.

provoke.

Every move is a fatal ultimate move, and it is doomed that no one can parry it when it is issued.But it was also blocked.

Like a small thunderstorm, lightning strikes and fireworks are constantly emitted, and the Baishan Mountain, which may become dark from a distance, can also see the strange flickering on the ruins of this post station.

Swords and swords collided with killing intent.Each stroke illuminates the dim wasteland.

Feng Ronghua launched an attack from a strange angle, and also carried a more deadly double cut.But Wen Liangyu single-handedly blocked them all.

She felt warm in her heart, she understood me too well.Even if it is a kind friendship, I have never felt so heart-to-heart.It seemed that those terrible and desolate memories about Dronatia had disappeared.

"Wen Liangyu, you are a fine wine that I have brewed for many years." She said. "I want to taste you to my heart's content!"

"Hmph." She just snorted coldly, as if disdainful.Feng Ronghua began to lose the wind in the battle, the more revenge Wen Liangyu wanted, the more she hated herself, the more excited she was.

Come on, this is the end that my Fengronghua deserves.Give me, give me a miserable death.

She prayed and shouted like this, and firmly believed in the voices Wen Liangyu heard, and firmly believed that the heavens could also hear these voices.

Wen Liangyu's sword handle has turned red.His body also began to sweat after a long fight.

sweating?She doesn't have skin that can sweat completely.Some are just stinging, blood oozing from the white cloth, scorching hot blood.

Feng Ronghua took a deep breath, and she saw smoke coming out of Wen Liangyu's body, as if her whole body had started to catch fire.The knife also became hot, as if turning red.

"Great, you are so great!" She attacked again, but only saw a red light flash, and a dagger in her hand flew into the sky.

Can't see clearly, can't see what happened at all, it's beyond the scope of my own understanding.

At this time, Wen Liangyu only saw the endless arid wasteland of the Central Plains, the endless swarms of refugees, and locusts covering the sky.

"I am!"

Slashing through the past, I saw the bolide flying from the end of the horizon, and the dilapidated city wall.

"general!"

I split the past again, only to see the brothers in the cottage sitting together on weekdays, drinking in big bowls and eating meat in large pieces.Everyone was laughing and toasting to themselves.

"Wen Erniang, Wen Liangyu, too!"

Stab with one knife.

The picture in front of me turned into Fengronghua's painful face.

Why is she in such pain?The saber pierced into her lower abdomen, where there was originally a scar.

But the stabbing was not thorough, Feng Ronghua held the blade, blocking most of the force.

Although at first glance, a tall female general like Wen Liangyu might feel like a bully against the petite Fengronghua, but Fengronghua's martial arts skills are really amazing.

A person who can obviously be more aboveboard and has a more promising future.

She broke free from the knife and stared at herself, clutching her belly, as if preparing for the last attack.The wound was almost smoking, maybe because my side was too hot?

Fengronghua has been battle-hardened for a long time, and it is common for it to be not afraid of pain or death.But that knife was extremely painful, so painful that he couldn't bear it.

"Suffer to death."

Wen Liangyu said.

"The next blow will kill you."

The reading was ordinary, raised the saber, and set up a posture.

Fengronghua also comprehended and smiled.

********************

"Your general abandoned you, but attacking the king is her own business, and the queen firmly believes that it has nothing to do with you." The supervisors said to the five thousand velvet flowers who had become captives and were thrown away by velvet flowers, "so The queen has forgiven you mercifully, you will not bear the same unforgivable sins as your generals, the queen has forgiven you all."

In the distance, I supported Dronatia standing in front of the big tent.

"In the future, the remaining 6 velvet flower troops will be headless chickens, and it will be easy to disband those people." Jonatia said, "The era of velvet flower is over."

"I...I have to find her," I said.

Donatia didn't answer, just looked at me.

After a long time, she said: "Yes, I will help you find her. Anyway, we have to confirm whether she has been dealt with by Wen Liangyu."

****************

"Alas--"

Wen Liangyu dropped the knife and suddenly fell to his knees, spitting blood.

The white cloth on her body was basically stained with blood.Almost all of it was her own blood.

Feng Ronghua, who was about to receive Wen Liangyu's final blow, froze there, watching Wen Liangyu's shortness of breath and vomiting blood continuously.

