Bai Yuyu will never forget the feeling when he saw the note Su Jue left him after waking up.That probably really is the feeling of the brain going blank for a moment, not knowing how to react, or even knowing where and when you are.It seems that in an instant, I became an empty shell, and my body and soul were all hollowed out.And this happened only because of the short line left by Su Jue:

I'm gone, I'm not coming back, don't look for me, don't wait for me!

You see, Su Jue just disappeared without even saying "I'm sorry".When Bai Yuyu saw the note, he almost thought he was dreaming. How could his Su Jue leave? He promised that he would never leave him again. They were so sweet yesterday, and he was still acting like a baby to himself last night , Even when you sleep, you have to hug and sleep together, how could you just leave today?

Compared with yesterday morning when he woke up to find that Su Jue was gone, today's Bai Yuyu was extremely calm.He wasn't in a hurry, didn't get angry, and wasn't even in a hurry to look for it.Because he always felt that it was impossible for Su Jue to leave him.Maybe, he was just bored and wanted to go out for a walk again, maybe he just wanted to see the sunrise alone, he had no place to go alone, and he would come back.

So, Bai Yuyu just took the note like that, and sat on the bed for a whole morning, until the sun came out and the snow began to melt, but Su Jue didn't come back.

When Bai Yuyu came back to his senses, it was because of a phone call from Bai Xiqing.Bai Xiqing told him that the press conference was ready, and he could go to the company now to announce his decision.Bai Yuyu didn't answer, but hung up the phone, got up, put the note away, and walked out of the room.He went to Su Jue's room, the room was very clean, Su Jue didn't have many things in the first place, and now it was even more empty.

Everything is too unreal, and Bai Yuyu still doesn't want to believe that this is reality.He walked to Su Jue's bed, Su Jue took everything away, only the row of ducklings he gave him were still placed on the bedside, even though they were in groups, they looked extremely lonely.

Even you have been discarded.

After leaving the room, Bai Yuyu walked down the stairs slowly, trying to find Su Jue's figure in a certain place where Su Jue might be, but there was nothing.As he was walking, he stopped suddenly, and suddenly realized that Su Jue had planned to leave a long time ago, otherwise how could he have walked so cleanly.Not even a trace was left.

It turned out that he had been acting with him, lying to him, and planning how to escape.

When did it start? After he treated him like that that day? After he fell ill? Or did he suddenly disappear yesterday morning? Or was it actually earlier? Did he come back from City B?

Bai Yuyu suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if he had been dug open by a wild beast. He was a little unsteady, sat down with his hand on the railing, and suddenly raised his head, remembering that late at night, he was also sitting on the steps like this, looking at Su Jue The back, that back, so sad, so lonely, and so...resolute.

And now there is nothing in sight.

Suddenly, Bai Yuyu suddenly understood.It turned out that everything started from that time.That day, he shouldn't have left Su Jue alone like that. He should have rushed over to hug him, kiss him, and tell him over and over again how much he loves him and how much he misses him, even if he is kneeling Beg him, and ask him not to leave himself.

He shouldn't have so much time to think, to plan how to leave himself, how to escape.

Suddenly a burst of great sadness hits, and Bai Yuyu is tightly surrounded by remorse, making him unable to breathe in the pain of losing his beloved.

The pain in the heart finally reminded Bai Yuyu clearly that Su Yu was gone.In other words, Su Jue hid, even if he wanted to look for him, he would never be found.

If he had noticed earlier, Su Jue would not have let Su Jue escape from him so easily.Holding on to his last consciousness, Bai Yuyu recalled all the things he had with Su Jue, hoping to find some clues from his memories, but he found that he was so tender that he couldn't think about it.As long as he remembers, Su Jue's appearance will appear in his mind, reminding him time and time again that that person is no longer in front of your eyes, and you will never see him again. You can only see him through memories, and you will never see him again. Can't even touch him.

Such cognition and facts are undoubtedly the greatest torture for Bai Yuyu, like a heart-wrenching pain, making his life worse than death.

The gap between the front and the back is too great for Bai Yuyu to bear at all, or he has no time to think about how to bear it. The severe pain in his heart is so real, and the way Su Jue smiled at him in the snow yesterday is in his mind Freeze.

Bai Yuyu finally realized that Su Jue's departure meant that he lost the motivation to live.He was already a sick person, and it was because of Su Jue's appearance that he was willing to continue living, but now it was as if someone had pulled out his oxygen mask. If he didn't find it as soon as possible, he would soon die of hypoxia.

He wants to find Su Jue.It suddenly occurred to Bai Yuyu that he had worked so hard to get Su Jue, and he couldn't just lose it like this.

As if the heartache directly caused the sequelae of a car accident, Bai Yuyu felt pain all over his body, but he couldn't let the pain control him. He tried to stand up, braced himself, and stumbled towards the door.

"Su Jue...Su Jue..." He called Su Jue's name over and over again, just to remind himself that he was going to look for him and must find him back.

When Bai Yuyu walked out of the gate, he suddenly saw Su Jue sitting on the snow in the yard, and he was smiling at him. Bai Yuyu wanted to rush over to hug him without hesitation, but suddenly his eyes were blurred, and the world began to turn upside down , Su Jue disappeared, he wanted to call out, but he heard someone else's call, so many voices mixed together, he couldn't hear clearly, but he clearly distinguished, among so many shouts, only Su Jue was absent.

Bai Yuyu closed his eyes and completely lost consciousness.

