The Queen of the Prairie and I

"It was stolen by more than 5 people. Has this happened before!"

Dronatia called several generals into the tent, made them kneel on one knee, and cursed.

"Aren't you all very capable! What happened in the Western Regions, what happened in Shanhaiguan, your nicknames are louder than Lu Jun's Shocking Thunder. But now more than 5 living people have come to us from Monan We actually only found out today! Those military scouts, those vanguard officers, are all old, blind, deaf, and noseless!"

Dronatia was so annoyed that she no longer even concealed her anger with a calm appearance as usual.

"A general who loses a battle must be dealt with by military law. You guys are in charge of the main army of the camp. Now the back road has been copied. You say, what should I do? Tell me?!" I was the first It was the first time I saw Dronatia reprimanding the general in such a tone.Originally Da Lu's 15 army didn't seem like a big deal to her, but now it has become like this.Perhaps it was really because the generals made very low-level mistakes.

"Your subordinates will die." They bowed their heads.

"Forget it, forget it, things have become like this, we can only make preparations to break through the enemy army and join the old battalion army. It may turn into a bloody battle, and if it drags on for too long, it will be joined by the enemy chasing behind Surrounded."

"Do you know who is leading the army that broke the road to the north?"

"It's Gao Hong, who was named the Great Tiger General by the Dalu court, and is called Meteor Hammer by people in the Lu army."

"Where's the south side?"

"There are [-] enemy troops in the south. The leader is Wen Liangyu, a female general, Wang Zhan's concubine, who was named General Hongying by the court. People in the Lu army call her Shuangdao."

"Little wife? Have you asked how old she is?" Donatia seemed to be suddenly interested in this.

She didn't ask, but when I asked, I suddenly felt a strange discomfort in my heart.Zonatia, who seemed to be interested in this, became very ugly and ugly, but it didn't seem to be the case.

"Hey, Wen Liangyu said that he was originally a well-known mountain king in Shandong. He was captured by Wang Zhan and married him. He is in his 30s and 40s."

"At this age, I haven't figured out a way to get married? It seems that she didn't understand that she was the king of the mountain before." Jonatia joked, and finally smiled a few times.

As the trend of the war became more and more uncertain, Dronatia's attitude became less and less calm than before.

Although in my opinion, it is more because of the affairs of Shanying and the Guijier clan that she has shaken the huge grassland tribe alliance and her own world that she has mastered.

After Shan Ying left, she didn't order to chase after her, and even ordered her subordinates not to follow Shan Ying any more.

But the more he thought about it, the more he kept cutting it and making it more chaotic.Not to mention the blood relationship that is still cut by iron gates and steel knives.After seeing the battle between Sugi Sakura and Dronatia that day, I realized how similar the two sisters are.Donatia actually cares about her sister very much, so why not Sugi Sakura, who endured seven or eight years of idleness that made her suffer humiliation, and endured Fuko's deprivation and oppression, isn't it precisely because of the concessions she made for her sister from the bottom of her heart? ?But the two sisters indulged each other in different things, and finally broke each other's bottom line.Now Dronatia is suffering because of this, and probably Sugi Sakura is also suffering from it.

In the middle of the night, there were only the two of us in the yurt. When the war came, she had to write down the oral military report and analyze it by herself every night, so she slept very late.

"Sheng'er said that you are from the Danning Mansion, right?" she asked suddenly.

"Yes."

"Can you tell me what kind of place Tanning Mansion is?"

"I don't really remember much," I said, "I just remember that there was a river, there were bridges, there were many bridges, round stone arches, tall towers, and colorful kites."

"Sister Yisheng often told me about the affairs of Danning Mansion, the hustle and bustle of the city, the excitement of festivals, the entertainers singing ditties in the tiles, and the poets singing poems on boats by the river." She said.

"You know better than me." What you said was indeed more exciting than what I said, and I almost forgot it.

"No, I suddenly became suspicious after hearing what you said. Sister Yisheng often said that words in books are like flowers in a mirror. Only pedantic literati will put their desks in front, and the desks of people with the world in their hearts will always be in the back, while the door of their homes is in front. Just because the whole world is outside the door."

"That makes sense"

"Then, to me, those words of Sister Yisheng are just words in the book? Maybe I went there in person, but just like you, I won't have any deep impression."

"I was taken away by the Bodurs when I was seven years old, so I don't remember."

I always find it a bit strange that Dronatia seems to have been shaken by the things she has always used as her motivation and backing, those visions that Li Yisheng described.

"When I was six years old, I broke Sugi Ying's head in order to grab a tiara. There was a scar there, but it was covered by the hair and I couldn't see it. I still remember the touch of the whip handle hitting its head."

She seemed to be refuting me, but she bluntly took this opportunity to tell her little secret.

