chasing the sun

Go, danger.

Gao Xiaoshan laughed, and continued to talk drunkenly: Dangerous ass.Even if you want the moon in the sky, I will climb a ladder and pick it off for you. . . . . . .

Hanging up Gao Xiaoshan's phone, Zhang Jiu couldn't think anymore, just like he decided to arrange for Li Cheng to go, unable to think too much, he once again, relying on instinct, impulsive, hands trembling slightly, but firmly, gave Ajie called.

Zhang Jiu: Let Dao Xiong go with you tomorrow, don't let Li Cheng go.

Ajie: What's the matter?

Zhang Jiu: I recall that Xiao Shan said that he was not at ease with Li Cheng, saying that he had a relationship with Chasilla.In short, this kind of thing needs to be safe, and Daoxiong will definitely be fine.

Ajie smiled: You two are really not a family who don't go into each house, you are so cautious.

Embarrassed, Zhang Jiu had no choice but to act, and smiled: Actually, I am inexperienced, and I am afraid that I will not think carefully.

After hanging up the phone with Ajie, Zhang Jiu sat on the sofa blankly. He didn't feel the slightest sense of relaxation. He didn't appreciate what he had done, and he didn't know how to face the future or what plans to make. He just knew for sure : He can't let Li Cheng go back.

Zhang Jiu set off the alarm clock, and he wanted to send Ajie and the others out of the village in the early morning, because he had to make sure that Li Cheng would stay.After that, Zhang Jiu still couldn't fall asleep. He lay down on the bed, his mind was in a mess.Zhang Jiu firmly does not think that he, like Da Xu, has the heart to betray the organization, betray his colleagues, betray his conscience, violate the professional principles and ethics of a policeman, and decide to join forces with criminals.It's just that Li Cheng, who knows everything and will put Gao Xiaoshan to death, can't put it back now anyway. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu knows that he has never been a person who can plan the future calmly and rationally. At this moment, he is at a loss for the future, and has no clue. . . . . . .During the chat, Gao Xiaoshan said that he tried everything possible to save Zhang Jiu's life and ensure that he would not be disabled. He was secretly against everyone in the village, but Zhang Jiu also opposed him and did not cooperate. Don't mention the feeling.At this moment, Zhang Jiu had a similar feeling, he wanted to discuss with someone, he wanted to tell Gao Xiaoshan everything, that was his only family member, the only one to rely on, the person he tried his best to protect, but he was the last person he could say nothing to people.

Half asleep and half awake until four o'clock in the morning, Zhang Jiu didn't sleep at all. He got up and went to the bathroom to pee, and then washed his face to wake himself up and calm down.He looked around the small bathroom, he remembered the first time he walked in here, he helped him take off his clothes carefully, folded the bath towel and threw it on the toilet seat. . . . . .He squatted there, between each toe, helped him clean up little by little, and asked him if he was cold. . . . .Zhang Jiu still remembers that he endured the disgust at that time, had a sense of accomplishment as an undercover agent, and even had the expectation of seeing these gangsters perish. . . . . . . .

And after Gao Xiaoshan realized that he had an uncontrollable fear of flushing water, for a while, they always took a bath together.Gao Xiaoshan rinsed his hair from behind with a nozzle, and said: You are like that dog, you can't directly hit your face.Zhang Jiu is happy: You are just like a dog.Gao Xiaoshan is very serious: I am like a dog, with a good nose, I know the smell of meat. . . . . . .You don't know, when I was a kid they called me a mountain dog. . . . . . . . .

Zhang Jiu was even happier: Who is it?Who calls you a mountain dog?

Gao Xiaoshan: My parents, who else would dare.

. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu took out his mobile phone, and he left a message to Gao Xiaoshan: I miss you, I love you - leave it for someone who hates you.

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In the early morning Zhang Jiu went to take care of Ajie to take people out of the village. He was chatting with Ajie when Daoxiong came over.When Dao Xiong saw Zhang Jiu, his face seemed to have changed with fright, and he didn't dare to lift his head.Zhang Jiu glanced at him and continued talking to Ajie.

Zhang Jiu watched Ajie's car get out of the stockade, and he thought of Dao Xiong, the five gang rapers at the time, and now the three criminals saw that he was trembling and cautious, for fear that he would retaliate against them.As for the two police colleagues, one was beaten to death by himself, and the other seemed to be a more victim than himself. He educated himself to put all the crimes on the heads of Gao Xiaoshan and others. They were comrades who fought side by side.Zhang Jiu couldn't figure it out either. From a general point of view, Li Cheng seemed to be a man from beginning to end. He was a hero enough and never missed it. It's just that as a personal victim, Zhang Jiu was more willing to watch the frightened Dao Xiong and others, not the righteous Li Cheng.

Zhang Jiu knew that Li Cheng would definitely question him, but he did not expect that Li Cheng would find Zhang Jiu that morning.

Zhang Jiu took out a cigarette and handed it to Li Cheng. Li Cheng seemed to hesitate for a moment but quickly took it, and the two lit the fire separately.

Zhang Jiu took a deep breath, and then tried his best to understate it: I don't know why, they are going to replace someone temporarily, so let's observe.

