The Queen of the Prairie and I

Jeju Prefecture is safe.

Because the Fanbo Village, which always cuts off the official road with horses and disturbed their lives, was flattened by the officers and soldiers.

Fan Bozhai was also satisfied, because they were recruited, and the saying "If you want to get an official, murder and set fire, etc., are recruited" is really true in the world.But not everyone got the chance to be recruited. Some people, together with the village, were burned to ashes by the rockets of the government army.

A female leader who led a group of brothers down the mountain was called Wen Erniang.Wen Erniang tried her best to recruit security, but was opposed by several other leaders. In a rage, she took her brothers down the mountain and joined the army.She also brought the secret road map of Fanbo Village, which made the encirclement and suppression by the officers and soldiers much easier.

On that day, Wang Zhan immediately took a fancy to this young and heroic lady leader.

He didn't directly agree to accept Wen Erniang's men to report to the court for safety, Wang Zhan just took one more look at this woman in the shogunate, and Wen Erniang understood what he meant.She is not a person who attaches great importance to this matter, she only cares about recruiting security at present.

That night, the guards did not allow Wen Erniang to see Wang Zhan, nor allowed her to enter Wang Zhan's private tent, so she poked the point of the gun there, and waited until Wang Zhan gave permission to enter in the tent.Wen Erniang didn't have a deep impression later, she remembered that she just raised her head, endured with her eyes closed, and waited for everything to pass.After the past, you can have everything you and your brothers have been looking forward to.She made a promise and paid the price, and she got it.It was late at night, and Wang Zhan fell asleep beside her, but she heard the roar in the distance.It was the sound of the fire crushing the cottage, and it could be heard even at such a distance.

The fire burned for a whole night, but the lingering sound seemed to linger.

For several years of fighting in the South and the North, the tip of the gun and the tip of the knife have never seen white.Wang took her as a concubine, and as a female general, she was given a new name, Wen Liangyu, so as not to become "Wang Wen's", and later met the saint.The patience and burning that night were not in vain, and after that, it was really smooth and rising.

At that time, she was the happiest, and she didn't think there was any problem at all.But after all, people have their ups and downs. Every night, it seems that there are some strange feelings in my heart, just like the feeling that I took my brothers down the mountain in the stockade and waited for too long. .

When she came to the Central Plains to fight the chaos, facing the starving farmers all over the mountains and plains, she remembered the scene of helping the poor when there was surplus food in the cottage.Although it was just a symbolic wish for peace, but now this thing can't be done, and many people who coveted the military rations have been killed.

Those who help the bandits, destroy the family, that is a common method used by the officers and soldiers in some places where the yellow-headed army is in trouble.Wen Liangyu can only implement this method, or in other words, sometimes she will try to enjoy the process.She was used to seeing men dying like rubbish everywhere in her life, but it was the first time she saw so many women, children and old people being beheaded, the blood stained the dry land red and dyed a blood-colored field.Enjoy it, Wen Liangyu is so demanding of herself, after all, try to enjoy it for things that you can't resist, so that you can live a better life, isn't this what I have always been best at?

After the great victory, he was ordered to build a Beijing Temple to deter the yellow-headed thieves, but found that the number of yellow-headed thieves killed was not enough to be a Jingguan, so he mixed in many volunteer soldiers and civilians who died in battle and were exhausted.Bloody battlefields, stinking piles of dead bodies, horrific views of the capital, lavish banquets, military looting, glory and wealth, this is the life that General Wen Liangyu has always lived.

When is the most proud time?Sure enough, it was time to step on the white clothes under his feet.From the yellow flood area full of bones, to the desert grassland with thousands of miles of gunpowder smoke.As if he was really invincible, in Weining Haibei, he became famous in the first battle and captured the queen of the grassland alive.

It was also from then on that I understood why it was not a good taste all the time.

The appearance of the queen is the appearance of herself when she was young.Now Wang Zhan is not willing to talk to himself anymore, after all, men only like small ones, so it doesn't really matter.But the more she doesn't want to care, the more she really cares. Wen Liangyu doesn't want to admit that she has always needed Wang Zhan's help in the court, but now that she can't get it, she starts to panic.

