cheap stand-in

Mu Haohui handed the porridge to Tong Sheng, who took it and ate some.

But it might be because he hasn't eaten for too long, and he can't eat much, and he doesn't want to eat after a few mouthfuls.

Mu Haohui didn't force him either, but let him rest on the sofa for a while after eating, and gave him the stomach medicine he brought.

"Is it better?" Mu Haohui couldn't help asking when he saw that he still looked unwell after eating.

Tong Sheng couldn't help laughing when he heard this, "It's not a panacea, it'll be fine if you just take it! It's an old problem, I rub it and it's fine, it's like this before."

Seeing him rubbing his stomach non-stop, Mu Haohui couldn't help but ask, "Would it be comfortable to rub like this?"

"I seem to have a cold stomach, so every time I knead like this, I feel better."

"Then let me help you!"

Before Tong Sheng realized the meaning of his words, Mu Haohui had already stretched out his hand, gently covered his stomach, and then rubbed it lightly.

"No need, I can do it myself."

Tong Sheng wanted to refuse, but Mu Haohui didn't give him a chance to refuse at all. Thinking of Mu Haohui's stubborn character, he didn't say anything else.

Maybe it was because he was tired, or because Mu Haohui's warm palms were so comfortable, Tong Sheng actually felt sleepy after being rubbed by him like this, and fell asleep unconsciously.

"Is it better?" Mu Haohui asked, but he didn't get a response after waiting for a long time.

When he raised his head, he realized that he had fallen asleep.

Mu Haohui stopped what he was doing, and just sat quietly by and watched.

If possible, how he wished he could just keep watching like this, but he knew that Tong Sheng refused to give him such a chance.

Sometimes he can't help but start to envy Lei Jinyan who has been lying on the bed. Although he has been lying on the bed, he has received all of Tong Sheng's attention.

But sometimes I really feel reconciled!

If Lei Jinyan didn't wake up, would Tong Sheng have to wait?

He really didn't want this to happen, but he didn't know what to do.

Mu Haohui just watched it for half an hour.

When Tong Sheng woke up, he saw him looking at him with worried eyes.

"Why did I fall asleep?" Tong Sheng said shyly.

"You're just tired. Such a big company won't fail without you. Don't work so hard, you still have to take care of your body." Mu Haohui frowned and looked at him, seeing his obvious dark circles, I wanted to reach out and caress him, but I held back in the end.

Tong Sheng rubbed his eyes, pulled the corners of his lips and said, "You will say me, but I heard that every time you work, you work as hard as I do."

Mu Haohui reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth and gave a bitter smile.

If you don't need to work to anesthetize yourself, how can you survive so many days and nights?And Tong Sheng would never understand these things, nor would he be willing to know.

"No matter how hard I work, I haven't ruined my stomach. How about it, does it still hurt? If it still hurts, let's go to the hospital."

Tong Sheng touched his stomach and found that the pain was no longer there.

"It's all right, no more pain, no need to go to the hospital."

"I think you'd better go to the hospital for a detailed examination someday. This stomach problem can be big or small. Don't get serious. It will be troublesome to treat and you will suffer."

"Got it, I'll go when I'm free."

Tong Sheng responded casually, but Mu Haohui knew what he said, so he just said it casually. As for the hope of taking action, it should be relatively slim, so he thought it would be better for him to press him to have a look someday when he finds time.

"It's past ten o'clock, I'll take you back!" Mu Haohui suggested while cleaning up the trash.

Tong Sheng looked at the time with a hesitant expression.

"What's wrong?" Looking at him like that, Mu Haohui knew that he must have other things. "Do you have anything else to do?"

After hesitating for a few seconds, Tong Sheng still said: "I have to go to the hospital before I can go home, so I'll just go back later by myself."

"Oh!" Mu Haohui responded, with no special expression on his face, but the moment he lowered his head, his eyes showed disappointment. "Anyway, I'm free, let me take you there!"

"No, I can do it myself."

