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Tong Sheng never thought of himself as a procrastinating and indecisive person, but recently when facing the matter of relationship, he felt that he was a little bit cowardly.

Seeing that he was always so conflicted, his father asked him several times, who exactly does he want?Or neither of them.

Always have to make a choice, it is much better than dragging three people like this.

Tong Sheng thought the same way in his heart. He felt that it was really bad for him to drag other people's feelings but not give an answer, and it was still the feelings of two people.

But what to do?It's not really like buying vegetables in the market, you can choose whatever you want, if you don't satisfy yourself in the end, you can just throw it away.

He also asked himself countless times, who exactly does he want?Is it Lei Jinyan or Mu Haohui?

However, after countless inquiries, there was always no result. Gradually, he wondered if he was a little playful, otherwise why would he have such complicated feelings for the two men in his heart.

He can't make a choice, it seems that he is entangled with which one to choose, he can't give up, because he really doesn't want to give up, and he feels that in this life, except for these two people, no one can make him have the courage to talk about feelings. something happened.

After several struggles, he could only let himself shamelessly choose to escape.

He didn't want to talk to any of them, and he didn't want to be forced by them to make a hasty decision, so he didn't see anyone. He felt that he needed a period of time to sort out his feelings and who should be the destination of his heart in the end. .

It's just that the more he escaped, the more uneasy he made the other two feel.

Lei Jinyan can't wait to stick to Tong Sheng's side every day, but he is too busy, even if he thinks about it, there are times when he can't take care of it, and Mu Haohui is also not much better, but he knows that there is no need to force it. You can only watch silently.

This is the figure Tong Sheng saw Mu Haohui in the company's parking lot for a week.

At first, he would come to ask himself when he could have a good talk with him, but Tong Sheng didn't want to talk about it, and didn't know how to talk about it, so he always refused.

Later, Mu Haohui probably gradually realized that it was useless to force him, so he didn't force him at all. He said, "Now you don't want to talk about it, that's fine, it doesn't matter. I'll wait until the day you want to talk about it." , let's talk again."

So he really just waited for him in the parking lot every day, and Tong Sheng didn't know what time this person came here to wait, anyway, no matter how late he got off work, this person was always there.

When I saw the man standing by the car door again, looking like he wanted to go forward but didn't dare to go forward, I suddenly couldn't bear it, maybe running away was not the solution to the problem.

After struggling for a long time, Tong Sheng finally decided to have a good talk with Mu Haohui. No matter what the outcome is, some problems have to be faced no matter what.

"I haven't eaten yet, do you want to have dinner together?"

When Tong Sheng suddenly walked towards Mu Haohui and said this, Mu Haohui was so surprised that he couldn't react, he was a little slow before stammering: "Then do you want to eat crayfish?"

Tong Sheng's hobbies, both he and Lei Jinyan are engraved in their hearts.

"No, it's better to eat something lighter!" Tong Sheng felt that even if he likes to eat that food, it depends on his mood. Only when he is happy in his heart can the food in his mouth taste more delicious, and this Will have dinner with Mu Haohui, obviously not a good time to eat crayfish.

Mu Haohui's efficiency is still very high, even in such a peak eating period, he managed to secure a seat at one of the most famous nearby restaurants called Shibaozhai that requires advance reservations.

When the two of them had dinner, the atmosphere was rare, so Mu Haohui resisted the urge to ask Tong Sheng to agree. He felt that being able to sit with Tong Sheng like this would be a very satisfying thing. If possible, he still hoped to be able to Keep it longer.

The two of them tacitly did not mention their relationship, and finished their meal very quietly.

It's just that after the meal, Tong Sheng was about to go back, and now Mu Haohui was a little anxious.

He was also struggling in his heart. On the one hand, he didn't want to force Tong Sheng, but on the other hand, he really wanted to know whether he still had a place in Tong Sheng's heart.

"Tong Sheng, can you stay a little longer, let's have a good talk."

Since Tong Sheng decided to have this meal with Mu Haohui, he knew it was inevitable.

He sighed and raised his head to face Mu Haohui.

It was only when he looked up that he noticed the obvious haggard look on the man's face. It seemed that this man had been tortured a lot these days because of his relationship.

"Well, let's have a good talk today. What do you want to talk about?"

"What I want to talk about, you should know it in your heart, right? I just want to know, is it still possible for us? Or is it only him in your heart from beginning to end?"

Mu Haohui really doesn't want to admit that his position in Tong Sheng's heart is not as good as that of Lei Jinyan, but sometimes when he calms down and thinks about it, he has to face many things, just like Tong Sheng's love for Lei Jinyan has never given up for so many years, which means that there is always Lei Jinyan in his heart, and he can't admit it even if he doesn't want to.