The queen saw through this right away, the more Wen Liangyu didn't want to hear anything, the more she said something.Say it even if you are covered in bruises.

Even if the queen is captured alive, there are still more than ten big tribes on the grassland.It even involved the An people in the Western Regions, the female straight women in Liaodong, and the famous big forces in the whole north have their own actions, and it can even be said that it has become a mess.The scale of this war was beyond Wen Liangyu's imagination.In fact, the battle of the Pinghuangtou Army was not at all smaller than the battle of Weiliao, but this time Wen Liangyu found himself at the center of this peerless battle.When the queen escaped from under her nose, she knew that doom was coming.

In Weining Haibei's decisive battle, the second confrontation with Zhuonatia, Wen Liangyu suffered a crushing defeat.On the way to retreat to the west of Liaoning, she saw the mess that Monan had become during the whole war, and she thought of the scene when she was fighting the yellow-headed bandit.The same is true for victory, and the same is true for defeat.

Sure enough, there is not much difference?

Wen Liangyu was originally afraid that Zhuonatia would chase him to the west of Liaoning, but found that the Cuckoo German army did not pursue him, but went to the source of Sanhe, directly threatening Wang Zhan's main formation.She felt both relieved and complicated.After all, that can only show that he is no longer a character after losing the battle, and Zhuonatia no longer looks down on her after the decisive battle in Weining and Haibei.

But she also knows that big people look down on her, but there will never be a lack of people who beat the dog in the water.

She knows how Ronghua's army pursues and fights fiercely, and Fengronghua's tenacity.Why was she not even allowed to surrender, she knew in her heart.It is precisely because of the number that she is afraid, because she knows exactly what she is going to face.

This is the second time that he has been sent under the fence. It was originally Wang Zhan's concubine.Now it has become the plaything of Fengronghua.

It is indeed a plaything, Fengronghua never hides her malice and madness.She just wanted to see a person with a head and a face full of ugliness, and to see a person constantly contradicting himself.

Wen Liangyu still remembers how many people praised their noses when they were young, and it was cut into a pile of pieces.Like this, Feng Ronghua tore her little pride and ego into pieces bit by bit.

That night, under Wang Zhan's hands, she just endured it for a while before passing.

This time, she would die every day, crying bitterly.Wen Liangyu himself didn't expect that he would be so good at begging for mercy, and tried every means to make himself feel better.The original idea of ​​dying has become a luxury for some reason, Fengronghua is a master, she wants to turn herself into a monster between life and death, a walking dead for her to play with.So he cut all over his body and took off so many parts, but he didn't cut off Wen Liangyu's tongue or damage her hands and feet.Wen Liangyu also knew that Feng Ronghua liked to hear her screams, and liked to see her wagging her tail and begging for mercy.

I have already gone crazy.When a piece is removed, the wound is exposed, dried, cracked, and oozing pus.Whether it's the nose, fingers or toes, or other parts of the body, it goes through this process every day.It is more terrifying than any torture, and it lasts all the time, even in a dream.

The kind pig mother-in-law will not despise the dirty pigsty.The kindly old lady pig will never be malicious to the owner... The kindly old lady pig, the pig's nose is always runny.

"Grandma Pig, you stink too much." Such sarcasm and insult are regarded as the most beautiful words every day.Because every time it is funny, it can make the host happy.Granny Pig likes to see the velvet flower happy. When the master is happy, she will feel better. Granny Pig gradually hopes that the velvet flower can be happy every day.

If that's all, what does it matter?

Anyway, I can't smell the smell anymore, lying in the pigsty in the dark, I can still enjoy it after getting used to it.It's terrible, people are really terrible.It was this horror that allowed him to live.

But fate always makes things not develop as you hoped, and it will give you prosperity and wealth when it is happy.When he is upset, he is not allowed to sleep comfortably in the dirt of the pigsty.

"Take the torch away! Please, can it be so dark?" The soldier's torch seemed to burn her eyes, and then she saw the girl.Another young girl, the one who took care of Dronatia, the sister of that annoying General Li Weiyi.