"Tong Sheng, do you have to do this?" Mu Haohui suddenly raised his voice, and there was even a bit of restrained anger on his face.

Tong Sheng opened his lips, and finally nodded in agreement.

Afterwards, Tong Sheng went to the hospital in Mu Haohui's car. The two of them hardly spoke on the way. The main reason was that Mu Haohui kept his face sullen and didn't know what he was thinking, so Tong Sheng didn't know what to say. In the end, He simply didn't say anything, and the two of them were silent. After finally arriving downstairs in the hospital, he could finally breathe a sigh of relief. To be honest, it was really uncomfortable to sit in such silence all the way.

"It's very late, you should go back first, I'll just take a taxi and go back later." Tong Sheng said while unfastening his seat belt while making his own suggestion.

But just after he finished speaking, Mu Haohui said, "Does riding in my car make you feel so uncomfortable?"

Tong Sheng looked up at Mu Haohui, and found that he was also looking at him. It seemed that he would not give up until he gave an answer, "No, isn't it late? I'm afraid of delaying you—— "

"Really? Is that true? Tong Sheng, do you dare to touch your conscience and say again, you don't want to ride in my car, is it just because you don't want to trouble me? Isn't it more because you feel that sitting with me Do you feel awkward being together? I just want to ask, when did our relationship become like this? Ah, tell me, why do you hate me so much now?" Mu Haohui said forcefully Grabbing the steering wheel, his eyes were obviously sad.

Seeing Mu Haohui like this, Tong Sheng's heart felt uncomfortable. To be honest, he really didn't want to hurt Mu Haohui, but sometimes some things wouldn't happen unless you didn't want to.

Things that I thought could be avoided, I still have to face after all, it's just that time is delayed.

Tong Sheng took a deep breath, and after adjusting his emotions, he mustered up the courage to face Mu Haohui.

"I don't hate you, I didn't hate you in the past, I don't hate you now, and I won't hate you even more in the future, Mu Haohui, no one can hate a person like you, I told you, right? There was a moment when I even had the idea of ​​wanting to be with you for the rest of my life, because I thought you were worth it.

But you are married, I can only stop this idea, to be honest, it was really sad at that time, I even began to doubt life, why can other people get happiness, but I can't?But fortunately, in the end I survived.

Then, when we met again, you divorced for me. At that time, I was really shocked and moved by you.Of course, if there is no Lei Jinyan, then I think I will still be moved by you in the end, because a man like you has such a charming charm.But after all, there is still a fate between people. It is a pity that the fate between me and you is short.

Half a year ago, on my birthday, Lei Jinyan asked me to make a choice. He said he couldn't stand the three of them going on like this without any results. Either you or him.Do you want to know the result?If that accident hadn't happened, who would I choose? "

Mu Haohui felt that something was blocking his heart, and the hand holding the steering wheel became more and more forceful. He had to use all his strength to keep his voice from changing its tone.

"You chose him in the end, didn't you?"

Tong Sheng nodded without denying, "Yes, I finally decided to choose him."

"Why? Am I inferior to him in any way?" Mu Haohui felt that asking such a question was actually stupid, but sometimes because he was not reconciled, he couldn't help but want to ask this question.

"No, it's not that you are not good enough. I can say that he is not as good as you in many things, but what can I do if my heart has made a decision? I like you, but the person I love is indeed him. My heart Ah, how many years have I loved him, you should know! He has become numb and accustomed to love, and he became like this because of me, lying on the bed like a living dead. Love him, what else can I do for him? So Mu Haohui, to you, I can only say sorry.

In fact, I really don't want to tell you this. Originally, I wanted to use my behavior to reject you, so as to avoid the embarrassment now, but I didn't expect it to be inevitable in the end. "

After Tong Sheng finished speaking, the carriage fell into silence for a while, and Mu Haohui kept staring at the front windshield.

Thinking that we have already talked about this point, and really don't know what else to say, Tong Sheng planned to get out of the car, "Thank you for sending me here, I will go first."

