in the month you disappeared

Mom used to tell me.

"Those women all want to have boys, but after I gave birth to you, I never thought about having them again. Daughter, you have to be brave and let others know that my daughter is worthy of their three sons!"

This almost turned into an inspirational story!

At night, sleeping alone in the bed, remembering what my mother said, I suddenly felt that I must have not worked hard enough, and she was not strong enough, so she did not stay with me.Now that she has left me, I feel that growing up is a very hard thing, especially when the person who dotes on you unconditionally leaves you.

Today is Yun's birthday.I only found out when Yunqin and their parents came to the school.At that time, I was still on duty at school with Yun Yun.Yun Ming is very happy.

She invited me to have dinner with her family.I sat next to Yun Ming with a cheeky face, gorging on the delicious dishes in the big restaurant.My aunt said to me, "Xiao Xi, Yan Yun only came to school this year, she is shy and shy, please help her a lot."

I nodded happily, "I like Yun Yun very much, as long as it's her business, I won't ignore it."

Uncle smiled heartily, "Xiao Xi is such a good boy who shows loyalty, you and Yun Yun are about the same age, take advantage of this birthday party, why don't you marry Jinlan and become god-sisters!"

I scratched my head, "But—" I am the same age as Yun Yun, but her birthday is earlier than mine, so I don't want to be a younger sister.Yun Xuan saw my frown, thought I was unwilling, and said softly, "Dad, forget it."

I hurriedly said, "That's not what I meant, Yun Yan, do you agree with me being an older sister?" Yun Qin, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Tsk tsk, our little friend is going to be an older sister!" I blushed , Go all out and say, "Yuan, you can be my sister, I will treat you better than your own sister!"

Uncle laughed, "With Xiaoxi's words, of course Yun Yun agreed." Yun Yun's hand under the table gently squeezed mine, and I stretched out my hand to hold hers tightly, and Yun Yun let me hold it. With lowered eyelashes, gentle and shy.

"Uncle, don't worry, I will take good care of Yun Yun and treat her like my sister!" When I said this, Yun Yun looked at me with big eyes that twinkled, prettier than the brightest star in Xia Ye.

Three waiters worked together to lift the huge birthday cake up.Candles were lit.The light in the room was turned off, and the candlelight shone on Yunyun’s face. She was surrounded by her parents and sister, with a happy smile on her face. While I was happy for her in the candlelight, I crawled in the shadows at the same time, a little inexplicable sad.

After singing the birthday song, Yun Xuan blew out the candles with his small mouth, clasped his hands in front of his chin, lowered his head and closed his eyes to make a wish.I strained my ears to listen, as if I could hear the wish she made in my heart.

In the second semester of this school year, Yun Ming came to our class, which caused quite a stir in the class.Ever since Yun Yun became my deskmate, the number of people at my desk who came to borrow pens, erasers, rulers, and papers suddenly increased, making me look like a rental shop owner.

The rest of our class is good, but there is one thing that gives me a headache - the Chinese teacher especially likes to ask people to recite texts.I was arrogant in the audience, and I was timid when I spoke, especially when I was reciting a text. Every time I got nervous, my mind was wiped clean by an eraser, and there was nothing left.Since Yun Yun came, I can be regarded as freed from the sea of ​​suffering.

Her memory is very good, and she can recite the texts she has previewed. When the teacher points to her, she stands up and blurts out.For Zhu Ziqing's "Spring" and "Back View", Lao She's "Winter in Jinan" and other long prose, she did not miss any word.As soon as the Chinese teacher was happy, it was my turn that this table never "favoured" me, which made me happy for a while.However, Yun Yun is not an obedient student, she secretly writes small notes with me in class, and this little game started from Chinese class.

At that time, she was saving me, so she wrote a note, and I read it—"Today I want to eat 'seven dwarfs'." Good guy, but the snake hits seven inches, so I have to be slaughtered obediently.

