The contract is captured, please stay away from the black-bellied superstar

Lin Shen looked at Su Jue's embarrassment and was a little unhappy, but he still kept smiling.

"It's just a bunch of flowers, don't you want to accept it?"

Su Jue avoided Lin Shen's questioning gaze, bypassed him and put the teacup on the square table, then turned around and took the flowers in Lin Shen's hand.

"Sit down! I'll go find the bottles and put them up!" Su Jue said and carried the flowers to the kitchen. Lin Shen looked at his back with disappointment in his eyes.

Two years later, Su Jue still avoids him everywhere, no matter how hard he tries, Su Jue will always reject his wishes.Lin Shen didn't understand that although Su Jue often showed a sad, lonely and lonely expression, he was unwilling to open his heart to accept others.

He hinted at it, and also made it clear, but the ending was the same.He asked Su Jue, and Su Jue also said that he didn't hate him, and it wasn't that he didn't like him, but he just couldn't accept him.

Lin Shen took a sip of tea, but didn't see Su Jue coming out of the kitchen. Lin Shen was a little worried, put down his teacup, got up and walked to the kitchen.As soon as he walked to the door, he saw Su Jue standing by the window in a daze, holding a glass bottle in his hand, his thoughts had gone to nowhere.Lin Shen didn't approach right away. He looked at Su Jue's silhouette. Under the setting sun, Su Jue's whole body seemed to be covered with gold.Lin Shen regretted that he did not bring a drawing board today, otherwise he would have been able to complete another beautiful painting.

The first time he met Su Jue, Lin Shen was attracted by Su Jue.Then he began to approach Su Jue slowly, and found that his temperament and story were more fascinating than his appearance.It can be said that Lin Shen fell in love with Su Jue. He fell in love with Su Jue without any hesitation.It's just that until now, he hasn't gotten the love he wants.

This can be regarded as Lin Shen's tenderness, he didn't want to force Su Jue, what he wanted was consensual feelings.But after a long time, people will also be tired, and they will also be afraid when they can't see hope.Sometimes, when Lin Shen finds that his feelings for Su Jue are getting deeper and more uncontrollable, he can't help but want to get close to him, want to get close to him.But he knew that if he did this, Su Jue would run away from him, farther and farther away.This is not what he wants to see.

Su Jue didn't know what he was thinking again. Lin Shen didn't want to see him so sad and affectionate. He walked over slowly. When Su Jue heard his footsteps, she immediately turned her head. Before she could react, she was pulled by Lin Shen. In the past, a hug.

Su Jue froze for a moment, then pushed Lin Shen away abruptly, and the glass bottle in his hand fell to the ground and shattered.

The atmosphere became a little awkward for a while, neither of them knew what to say.After a stalemate for a while, Su Jue squatted down in a panic, trying to pick up the glass shards on the ground, but Lin Shen grabbed his wrist to prevent him from touching it.

"Don't mess with it, I'll clean it up later, don't get hurt again!"

Su Jue withdrew her hand in a hurry, and stood up awkwardly, "Then you clean it up, I'm going outside!" Su Jue said that he was going to leave, Lin Shen saw how he was so anxious to avoid himself, There was a sudden fire in my heart, I got up and grabbed Su Jue, and put my arms around his waist, not letting Su Jue go.

"Lin Shen, what are you doing, let me go!" Su Jue struggled immediately, but with his current thin body, he couldn't break free from the tall and strong Lin Shen.

"Su Jue, I like you!" Lin Shen grabbed Su Jue's wrist to push him away, and suddenly confessed.Su Jue froze for a moment, seeing Lin Shen's serious expression, Su Jue began to feel a little scared.

"Su Jue, go out with me. I can't bear to be friends with you anymore. I want you to be my lover. I want to take care of you for the rest of my life. I want to be with you forever. I want to hug you. I want to Kiss you. Su Jue, stay with me, okay?" Lin Shen held Su Jue's face and was about to kiss it, Su Jue reacted, and immediately struggled vigorously. He turned his head away, avoiding Lin Shen's kiss, Not knowing where the strength came from, Su Jue struggled to break away from Lin Shen, and slapped Lin Shen just like that.

After Su Jue slapped someone, he was stunned. He slapped him with all his strength, and five finger prints immediately appeared on Lin Shen's face.

Lin Shen was beaten until the corner of his mouth was bleeding, and he looked at Su Jue in disbelief.

"Su Jue... Is that why you can't accept me?"

Although Su Jue felt guilty in her heart, her expression was very indifferent and alienated.

"You go, I don't want to see you now!"

"Su Jue, why are you so stubborn? Why? Why can't you accept me? Why?" Lin Shen was very unwilling. He grabbed Su Jue's shoulders and questioned him.

Su Jue shook off Lin Shen's hand and stepped aside.

"Lin Shen... I know you are very good to me, and I also know that you really like me, but... I'm sorry. I don't love you, so I can't force myself to be with you! I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to deceive myself."