Because Zhang Jiu had a cold, smoked, was nervous, and lied for many reasons, he coughed violently, and he couldn't suppress it even though he tried hard.

Li Cheng stared at Zhang Jiu fiercely, as if he wanted to see through him: Since you suggested me to go, they will always give you a reason if they change people, right?

Zhang Jiu barely stopped coughing, he had to take a deep breath, and then: They didn't say I can't ask blatantly.You don't have to worry, Gao Xiaoshan won't touch you anyway with me.

Li Cheng: I am not afraid that Gao Xiaoshan will kill me. I have said that if I can protect you, I will sacrifice myself.

Zhang Jiu took another puff of cigarette, causing another severe cough, and then he unconsciously imitated Gao Xiaoshan and frowned: . . . . . .I know, just look for another chance. . . . . .Let's not talk about it, I have a cold and a cough. . . . . . .

Li Cheng interrupted Zhang Jiu: You know it is very dangerous for you now, as long as Gao Xiaoshan knows that you asked me to go back, you are finished. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu was getting more and more irritated by Li Cheng's cough. He looked at Li Cheng: I'm not afraid, I was the one who was going to die. . . . . .

As Zhang Jiu said, because he wanted to vent, an idea flashed in his mind, with self-mockery: It's ridiculous to think about it. I am a person who voluntarily stayed and waited to be killed by drug dealers, and you said that I was afraid of this and that. Well, what I am most afraid of is that if this gang is not destroyed, I am most afraid that Gao Xiaoshan will not die. . . . .

Li Cheng stared at Zhang Jiu in a daze. He was even more suspicious, but he calmed himself down and thought about whether to challenge him or pretend to believe it.Fear and despair made Li Cheng unstoppable, and he said: "To us, death is indeed not the most terrible thing. When Gao Xiaoshan killed you and me, the most terrible thing is that we died without any value at all."It's okay if you lie to me, but if you lie to yourself. . . . . . .

Zhang Jiu felt not only physically uncomfortable, but also extremely tortured mentally and emotionally. He couldn't help it anymore, and said in a low voice: You're the one who fucking lied to yourself, and you lied to me less often. . . . .When you participated in torture and gang rape, when you helped Daoxiong hold me down, didn't you want to prove that you were not a policeman and wanted to save your life? !You see, he ran away immediately, pretending to promise me not to tell Gao Xiaoshan, and reassuring me. . . . . . .Do you fucking think I'm a fool?

Zhang Jiu spoke excitedly, coughing again and gasping for breath.

Li Cheng was also excited: So you stopped me from going back today, didn't you?

Zhang Jiu was stunned. He looked at Li Cheng, and without losing his last rationality, he replied: I told you, they decided to replace him. . . . . .If you have a chance to run again, run together and report together. . . . .

Li Cheng interrupted: I won't say Gao Xiaoshan!Now that I promise you, I can swear!

Zhang Jiu coughed for a while, as if he couldn't breathe, in a compromised tone, he begged: . . . . . .I believe you, let's stop talking, shall we?

Li Cheng: I respect homosexuality, you ask me to understand.But we are all policemen, gentlemen, we can't act emotionally like girls. . . . . .In short, we must not forget what we are here for. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu could only nod his head.He couldn't get tough in front of Li Cheng, because Zhang Jiu was sure in his heart that he would never let Li Cheng go back.

Zhang "fleeed" back to his and Gao Xiaoshan's small building, and then lay down on the bed exhausted.His mind seemed to be filled, but he fell asleep in seconds after closing his eyes.When he woke up again, Zhang Jiu looked at the time. He suddenly wanted to know for the first time if Ajie was safe. Because of his recklessness before, it was Zhang Jiu who almost killed Gao Xiaoshan, so Zhang Jiu called Ajie. , and learned that everything went well with them.After that, Zhang Jiu came to Xiaoxia Ayuan and the others to chat for a few words. They talked about the death of Yang Dahai they had just heard, saying that he was killed by criminals and drug dealers in order to catch drug dealers, and the death was terrible. How could this be possible? , It's amazing.Zhang Jiu listened without any expression or comment.

Xiao Xia asked Zhang Jiu if he had eaten, and did not see him at lunch, Zhang Jiu replied that he overslept, did not want to eat, and was not hungry.

Zhang Jiu reminded: Brother Liang and the others are not here, so we should be more cautious, and we should be more careful not to let people who come in and out casually.

Xiao Xia Ayuan nodded, and they all noticed that Zhang Jiu kept a sullen face, which was completely different from his usual gentle smile.The two subconsciously glanced at each other.

In the evening, Zhang Jiu left the stockade again and went for a walk in the woods. He sat on the same stump, but this time there was no rain for company.Zhang Jiu was thinking about the conversation with Li Cheng, thinking about the rain that day. . . . . .Weighing the pros and cons in a relationship, worrying about gains and losses, worrying about everything, full of pessimism and doubts, refusing to take risks, fear of losing money and getting hurt, timid, evasive, choosing to give up, these are all normal, but it must be because the relationship is far less stable than the current status quo , or not as important as yourself, no one's freedom is more reliable.

But he, Zhang Jiu, wants to be with his beloved life and death, is