"You...what's the matter with you?" Feng Ronghua was stunned.

"Hmph." Although Wen Liangyu was in great pain, he still snorted coldly.This time it was a contemptuous, yet triumphant voice.At the last stroke, just at the finishing touch, her body was finally overwhelmed.

Or, did she do it on purpose?

"Fengronghua, you won." She laughed, the blood from her mouth continuously flowing to the ground. "I will - I will wait for you in hell." After she finished speaking, she fell on the pool of blood she had vomited, her eyes became lifeless, and only a long sound of breathing remained in her mouth.

Wen Liangyu died.

At the same time, the dagger in Fengronghua's hand also fell to the ground.She froze in place, watching Wen Liangyu's soldiers lift her body up on the horse's back, and then rode away one after another.Completely ignored Fengronghua, because Wen Liangyu said that if he died first, he should ignore Fengronghua and not seek revenge.

The sun sets and evening comes.

Fengronghua froze in place.

Even the final blow that he was looking forward to, the "fine wine" that he had been waiting for for nearly five years, the person he liked the most besides Jonatia.Finally and finally, he abandoned himself in this way.

Yes, abandoned myself, abandoned myself.

She ended her life in this way, ending the duel and the feud.It also made my life no longer have expectations, happiness, excitement, longing and what I wanted most.

Worth the end of my own death, the end I deserve.

Never will.

"What did I do?" She murmured, as if she was talking about beheading Dronatia, lamenting what she did to Wen Liangyu, lamenting Fuko, lamenting everything, lamenting everything .

It's boring, it's boring.

Only then did she know what real boredom, real boredom, was like.It turns out that this is the case. After being deprived of the things that support my life, or abandoning myself, I no longer have any ties, expectations, or entanglements in my life.

In this way, he is alone.

************

After that, I led the soldiers to search for a long time.

They were all elite hunters, and they easily found traces of a wounded, short man fleeing.Following that trace pointed to a rare small lake on the wasteland.

Teng Lake.When I crossed the highlands and saw the lake with a relatively low terrain, I finally saw that familiar figure on the grass by the lake.

She was lying on the grass beach like that, as if watching something, as if waiting for something.

"Don't go over there."

I said, got off the horse, and strode towards the place where Fengronghua was lying.

She noticed me coming, but just sat up without looking at me.

"Fengronghua?" I said, "What are you doing here?"

"I was just thinking, I've been in Liaodong for so long—but I haven't seen the sea," she said.

"It's not the sea either."

"I know, I just -- suddenly wanted to see it," she said.

I sat down too, shoulder to shoulder with her.

"I'm sorry." She said suddenly, "Dranatia was so kind to me, but I still hurt her." She lowered her head, "I just want her to be as cold as before. Now she is nice to me, but I I don't know what to do. Now I only remember her being good, and I feel...so regretful."

"What do you think of her anyway?"

"I don't know either. I stayed with her for so long when I was a child, and this kind of relationship started when I was in Liaodong. I don't know what it is. Maybe I hate her, but now I think I like her."

"Really?" I asked, "You're not doing what someone you like would do."

"I don't want to either, but I don't know why." She said, it was the first time I saw her look at a loss. "She should hate me too. I have done so many things."

Seeing her appearance, I couldn't bear it.

"She didn't actually treat you well," I said. "She did it on purpose. To provoke you, to mess with you. Just to upset you." I said it bluntly. "And it was my idea."

She finally looked at me, but there was no anger in her eyes.

"Because she hates me?"

"Don't be self-righteous. Hate is love. That kind of thing won't happen to you."

"so."

"So she hasn't changed, she still doesn't have feelings for you, she won't have feelings for you." I still said bluntly.

"Thank you." She relaxed and thanked me. "I actually feel better."

"I...I understand."

"Really?" She looked at me again, "When I was in Liaodong, every time I thought of her, I felt that there was no place to put my feet, and I would fall when I stood up. She was so dazzling in the daytime that I could only Hiding in the dark, holding her phantom in my arms, dreaming a dream that even I think is absurd.—Yes, dream.”

"The one you fell in love with was not Dronatia, but the one you hated and longed for in times of crisis, just a phantom you created yourself."

"You really understand me. Should I have had a long talk with you earlier?" Feng Ronghua smiled.

"Why am I not?" I thought of the figure of that gallant female knight who was also in this wasteland at the beginning.

