if i could love you

"I know that the queen mother is the best." Wen Jiaoer, who was wearing a pink ancient costume, was filming the first scene in the group, which was a scene with the heroine Yuzhu, that is, her mother acting like a baby.I saw her standing aside, holding her mother's arm with both hands, with her head slightly leaning on her mother's shoulder, showing the cuteness of a young girl.

"Okay. Cut!" With the director's cut, Wen Jiaoer and Xiao Lin immediately left the state of filming.Wen Jiaoer went to the monitor and asked the director for his opinion. "Jiaoer, your condition is very good. It's right to keep it like this!" The director was full of praise for Jiaoer.

"How is it? Director Qin, do you have to thank me for the recommendation?" Xiao Lin also came over at this time.

Director Qin smiled and nodded without speaking.

"Sister Xiao Lin, you recommended me?" Jiao Er asked belatedly.

"I think you are suitable for this role, so I told the director. Of course, the one who makes the decision is Director Qin!" Xiao Lin said, holding Jiaoer's shoulder and continuing, "Go! My sister invites you to eat Delicious! We haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Will Director Qin be with you?" Jiaoer asked out of politeness.

"Don't take that old man!" Xiao Lin had a bright personality, joking with the old acquaintance Director Qin.Holding Jiaoer in his arms, he walked forward.

Jiaoer changed her costume, took off her makeup, and waited for Xiao Lin in the dressing room.The first TV series she acted in was about an urban light comedy story about an unmarried mother bravely pursuing love.She remembered that she was trembling with nervousness when she was acting for the first time, either she forgot her lines or her movements.Xiao Lin patiently stayed by her side, helping her through the play over and over again, without any impatience.At that time, Xiao Lin, who was in her twenties, was at the moment when she was popular, but she didn't have any celebrity airs.As soon as he arrives on the set, he will play with Jiao Er.At that time, she was still an artist of Wen Xiyang's company, and every time Jiao Er went to the company to meet Xiao Lin, she would get a big bag of delicious food.

Just as Wen Jiaoer was recalling, Xiao Lin had already packed up. "Silly girl! Why are you in a daze?" Xiao Lin walked in front of her.

"Don't think about anything, let's go eat!" Jiao Er said.

"Jiao'er, you're in college, right?" Xiao Lin asked while waiting for food.

"Yeah. I'm at Pingcheng Drama Academy." Jiaoer answered truthfully.

"It's a good school!" As they spoke, the dishes had already been served, and Xiao Lin picked up a piece of fish for Jiaoer.

"I don't even know which school Miss Xiao Lin you went to?" Jiaoer asked after taking a sip of juice.

"I," Xiao Lin said with a laugh, "I never went to college."

After hearing this, Jiaoer secretly blamed herself for not asking nonsense, and said instead, "Then you have won several actresses, even better than those who came from a professional class!"

"It takes eight points of effort to win the prize, but I have to put in twelve points of strength to beat him." Xiao Lin said here, and she picked up another chopsticks for Jiao Er, and continued, "So Jiao Er Er, you have to study hard in college, don't slack off. Do you understand?"

"I also want to go to class seriously every day, but my schedule doesn't allow it!" Jiaoer said helplessly.

"What? Is the schedule particularly full?" Xiao Lin asked.

"It's okay, anyway, it takes a lot less time than ordinary students."

"It's okay, our Jiao'er has been a playwright since we were young, and we are better than them if we learn casually." Xiao Lin comforted.

"Hey! That's right! Now that you're in college, can you fall in love?" Xiao Lin suddenly changed the topic.

"Love? Sister Xiao Lin, you don't know that besides work, I have to go to class when I have free time. I don't have time to fall in love at all." Jiaoer quickly explained.

"Then you must have not met someone you like! As long as you meet someone you like, even if you don't have time, you will spare time for him," Xiao Lin explained.

"I remember you and Lin Sen are very familiar! I think this little boy is very good, smart!" Xiao Lin continued.

After hearing this, Wen Jiaoer quickly waved his hands to express his refusal, and said, "Sister Xiao Lin, don't make fun of me, Lin Sen and I are friends. Nothing else."