Lin Shen looked at Su Jue with a hurt face, "You don't want to accept me, do you... In fact, you already have someone you like in your heart? These years, there is no one around you, and I haven't seen you and I don't want to date anyone, so I can't think of any reason for you to keep rejecting me other than 'you already have someone you like'."

Su Jue was stunned for a moment, neither denying nor admitting.

"Lin Shen, whether you like it or not, there is no reason, no reason... As I said, I don't hate you, and I like having friends like you. I'm very happy to be here This place knows you. But this kind of feeling cannot be turned into love. I always thought that I told you very clearly, and you also said that it is your own thing that you like me, and you are willing to keep our relationship Friendship. But what you did to me just now has spoiled it. Lin Shen, to be honest, I don't want to lose you as a friend, but if you must, then I... can only let you go. Or, I leave!"

"You...you and I just want to know, do you already have someone you like? If yes, I swear, I will never do anything disrespectful to you in the future. "

Su Jue was silent, then nodded.

"Yes, I have someone I like. Before I met you, I couldn't tolerate anyone else in my heart except him. No matter how many years pass in the future, the person I love will only be him. So, I can't accept your feelings, sorry."

"Can you tell me who he is? Even if I have to admit defeat, I should know what kind of person I lost to."

Su Jue shook her head, "Lin Shen, there is no comparison between you and him. To me, you are both very outstanding people, and no one wins or loses."

"Am I not even qualified to know who he is? Even as a friend?" Lin Shen felt very hurt, and Su Jue always seemed unwilling to tell him more, which made him feel very frustrated.

"It's not a question of qualifications, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"It's nothing! Let's go, I'm a little tired, I want to close the shop and rest!"

"Because I almost forced you just now, so you are anxious to drive me away. But I deserve it, I shouldn't hold back. I'm sorry Su Jue, I'm sorry for my behavior just now, and I will never let it happen again in the future." something happened. I will respect you!"

Su Jue didn't say anything more, Lin Shen knew that staying any longer would only make the relationship between the two of them worse, even though he had just arrived, he was very reluctant, and finally had to come and leave.However, he was very fortunate that Su Jue didn't say that he would cut off contact with him, which is considered lucky.

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After Lin Shen left, Su Jue closed the study. When he returned to the room, he suddenly didn't know what to do. After sitting on the sofa for a while, he remembered the bouquet of daisies that Lin Shen had given him in the kitchen.He found a beautiful glass bottle again, trimmed the flowers and put them in the vase.Putting the flowers on the table, I inadvertently caught a glimpse of the scars on my palms, and couldn't help but whispered.

"Bai Yuyu..." When Su Jue called out the name unconsciously, he suddenly woke up.After so many years, when I think of these three words, I still call them out unconsciously, and when I call them out, my heart still hurts, so painful that I almost feel paralyzed.

The wound on the palm has already healed, and it will no longer hurt, but the wound on the heart has never healed.For five years, he has been bleeding, and whenever he thinks about Bai Yuyu, it will hurt even more.At the beginning, how much strength he used to leave, now he needs to use ten times or even a hundred times of strength to barely survive.If it weren't for the thought of seeing Bai Yuyu again in his lifetime, Su Jue might not be able to hold on long ago.

He looked up and saw himself reflected on the glass window, Su Jue almost didn't know who it was.The current self, even if he stood scattered in front of Bai Yuyu, he wouldn't be recognized.Looking at it, Su Jue fell into memory.He thought of all the things he and Bai Yuyu had experienced. Back then, if it wasn't for the kidnapping accident, his eyes would not have been injured, and now he doesn't need to wear them.Maybe it won't be long before his eyes won't even need glasses.

When I left at the beginning, I thought that I would have a very hard life, but I didn't expect that I would end up in this state, living without knowing why every day, and living in the pain of missing Bai Xiyu every night.In the first year after leaving Bai Yuyu, he had read about Bai Yuyu's situation in the newspaper, and knew that when he was admitted to the hospital with depression, Su Yu almost thought of committing suicide.

Su Jue curled herself up on the sofa, the afterglow of the setting sun came in through the glass window, and the dim light fell on the room. Su Jue looked at the scenery in front of her, tears wet her eyes unconsciously.

He recalled the past, like watching an old movie, the story is finally coming to an end, everything in the house is colored with sadness, and he has already burst into tears, sobbing hard.

Su Jue has never regretted leaving Bai Yuyu so much as at this moment.He suddenly wanted to go back, wanted to return to Bai Xiyu's side, but he knew that even if he went back now, there would be no place for him by Bai Xiyu's side.Because Bai Yuyu said that as long as he leaves and goes back, he will never want him again!

But considering this, he still wants to go back and have a look, go back and look at Bai Yuyu, even if it's just a look from a distance, it's enough.In this way, even if he wants to leave this world, he can have nothing to worry about.