"You are luckier than me."

"The only difference between me and you is that I may be luckier." I totally agree with what she said. "I always feel that the two of us are actually very similar, with similar temperaments and similar tempers. I was imprisoned by you for two years, but I can understand what you are excited about, and I will actually be excited about it, as long as But I will suppress myself not to do that. I understand your anger, I understand your feelings of resignation, feeling that it is wrong and unfair. Because——I am also the same. "

"So you're doing this for—your brother?"

"At first it was for my second brother, but I am not now. I now feel that it is the right thing to extinguish your anger, and there is no need for a reason."

"If you had come to talk to me directly before, I might have boiled you alive." She smiled wryly, as if she was not talking about herself.

"Will you stay with me?" she said suddenly.

"Me?" I didn't know what she meant until she handed me a purple flower.

Those are poisonous flowers.

I just found out that she ate poisonous flowers.

Now that she has finally lost her anger, she really can no longer bear the atrocities she has done, or can no longer live a life of atrocities out of disgust.

She is going to run away.

"I'll be with you till the end." I nodded.For some reason, I felt a sore nose.

"Our destiny is very similar, but you know how to control your anger better than me." She said, "You are more like a sister."

"Dranatia lied to you when she said she regarded you as my sister." I said, "But, I, I——I really hope you are my sister."

"Huh?" She looked at me and closed her eyes again, as if very relieved.

"I also suddenly felt that it might be nice to have a sister like you."

She said, and smiled bitterly again. "It turned out to be this feeling, the feeling I've been looking for." Laughing and laughing, he finally cried out. "Why——just at this time."

"You found it, isn't that enough?"

"I think... I want to live." She wiped her tears, "Before I die, I want to live. God really likes to watch people make a fool of themselves and have fun watching people's stupid things."

"Today I will lose a sister." I don't know what to say, I can only comfort in this way, "But I will accompany you to the end."

"It hurts." She covered her stomach, "It hurts." It seemed that the poisonous effect was gradually onset.

"It's okay." I stroked her hair, the little braids on the temples. "I'm here, all right."

"If I could go back to that afternoon, when I didn't climb a tree that day, what would I...how?"

"No one knows." I said, putting my hand on her back. "It should be a cute girl. She is small, likes to play tricks, gentle, lively, and sensible, with good ideas."

"Haha, actually, I—" She endured the pain, but still tried to talk to me: "I want a taller body with a long waist, I think blood will dance...you have me What you want, maybe I always have what you want too? We—what kind of sisters are we called? Haha,” she smiled, curling up and convulsing.

I don't know how long later, when I wanted to talk again, Fengronghua didn't respond anymore.

She was lying on the grass with her eyes closed gently, as if she had fallen asleep.

"Zonatia won't understand you, and many people won't understand you. Because they can't understand you, they can't understand that you don't act for any purpose, and they can't understand that you take feelings so seriously."

I said,

"Yes, it really deserves to be lonely."

Taking off one of her hair ties, I stood up and walked back towards the high ground, putting the hair ties away.

Under the boundless Baishan Mountains, the dry ones can gallop thousands of miles.The horseshoes shake up the dust, just like boats and waves.

More than five years ago, here, I was a slave wishing to be human.

Now that he has become a human being, how many lives have been sent away.

Acquainted, unfamiliar, or have hatred, have resentment.Now I seem to have no one left.The heat wave in the wilderness distorts the distant scenery and makes my thoughts abound.How many familiar faces, how many people who have lived.One by one has been taken away, and many things will only be understood after they are lost.

But that just tells me that it's too late, it's all just empty.

"Sheng'er?"

Tia called, and I came back to look at her.The breeze blows along the green grassland, mixed with the fragrance of grass and flowers, and the corners of the mats are raised.

"What do you think?"

she asked.

"I remembered something from the past."

I said.

"past?"

"Many years ago, many past events from a long time ago."

There are so many things in the past, many times it seems that I can't remember them, but at some point they will suddenly replay them all.Memory is such a delicate thing.I just took one more look at the scar on her neck and thought of so many things.

"It is said that Wang Yun, who was in the Yellow Head Army back then, became the emperor, and his country name was Dasui. Do you think they will hand us the credentials?"

"The Central Plains has been unified again, so I guess there will be a very arrogant letter of credence." I said.