I didn't suddenly tell anyone about my embarrassing past, because I'm not good at expressing and talking.So I can no longer see through what kind of mood Jonatia said to me now.

There was a commotion outside, which caught Dronatia's attention.

"what's up?"

"The Order"

"let in"

After yelling and talking to the guards outside, Donatia let the messengers in.It still has feathers on its head, and its expression is extremely sad.

"What happened?" asked Donatia.

"I....I deserve death. I have brought bad news. Please the queen execute me according to the custom!" The orderly burst into tears.

"By the way, what happened?"

"The source of the Three Rivers, the old camp...something happened to the old camp"

"What!" Dronatia's brush fell to the ground.The old camp at the source of the Three Rivers is where Bugude's current hometown is located far to the east.

"The Zhuerji people in the old camp suddenly rebelled. More than 5000 people stayed in the old camp and attacked the old camp at night. The old camp suffered heavy losses. Several princes and princesses were separated. Now 7 people have no leader. And there is...that is... ..”

"What else!" Seeing his stammering, Dronatia was also anxious.

"The great Empress Dowager Enlun, when she was attacked in the old camp, she was moved. On the way to escape...on the way to escape...her soul returned to Changshengtian."

Queen Mother Enlun?Although I didn't hear Dronatia mention it, it should be Dronatia's mother.Although Dronatia was the one who killed her father, she had never heard that she also killed her mother. Since she was able to be called the Queen Mother in the old camp, she should have a very good relationship with Dronatia.

"She...does she have a last word?" Dronatia's voice trembled unprecedentedly.

"Before she died, she kept saying, Zhuonatia and Sunara, mother is sorry for you."

Donatia and Sunara, mother is sorry for you.Empress Dowager Enlun was their biological mother, and she called the sisters by the name of Cuckood that she had given to them.They were still young, and the Empress Dowager Enlun should not be very old either. She was upset at first, but she probably knew that she was about to die, so she left this sentence full of apology to the children.

"Mother, Sunara, she..." Dronatia said something in her mouth, but she could no longer hear any sound, only her mouth was constantly opening and closing, as if something was about to speak and then jumped out.

"Your subordinates have brought bad news, please Queen—"

"Okay, okay, get out!" I could only send the messenger in a low voice. Although you also knelt down and cried bitterly, but the situation of Zhuonatia is obviously worse. You should not stay here to spoil the scenery.He also kowtowed a few times and ran out of the yurt.

Donatia was still there in a daze, staring straight ahead, her mouth still opening and closing.Although the eyes were straight, they were not looking at anything.

She finally pulled her double lapels as if hugging herself, lowered her head, trembled all over, and almost curled up on the chair.Still she would not cry, not even sob.

"Tia—" I wanted to say something, but as soon as my finger touched her shoulder, she shrank into a ball like an electric shock and shouted: "Don't touch me!".

I was startled and quickly withdrew my hand.She was still there saying, "Don't touch me...don't touch me...".

As I stepped back, the sound of footsteps made her more sensitive.

"Li Ning...Sheng'er, don't go." She was almost incoherent.

Refusing to approach yet refusing to leave, this is Dronatia.

"I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm always here." I said.Or maybe that's the only consolation available.

"do not go."

"Won't go"

"Only you, don't go, don't leave me."

"Will not."

She was still there, sitting on the chair, hugging herself as if cold, with her head bowed deeply, and her legs were tightly pressed together.

Brave warrior, noble queen.She lost first her sister and then her mother.The mother's last words seemed to finally make her feel the real feeling of losing her sister strongly.

Mighty Dronatia, noble Dronatia.

The mighty she suddenly turned into a small her again.

So small that it is too weak to hold back the wind, so small that it is extremely timid.

So small that you are afraid of loving and being loved, so small that you dare not lose or ask for it.

The more she explored the true face of Dronatia, the more frightened she felt.Because deep down we are all alike to each other.They are all those who have armed themselves, all those who have armed themselves out of cowardice.

She found me.

What about my her, is that her?

I just wanted to see her cry or look in pain, but I never thought of this level.If I continue to follow my previous thinking, I will indeed hurt her as I wish.

But how deep that hurt would be, I dare not even think about it, or even wish that this whole thing that was happening should be just an illusion.In this way, it is not even clear who is the captive of whom, and who wants to monopolize whom from the bottom of his heart.

I went up to touch her hair again, and she struggled again.After a few times, I felt at ease as if I was used to it, and snuggled into my arms docilely on the chair.They seemed to know that even if they got close, they wouldn't hurt each other, so they immediately accepted the result.

Of course you won't be hurt, you will be warm when you get close.

Now I understand that it is I who should be afraid of hurting, because you only hurt when you tear.And I feel pain all the time.