Moonflower Liuzhaojun

The summer vacation passed quickly, but Xu Yanhua still felt that it passed very slowly. From the beginning of school to the present, this is probably the first time that Xu Yanhua is so looking forward to the start of school.The days after the start of school seem to be the same as before, except for the person who appeared on Xu Yanhua’s bed at 06:30 every morning and the steaming breakfast on the table below, and the roommates next to him who were surprised to goosebumps while eating breakfast From pimple to numbness.

"This is the first time I know that a relationship between two men is a real crit damage to a single dog. The armor accumulated over the years can't stop it at all." A roommate next to him who is not in a relationship complains Full capacity.

"Come on, that's why you can see us every day. You don't need to show off all day, just that little bit of 'coolness' is enough for your face." Xu Yanhua subconsciously retorted, but he didn't know that this kind of In the eyes of a single dog, the behavior is an out-and-out show of affection.

Xu Yanhua's life is still so ordinary, there is no romance, or rich family's grievances, or fancy tearing ups in Jing Jing's N G's novels.But it was this kind of life that made Xu Yanhua feel unreal.At an age when you don’t need to worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, you have a shoulder you can rely on and someone you can confide to without reservation.

The little biao of life will always prick you when you feel the most comfortable, such as now.

Xu Yanhua has a mother who can be called "Sherlock Holmes". From a young age, when Xu Yanhua was alone at home during the summer vacation, when he was watching TV and not doing homework, he had to remember in advance which channel was turned on, the volume, and the placement of the remote control. location, and even some means to cool down the TV after turning off the TV... These are the valuable experiences accumulated in the battle of wits and courage with my mother in daily life again and again, of course it is more than that.

So this "Sherlock Holmes" mother found Liu Zhao's QQ by relying on Xu Yanhua's performance when returning home during the summer vacation and Xu Yanhua's space talk. Call to question Xu Yanhua.

Xu Yanhua's heart was full of alarm bells, and he only used "he lost a bet with his classmates, so he posted a confession and @ the first one in the list, and I happened to have something to do with him, so I @ me" to prevaricate.This statement seems logical at first glance, but it doesn’t stand up to scrutiny. A high school classmate who doesn’t share a major with you and doesn’t have anything to do with you, and you don’t go home during the semester and don’t have class reunions, what do you want to do with him?Isn't this 300 taels of silver here!Xu Yanhua's mother didn't say anything, just hung up the phone.

The more Xu Yanhua thought about it, the more disturbed he became, but there was nothing he could do, so he starved himself with worry. The next day Liu Zhao came to call him and he didn't have much energy, and he didn't eat much in the morning. I was also bored when I was eating, and I didn't eat much.

For the first time, Liu Zhao also came to look for him at night.After the semester started, Xu Yanhua made an agreement with Liu Zhao: "You can just play games in the dormitory at night. You come to me all the time, and I don't want to go out. We have nothing to do when you come."

Liu Zhao didn't really stop coming, and occasionally asked Xu Yanhua to go out for a walk at six o'clock in the evening.But generally speaking, there are still many times when I don’t come.But today, since Xu Yanhua kept ignoring him, he also wondered if he had provoked him, stopped playing games, and coaxed his wife.Calling him to the beach, Xu Yanhua still sat on the beach without saying a word.The sky had long been dyed a thick black color, and a few small white bright spots shrank and shone in the sky.

"I'm sorry." Liu Zhao suddenly recognized his mistake.

Xu Yanhua didn't look at him: "What are you apologizing for? You didn't do anything."

"Then why are you ignoring me?"

Xu Yanhua sighed lightly: "My mother knows."

Liu Zhao was stunned: "How do you know? You didn't say it, and it doesn't seem like you're showing it."

"Ghost knows where my mom found out about your QQ number. My mom just saw your comment. Based on what I know about her, you should have liked and commented on my comment, including Didn’t the you from a long time ago feel full and make up for it, she felt something was wrong so she went to your space to have a look.”

"Our mother would be resigned if she didn't become a spy."

"What is this? I didn't lend you money back then, but I used what I had saved to fill it in first. As a result, my mother deduced the whole story directly from the number on the money, and I don't know how she remembered it. Yes." Xu Yanhua sighed again, "Although she didn't say anything this time, I have a hunch that a storm is coming."

Liu Zhao complained about his mother-in-law's reconnaissance and anti-reconnaissance abilities in his heart, and put his arms around Xu Yanhua: "What are you afraid of? I have me. Our mother can't come again, and she doesn't care about what we do."

"I feel sorry. My mother is not easy. I don't want to make her sad, but I don't want to leave you." Xu Yanhua took advantage of the situation and leaned on Liu Zhao's shoulder, which made Xu Yanhua feel a lot more comfortable.

"Don't think so much, our mother is doing it for your own good. Think about it, you've grown up, and it's not an old society now, so it always makes sense. Right?"

Xu Yanhua hesitated to speak, he knew that what Liu Zhao said was right, even though he still felt uncomfortable in his heart, he got better after all.This is a multiple-choice question that Xu Yanhua has been avoiding all the time, family or love.If Liu Zhao hadn't appeared in his life, he probably wouldn't have had a choice, so he would have lived his life in a smooth and unruffled way until he died.Because Xu Yanhua would not change on his own, at least he would never choose to take risks unless he had to.