After class, we went to the canteen, and I paid for her to eat "Seven Dwarfs", a bag of small ice creams of various colors, and we ate together in the gazebo.She took small bites of the ice cream, her lips were bright red, the color of a cherry.I found that she likes to eat sweets very much, so I packed the nectar and flower candy that my grandma made for me into glass jars and stuffed them into her desk belly.When she was squinting her eyes like a cat and enjoying the honey, I was anxious to spread out her homework, lay down on the table, and did my homework meticulously. There was no other way, we were sitting at the same table, it was simply Completely complementary!

She likes reading books, not sports; I don’t like sports, but I don’t like reading books either—when I read books, I get headaches, stomachaches, leg pains, body pains, dizziness and hypoxia.When I was bored in class, I would pass small notes to her, and when she was bored, she would reply to me. If she read the book interestingly, she would ignore me; so I passed the notes to the front, back, left, and right. The action was too aggressive, the teacher couldn't stand it, and a chalk was brushed over from a distance. From then on, I only dared to pass it on.

Yun Yun's temper is gentle and unhurried, she walks, talks, and eats like this. I laugh at her as a little old lady, and my grandma is more agile than her.Yun Xuan just pretended not to hear it, and laughed it off.

In the autumn sports meeting, a lazy person like me would definitely not participate.No way, because he broke an electronic watch of the sports committee, he didn't ask me to pay, so when he looked at me expectantly, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and sign up.Yun Ming didn't expect me to be so active, so she also signed up.

I said, "Can you run?" She reported the same as me, 800 meters.I was taken aback.

Yun Ming shook his head, "I don't know."

I laughed, "You don't usually like to run, so you must run to the end."

"Then what do you say?" She didn't look in a hurry.

"What else can I do, practice."

I feel like I'm in trouble. Although I don't like sports, running is my natural strength. It's okay to play without practice. But this unlucky guy stepped in, and asked me to be a training partner.

The next morning I walked around to Yun Yun's house and went to school with her.We ran for a while and stopped for a while, she was panting rapidly, her face was very pale, and her red lips were a little purple, which frightened me.

"Forget it, I'll go tell the sports committee, you can change to something else." Her hands were cold, and my palms were hot, and I held them together.

Yun Xuan took a deep breath, ignored my words, and ran forward slowly.

"Hey, I said—"

I sighed, said nothing more, slowed down, and ran along.

"Try another way of breathing, exhale for three steps and inhale for three steps."

I went to the canteen and changed three silver coins, and said to her, "Listen to the sound of the coins in my pocket, and run to my rhythm." Yun Xuan nodded and stretched out his hand.

"What's the matter?" I asked, she wiped off her sweat and said slowly, "You hold me so I can follow you."

I held her cool hand, the weather was a little hot, it was quite comfortable to hold it like this.

I held it for a month.

The sports meeting was held, and we both participated in the competition in the same group.

Standing on the runway, less than half a minute before leaving for the run; I suddenly bypassed the runners on the runway next to me, and walked quickly to Yun Ming.

"All right?" I asked her.

The dark bangs are pinned up, revealing a smooth and full forehead, and the long hair at the back is tied up, looking particularly energetic.She nodded, stretched out her hand to hold mine, and with her neck hanging down, she leaned into my ear and said, "Don't worry, I'll follow you."

I hummed hard and said, "Don't force yourself, don't fall down."

At this time, the starter called out, "Contestant No. 2, please return to the track!"

800 meters, the school runway is 400 meters, we ran in this familiar place for a month, there is a runway in me, if I don't take the initiative to ask for a rest, she will not stop.This time, I wanted to wait for her.

At the end of the preliminaries, although Yun Min did not enter the semi-finals, her score was second in my group, that is to say——she did it.

I couldn't believe it, and I was dumbfounded at Yun Yun.She tilted her head, her hair was a little messy, and her white sports jacket was swinging in the wind. She smiled mischievously at me, and I wiped my sweaty eyes again, blinking vigorously.

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