"Then Sheng'er can push it back for me."

"Do I look like someone who can swear?"

"Who told you to swear - although it is true, it is the kind that does not lose."

"How many years have passed, why is Tia getting more and more childish?"

"Maybe that's why the hair turned black again." She stroked her hair and smiled innocently.I know, that's how she really is, that's how she only looks to me, when she's relaxed.

And I feel like I'm the opposite, though that's who I really am.

"You should also think about the heir?" I said.

"There are so many in-laws, so it's a matter of choosing a child." She didn't care.

"Scared me."

"how?"

"I thought you would do some weird things like make me do the queen's duty."

"Damn it." She slapped me.

"It hurts, no, I've been beaten so badly that I can't go back to the capital." I lay down and saw a blue sky.

"So you hate it"

She spoke, but also lay down.

What happened in the past was inadvertently forgotten.

All I know now is that there are more important people here than in the past.

The author has something to say: finally ushered in the last chapter~

After more than a year, the pit has finally been filled, but there are still many things to say, so I will write them here~

When I first wrote this article, I didn't have much confidence. I just wanted to fill in the pits and tell the story without leaving any regrets.The result is still a lot of regrets.The writing is not very good, because various problems are more slow, and there are many bugs left in some places, which I may not have noticed until now.

But I didn't expect that many readers would be willing to read it and share their responses.This is a surprise to me. Every little angel who has read this book is a precious gift.

Thank you very much for accompanying me all the way down, and I can only repay by writing better.

Later, I will update some of the characters' stories, make up the arcs and stories of some characters, and have some regrets that were not expressed in the main text. (So ​​readers, don’t delete me from the column, Qiu Lijiao)

Regarding the endings of the characters in the book, although I have written them all, I, as the writer, shouldn't be nagging later, but I feel that what I wrote still did not meet the expected goal in my heart, so I still want to say a few words.

Most of the people in the book knew each other early in the morning, except for a few young ladies from the An family, who were basically Zhuonatia’s sisters and playmates when she was young. Regarding this point, I actually want to write a kind of story that everyone grows up well, However, the story of facing their own fate due to the passage of time may be too long in narrative, and some are not obvious, so I apologize for that. (Apologize every day)

Li Ningsheng, Fengronghua, Shan Ying, and Fukou are all victims of scheming and war, but some people choose to become perpetrators, running from caring sisters to villains, while some people are determined not to do things they disdain, Carry out your own will.

The protagonist who enjoys No.1 narrative treatment, the hard-working sister Li Ningsheng, is undoubtedly the latter.The character design of Li Ningsheng that I first conceived was a strong and gentle young lady. Her experiences and truths were enough to make her hate anyone in her life (Heaven sent a big mandate to....) It’s not an exaggeration, and it’s true that he takes revenge on others every day XD.But she doesn't want to miss love because of hatred. In my opinion, this kind of mentality is not the kind of gentleness towards enemies like the Virgin that is often said nowadays, but pays more attention to tenderness towards her own people, so I feel that kind of behavior is very wrong. It's worth it, because in her time, no one could afford the price of a revenge struggle, let alone herself.

Therefore, although Ningsheng has always been inferior to Fengronghua and Shanying in terms of status, there are few people in the book who can compare with Ningsheng in terms of inner strength. She is more transparent than anyone else in terms of being a human being. big sister.Therefore, in the CP of the two heroines, Li Ningsheng is the absolute leader, undoubtedly the offensive. It can be said that it is her unyielding personality that made Zhuonatia, who succumbed to the "persecution" of her mentor and family back then, feel the longing and love. A sense of dependence (although the first glance is purely because of good looks and looks like acquaintances-.-) On this basis, Li Ningsheng's plot has always been in the mode of "dancing on the tip of the knife". Although life is hard, there is a way out later, As a result, she has been on the way to die and die (Li Ningsheng: I have never hated which side of the hero). When life is hard, dying may be a fight, but if you have nothing to worry about, it is true temperament. (It may also be purely for work).

Miss Li Ningsheng with such a conception, I felt that I didn’t write the charm that she should have in my heart, so I always felt full of guilt, so I nagged so much that the writing was almost longer than the main text.I can only apologize. (Apologize to the stars)

Everyone should be well, we are destined to see you in the next pit (light speed escape)