However, everything is like a wild horse galloping away.Liu Zhao, or the parents?This multiple choice question has no answer.He has passed the age when love is paramount, and he will not be so stupid as to elope for love like those childish love novels he once wrote, or to abandon everything for love.Life is not Mr. Watanabe's novel, love or passion is not everything.

However, Xu Yanhua didn't want to give up this much-desired relationship at all, the kind of "lovesickness only if you don't love it in your life, and it hurts lovesickness", he didn't want to try it again.That kind of strong emotion is like an alcoholic's drinking. It doesn't matter if you don't touch it for a long time. If you break the precept and become addicted, you can't stop it. If you don't drink for another day, you will feel uncomfortable up.Before Liu Zhao didn't show up, it was like a needle showing its head from time to time, it's nothing to poke it, it doesn't matter after all.But these four or five months have passed, and he has long been used to being surrounded by a shoulder he can rely on. Someone helped him pick up the broken glass heart, put it back together, and protect it by the way. There are places to say many things that cannot be said to parents.Let Xu Yanhua withdraw from this relationship now, he really doesn't know what will happen to him.

Xu Yanhua frowned slightly, leaned on Liu Zhao's shoulder, and sighed softly.Liu Zhao reached out to embrace him, gently touched his arm, and rubbed the center of Xu Yanhua's brow with the other hand, hoping to dispel the worries in his heart.

Time passed so quietly, the wind blew out from the pine forest behind them, with a faint sound, as if whimpering.Clouds kept drifting across the sky, and the moon flickered.After autumn, the seaside gradually became cooler, and the moist sea breeze poured in along the gap between the clothes and the skin, making Xu Yanhua shiver suddenly.He hastily tightened his collar, and felt that Liu Zhao's hug was tighter.

After a while, the wind blowing became colder.Liu Zhao wanted to put his coat on Xu Yanhua, but Xu Yanhua was leaning on his shoulder.Xu Yanhua felt something, sat up and said, "Go back, it's getting late. You're not hardcore, you've got a cold, I don't know what to do."

The beach was soft, and Xu Yanhua himself was not very dexterous, and the sitting time was a bit long, so he didn't even stand up after standing a few times.Liu Zhao, who wanted to dress up Xu Yanhua himself but was unable to do so, had just finished dressing, and saw Xu Yanhua who had tried several times but failed to stand up, couldn't help laughing while helping him up.

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Yanhua blushed, luckily it was dark, Liu Zhao didn't notice anything, but Liu Zhao saw the whites of his eyes, and quickly suppressed his laughter.Seeing Xu Yanhua stand up and pat the sand off his body, the two walked towards the school side by side.

At night, Liu Zhao slept on Xu Yanhua's bed without saying hello.Xu Yanhua didn't speak, but he also knew that Liu Zhao was worried, after all Xu Yanhua was also an extreme person with suicidal tendencies.The irritability in Xu Yanhua's heart gradually piled up, and he couldn't keep calm, or even keep rational.Faced with a trouble that was wrong no matter what, Xu Yanhua, who only wanted to avoid it, only wanted to harm himself, which could keep Xu Yanhua calm.

But it was strange to say that lying in Liu Zhao's arms, the lingering cloud in Xu Yanhua's heart lightened a lot, at least he wouldn't be woken up by his own long sigh when he fell asleep.

In the next few days, Xu Yanhua never had the desire to eat, and was always bored.Xu Yanhua especially hates himself like this, hypocritical, indecisive, looks like a waste.

Liu Zhao felt a little distressed seeing Xu Yanhua like this, and didn't know what to do, so he just took him to eat sweets in different ways.Xu Yanhua said that no matter how unhappy he is, there is nothing that a chocolate cake can't change. If there is, another piece of blueberry mousse cake is enough.

However, everything Xu Yanhua eats now tastes like nothing, but the school's Japanese-style chocolate tastes good, at least it makes Xu Yanhua feel a lot more relaxed.

Just when Xu Yanhua thought his mother had forgotten about it, another bad news came——Xu Yanhua's mother was going to come to school directly without even looking for a reason.This made Xu Yanhua's spirit, which was already teetering on the edge of the cliff, completely roll to the foot of the mountain like the stone that Sisyphus pushed to the top of the mountain.It was also fortunate that Xu Yanhua was Sisyphus himself, and Liu Zhao was always by Xu Yanhua's side, so when the news reached Xu Yanhua's ears, he stopped him in time and prevented him from rolling down with the stone.

Xu Yanhua almost collapsed.

The author has something to say:

Dangdang, the author repeated the sense of presence: no abuse!Will not abuse!Will not abuse!

It’s rare to say something long and thick, and it hurts so much when I write it, but this problem will have to be faced sooner or later. The reason why I picked it out so early is because from Xu Yanhua’s point of view, one day Xu’s mother and Xu’s father didn’t recognize them, and Xu Yanhua would blame himself every day With guilt, you will gradually become psychopathic.So this matter was written so early, I hope readers will read it carefully.