Isn't Fengronghua one of Zhuonatia's subordinates?Why did she want to arrest Li Ningsheng?

Even if she has doubts, Granny Pig has learned not to show it. She is Granny Pig, and this is not her business.

Li Ningsheng and Zhuonatia were almost inseparable in the dungeon.She has also been tortured a lot now. First she lost ten fingernails, and Fengronghua took away her toenails soon after.She will also be ugly, not much better than herself.But once Fengronghua left, she was Li Ningsheng again.

Granny Pig suddenly realized one day that she had been a slave for ten years and had always been Li Ningsheng, never becoming someone else.It didn't seem to be someone else that Li Weiyi didn't know.

Zhuonatia once ridiculed herself, and Li Ningsheng also ridiculed herself.Now that this scene has been seen, Granny Pig is waiting for the terrible words that are as harsh and hurtful as a sharp knife.

But since Li Ningsheng met Granny Pig, she never said any sarcastic words.She cares about herself and encourages herself, she doesn't have Granny Pig in her eyes.She called Grandma Pig General Wen.

General?

Life has changed too much in more than two years. General Wen is a very unfamiliar title, a very unreal title.Although she didn't want to see Li Ningsheng before, but as a slave and a plaything together for two years, Granny Pig still formed a friendship with Li Ningsheng.She was a fine girl, and such a fine girl is so rare.

It's not uncommon, she remembered that in the Central Plains, a girl from a farm family had bandaged her wounds.Then what happened?It seemed that a brother had taken a fancy to her, and she later scratched that brother's face.And he killed her and hung her body on the tree.

The sense of guilt has always been with the pig mother-in-law, and she took this ending as a natural one.Feng Ronghua said that when she returned here after the expedition to the Western Regions, she would be boiled together with the pigs of the first month.

This is the end, the last scene of this life.

Perhaps even better than Wang Zhan, he also suffered the most terrible torture from Fengronghua, and finally died in the belly of a pig.And he might be eaten by others.Although the unpleasant feeling that never went away before, it was too late to realize that it was a stubborn guilt. At the beginning, under the flying locusts, riding a horse in the wasteland killed so many people without food. When young men, women and children entered the city triumphantly with countless heads and yellow bandit flags, they never imagined that such a death would be the end of their lives, right?

But it wasn't until those archers entered the dungeon, and when the soldiers of the Ronghua Army who stayed behind were shot by arrows one after another, and Li Ningsheng took her hand to tell her to run away, she didn't realize that this was not the case.

It hasn't always been, and it may not end like this.

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How long have I been in the dungeon?It seems that I have to get used to the life of this kind of bug-like prisoner.I tried my best to remember the appearance of Dronatia. In the past two years, it seems that only the promise I made with her has become my support. Otherwise, what am I doing alive?In the hands of Fengronghua, she is not even a slave, but a plaything and a prisoner.Enduring the pain of dryness and cracking where the nails are broken every day, if there is no promise that is also made in the dungeon, no obsession to fulfill the promise, and no desire to let the person who lost everything in the dungeon but embraced me with tears People, if you don't want to disappoint and sad the person who is full of security and peace of mind, living itself has no meaning and attraction for me.

The most terrible thing in life is that death is sweeter than life.

I really want to tell you one thing, I used to hate Wen Liangyu very much, but now I have become close friends with her in adversity.

In other words, because there is no one else, they become friends.

I hate her, hate her very much.I hate her high-spirited look, her hypocrisy and violence, her moodiness, her lack of credibility, her frequent beating and scolding of me, and her always talking about my family and my second brother.

But I am also a worthless person, a person who has been a slave for too long and does not know how to carry out his hatred.So seeing her current appearance, her high-spirited appearance, her hypocritical appearance, her moody appearance, and her appearance of always talking about my family and my second brother, have become memories that make me feel pitiful to the point of heartache.Why is such a proud person so humble?How many terrible things has she experienced, and what is Feng Ronghua doing for?Seeing her waking up in pain on the straw every night, I couldn't even utter a word of sarcasm.I don't want to be a perpetrator, I don't want to leave new wounds on a poor man who is already bruised and bruised.