It's just that before he opened the car door, Mu Haohui, who had been motionless, suddenly grabbed his hand and pulled him back.

Tong Sheng looked back at him in surprise, only to see Mu Haohui looking at him with red eyes, holding his hand very tightly.

Tong Sheng frowned and looked at him, not knowing what he wanted to do.

"Then if he wants to lie on the bed for the rest of his life, do you have to wait for him for the rest of his life?"

"He won't just lie down like this for the rest of his life." Tong Sheng said every word, with a seemingly firm tone, but there was fear in his heart.

"But he has been lying down for half a year. The doctor said that he is a vegetable at all. The chances of him waking up are very slim. If he can wake up, he will wake up early, and he may lie down like this until he dies." , This is something that everyone understands. In fact, you know it better than anyone else, so why don't you admit it? Tong Sheng, you are simply deceiving yourself and others."

"Am I deceiving myself? That's my business. You are not qualified to control me. Also, I believe he will wake up, so I don't allow you to curse him." Tong Sheng roared excitedly, because he was too forceful, The chest was still rising and falling.

The two looked at each other, not knowing what to say for a moment, and Tong Sheng was unwilling to face his injured appearance, so he pulled his hand away and wanted to get off the car, but just as he turned around, he was caught by someone behind him. The person was hugged, so tight, so hard.

"Mu Haohui—"

"Then can you let me stay with you until he wakes up? You can continue to love him, but please allow me to take care of you. I don't want to see you always so alone, but there is no one around you who can take care of you." People. It doesn't matter if you don't love me, as long as you can let me be by your side, it doesn't matter if you love him, even if he really wakes up one day and you want to go back to him, I will definitely not let him You are embarrassed, and I won't even pester you anymore, but before that, please allow me to take care of you?"

Mu Haohui's dull voice came from Tong Sheng's back. For almost an instant, Tong Sheng felt as if his heart was being crushed so hard that he couldn't even breathe. Without him noticing, hot tears rolled down from his eyes.

Tong Sheng thought, in this life, he would never really hate this man no matter what.

"Mu Haohui, you really don't need to do this, it's not worth it, it's really not worth it." Tong Sheng said with a sob.

"No, in my opinion, everything is worth it. You know what? I even envy him. Several times I couldn't help thinking, if I was the one lying in bed, if I rushed out to save you that day If it was me, would the ending be different? Tong Sheng, tell me, if it was me that day, would you wait for me like you did for him?"

Mu Haohui's question made Tong Sheng think deeply. If Mu Haohui really saved him at that time, if it was Mu Haohui who turned into a vegetable in the end, then what would he do?Would he be so at ease with Lei Jinyan?

It was an unsolvable question, he couldn't even figure out what he would do if things really turned out like this, he didn't know, really didn't know.

Tong Sheng shook his head, "Mu Haohui, you should know that there is no such thing as if in this world."

This time he didn't dare to stay any longer, pulled Mu Haohui away, opened the car door, didn't say anything, got out of the car and left in a little embarrassment.

Mu Haohui's voice was still ringing behind him, "Tong Sheng, please consider what I said, please? Let me take care of you?"

When Tong Sheng arrived at Lei Jinyan's ward weakly in the elevator, Mu Haohui's voice seemed to be still echoing in his ears.

He opened the door of the ward and looked at the man who was still lying on the bed. Instead of walking over as usual, he stood at the door for a long time, then slowly stepped forward, and then stood still in front of the bed.

It was such a familiar face, but at this moment he looked at it like this, and for some reason, he felt a little strange.

Tong Sheng sat leaning against the hospital bed, and gently stroked the man's slightly pale face with his fingertips. After a long time, he couldn't help sighing and said, "What should I do? If you don't wake up again, I might really agree to Mu Haohui, Lei Jinyan, you don't know, but I've worked really hard, I'm really tired, tired, tired, did you hear that?"

As Tong Sheng spoke, tears rolled down his cheeks and dripped directly onto Lei Jinyan's eyes——