The contract is captured, please stay away from the black-bellied superstar

Bai Yuyu hugged Su Jue, afraid that he would take the knife and hurt himself in the next second. When he saw Su Jue pick up the knife, he was so scared that his heart almost stopped beating.Su Jue is completely torturing him.No knives or guns were used, no hands and feet were used, but this torture was the most difficult.

Being hugged by Bai Yuyu, Su Yu didn't struggle at first, but Bai Yuyu hugged him tighter and tighter, which made him feel very uncomfortable. He pushed back weakly, until there was really no way to push away, Bai Yuyu didn't hear it, he He said softly, "Bai Yuyu...you hurt me."

When Su Jue said this, Bai Yuyu was taken aback, and then immediately let go of Su Jue.

"I hurt you? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Bai Yuyu gently held Su Jue's shoulders, still afraid that he would do something stupid.

"I didn't want to hurt you. I'm sorry. I was just afraid that you would hurt yourself. Su Jue, I know that you have a lot of grievances in your heart now. I know that I hurt you. If you feel uncomfortable, you can vent to me , please, don't hurt..."

"I'm hungry." Seeing Bai Yuyu apologizing in a panic, Su Jue interrupted him.

"I just want to cook something to eat. I didn't want to commit suicide, nor did I want to hurt myself. I use the knife to chop vegetables." Su Jue explained calmly.

Bai Yuyu was stunned, only then did he realize that there was a sandwich and two tomatoes on the cutting board.

"You... just want to cook something?" Bai Yuyu was a little disbelieving, but still grabbed Su Jue's shoulders.

"Well... I'm just hungry, you... don't think too much about it." Su Jue replied very seriously and sincerely.

"Then why don't you ask me to cook for you?" Bai Yuyu breathed a sigh of relief, and gently pulled Su Jue over, and hugged her into her arms.

"Did I...have I slept for a long time? When I woke up, I saw you fell asleep next to me, and I saw those with towels and basins. I was wondering if I was sick. You must have taken care of me, so you didn't Have a good rest. I wanted you to sleep a little longer, so I didn't wake you up." Su Jue said, there was still some distress in his eyes, Bai Yuyu was a little surprised, looking at Su Jue this way, he seemed to be normal already.

"Are you... all right? Do you remember what happened this morning?"

Su Jue thought for a while, then shook her head honestly, "Did I... did something? I fell asleep in a daze, and I don't know what happened." Su Jue didn't have much memory, but she always felt that she had slept for a long time , a lot of things happened during this period.Halfway through, it seemed that someone else had come, but he didn't remember it.

"No, you didn't do anything. You just had a cold, then got a fever, and talked some nonsense. It's fine, as long as you're fine." Bai Yuyu didn't know what was going on, but he couldn't provoke Su Jue, He hugged Su Jue into his arms, held his head, and gently comforted his back, with distress in every movement.

"Am I... sick?" Su Jue couldn't remember, but she could feel that her whole body was weak.

"It's okay, you're still sick, how can you make food yourself? What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"I... want to eat the porridge you made." Su Jue remembered that Bai Yuyu cooked porridge for him, but he didn't remember why he didn't eat it.

"Okay, I'll make it for you. Now, do you have any discomfort? Or where does it hurt? If so, go to the sofa to rest for a while, and I'll bring it to you when I'm done." Bai Yuyu held Su Yu in his arms The face, the tone is very gentle.

Su Jue shook his head, and quietly leaned into Bai Yuyu's arms.

"I'm fine, and I'm not feeling well. I want to be with you, and I don't want to go into the living room alone."

Bai Xiaoyu was taken aback again.

He said he didn't want to be alone, so why did he sit alone in the living room for so long just now?

Su Jue came to the kitchen, was it really just because he was hungry?

……

Bai Yuyu reheated the porridge made in the morning, and boiled milk for Su Jue to serve him.

When eating, Bai Yuyu fed Su Jue spoonful by spoonful. Su Jue seemed to be really hungry and ate very seriously.Su Jue quickly ate up the half bowl of porridge that Bai Yuyu had filled, and Su Jue felt that it was not enough after eating, so Bai Yuyu went to fill some more.Xinsheng's was a little hot, so Bai Yuyu asked Su Jue to drink the hot milk first, and Su Jue drank the milk obediently, but halfway through, he stopped suddenly, holding the cup and stopped moving, just staring at the quilt The milk in it was in a daze.

Seeing that something was wrong with him, Bai Yuyu said, "Don't you want to drink? Stop drinking if you can't finish it, let's continue eating." Bai Yuyu stretched out his hand to take the milk quilt in Su Jue's hand, and only touched the handle with his fingers , there was a drop of tear on the back of his hand.

Bai Xingyu was stunned, but hadn't realized what it was.When the second tear fell on his finger, he came back to his senses, Su Jue... crying?

Putting down the bowl in the other hand, Bai Yuyu held up Su Jue's face. Seeing that Su Jue's eyes were full of tears, his heart hurt again.

"Okay, why are you crying?"

Su Jue looked at Bai Yuyu's face, tears suddenly gushed out like uncontrollable.

Seeing Su Jue crying like this, Bai Yuyu panicked.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying so sad? Su Jue, can you tell me?"

Su Jue shook his head and refused to speak.

"Okay, don't talk, don't talk. Cry if you want to cry. If you are tired from crying... go up and rest."