That day I heard a familiar voice, it was a scream, a man's scream.

No, it's not that simple, it's the sound of fighting.

It was the muffled sound of arrows piercing through a human body, and the sound of being nailed to wood.It was so familiar, it was that voice at the door of the dungeon.

Not long after, the door of the dungeon was opened. Facing the light of the torches, I saw several soldiers walking in with bows and arrows.

"endbaihhen? Li Ningsheng?"

I didn't understand the strange language for a while, and "Li Ningsheng" also spoke very substandardly, and it took a while to realize it.

Come to think of it, that is the language on the grassland.For more than two years, I either spoke the Central Plains dialect with Feng Ronghua and Wen Liangyu, or listened to the soldiers of the Ronghua Army speak straight language. It has been a while since I have heard that language, and I always feel that it has become strange.

"it's me!"

I yelled.

"We are the Guigil clan! We are here to save you! Come with us!"

The Guigil clan?So what is it?

I always feel that I have heard this name somewhere, it is a word with a deep impression.But my mind is full of rats and straws now, and it's always hard to turn the corner.It took me some effort to think of the memory that should be at the end of the name Guigil clan.

It was the back of the girl. She was wearing a shabby robe, so thin that she seemed to fall over at any time, and her feet were still wearing shackles, which jingled every time she took a step.As miserable as she was, she was thinking of everyone else, especially Dronatia and me.Since making her angry, except for the last farewell, I have never met or spoken to each other again.Maybe it should be a very good friend and an indispensable person in each other's life.

I remembered that girl, Fuko from the Guigil clan.

At that moment, I always felt that my eyes became foggy. Without thinking too much, I took Wen Liangyu's hand.

"You heard it too, let's go!"

She looked at me in astonishment, and I couldn't think much more.

Ahead is freedom, the world where we have been separated for two years, since we have all come to our door, why don't we run away.Perhaps for a moment, I still thought that this might be a trap that Fengronghua often played, and there might be a dozen executioners with sticks waiting to beat me back and forth like a dog, but it was only for a moment, yes The fear of the velvet flower can only bind my hands and feet, and it disappears in the blink of an eye.

I have heard that the female straight soldiers of the Ronghua Army are all good bows and arrows.But I also remember that the Guigil clan is one of the best fighting clans in Cuckood, and also one of the clans with the best bow and arrow and riding skills. Among more than 100 cavalrymen, Wen Liangyu and I were led by a cavalryman, and they ran wildly on the grassland.It seemed to have turned into a gust of wind, and I experienced the feeling of horseback again after a long absence in two years.The soldiers of the Guijier clan turned around and shot arrows while galloping their horses, and the flying arrows intertwined in the air from the beginning to the end did not stop.They galloped and cheered, as if fighting was a thing to be glad about.I just remembered that this is what a cuckold soldier looks like.

I almost fell off the back of the horse. I have forgotten the feeling of riding a horse after being imprisoned for too long, and I feel very uncomfortable even being led.Thinking about it, I also feel a little annoyed. It must be a while before I can ride a horse by myself again.

Gradually, there were no more arrows flying from behind and falling to the ground, and the pursuers were obviously lost.

Although the pursuers were gone, the soldiers were still running wildly, showing no intention of slowing down.They want to throw those velvet army farther, but I don't know where they want to go.In other words, I don’t know anything anymore. After all, I was imprisoned by Fengronghua for more than two years. What is the situation now? Know, have no way of knowing.

"Where are we heading?" I called out to the knight in front.

"north."

"Is there your camp in the north?" I continued to ask.

"Yes, Lord Hook is waiting to see you," he replied.

Lord Hook?Want to see me?How can I not remember that I knew this kind of person?I carefully screened from my mind for a long time, and I am sure that I have never known or heard of Lord Hook.

The horse team ran northward for a long time until they entered a dense forest, turned east and west for a long time, and finally found a camp in the dense forest.Yurts are extremely rare, but many temporary tents, more like wooden tents commonly used by straight women.

"Although the queen has been fighting in the west, the cuckold soldiers have been sweeping us."

Facing my question, the soldier replied like this.