"Yo! Are you shy?" Xiao Lin joked, "But Jiao Er, it's time to talk about love. You are about to take on emotional scenes at your age. If you don't have emotional experience, it's difficult to get into the state. Are you going to be in love tomorrow? Is there a rivalry with Cui Yan?"

"Yes! Yes." Jiaoer replied.

"Very good! Cui Yan's play is not bad, I can guide you in this respect." Xiao Lin said.

Cui Yan is a niche student that Yingtian Entertainment strongly recommends. Dajiaoer is four years old and 22 years old this year.Graduated from a major, and has acted in several movies before that, his acting skills are basically top-notch among this generation of niche students, but he lacks a role that makes him popular.

The two ate and were speechless for a while.

When it was almost finished, Xiao Lin seemed to remember something, and asked, "Jiao Er, how is your uncle doing?"

"Same as usual! I still concentrate on work. My dad also said that we should just let him marry work!" Jiaoer replied casually.

"Oh! It's really the same as before." Xiao Lin said with a smile.

In the evening, Wen Jiaoer fell asleep early, in order to ensure a good state tomorrow.She wasn't that worried about the emotional scenes, haven't you ever eaten pork or seen a pig running?Even if you haven't talked about love, you have seen others talk about it!It shouldn't be much different from other plays.

But in the middle of the night, she woke up again from the nightmare that had troubled her for a long time. She gasped heavily, as if she had experienced a desperate struggle.She didn't dare to close her eyes again, for fear that that scene would visit again.Still plugging the earphones into her ears, only Crossing's "MySoulWillSing" can restore her inner peace.

When Simon woke her up in the morning, she felt sore all over, as if she hadn't slept all night.Seeing her lack of energy, Simon asked, "Did you stay up late again?"

While brushing her teeth, she paused for a moment, nodded and said, "Well, yes."

After Simon heard this, he couldn't stop nagging.But Wen Jiaoer, who is not in good condition, has already gone in one ear and out the other.

When Wen Jiaoer arrived at the set, Cui Yan had already arrived.Apart from being a little darker than it looks on TV, there is basically no difference, tall and handsome, with a shy smile.

"Hello, Jiaoer. I'm Cui Yan." Cui Yan extended his hand friendly.

"Hello, brother Cui Yan." Wen Jiaoer obediently extended his hand.

Seeing that the two leading actors had arrived, the director began to talk about the play.Cui Yan plays the son of the prime minister who the princess admired since childhood. This is a scene where the son of the prime minister goes to Jiangnan to complete the mission entrusted by the emperor, and then returns to the palace. He happens to meet the princess in the back garden.The princess pretended to be very curious about Jiangnan, pulling the prime minister's son to ask questions, but in fact she just wanted to see her sweetheart more.This scene is not difficult to act. The director hopes that Jiaoer can show the shyness and cunning of the princess facing her sweetheart.

"The First Scene of No.40 Episode [-] of "The Legend of Yuzhu", action!"

"Then...are girls from Jiangnan beautiful?"

After finishing this line, according to the script, Jiao Er should take a step forward and get closer to Cui Yan.But somehow, she forgot!

"Okay! Ka!" After hearing the director call Ka, Jiaoer realized his mistake belatedly.

"Jiao'er, I forgot to take a step! Let's do it again!" the director shouted at Jiao'er.

Jiaoer nodded, indicating that he was ready.

"Then... are the girls in Jiangnan beautiful?" Jiao Er took a step forward while talking, but unexpectedly, this step was too big, and she accidentally stepped on Cui Yan's foot.

"Sorry! Director! Do it again, I stepped on Brother Cui Yan's foot!" Jiao Er shouted sorry, and asked Cui Yan again, "How is it? Didn't it hurt you? I'm really sorry, Brother Cui Yan."

Cui Yan quickly waved his hand and said, "It's okay. Jiao Er, don't be nervous, let's do it again!"

Maybe Wen Jiaoer didn't sleep well at night, either forgot the words or said the wrong words, such a simple scene was repeated more than ten times.