Bai Yuyu no longer "forced" Su Jue, and let him cry, and he kept wiping away his tears from the sidelines.

Later, Su Jue was really tired from crying, and fell asleep directly against Bai Yuyu.Bai Yuyu carried him upstairs and carried him back to his room.

Bai Yuyu originally wanted to go downstairs to tidy up the kitchen, but before he left, Su Jue grabbed his hand.

"Don't go, Bai Yuyu... don't go." I thought Su Jue was awake, but when Bai Yuyu turned around, he found that Su Jue was still asleep, so he realized that he was asleep and talking in his sleep.

Bai Yuyu held Su Jue's hand and sat back, "Okay. Don't go."

This time, Bai Yuyu simply turned off the light and lay down, hugged Su Jue in his arms, patted his back gently, and coaxed him to sleep.

Gradually, Bai Yuyu also felt sleepy, and when he fell asleep, Su Jue who was in his arms slowly opened his eyes.

Su Jue didn't sleep at all, or... he couldn't sleep.

Lying in Bai Xiyu's arms, Su Jue didn't feel sleepy at all. Hearing Bai Xiyu's steady breathing, he felt very at ease.

It would be great if it could go on like this forever.Be with the one you love, eat together when you are hungry, and sleep together when you are sleepy. This kind of life is simple but beautiful.People can't help but yearn for it.

However, it is impossible for him to have such a "beauty". He and Bai Yuyu have come to an end and can't go on any longer.

Su Jue thought he could be strong, so many people wanted to tear them apart, and they went through so many things, he survived them all.But in the end, he still lost, lost to himself.Lost to that cowardly self, lost to the self who was afraid of losing.

He was tired, and he didn't want to hold on anymore.

If it continues, it's just that the two of them are tormenting each other. He is having a hard time, and Bai Yuyu is also having an uneasy life.

It doesn't matter how he is, he can ignore all the sadness, but he doesn't want to torture Bai Xie like this anymore, seeing Bai Xie's pain, he feels that he has committed a felony, and feels as if he is about to die.

If he had known that loving someone was so hard, he would never have been tempted back then.

But I was not only moved by my heart, but also let this love take root directly in my heart, and it became deeper and deeper, and it hurts to pull out an inch.

During dinner, Su Jue really felt Bai Yuyu's tenderness, but that tenderness soon no longer belonged to him.In the future, there will probably never be such a person who spoils him again, and there will never be such a person who makes him feel that he is deeply loved.

So Su Jue cried at that time, the tears poured out uncontrollably, crying heartbreakingly.

He didn't hide and cry, he just wanted to let Bai Yu know that he was going to leave, he broke their agreement after all, and he couldn't stick to it after all.He was sad, sorry, and blamed himself even more.But even so, he still had to leave.

Even though he was reluctant, he still made a decision at that moment.

After all, I still have to let him go. I used to think that the two of us would never break up, but in the end we couldn't stay together forever.

Su Jue felt that Bai Yuyu was falling asleep, so she pulled away from his embrace, and carefully sat up on the head of the bed.

"Bai Yu, I'm sorry. In this life, I owe you. I hope you will have a better life after I leave. Then, don't come to me, forget me, and I will forget you too. "Su Jue looked at Bai Xieyu, finished speaking to him in his heart, then leaned over and kissed Bai Xieyu's lips, and he stopped the kiss for a long, long time.

It's been so long that he hopes that he can remember Bai Yuyu's temperature and breath, so that he can have more strength to live alone in the long years to come.

……

In the morning, it snowed outside the window.This was the first snowfall in City A. When Bai Yu woke up, she immediately realized that Su Jue was not by her side.He sat up abruptly, and found that the bed beside him was already cold, as if no one had slept on it.

Bai Yuyu hurriedly got out of bed, searched the room, even the bathroom, but did not see Su Jue.Bai Yuyu searched for the study room, Su Jue's own room, but couldn't find it.He ran downstairs again in a panic and searched the whole house.

Bai Yuyu suddenly had a bad premonition, he didn't even bother to put on his coat, so he rushed out of the house, calling Su Jue's name desperately in the heavy snow.

"Su Jue! Su Jue! Su Jue, where are you? Su Jue, come out!" Bai Yuyu went crazy, looking for Su Jue all over the yard, and finally alarmed Camille.

When Camille heard Bai Xiyu's call, she quickly put on her coat and came out to look. When she saw Bai Xiyu walking through the heavy snow wearing only a thin shirt, she immediately ordered the housekeeper to fetch the coat and umbrella.

"Xiao Yu, what are you doing, Xiao Yu? It's so cold outside, what are you doing?" Camille stopped Bai Yu, and immediately wrapped him in a coat.Bai Yuyu grabbed her, "Mom, did you see Su Jue? Did he come here to look for you?"

Camille froze for a moment, then understood instantly.

"Are you looking for Su Jue? He...he is with Na En. He came here early this morning and took Na En out. He said he wanted to buy something, and they came back at noon. Why, He didn't tell you?"

"He's with Na Eun?"

"Well, if you don't believe me, you can call Na En and ask. At this moment, they should still be on the way..."

Before Camille could finish speaking, Bai Yuyu turned around and ran to his house. Camille yelled at him from behind, but he didn't seem to hear him.

While running, Bai Yuyu prayed in his heart: Su Jue, don't leave me.Never leave me!

He hoped that what Camille said was true and not lying to him.