"Do you have doctors and doctors?"

"Yes, you both have to take a good look."

"I'm fine. You'd better give her a good look. She's hurt badly."

I pointed to Wen Liangyu who was in pain and couldn't get off the horse and said.

"Then your finger..."

"The nails have been pulled out a few times, and they will grow back sooner or later." It is precisely because they will continue to grow out that it has become one of Feng Ronghua's favorite entertainments. Although the ten finger wounds look scary, I am actually used to it .

"By the way, where is the Hook Lord?"

"He's right there." The soldier pointed to a big tree. It was as thick as several trees joined together, and there were many hemp ropes hanging from the branches.

Why do these people live in trees?

A figure slid down from the tree wrapped in hemp rope.He wore a prairie hat and a ragged robe.It's easy to see why he's called Lord Hook, because where his right hand should be is a hook.

I am not surprised, Guijier clan came to rescue me, it is indeed not an accident.And seeing him here is not a surprise to me either.

"Second brother?"

He walked up to me and took my hand with his left, looking at the old cuts and scars on my fingers.It's like an elder watching a child get hurt.

"I...I have a lot of things I want to ask you."

I continued, seeing my relatives made me feel a little relieved.But he just nodded and pulled me to continue walking towards the depths of the dense forest.

The dense forest is dotted with waves of sunlight, and the rustling of the leaves above the head makes people feel very comfortable.After more than two years of captivity and torture, no matter how simple the scenery is, it has become beautiful to me.

At the end of the dense forest, there is a cliff, and you can see the rolling hills in the distance, and the spectacular scenery is unobstructed.He found a piece of rock and sat on it, and I sat beside it.

"What happened to your right hand...?"

"During the Battle of Wei Liao, it was cut down by Dronatia." He replied calmly.

"Dranatia?"

It turned out that the mutual killing between love and relatives had happened long ago.It still left a cruel result. Since it was said to be rescued, the second brother's Tiger Wolf Rider was indeed dealt a devastating blow because of the confrontation with Zhuonatia.After all, I have also seen Zhuonatia in battle. She is indeed a ghostly and terrifying person just in terms of using soldiers.

"She has been looking for you, and I have been looking for you, and finally I found it first."

But the second brother seemed to be changing the subject on purpose, he deliberately mentioned Dronatia.Sure enough, I almost forgot what I wanted to ask the most because of this.Now that I have thought of it, I have to ask him quickly. After more than two years of blanking, I can no longer keep up with the changing pace of the outside world. Even my second brother has a lot of puzzles.

"No, no, second brother, what's the matter with 'Lord Iron Hook'? Why are you with the Guigil clan?"

"Because they saved me and many brothers."

"Da Lu lost the battle of Wei Liao?"

"I lost completely."

"Why don't you go back?"

"Go back?" The second brother looked at me in surprise. "There's nowhere to go back."

"What happened?"

"Little sister, you really don't know anything?" The second brother's words have always been calm and deep, and he no longer has the feeling of being fearless, like fire and thunder.Even if you don't ask, you can tell that he has experienced a lot in the past two years.

"do not know."

"Da Lu...the real Da Lu is no longer here."

"Not anymore?"

"More than a year ago, Zhuonatia captured Lianhua City, King Lu fled away from the Moon Khanate in the Western Regions, the Yellow Head Army broke through Tongguan and then the capital. The leading army escorted more than a thousand officials, big and small, and relatives of the emperor to Tongguan, and killed them all, and the emperor died too."

"Then... what..." I couldn't react for a while, it turned out that the world has changed a lot.It turned out that the emperor in the capital would also be killed, as would his relatives and officials in the capital.The world seems to be unexpectedly fair to some people in some aspects, but I am not happy about this kind of thing at all, because I am not used to gloating.

"Who is the emperor now?"

"Now the Yellow Head Army has an emperor in the northwest, Feng Yuliang has an emperor in the capital, and King Lu proclaims himself emperor in the Western Regions."

"Where is Dronatia?"