When it was over, Xiao Lin, who was filming in Group A at some point, also came over. The production team of "Yuzhu Biography" is divided into two groups. In order to speed up the production, Group A and Group B are performed at the same time, which is often used by many production groups nowadays.

"Sister Xiao Lin, when did you come?" Jiaoer felt even more embarrassed when she saw Xiao Lin, and wondered if Xiao Lin saw her frequently NG?

"I've been here for a while. I'm done filming. I have nothing to do. Come and see you." Xiao Lin was still wearing her costume, and said to the director, "Is there Jiao Er for the next scene? No, I'll borrow her for a while."

"The next scene is the court minister's scene, there's nothing else to do." The director confirmed after reading the script.

After hearing this, Xiao Lin took Jiao Er and walked towards the resting place.

"Sister Xiao Lin, did I behave badly just now?" Jiaoer asked cautiously.

"Jiaoer, who did you face in the play just now? It's your sweetheart." Xiao Lin asked herself and replied, "It's not a strange elder brother from the neighbor's house. You should show the shyness of a young girl in Huaichun and the pride that her little trick has succeeded." , rather than a stiff look. What do you think?"

Jiaoer sighed and said, "Yes."

"It's okay, take your time. I usually have more contact with Cui Yan in private. After all, the two of you just met and acted in this kind of play. It's really a bit embarrassing for you." Xiao Lin comforted Jiao Er patiently.

But Jiaoer knew that this was just an excuse Xiao Lin made for her.A well-professional actor can act emotionally even in front of a telephone pole, let alone a new acquaintance.But myself...

In the afternoon, there was another scene between her and Cui Yan. Half an hour before the filming started, Simon encouraged her not to be nervous, just shoot well.She nodded and tried to enter the state as early as possible.But things didn’t go as expected, she NGed as frequently as in the morning, facing Cui Yan, oh no, she is the princess’ sweetheart, she couldn’t show the shyness and joy of a young girl, but was extremely nervous and stiff .

In desperation, the director had no choice but to pause first, let the two take a break first, and then shoot again.It was also the first time for Simon to see Jiaoer in such a poor state, and he didn't dare to say harsh words, but only encouraged him with nice words.Simon was talking when he saw Cui Yan walking over.

"Jiaoer, can we chat?" Cui Yan said.

Jiaoer was taken aback, and nodded.Seeing this, Simon left first.

"Well, is this your first emotional scene?" Cui Yan said cautiously.

Jiaoer nodded, but said nothing.

"It's okay, this is not the first time! Don't be nervous. Let's take a good shot, and don't admit it." After all, the two have just met, and Cui Yan can't say anything else.

The scene in the afternoon was barely over.But Jiaoer knew from the director's expression that he was not satisfied.In order to get acquainted as soon as possible, Cui Yan invited Jiao Er to have a meal that night.Later, when we were resting, we chatted together a few times.

But all this didn't seem to have any effect, and Jiaoer and Cui Yan's several rival scenes were also extremely unnatural.In addition, Jiaoer's plays are extremely natural and smooth.This is destined to be a bottleneck, and Jiaoer will not be able to overcome it for a long time to come.Even after many years, her acting skills have improved by leaps and bounds, her emotional drama with male actors is still her shortcoming.

The most important thing is that since joining the team, that nightmare has visited almost every night, frequently defeating Jiaoer's defense line.It became a great demon in Jiaoer.Seeing Jiao Er who was in poor condition for several consecutive mornings, Simon had already guessed a thing or two.

"Are you having nightmares again?" Simon asked cautiously.

Jiaoer took a deep breath and said, "I don't know what's wrong? Since joining the group, I have had that nightmare every night." She scratched her hair and continued, "Simon, you know? I feel like I'm about to collapse Already!"

Simon looked at Jiaoer's pale face and blue eyes, and said distressedly, "It will be over in a few days. When the filming is over, let's take a good rest."

Jiaoer didn't speak, just sat on the bed in a daze.

"Jiaoer, why don't we go see a psychiatrist when we return to Pingcheng!" Simon said in a discussing tone.

"Let's talk about it when we get back to Pingcheng! Right now, we need to finish filming first." Jiao Er stared straight ahead.