The longer this thing of love exists in his heart, the more deeply ingrained it becomes. What kind of position Lei Jinyan occupies in Tong Sheng's heart, he still dare not think about it.

They had known each other for a relatively short time, and naturally there was a weakness in their relationship, which he couldn't change no matter what.

Three years ago, he could still convince himself that it doesn't matter, so what if they have known each other for a long time?Lei Jinyan did such an excessive thing and hurt Tong Sheng so deeply, so he is not qualified to have Tong Sheng anymore.

And what if he was late?He will use up all his emotions to make Tong Sheng the happiest person in the world, and he will make Lei Jinyan no longer have a place in Tong Sheng's heart.

Three years ago, this was what he thought about the most, and he was confident that he could do it.

Just who would have thought?In the end, he didn't do anything, he didn't bring Tong Sheng happiness, he didn't give him a chance to forget Lei Jinyan, and even in the end he was forced by his family to marry another woman.

He hurt Tong Sheng deeply, and he also lost the qualification to own this person. Now that he thinks about it, he is even worse than Lei Jinyan. This kind of cognition made him panic even more.

On the one hand, he feels that he has no qualifications and shouldn't bother him anymore. If Tong Sheng can be happy, he should learn to let go, but even if he convinces himself over and over again, he is still not reconciled. He still wants to work hard, so After divorcing Cen Yao with all his heart, he still hopes that he will be the one who can give Tong Sheng happiness in the end. He really wants to be with him for the rest of his life, so he has the cheek to give himself another chance.

Mu Haohui's words made Tong Sheng fall into deep thought for a while, he wondered in his heart, did he always have Lei Jinyan in his heart?

"It should be a lie to say there is no such thing!" Tong Sheng thought for a while and said, "I have loved him for many years, and I have been obsessed with him for many years, and it may be because I am a little paranoid, the more things I can't get The more I couldn't let go, so during the years when Lei Jinyan couldn't respond to me, I still couldn't really let him go, but pestered him in the most stupid way.

Now that I think about it, I actually can't tell whether it's true love to the bottom of my heart, or just a possessive heart caused by unwillingness.But there is one thing, I am sure, if three years ago, your family was not so opposed to us, and you were not married, I think I would be with you and choose to let him go completely. "

When Tong Sheng finished speaking, he looked directly at Mu Haohui, and he could clearly see the man's eyes slowly turning red because of his words.

Mu Haohui grabbed the tablecloth on the table, his fingertips were a little pale because of the force, he felt that his eye sockets were hot and uncomfortable, and the position of his heart was more like being pressed by a huge and heavy stone, which made him a little breathless .

He bit his lip, as if he was a little too hard, and the veins on his forehead began to bulge slightly.

He opened his lips, and it took a lot of effort to let out his slightly hoarse voice slowly, "Yes, I'm sorry."

"It's all in the past, and there's nothing to be sorry about. I know it's not your fault, and you don't want that to happen, but we have to face reality. What happens is what happened. Regardless of whether I Whatever feelings you have for Lei Jinyan, just talk about us!

Do you know why I chose to avoid you when you said you were divorced and wanted to be with me?Maybe I can bear the eyes of the world, but I am afraid of the pressure from your family.

When two people are together, it doesn’t mean that nothing will happen if they see each other right. Since what happened three years ago, I understand that two people who love each other want to be together, not just thinking about these two people Whether it is enough to love each other, whether it can persist for a lifetime, and more often, the family behind the two people must be considered.

What you have to think about is whether the other person's family can really accept you and make you one of them.There will be no happiness in a relationship without blessings, you should know this in your heart, and your family has clearly explained all this to us three years ago.

Since they don't want us to be together, what's the point of asking me to be with you again so persistently?Mu Haohui, I really don't want to bring your mother to the hospital again and make myself a sinner. "

Tong Sheng uttered all his worries, but just after he finished speaking, Mu Haohui, who had been in a low mood, suddenly raised his head excitedly and grabbed his arm, "No, this time No, my mother doesn’t object to us anymore, and she also agreed to the divorce this time, you probably didn’t think of it! This time, she is the one who asked me to recover you again, so Tong Sheng, all the problems now It's not a problem anymore, as long as you want to, then everything can start again."

Mu Haohui's words made Tong Sheng so surprised that he couldn't even close his lips. He really didn't expect that a family like the Mu family would allow Mu Haohui to have sex like this?

He was still thinking, if the Mu family still objected, then he could save himself the trouble of whether to accept Mu Haohui or not. Fangzheng's family objected, so it would be useless for him to think about it, but now the Mu family suddenly thinks so It really caught him off guard, and then he had to worry about who he should choose between Lei Jinyan and Mu Haohui.

This is really quite a difficult choice!

Mu Haohui said that as long as he is willing, everything can start again.

But three years have passed, can everything really start again?