"Zonatia didn't proclaim herself emperor, she is still cleaning up the remnants of King Lu in the grassland." I was a little relieved, as Dronatia didn't get involved in the muddy waters where everyone pretended to be the emperor.The second brother said that she was also looking for me. I don't know how her life is going. Will she be dizzy all day because of a bunch of military affairs?

"Then... why did the Guijier clan recognize the second brother as the master?"

"That's a long story too." He smiled wryly. "I'm the son-in-law."

"Consort?"

"The eldest lady of the Guijier clan, her name is Ina, and we got married more than a year ago." He smiled while narrating calmly.

"Is the second brother forced?"

"No, we are... We are in love with each other. They saved me and took care of me, so I appreciate it."

What he said is very simple, but the simpler it is, the less simple it is.Such a simple story, it turned out that it really happened, and it happened to my biological brother.

"So... I have a sister-in-law?" For some reason, although it was a little sudden, I was still very happy.

"I'm sorry." He suddenly apologized. "Second brother, I'm sorry for not being able to keep this new family member." He was really apologizing, as if that Ina was more my sister-in-law than my eldest brother's wife, even though we never met face to face.

"No...?" It's still a simple sentence, but the simpler it is, the less simple it is.Unfortunately, it happened so simply.

"Not long ago, a surprise attack by the Ronghua Army and the Cuckoo German Army forced us into a canyon. The siege lasted for a long time until the reinforcements came to help us break out. But that time Yi Na was bitten by a poisonous snake on the mountain to her ankle. I Tried, we all tried, but she still couldn't make it through."

"Why is she..." It was like joking with me.I didn't even know that there was a sister-in-law, and she was gone.And just because of a poisonous snake, if you pay attention to your feet, there may not be such a tragedy. Why is there such an arrangement?

"This is life, sometimes you can't stop it." He was still smiling, but it was a wry smile.I can see that the second brother is no longer as energetic as when he led the soldiers to sing "Ning Sheng Ge".He is already very tired, he has been going forward until now, he has been physically and mentally exhausted under all kinds of torture, whether he hates or is sad, he can no longer do it.Even if he had tears, he might not be able to cry.

"Let's go, everyone is gone, there are only a few people left at the end." He was still very calm, "Little sister, you should be happy for me, just treat it as the second brother, beg you, be happy for me." He was unshaven , The look of drooping eyes is really complicated.

"...What kind of person is Ina?" I really didn't know what to say, so I asked.

"...I won't talk about it, I want to keep it for myself." He paused, "Since the fall of the Danning Mansion more than ten years ago, I have never been so happy in my life as this year. Two Brother is heartless and let go of a lot of things, because this is the first time I have this feeling." He said.

I finally figured it out.I'm really happy for him.Although it was only a short one year, the second brother lived for himself for a year this time, he was selfish for a year, and he was happy for a year.So even now that I have nothing, I still don’t feel regretful.

"I'm happy for you," I said, "at least this year has been for you."

"Yes, I have." He said, covering his face, without saying a word.The sun started to set, and the sun hit us, making the rocks and the grass bright.

When people are most vigorous, they will always worry about gains and losses.Hope to get, hope to get, hope to have forever, don't want to lose, don't want things to change.But when life goes to a certain place, people will find that there will not be too much left in life, and the most precious thing is often just "the past".

If you have, it is rare.

"Rest, little sister, I will send you to see Fuko tomorrow."

"You know Fuko?" I was a little surprised, but it was reasonable.After all, he is the son-in-law of the Guijier clan, so it can be said that he is already a member of the Guijier clan.

"Fuko is in another camp, but there should be velvet army looking for people everywhere outside the forest, let's rest today." He said and covered his face again.Not a word was said, nothing moved.

After more than two years of blank space, everything has changed.

That night, the old doctor applied some herbal medicine to my old wound, and the painless wound started to hurt again because of these things.And Wen Liangyu's body was also covered with cloth, she was shaking with pain, and the stench was still suffocating.

"Why don't you wash her up?" I asked.

"She's injured too badly, covered all over her body. It will be very troublesome." The military doctors said, "Besides, she has lived until now because of the manifestation of gods and Buddhas. Who knows if she will die tomorrow without being able to catch her breath?" It’s useless to wash it or not.”