And Suyu and Na Eun, who just came over, saw Bai Yuyu fainted, so straight up and fainted in the snow.

"younger brother!!"

"cousin!!"

The voice was panicked and distraught.

……

When Bai Xiyu was in a coma, ZK's official website and official Weibo both published a statement. In this life, ZK generously admitted that Bai Xiyu had indeed dated Qiao Qian when he was young, but Qiao Xi broke up in the First, and empathy.The other news that has spread on the Internet in recent days is all false information, and the media that released and reported these news will take legal measures to hold them accountable. ZK also released the proof that Bai Yuyu has been doing charity for children all over the world since he was 18 years old, which shows that Bai Yuyu is not what everyone calls a pervert.

However, what shocked the media even more was that ZK also released a medical record of Bai Yuyu, proving that Bai Yuyu had suffered from depression, as well as a recent admission certificate, saying that the rumors on the Internet and the abuse and personal attacks of some netizens had already spoken to Bai Yuyu. Xie Yu caused harm, and the wedding was postponed because of this. Bai Xieyu has now been admitted to the hospital for treatment, and will temporarily withdraw from the entertainment industry to recuperate.As for the return date, it will be tentative.

As soon as this statement came out, there was an uproar on the Internet, and many media outlets issued apologies and called on netizens to apologize to Bai Xie, and prayed and wished him well.

After hearing the news, some fans of Bai Yuyu, who had always believed in Bai Yuyu, cried bitterly and sent Bo Aite Bai Yuyu one after another, expressing that they would always be there, waiting for Bai Yuyu's return.And those fans who lost their fans because of this incident also expressed regret, regretting that they should not believe in Bai Yuyu, saying that they did not know that Bai Xiyu had depression, and did not know that Bai Xiyu had been admitted to the hospital.

All of a sudden, those who were still insulting and personally attacking Bai Yuyu began to turn around and defect, and all negative news was covered up.

……

This matter was planned by ZK long ago.But Bai Yuyu has never agreed to do this, because he took into account Su Jue's feelings. If Su Jue knew that he had quit the entertainment circle, he would definitely blame himself even more.

However, Bai Xieyu suddenly fainted this time and fell into a coma, so Bai Xieqing had no choice but to implement the plan immediately.And Bai Yuyu's original plan was to quit the entertainment industry permanently.

And Su Jue, who quietly left Bai Yuyu, was already in the car leading to the airport when he saw the news.

The reason why those media are willing to apologize is also partly because they received an order to withdraw all negative reports on Bai Xiyu.

Things come to an end here.

Knowing that Bai Yuyu was in the hospital, Su Jue almost couldn't resist rushing to the hospital to see him, but thinking that he had nothing to do with Bai Yuyu anymore, he still held back, and then resolutely boarded the plane.

During Bai Xiyu's coma, there were always reports about him on the Internet.As for Su Jue's whereabouts, no one asked, even the Bai family was ordered not to mention it.

It wasn't until two days later that Bai Yuyu woke up.

As soon as Bai Yuyu woke up, he frantically looked for Su Jue, and planned to mobilize all forces to find Su Jue.

But at this time, Bai Yuqing persuaded Bai Yuyu to give up, saying that Su Jue left intentionally and planned, and he would not let him find it so easily.

Su Jue's departure hit Bai Yuyu too hard. He was very emotionally unstable and irritable. He smashed almost everything in the ward, and even scratched his hands and eyes. leg.

The doctor diagnosed that Bai Yuyu's irritability had been triggered again, and she must receive psychological treatment.For this reason, Bai Xiqing sent Bai Xiyu to the hospital for a long time.And hired the best treatment team for him.

Bai Yuyu has been sending people to investigate Su Jue's whereabouts. At first, when he couldn't get any useful information, Bai Yuyu was extremely angry and didn't cooperate with the treatment. The doctor was injured several times by him.Later, after failing again and again, he gradually calmed down.

He removed all the people sent to find Su Jue, and said that he would accept treatment obediently in the future until he was cured and discharged from the hospital.Gradually, the days passed day by day, and Bai Yuyu spent the Spring Festival in the ward, and then waited for the spring when the flowers were in full bloom, and the scorching summer.No matter what happens to human beings, time is still running and will not stop.

In the blink of an eye, Su Jue left Bai Yuyu, and half a year had passed.

In the past six months, although Bai Yuyu's irritable tendencies disappeared, she slowly turned to depression.

The Bai family is even more worried now, and they will send people to guard Bai Yuyu every day, fearing that something will happen to him.

Today, it was Na Eun's turn to be the caretaker. When she opened the door and went in, she saw Bai Yu sitting on the bed drawing. Na Eun thought to herself, if this continues, his cousin might change back to his previous appearance. He looks calm on the surface, but in fact he has buried his sadness in his heart.In the end these unhappiness and sorrows will accumulate until he can't bear it anymore.

"Cousin..." Na En walked over and sat down by the bed.When seeing the portrait in Bai Xingyu's painting book, his nose immediately became sore.

She couldn't figure out why Su Jue left like that, leaving her cousin alone.Didn't he promise not to leave? Why would he make his cousin like this now.

"Cousin...are you, still can't let go of brother Ping?"

Na En asked in a low voice with red eyes.

Bai Yuyu stopped the pen in his hand, looked at the person on the paper, slowly raised his head and looked out the window, and said softly, "Actually, I just want to know if he is doing well alone."

That's it.

Hearing Bai Xiyu's words, Na En finally couldn't help crying.

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