They decided that Wen Liangyu would not live long, and they said so when she faced me.

"Give me the weapon, can you?" She lay down and said weakly. "I'm going to die, I want to die like a human being." Her voice was weaker, and there was some fear.Sure enough, even if it becomes like this, people will still be afraid when they know that their life is not long.

"It stinks like this, what's the use of being different." The military doctor still said so.It's really unhuman, and if you don't look at what Wen Liangyu has become, won't you think about others even a little bit?I couldn't bear it anymore, so I pushed him out of the tent.

"If it stinks, you can wash it. If there is an injury, you can pay attention to it. If there is any trouble, please prepare some cloth and a few buckets of water for me. If you don't wash it, I will wash it!" Although it is angry, it must be done to the end.After all, they are people who have lived together for two years.

Then I felt a little regretful. When I took off Wen Liangyu's rag-like clothes covered in excrement and all kinds of dirt, it was no different from peeling her skin.She still yelled and made my ears hurt, which also attracted a group of people to eavesdrop outside the tent.

After taking it off, her body gave me the creeps.After more than two years of torture, it really doesn't look like a human body anymore.When I wiped around those cuts and scars, the pale skin exposed behind the falling dirt reminded me of what she should have been.Gradually, my nose got used to the stench of the corpse mixed with feces, and Wen Liangyu gradually got used to wiping and cleaning.

"Why do you want to do this?" After she calmed down, she asked in the first sentence.

Really, it's been two years, and you still treat me as an outsider?

"Who else are you now besides me?" I asked back.

"Are you pitying me?" she asked, "I... hate being pitied."

"You're so cheap and good-looking." I said, "If someone pities me before, I'm so happy that I'm too late."

"I'm not... I'm not a poor man."

"It's useless for you to be brave, you are indeed pitiful."

"I've been covered in feces for two years, do you think I'm still human?"

"There is always feces in people's stomachs. Do we need to rely on this to identify people? Where does the reason come from?" It's really strange, no wonder this kind of person sometimes just smears some dirt on her body will be so hit.

"...Li Ningsheng, why are you so...strange?" She asked, "I...I am...I shouldn't be treated by such a person"

"Who knows, maybe there are too many things around me, and I have seen too much." I am telling the truth, maybe because I am too pitiful, I always feel sorry for other people.

"You have also been imprisoned by Fengronghua for more than two years, why...are you unmoved?"

"I have been a slave for more than ten years, and I have been tampered with inside and out. It's only been two years. Is it okay?"

Saying it like this is a bit weird, like taking bad things as good things to be proud of, but that's the truth.

"I don't even count as people." She said again.

"Okay, okay, you're really not a human anymore, but at least you're more human than Fengronghua." I got a little impatient.A person keeps saying that he is not human anymore, what an evil problem.

"Will she find us?" Her expression and tone changed as soon as Fengronghua was mentioned.

"Are you scared?" I asked.She was even shaking.

"I...I'm afraid."

Fengronghua's special care for her really almost destroyed this person.No matter how scared she is, even I will be taken into a panic.

"She doesn't have supernatural powers, and she's not in Liaoxi, so what does she do?" I said. "If you are really scared, why don't you think that she is also a human being and will be defeated, and then she begs you not to kill me with tears? Will it make you feel better?" She should think so, after all, a general Isn't that the way it is?

"I won't live long, anyway, nothing is useless."

"You live a much more wonderful life than I do, do you still feel regretful?" I asked, "People are really insatiable things."

I swear that I really don't want to comfort her. She still treats me as an outsider and doesn't treat me as a friend. Why should I comfort her?And I haven't forgotten what she did before. She whipped me and did so many things to Dronatia. Why should I forget? I won't forget.Since I haven't forgotten, why should she deny her past by herself?

"Am I still living a wonderful life? I have told you many times what I was like before, haven't I..." She was very excited and trembled.Does she still not understand this truth?I'm not a person who likes to say embarrassing things, do you have to ask me to say embarrassing words to understand?

"I'm dead now. No one will remember me except those who knew me. I'm just a slave with no achievements."

"What about me? Will you remember me? I really don't live long, nothing will be left